AN:/ I OWN NOTHING!

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Shout out to Bonitapplebumm! Yes girl Casper Jlo's boytoy! You were the only one to point it out! Lol I think he is HOOOTTTT so when I was writing this he was the only one I could think of! hahaha

APOV

What have I done? As soon as Christian and I left the bar he dropped my hand and was speed walking to the hotel. He hasn't looked me in the eye once and I can't blame him. I was so stupid to dance with Casper. We have always danced like that I honestly didn't think anything of it but now I can see it from Christians view. Once we get back to the hotel and our room he went directly to the shower without saying a word so here I sit on the bed awaiting my fate. I'm brought out of my thoughts by him coming out of the bathroom fully dressed and with his overnight bag on his shoulder.

"Ana….I'm going to go stay with my parents and I don't think it's a good idea for you to come to brunch tomorrow. I understand what happened tonight but it is going to take me some time to try and get past it. I will have my parent's drive me back to the dorms tomorrow and I think it would be a good idea if you moved your things that you have in my room out before I got back. We will talk when I'm ready." He has said all of this without looking me in the eye and as soon as the last word was out he turned around and left.

I can't stay in this room that was supposed to be where I lost my virginity to the love of my life and now all I have is a broken heart because of my own stupid actions. Sobbing uncontrollably I grab my bag and drive back to the dorms. I'm numb as I walk in and walk straight to Christian's room. I just need to feel close to him right now. I'm sitting on his bed clutching his pillow and smelling my favorite scent and looking at the picture of us on his nightstand. I remember taking it when we were at the lake and we both looked so happy. We were so happy until I fucked everything up. God this hurts. I lay down on his bed and fall asleep since this will probably the last night I will ever sleep this close to him.

CPOV

I couldn't stay in that room shit I couldn't even look at her. I was able to not crumble in front of her but just barely. Now that I am out of that room all bets are off. I stood in that shower for 30 mins and sobbed and held my chest because I swear to God I thought I was having a heart attack. I don't want a break from her, not ever, but I am so hurt by what she did tonight. I never would have thought she could hurt me like this. I make it to my parents door and I know they are all still up because I text Mia to make sure. As soon as I knock my mom opens the door and I collapse into her arms and just let it all out.

"Oh my poor boy" my mom says trying to soothe me.

"Mom this hurts so bad. Make it stop mom please"

"I wish I could baby trust me." I just lay in my mom's for what feels like forever and pour all of my tears out. After what feels like hours I finally sit up on the bed and see that my dad, Mia, and Elliott are sitting there while my mom's sits next to me.

"Son I know this is hard but where is Ana?" My dad asks and I know they are worried about her even though I am their son and they probably think she is all alone in the other hotel room.

"I honestly don't know dad. I told her I needed some time and that you all would drive me back tomorrow and that she shouldn't come to brunch. I think I told her to move all her stuff out of my room by the time I get back." I honestly don't even remember everything I said to her. I notice my dad give Elliott a small nod and him and Mia leave the room. I'm guessing they are going to check on Ana.

"Ok Christian. Elliott told us everything that happened but I am worried about Ana so I sent your brother and sister to check on her."

"Thanks dad. I love her so much but I couldn't even look at her much less talk to her and there was no way I could have stayed in that room with her tonight. But your right she shouldn't be alone either."

A few minutes later Elliott and Mia come back and tell us that the room is empty so I'm sure Ana probably went back to the dorms. Unless she went back to the bar? I can't help that feeling that she went back to drink, dance, and party with her brother and friends.

The next morning I wake up still feeling like complete shit. My head hurts from fucking crying and my chest still feels like I might die. Fuck how long is this shit going to last? Brunch was uneventful. I could barely eat and my family was afraid to say anything to me in case it set me off. I know I am being a prick but I can't help it. On the way back to the dorms I finally turned my phone back on and was bombarded with texts.

Ana- I love you!

Hunter- Just saw Ana. She looks awful man where are you?

Kate- Christian Ana will not speak to anyone. Where are you? We need your help!

Drew- You ok man? Everyone is talking about Ana and if you aren't with her I take it you guys had a fight.

Fuck! She's not speaking? She looks like shit? Maybe she didn't go back to the bar last night. We finally pull up and after my entire family telling me to call if I need them I make it quickly to my room without seeing anyone. I don't want to speak to anyone either. Honestly I wish I could just crawl in bed with Ana and hold her. I so wish I could do that but just thinking about why I can't has me so angry all over again. As soon as I enter my room I can smell her. I look around and I can see she has moved all her stuff that was in here and I didn't think I could feel any worse but I was wrong.

I quickly take a shower, change into sweats and a t-shirt that Ana always likes to sleep in that still smells like her and I crawl into my bed. I don't know how we are going to get past this or if we are even going to get past this but if this feeling keeps up I will have to leave. I won't be able to see her every day.

I stayed in my room and pretty much in my bed the rest of the weekend. I only spoke to my family when they called to check on me. Someone knocked on my door a few times but I didn't bother to get up to check who it was. It doesn't matter.

It's now Monday morning and I am dreading walking into my homeroom. As soon as I walk in I notice she is not here yet but that doesn't surprise me. I look at Matt and Nate and they look like they can't wait to talk to me and this is the exact bullshit I was trying to avoid.

"Ok Grey. You look like shit too so I'm guessing you and Steele are fighting?" Matt was the first to ask.

"We broke up ok and no I don't want to talk about it. Leave it." I snapped back at him.

I heard the girls coming into the class and as hard as I tried to stop I couldn't help but look up looking for Ana. As soon as I saw her I wanted to jump up and hug and kiss her. She looked as lost as I feel, she has her hair in a messy bun on top of her head, no makeup, and her eyes are red and swollen. My poor baby. She is not talking to anyone and just walks to a seat on the other side of the room without looking at me. This is going to be harder than I thought!

APOV

I'm not speaking to anyone. My parents came by to check on me after I didn't answer my phone and I think mom talked to Christian's mom because she didn't even ask me what was wrong. Kate and really all of my friends have tried to get me to open up but I have nothing to say. I feel numb. Hollow. Empty.

It's Monday morning and I know that I have to go to class but I just don't know how I am going to do it. I pretty much said fuck it getting ready and just threw on my clothes and put my hair up. What's the point I have no one to look good for. Kate is waiting for me as soon as I walk through the front door.

"Steele, are you going to tell me what's going on? I saw Christian a few minutes ago and he looks as bad as you do." I just shake my head. I don't want to tell her. All I think about is her saying Christian looks bad.

We walk into homeroom and I can feel his eyes on me. I want to run into his arms and have him hold me and take all this away. I can't do that though because this is all my stupidity. I peak out of the corner of my eye and I can tell he is upset but he still looks good to me and it makes me ache for him more. I mindlessly walk to the other side of the classroom I don't think he would want me anywhere near him right now. I can feel him watching me the whole class but I can't look at him I'm so afraid to see hate in his eyes. I hope he decides to talk to me soon I don't know how long I can go on like this!

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