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Chapter 10 - Journey

Jacob and I were lieing on my bed, side-by-side with my head on his chest. We'd been talking about the party and hsd fallen asleep. Jacob had just woken me up from my deeep sleep. I must have been talking again, I wonder what I'd said this time.

"Was it bad?" I asked, afraid.

"Nah, it was beautiful" he spoke softly with a smile in his voice and started to stroke my face.

"Jacob, I love you?" I questioned.

"Word perfect."

We lay there for about 10 minutes silently. Now was as good of time as any to ask him about a trip to La Push.

"Hey Jay"

"Yes"

"Would it be alright if we had a trip to La Push? Soon."

"Sure, sure. I was planning to go tomorrow. We'll leave at about 9am. Taking the Rabbit"

"WE'RE DRIVING?!"

"Yes, I can't actually afford plane tickets."

"I can. Anyway. What about school"

"School's school. You'll go through it enough times like your mum and dad have. Well your dad."

"I suppose. Be right back."

I went back into my room an hour later, my dad managed to get us last minute plane tickets for tomorrow afternoon.

The day passed quickly. I mainly just lounged around with Jacob on my bed all day watching films, listning to music, eating and finished off the alchol from last night.

I was drunk by the time the sun went down. Quiet giddly actually, but I'd had fun. I always have fun when Jacobs around.

That night I fell asleep in Jacobs arms. One of his around my shoulder and my head on his chest with both my arms round him.

I was awoken in the morning by my dad knocking on the door, and just barging in on my and Jacob asleep.

"Jacob" my father growled "Stop that now!"

"Go away" Jacob moaned as he rolled over and waved his hand for my dad to leave. My father then just stared at me as if to say Renesmee, if you knew what he was thinking. You wouldn't like the position your in now.

"DAD! go away. MY PERFECT LIFE remember?" I questioned.

He rolled his eyes and left. He was probably just thinking that I was in a teenage mood and it would pass. But after my week in La Push he didn't know what was going to hit him.

I felt kind of bad for my dad. Because of what I was going to do. But to be honest, I didn't know what I was going to do…yet.

The next thing I knew I was rolling over to go back to sleep, and fell out of bed, hitting my head on my side board. "OUCH!" I almost screamed. But didn't.

I looked over to my alarm clock. 12pm. "Jacob we're leaving in two hours. GET UP NOW!" I shouted, so that I knew he could hear me.

He just groaned. So I got up and went into my closet and picked up the outfit Alice had picked out for me and threw it in the corner.

"WHAT THE DEVILS ARE YOU DOING!" she screamed down my ear hole two seconds later.

"Dressing like a goth/emo today. Why?"

"Why? they were precious clothes you just threw in that corner. And I'll still pick your outfit out anyway."

"Will you pack my suitcase for me aswell. Me and Jacob are going to La Push for a week."

"Cool." she replied. 'Cool' is that all she could say. I hadn't met the pack yet. I really wanted to see the pack, to meet them. I'm sure Jacob would let me this time.

Everytime I'd ever been to La Push, he'd always made some old reason up to why I couldn't meet them. Was he afraid that I wouldn't like them? That they wouldn't like me?

Well I'm sure they're all great.

I went for a shower, wrapped up nice and warm in three bath sheets and went to sit in Alice's bathroom on her pink directors chair. "Alice" I spoke at a normal sound. Not shouting - Not whispering.

She wondered in with her suitcase full of make-up that couldn't fit into her bathroom because of all the face and body products on the counter. Of course these weren't for her she had perfect skin. These were of course for me. Even though I had nearly perfect skin.

"So…Black eyeliner, mascara, foundation and of course a black sparkle lip gloss"

"Whatever, I'm not really that bothered. It just have to fit in with my look."

"Okay" I spoke softly, closing my already tired eyes. The cold shower hadn't worked.

She did my make-up, my hair and made me get dressed. I have to say she enjoyed making this look. It was different. Different from my normal girlie girl look. But still different.

It was now half one. We were leaving for the airport in half an hour and Jacob was only just getting out of bed. I was all ready, my suitcase packed. I'd asked Alice to make sure the only clothes in my suitcase were the usual girlie girl clothes. This was partly because my father wasn't actually around and secondly because I wanted to make a good impression on the rest of the pack.

Jacob came down the stairs, putting on his t-shirt. His hair was still messy and his belt undone.

"Jake, do your belt up!" I exclaimed. I wouldn't even let him leave the house looking how he did. Let alone Alice. He just groaned so I got the brush out of my handbag, brushed his hair, tidied up his top and did his belt up form him.

I felt like his mom!

Afterwards, my father walked in, wide eyed. "Renesmee? What are you wearing?"

I answered as curtly as possible being a bitch and all in my perfect life "Lingerie?"

"Very funny Ness. Now go and get changed."

"NO! I like what I'm wearing. It's a change." I was wearing a black tutu with a black and white strappy top. Black leg warmers and black and white checkered pumps. My hair was in curly brown pig tails flowing down the sides of my face. That was not the problem. No. My dad didn't mind what I was wearing, it was more the face make-up of heavy black eye-liner and black lip sparkle. I don't think he like the black fishnet gloves with safety pins on either.

