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Chapter 10: Nicola

RPOV

Olena told me I needed to go find Dimitri, and that she would pack for me. I nodded and walked out of mine and-well, just Dimitri's room. I looked in Viktoria's room, he wasn't there. I checked in every room of this god damned house. He was still know where in sight. I noticed that the car was gone, and asked Olena were Marc lived.

On my way out, Yeva stopped me. "Can you carry something for me?" She asked. I nodded. "I need these to go to Marc and Oksana." I nodded again, and she came with me. She handed me a book bag which was slightly heavy, and a couple of plates, as she had a bag of her own, that looked heavier.

"So you knew all a long, huh?" I asked at her. She looked shocked. "I saw the knowing look in your eyes when I first met you. I was confused then. But now I think I know why that is." I told her. Recalling the moment we met. I shivered. "Why did you start yelling at me? You scared the hell out of me." I said, shivering again.

"I just wanted to have fun, and the way you hid behind Dimka, was well… hilarious and added on to the fun. I forgot… Thank you for saving us from those stupid Strigoi. I am very grateful of you. Please, come and visit soon." She said. I nodded in agreement.

I decided to ask Yeva this. Just in case. "Yeva… about Christian. Will he take me back? Well he want our child? Well he still love me, or hate me?" I asked.

She smiled. "You will have to figure that out on your own child." We had arrived at Marc and Oksana's house by then.

The car was there and I knew he had to be very upset with me. We knocked then let ourselves in. We walked into a huge living room. There was a flat-screen. A stereo. Weights? At least he kept fit. I smiled as we walked into a kitchen. It was filled with flowers.

"Wow. Did you grow all these?" I asked.

Marc nodded. "It is how I keep a living. And… It calms me down." He gestured out to the garden which Dimitri was sitting in the middle of. Yeva pushed me.

I stopped right out the door. "I am afraid of his reaction. He stomped outta that house like a maniac. And… his dad." We all shivered. "Oh boy! Here goes nothing." I said sarcastically before walking out.

I approached the bench Dimitri was sitting at and sat next to him. "Dimitri…" I trailed of looking at his face.

"Go away! Just…" He sighed. I let a tear fall and got up only to have him pull me back down to face him. "I am sorry. I didn't mean to…" He trailed off, looking at me. I had tears flowing down my cheeks. "Don't cry. You should be happy. Your pregnant." He choked the last word out, as if he couldn't believe it.

"I… I am so scared, Dimitri. And… you're upset with me. I… What if Christian don't want me or the baby? What if he has already moved on?" I let more tears fall.

He rubbed my back up and down and I calmed down.

"Then… you always have me. I would love to be like a dad to that baby if you'd let me." He said sincerely. "If you ever need anything, anything at all, just come to me. At anytime, any day. I will be waiting for you, Rose. But please, stay in touch with us. We all love you. My sisters, including Sonya, love you as their sister already." We laughed. He got up and towed me to the house.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"You want to get to Christian, don't you?" I nodded. "Well… then I will drive you back to the house to get your bags then take you to the airport." He said.

He drug me through the house as I said 'bye' and waved to them. They all waved sadly. Great! Now I feel really bad. At least I will have my Christian back.

~*~Vampire Academy~*~

Me and Dimitri said our goodbyes at the gate of the jet. "I will miss you, Dimitri."

"I am going to miss you too, Roza. Call us soon., okay?" I nodded and got on the plane.

I watched as his figure disappeared into the shadows of the airport buildings. He looked sad and pained and helpless.

I called Lissa and got no answer. I put my phone away right before we took off for Montana.

~*~Vampire Academy~*~

When I got there, Adrian stood there, with Lissa clinging to his side. When I got off the plane Lissa ran at me, and attacked me in hugs. Adrian put an arm around mine and Lissa's shoulders as we walked to the dorms.

"I knew you would come back. I could feel it in my gut. Don't worry I am not mad at you. I do not blame you. Love does crazy things to you." She said. "And, I didn't answer the phone because I kinda dropped it and it broke. Adrian said he'd get me another one. A better one."

"I have news!" I blurted out.

"So do we." Adrian and Lissa said in sad unison. They shared a glance then looked back at me.

"Let me go first." I said. I just want to get it over with. "I'm pregnant!" I blurted yet again.

They stopped walking and shared a glance. "With who?" Adrian asked.

"Christian. I realized who I couldn't live without and it's Christian. Then I found out I was pregnant and got on the first plane here." I said.

They looked at me sadly. Lissa broke the awkward silence. "Rose… That's great but…" She stopped.

"Christian. H-he moved on?" My voice broke.

"Well… Its worse. He hits on every girl. Except now he is with someone. Nicola Conta. She is new here. Her family is dead and she had know where to go. She moved here. And she is such a bitch. Like Mia used to be, but worse. If you mess with Christian, she will pumble you to a pulp." She said sadly. "Rose… I am so sorry."

"Its okay. I will get over it. I am only a Dhampir play toy anyways." I said and walked away, back to my old room, ignoring their protests. I passed by Christian and he looked sad. I watched him walk into the Moroi dorms.

There was a girl standing there, waiting for him. He reached her and stroked her cheek. I let a tear slide down my cheek and walked away as they started kissing.

When I finally got back to my room, I plopped down on my bed and cried out all my pain. Now my baby was daddy-less. He had moved on. Like I expected.

If only I hadn't have left in the first place. I fell asleep letting that be my last thought, before I drifted off.

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