I know I should be writing Alter Madness, but I had an idea for this, and I just had to write this one first. So here's update, and again thank you for all the reviews!…and nope I own nothing…still. Oh and I dedicate this chapter to my best friend Jeana, who without her, I couldn't have wrote this chapter.

A must: Already over By Red. If you want the full experience to this story, I tell you to listen to this as you read, just put it on repeat. Trust me!


"Well he's a psycho." Bella said shrugging her shoulders and turning to face the Cullen's house.

Still Edward's face looked towards the forest, "…Alice."

"She's fine for now."

"What?" He said as he walked in front of her, "How can you say that?"

"He won't touch her, that is until he finds her. But come on it's Alice, she'll probably see him coming and just go hide."

"I still don't trust her physic powers to protect her life."

"I do." Bella walked to the nearest tree and slid her back down it.

"Well you know him best don't you, I guess I should just trust you huh!" He shouted angrily. Bella stared and him and looked the other way when he meet her gaze. He took a deep breath, "I'm sorry. Forgive me for lashing out on you."

"No," She waved her hand, still facing the other way, "It's fine. Lash, I don't care."

"I just…I need Alice here."

"And I know that."

"I can't lose her, just like I can't lose you." He bent down in front of her and lightly grabbed her chin and turned it to face him. He leaned in, resting his left hand on the tree behind her, and kissed her roughly. He let his tongue touch her lips. There they sat, not even an inch apart, showing each other how much they truly cared.

Pulling away slowly, he repeated, "I can't lose you."

"I know that too."

"Good, because if you didn't, I don't know if I'd have anything to live for."

She turned away, but forced herself to look back towards the beauty that kneeled in front of her, "I'm not that special."

"Your special to me."

She pushed her lips into his, causing him to crash to the ground. She let her hands wander down his chest, tearing the shirt to pieces in the process. Edward didn't even try to push her away, to stop this from happening. He'd been looking for her for the past thirty-five years, he wasn't about to let her slip away now. And as her hands wandered, so did his.

His fingers tips traced every curve and turn in her body, the soft skin that rubbed back. There lips still crushed towards each others, Edward kicked his shoes off as he turned to be on top of her.

Bella felt her pants tugging down her legs, she helped by shaking them forcefully. She wrapped her legs around his waist, and sighed happily. This moment couldn't have been better, it couldn't have been planned differently. It was prefect, just as Bella had thought her first time would be. She was different from the sluts around her, she knew after they were done, Edward wasn't going to run away and never call her. Bella knew he wasn't like that, she doubted he could even go a day without holding her after this. And she saw no problem to that. Holding each other was the next best thing to what they were doing now. His warm touch soothed her, stress released from her body as his chest pressed down onto hers.

Twigs snapped beneath them, and grass bent in different ways as they moved together. Rain slowly dropped from the sky, making this even more spectacular then Bella had ever imagined. His wet hair fell onto her face as they kissed, his tongue explored in her petite mouth. Bella hands rubbed along her cheeks, but moved in an instant, into his hair. Tangling her fingers in the golden strands, and not letting one escape.

Her toes curled as he pressed his way in. She didn't know why everyone said it was so painful the first time, oh…could be because she no longer felt pain. In between her kisses, she smiled at the thought. This moment in time, couldn't be beat by anything. Someone could have offered her a million dollars or even her human life back, and she wouldn't have traded it for anything. She knew if she wanted to, she didn't have to stop at all. They didn't have to part and relax, they didn't need to stop for air. This could go on all night, and she knew, that he knew, there was no problem to that. The warm kisses and the hot touches didn't need to stop.

He moved his hand up her tight that still hung from his waist. Edward knew they couldn't be closer then they were now, but he still felt like they weren't close enough, like some how they could be closer together. Even though he wanted to wait, even though he wanted to be married first, he couldn't stop. He wouldn't let himself think twice about the action that was going on. He didn't need to, because he knew he wouldn't pull away. The world could be a disaster around them, falling apart and dying off, and they wouldn't of noticed. Emmett and Jasper could be watching them, and Edward would of just let them. He might of flicked them off, but that's about it. He didn't care much now.

Sadly even Chuck could be running after Alice and still Edward would of continued, he needed this, and not because he was a man and had hormones, it was because as if his life depended on it. Like if he pulled away and tried to help those around him, he may just fall down and die.

He slowly bent his lower half closer to Bella. Her muscles tighten up in her legs, and squezzed harder around him. With a twitch of her ankle, she spun Edward. Now she was on top, smiling down at him as she lowered her face to his and continued where she left off. Edward grabbed her neck and turned it, her kissed along her jaw line, and bit slowly into her skin. A light noise escape though her mouth. He smiled and released the soft tissue, leaving just a light mark of his teeth. He placed both of his hands on her hips and guided her.

The moon started to go down behind the trees, leaving the two of them with a light shine of the sun peeking though the depth of the forest. Birds flew above them, singing a sweet tune as their wings soared though the sky. Orange and pink streaked above the trees, the wind shook the tops of the ones that stood tall, letting brown leaves fall. The water trickled down the small river that parted the house from the green grass. Small animals ran away from Edward and Bella as they laid there. Her in his arms, her face laid still on his chest.

"What was your plan?" He asked in his velvet soft voice. His breath racing down her face.

"Was that all you were thinking of?"

"No. Trust me that was the last thing that was going through my mind during…that."

She smiled, "I was just trying to make you mad I guess. I was never going to kill you through, even if all the hate in the world made its way to me, I could never hurt you."

"But you left, that hurt me."

"I meant physical."

"Oh."

"But your right, and I'm sorry." She kissed him, "I hope you can forgive me."

"How couldn't I?"

"It's all over through, I know where I'm suppose to be, and that's right here. Side by side with you. Forever and always."

"Forever." He agreed, "There still is Chuck though."

"We'll figure something to do with him, before he gets any ideas."

"Can you hurt him though?"

She shook her head, "I can and I will."

"You must feel something towards him."

"Why would I?"

"You were with him for some years."

"Maybe something, but nothing compared to this." She said pointed to the both of them.

"It will be hard to stop him." He added.

"I know, but if we get everyone, he wouldn't be able to stop us."

"Doesn't he have friends?"

"His friends are my friends. I made them. They listen and obey to me." Bella said sharply.

"That could help us." He chuckled. He slid his hands down her lower back and pulled her tighter against his skin.

"I'm glad you called me." She said after a couple of minutes.

"Me too."

Edward and Bella sat there quietly, examing their surroundings. Listening to the bugs crawl up the trees, the people in the house yards away saying good morning to each other. They listened to the cars that sped down the highway, they heard the angry driver cuss at the people who cut them off. The light sound of horns honked violently.

"Why did you call me?" She finally asked.

"I thought I already told you."

"Just enlighten me."

"Because I want you to be safe."

"But I don't want to be safe," She waved her hand, "Safe is so over rated. I want to live on the edge, not afraid to fall. Because I know when I hit the ground, I would of lived through it."

He kissed her forehead, "You wont hit the ground, I'll catch you."


(I tried to make this comfortable for all readers, knowing that I may have some young readers. I hope I didn't describe their activity badly. If I offended anyone, I am sorry.)

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P.S. i love the ending hehe.