My father scowled at me like he was going to rule me. Fat chance of that. My perfect life…apparently.

"I'm going to go and wait in the garage. Please tell Jacob I'm in there or we're going to miss the plane." I asked, then "Remember to call school or something, we'll be back in a week. Bye dad" I gave him a quick kiss and hug and hurried out the front door into the garage, so he couldn't moan at me anymore.

I waited in the garage for another 30 minutes. We were late. Luckily Jacob's driving would make up for that. I hope. He finally appeared with Alice still tugging at him and him trying to hit her off. It was quite hilarious actually.

"Bye Alice. We'll see you in a week" I called as we drove off down the dirt path leading from the house.

We arrived at check-in with 2 minutes 35 seconds spare. It was close, but we'd made it thanks so the 15 stop signs we ran and the 3 red lights.

After we went through into departures, We looked around at the shops, hand-in-hand. I didn't actually realise I was holding his hand until I came to pay at the perfume shop. We didn't have much time to look around the shops because Jake was late waking up. In the end though, we needn't have bothered. The plane was delayed for an hour.

Looking around the shops, I found the perfect Christmas present for Jake. It wasn't big or anything. It just made me laugh. It was the thought that counted right? Anyway it would only be part of of his christmas present. It was a T-shirt on which it said 'Oooh a werewolf, SCARY!' Jacob would get a kick out of it…I think.

The final call was called and we boarded the plane. I grabbed Jake's hand as I hated take-off and squeased my eyes shut.

"We're flying flatly now Ness." He whispered into my ear, making shivers go down my s

pine. I lifted up the armrest and snuggled into Jacob's side.

We would be arriving in La Push in hours time, meeting the pack, seeing billy, seeing my granddad. He of course didn't actually know that me and my family were vampires. He just knew that we weren't normal and that's all he wanted to know.

The pack. They were my next problem. Would I be aloud to meet them finally. After about Five years of waiting? I hope so, why not ask?

"Jake?"

"Yes, Ness" he replied.

"Can I meet the pack this time were in La Push?"

"Maybe"

"Maybe?" I asked, puzzled. "What do you mean maybe?"

"If their not busy"

"Jay, what gives. Don't you want me to meet your pack?" I questioned.

No reply

"Please, please, please can I meet them?"

Still no reply. He just kept staring straight ahead.

"Are you scared of my safety?"

"No" But his face looked less…Strong. More…pained. That was it.

"You think I'll get hurt, don't you" I spoke, slightly amused.

Still, silence.

"You do, don't you! That's funny." I looked around the plane to make sure nobody was listning to me and said "And I hand out with a werewolf near enough 24/7, geez Jay"

"Okay, you're right, I don't want you to get hurt. But your not meeting them and that's final!"

I couldn't really be that bothered to fight with him over meeting the pack. So I cuddled even closer to Jacob and slowly and silently fell asleep.

Then I dreamed, I dreamed of being in the woods with the pack. Not just Jacob, but the whole pack. We were joking around taking the micky out of Jared for imprinting on Kim. The quiet girl. Everyone thought it was fine.

The next thing I knew was Jared leaped towards me, exploading mid air, scattering his clothes everywhere.

Then all of a sudden the scene was different. It was still in the woods, where everything had been going pear shaped. Except now, the only person there was dead, lieing on the floor. That person was me.

I woke up screaming! Embarrasing or what?

"Nessie, Ness. Calm down darling, Nessie, what's wrong?" Jacob asked, whilst stroking away the tears that were now streaming down my face.

"N…n…nothing, I…I'm fine." I stuttered.

"Why were you screaming baby?"

"Jacob, I erm…don't want to meet the pack anymore." I Whispered, dropping my eyes to my hands that were now gripping the arm rest.

Just then the stewardess came over, "Is there anything I can do?" She asked polietly.

"No thankyou." Jacob replied, sharply. But not meaning to. Then turned back towards me. "Anything Ness."

Deep down though, I bet he was over the moon I didn't want to meet the pack. I was just happy he hadn't asked me why I'd suddenly changed my mind. Had he guessed?

We landed soon after and collected our suitcases. Alice had thankfully packed Jacob one too. She saw that we were going to La Push and went shopping. How fun! I thought sarcastically.

We rented a car and drove for four hours or so to La Push. We had landed in Seattle and couldn't get any flights to Port Angeles. As soon as I had managed to stumble my way to the rented car, I fell asleep again.

When I opened my eyes, we were driving up the dirt path that lead to the Black's place.

"Hey, sleepy head" Jacob mocked.

I smiled and yawned as we parked up along side the trees.

Billy must have heard us drive up, because when I looked up, there he was on the porch.

"Dad" Jacob called and waved. I waved to.

"Hi Billy"

"Hey Nessie"

We took our suitcases into the house.

Unfortunatly, as I walked into the living room, there they all were. Two things happened at that exact moment. One, I screamed. Two, I embarrased myself. So much for first impressions.

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