Co-written with I'm Alec's Number 1
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Disclaimer, We Own nothing, not a thing, we both own so much nothing, in fact that the bums, have given us the titles of King and Queen of Nothing. complete with crowns of old beer cans, coke bottle caps. and royal robes of old newspapers. Hail to the king, baby.
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Carlie's POV
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I followed Carlisle to the living room, sitting on the white sofa. He looked at me smiling and I smiled in return.
"Renesmee," he smiled at me again before continuing, "how do you feel towards your father?" The part of me that still held a piece of the old me jumped startled, scared. The other part, the more dominate, psychotic one was cackling and giggling. I gave my best innocent confused look.
"Grandpa?" I said in my best sugar sweet tone.
"Maybe I should start a different way. When Jacob died," I flinched at that, "and Edward came to find you, he was like…a knight in shining armor, your savior. Was he not?"
"Yes he was," I looked at him. Did he know, was this what the talk was about? I looked at him, trying to hide my sorrow, I loved my family and my Daddy no matter what I put him through. But I deserved happiness too, and I found that having sex with my father was a way to achieve it. He nodded his head, as if he expected that answer.
"Do you have feelings for your father that you shouldn't have?" I watched him with shock. Here it comes. "It's perfectly normal, you father has always been there for you, it happens." I laughed and looked at him, they were so stupid. They didn't suspect a thing. Well this was going to be fun, I could tell them at least SOME of the truth.
"Yes Grandpa," I said, acting like I was sheepish. "I love Daddy and want to be his forever." I smiled innocently. The voice came again with it's insane giggling, cooing, proud that I was deceiving the people I loved.
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Well, well, well never knew you had it in ya Miss Goody Two shoes. But hey, I never knew you had it in you to fuck your Dad's brains out so… the voice giggled again. I winced and felt my stomach churn and flip. Some days the guilt was so much that I thought I would jump up and blurt my secret out. But then other days, when THAT voice took over my body I didn't care who I hurt, as long as I was with Daddy, everything would be fine.
"Renesmee, sweetheart," he paused, "your father loves your mother very, very much and he would do anything for her. He loves you as a daughter and nothing more." I felt a sneer take over my face but I hid it quickly.
Who in the hell does he think he is! Daddy loves us, he needs us! We're his everything.
No we're not, he hates us. We disgust him, if he had it his way we'd be dead by now. I thought back.
So he enjoys his time with us even if he doesn't admit it! You see his face. The Carlie's voice was right. He wanted this as much as me. I gave him feelings that even dearest Mommy couldn't and he knew it. I looked at Carlisle who was studying my face.
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"And how do you know that?" I asked, letting my anger get the best of me. In that moment I wanted to tell him everything, about me and Daddy's secret meeting, of how we make love, just to prove that he was wrong. Daddy could love me in that way, I craved for him to, I needed someone to whisper sweet things into my ear…to make gentle slow love to me.
"Edward is too good to do something stupid like that," he said amused.
"So your saying I'm not good enough for this family?" he looked at me frowning."No Renesmee, I didn't mean it like that, I just…meant…" I watched him expressionlessly, waiting for him to make an excuse.
"I think I just need to take a walk," I stood an opened the back door, going into the forest.
I kept walking, until I came to a cliff
I sat on it, staring at the sunset. Oh Jacob how I miss you. I pulled my knees up against my chest and dug my face into them, beginning to cry silently. (And enter John Willams and the symphony orchestra everybody! or maybe not, i suppose if we did that, then it would ruin a perfectly good song for a lot of people. OKAY! Enter The Fuel IGNITES! by Deathstars. I'll let the flames, lick your skin. it tastes like fever, candy and tin. i'll let the fire explode, and then win... so the end begins, Child of light! let my hand, carry you long. child of LIGHT! and the air fills with broken SONGS but will they ever come back to us... those who were buried in the GOLDEN DUST! They will never let you back tonight!
I cried for Jacob. I cried for Daddy, wishing he still loved me. I cried for my family, guilty of what I was hiding from them. I felt like a dirty no good whore.
Who was I kidding? No matter what I wanted I deserve nothing. I take back my words from earlier. I sat up quickly as I heard leaves rustle.
I looked up into my Father's face as he watched me and approached hesitantly.
"Carlie…" he sat down beside me and took my hand, "we need to talk."
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Edward POV
"Carlisle's Doing WHAT!" i shot to my feet, what if Carlie gave us away, i couldn't let that happen, even if i'd considered every once in a while, telling the rest of the family, of what she was forcing me to do... maybe even, of what i felt when she made me do it... fuck
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I shot down, the stairs faster than a speeding bullet. (Such a curious phrase isn't it? i mean every time i hear it i get the image of some cop guy in the middle of a gun fight, using a radar gun thing or whatever it is they use to check how fast your going, on a bullet going faster than the norm, and then hopping up into his car, to chase the bullet down, and then when the bullet finally stops, the cop goes, "Do you have any idea how fast you were goin?" and the bullet saying "Ahh jeeze i don't know officer, 50 60, my foot slipped and i..." the officer goes "I clocked you goin over 80 mile and hour... that's over twice the legal speed limit." and the bullet panicking blurts out, "Please officer i know i was drunk but..." the officer giving the bullet... a LOOK! and then writing that down on the ticket thing as well LOL)
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i found the living room empty, except for Carlisle. "Carlisle, wheres CARLIE!" i demanded.
he frowned, at me, and said "She left about a minute ago, ran off into the forest... Edward you haven't been... EDWARD!" he called after me as i raced off into the forest. They were getting too damn close to the truth, this had to stop. NOW! before it all came out, before Bella, found out about me and Carlie's... relationship.
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i found her, by a cliff, staring off into the sunset. her flesh glowing slightly. i sat down beside her, and took her small delicate looking hand, into my longer sparkling one. "Carlie... we need to talk." i said softly.
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"I know." she said softly, her tone sounding Forlorn. "Carlie, we can't do this, Carlisle and Bella, FUCK! their getting too close in their assumptions, they think you just have mere crush on me, they don't... they... FUCK! its too dangerous, especially NOW my ability is GONE! perhaps, for good, i can't know what anybody is thinking anymore, i can't know what they know, i can't know if they know about i... and besides that its wrong, i belong with Bella, you..." i trailed off, and she looked up into my eyes. and for an instant. got the barest flash of her mind, and her emotions.
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i saw two people, surrounded by blackness. one with a sickly pale complexion, looking to be about 16 years old, slightly underweight, with ratty dark hair, and glowing red eyes. and another, smaller figure. a girl no more than about 12 years old in appearance, and standing a mere 4'11, in contrast the other girl's height of 5'7, she unlike the taller, more feminine if trashy girl, had yet to mature, her breasts still lay flat against her chest, her hips still nonexistent, her face still had a childish roundness to it, in stark contrast to the other girl's longer more angular one, and her skin still had a healthy flush to it, as opposed to the other girl's much MUCH more pale one, the other girl even looked a bit sickly compared the other. and then there were the eyes... the eyes, the little girl had brown eyes, warm chocolate brown, so much like bella's it made my heart ache.
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And though the differences were extreme, they were both still obviously the same girl... only one was a broken, filthy, tattered barely there shade of a girl, a girl who both was and wasn't, a girl of devilish proportions, and another was a... well she still wore the same trashy clothing as the other girl, and though she had a slight haunted look to her small slightly plump features, but she still had an... innocent angelic cast to her face, a pure girlish sparkle in her loving brown eyes, eyes the exact same shade of chocolate brown as her mother's
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And they were both faced off, against each other. locked in mortal combat *God Emmet would love me for using that prase* The older Rattier looking girl, with an obvious advantage in height, if not exactly weight, and had the dangerous rabid look an junkyard dog. but what the smaller more mousier looking girl lacked in her physical appearance, she seemed to more than make up for with a cold intelligent gleam, in her dark eyes, one was as a messy butcher, the another was an expert surgeon. they both appeared to be about equal.
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And then as suddenly as it had come, the image was gone, and in its place was a fierce headache that made me wince, but it was nothing compared to the migraine that had plagued me for three days straight. and the vision while it hadn't been much, it had been enough, enough for me to know, what was going on in Renesmee's mind, hell it was enough to let me know that there was a Renesmee!
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I had been wrong, my daughter wasn't dead, she was just busy, or otherwise engaged with this... other version of herself. and... my mental ramble was cut off, by the sound a twig snapping underneath a foot, and just as i was about to spin around. i got another flash.
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it was of Renesmee narrowly avoiding, the savage kick, that would have landed in her face, but instead landed in her shoulder, tossing her to one side, and allowing Carlie to leap for and take a hold of the controls, of her body's actions.
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the vision cut out, and i knew what she was about to do, but still didn't give me enough time to avoid it. she leaped at me, pinning me down to the ground, and bringing her mouth crashing down, hard upon my own.
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I struggled against her grip, and managed to push her off me. but not before the damage was done. "Oh my God!" that voice, a cold hand wrenched at my heart, and i spun around to see a wide set of hurt, disgusted, angry, disbelieving brown eyes... chocolate brown eyes to be precise... and i knew, that somewhere out there, a man was laughing his bloody ass off, with the dark hilarity of the the events of past few seconds, just as he had the past few years of dark tragic events.
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*Got you Edward!* Laughed the voice i'd been hearing but ignoring the past few days. *Got you, gonna gut you, and then gonna carve your lungs out with my Little toys. ha ha haah ha haaah ha haaa!*
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Zeit Geist! Wow WOW! Darkness Kingsized! Opium!
SO what do you guys think? anyway special thanks to I'm Alec's Number 1, for helping me write up this chapter.
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I know its shorter than most if not all of the other chapters, but hey, i figure your probably really jonesing for your Tongues fix huh.
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Anyway. just letting you guys know that this fic is nearly over. i plan to write up about... say three more chapters, before bestowing the title of Complete upon it. and then i intend to write up what should be the final sequel. Shame Shame. in which Edward, Renesmee, and Bella. will face their worst foe yet...
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Renesmee will be forced to face off against her alterego Carlie. and Edward against his very own devil. and BELLA... Bella will be forced to find a way to forgive Edward and Renesmee for what they did to her, and not only that... but she is going to be forced, to go up against a person she thinks is long dead, and in a way, he is... who is this mysterious man, who is manipulating the cullens?
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Who has Edward been hearing? who has been manipulating and steering the emotions, and relationships of the cullen family? Who who who... BUT WHO! is the God of Lust and Pain? Who is he, and what does he want, how Does Bella know him, Does Carlie know him? find out not now, maybe later, or maybe never, no yes, what you will, But, i will never ever forgive the ARCLIGHT! WHAT!
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oh right sorry got a bit distracted there, anyway, the END IS NIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHH!