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BPOV
I held up my hands and stopped everything that they were going to say.
"Bella I am so-" Edward started stepping up beside Jasper, I cut him off by holding out my hands again.
"I'm Sorry," I said to them.
"Wait what?" Jasper asked stepping closer again.
"I'm sorry it was my fault that you were fighting. I woke up and heard your whole conversation, I saw the whole thing." I told them leaning into Emmet. "I'm sorry that I was scared and that I made you leave and I'm sorry about everything that has happened."
"Bella it's not your fault, none of it is." Jasper said gently stepping towards me again, Edward stepped closer again staying right beside Jasper.
"Yes it is, Dad hurting us and making us do that stuff. I'm the reason you got shot that night, just because I screamed. If I hadn't of gone out with you that night then you wouldn't have had to do that and get hurt because of what I did," I was speaking in a code so that Edward and Emmet wouldn't know what we were talking about but they still gave us curious and confused glances, I continued, "Plus It's not fair to you or Edward's family because now he is going to come after us again. He threatened them telling me that he would kill them. And even if something happens to him, he still has friends that wouldn't mind doing things to me either, I don't know why anyone would want to since I'm not beautiful or anything but they will." I said still speaking to my brother.
"Bella it's not your fault that all this happened. And don't you dare blame yourself for me getting shot. I wasn't going to hurt you I was the one that didn't do as he said and that is why I got shot. Bells I would rather get shot again than have you hurting. And yes you are beautiful just like mom." Jasper said steeping up to my bedside. I reached out and took his hand in my own. Edward walked up to my bedside as well so I reached out my other hand and took his.
"Guys I can't let you blame yourself for what happened to me, when dad caught me he threatened to kill you so I went without fighting. I still didn't fight until the very end I tried getting free because I remembered a letter the mom left saying that she loves me and that no matter what happens she will always be here and so I fought. I didn't win but I fought for you all of you, I thought about what would happen to you guys if I didn't, he was going to kill me or at least leave me there bloody until he decided to play again," I said, they all grimaced. "Thank you for saving me, thank you so much. I am really happy that Jazz and I went to the hospital that day."
"I'm happy too." Edward said brushing my tangled hair back from my face with his free hand. Bolts of electricity ran through my body at his touch. I loved the feel of his hand, his long smooth fingers running through my hair. I smiled at him and leaned into his touch. He smiled back.
"Wh-What happened to d-dad?" I asked shakily. Emmet cleared his throat softly from behind me.
"They don't know what happened because we didn't get a chance to tell them but the police came by our house that first day to tell us that when they got to the warehouse your father wasn't there. He escaped somehow." Emmet said softly from behind me. I went still.
"Damn it, I thought we had gotten him this time." Jasper said pulling from my grip roughly and started walking around the room angrily. Well really he was limping but it was still the same. I watched him for a second.
"What happens now?" Edward asked his brother.
"The police said to call them when she woke up so that her and Jasper could tell them everything that has happened and to take pictures of her wounds. There is a warrant out for his arrest and everyone is just waiting for him to turn up." Emmet explained. I was still rigid as I watched my brother. A tear fell down my face.
"Bella it's ok I won't let him touch you," Edward said gently wiping my tear away.
"I-I'm not safe anymore none of you are," I managed to get out, "I thought I was safe I thought I was free from him.
"You are safe. He will never touch you again. Do you hear me Isabella I will not let him near you again." Jasper said next to me again. I nodded weakly.
"I trust you Jazz. I'm just scared." I said softly.
"Bella you are safe with us, the police have been notified that you will be staying with us and that we have protection." Emmet said. I nodded and looked at my brother again. He had his leg off the ground which made me worry. I needed him to get better I wanted my big brother to be well again.
"Jazz have you been seen for your leg yet, you can hardly walk on it?" I asked turning to my brother.
"No we were a little preoccupied at the time," he said smiling.
"Ok well you need to have Carlisle check it out," he stared to shake his head no, "please for me, I'm worried just let him check it out so that we can know if everything is ok or not." I gave him the puppy dog pout.
"Ugh.. Fine I will, are you happy now?" he said exasperated.
"Ecstatic" I said hugging him. I winced and pulled away.
"Bells are you alright?" He asked quickly.
"Yeah I'm fine just sore." I said quietly.
"are you sure why don't we have Carlisle come in and look at you again to see if everything is ok. Alice said that they had to sedate you for a little while." Jasper said softly. I sighed and nodded.
"Ok but first bring Alice in here I need to ask her something." I said.
"Sure," Edward said walking to the door and calling his sister in.
"Hey Bella," she greeted. She still didn't seem as enthuastic as before but it was a little better.
"Hey can you come here for a sec?" I said she nodded and walked over. I told her what I needed. She nodded back to her happy self and bounced out the door. All three of the guys were looking at me. I shrugged.
"What did you tell her?" Edward asked.
"Nothing, hey Jazz, Em do you mind if I talk to Edward alone for a second?" I asked. They nodded. Emmet got up from behind me and walked to the door after an 'everything will be alright'. Jasper stayed for another second.
"I love you sis," He said kissing me on the forehead before limping out of my room.
"Hey Bells what do you want to talk about?" Edward asked, I shrugged and scooted over so that he could sit with me. He got up beside me and took my hand again intertwining our fingers.
"I don't know I just kind of wanted to be alone with you." I said truthfully.
"What happened that last night at your dads? The night that your brother got shot?" He asked quietly. I froze, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to I'm just curious I'm worried about you."
"Do you really want to know?" I asked, he nodded, "Ok well that night I talked my brother into taking me out for dinner and a movie. He did and then we got home late and tried to sneak back in but my dad was there with his gun. Jasper took the blame and got hit. I yelled at my dad to stop but he slapped me and threw me to the stairs telling me to go to my room. I did as he said and after a few minutes he dragged my brother up the stairs and tied him to the rocking chair in my room. My dad tied me to my bed after tearing off my clothes and then started raping me. Jasper had his eyes closed but my dad made him open them and watch. He didn't want to but I talked to him and said that I was alright.
"I stared him in the eye as it was happening. I had tears streaming down my face and I knew that it hurt him to watch but I made him because I didn't want him to get hurt. After a minute my dad stopped and I thought he was done but he didn't untie me but he did untie Jasper. Once he untied Jazz he told him…" I trailed off and when I spoke again my voice was just above a whisper, "he told him to do what he did to me. He made Jasper r-r-rape me. I had screamed when my dad had done it because he had hit the scars that he had created the night before with the sharp thing. When he made Jazz, he didn't want to but my dad threatened to shoot me and he wouldn't allow that, I held in the scream for the first few second but when I did scream Jasper pulled back and refused to do what he wanted and got shot. I fought against my restraints to try and get to my brother but it didn't work. When my dad finally got done with me he left and I got up to help Jazz." His face was very pale by the time I finished.
"Oh my god…." he said softly. He enveloped me in a hug and held me close. The tears that I had held back in front of my brother spilled over now as I hid my face in Edwards chest.
"I'm just scared that something like what happened then and the other day will happen again." I whispered through my tears.
"I won't let anything happen to you not again. I thought I lost you once, oh and by the way it was fun beating the shit out of your dad." He said holding me closer. I sighed and relaxed into him.
"but he's still free." I mumbled.
"You're safe I won't let him near you again, neither will Jasper or Emmet for that matter. Listen to me for a second I really am sorry about mine and Jasper's fight it was my fault I hit him first but I just, I don't know it just hurts that he knew the whole time and didn't do anything about it." Edward said quietly nuzzling my neck. I smiled.
"It's not his fault it's mine I told him not to do anything I was always to scared that he would get hurt in the process. Speaking of hurt.." I started as I winced, "how bad am I?"
"You have four broken ribs and had some internal bleeding but they patched that up. Your leg was snapped in half when he stepped on it almost cutting all the way through the muscle so they fixed that for you too and you have to leave the cast on for 6 to 8 weeks maybe less if you stay off of it and be careful. You have a cut running up your stomach that has stitches and one in between your legs," he flinched at saying that but went on, "Since he poured the hot liquid over your skin and hit you, you have a lot of small shallow cuts from that all over your body and you have cuts on your wrists from fighting the ropes along with lots of bruises from him beating you." He explained, I winced at the memories of what happened to me.
"Yeah I can feel a lot of them but when can I go home?" I asked.
"I'm not sure we'll ask my father when he comes in to check up on you. Will you be able to handle that?" he asked looking at me.
"Yeah I'll be able to I just can't think about it." I murmured. "Edward I know that you know what has happened to me but you don't get how it has effected me. In my whole life I have only had two men in my life since I have been born Jasper and my dad. I have been beaten and raped by my father since I turned 14, I trusted him even though he had never really saw me. He betrayed that trust and then I only had Jasper and I completely trust him even now after everything. The day we came to the hospital I was asked to trust you and your father and I did but I was still scared. Then you took us to your home and I was asked to trust more people and I couldn't it was too hard on me it still is. I know that I can trust you my mind knows that but my body doesn't. I don't know how to explain it but I know you won't hurt me I'm just scared still because my dad never acted like he was going to hurt me either." I said gently I tried explaining it as best I could to him but it still sounded confusing.
"I'm sorry about mine and Jaspers fight I know that it scared you and I think I get what you mean by that but it is still a little difficult. Bella I like you a lot and I want you to trust me I know that it is hard but I want to earn that trust and than we can be friends if you want." Edward said taking my hand and gently tracing the old scars.
"I like you a lot too and I know that I can trust you. I like being around you and your brother, Emmet. Alice is fun too she really likes me and has a lot of energy."
"That's for sure," he said laughing I joined in. I leaned in and relaxed into him, he held me close and kissed my hair. We sat together for a while me just content in being in his arms.
"I think we should get Carlisle and have him look you over so that we can call the cops and get the pictures done and to see if we can take you home." Edward finally said breaking the silence.
"Jasper also needs to get his leg seen again. I think it got infected again." I told him. He nodded and gently set me back on the bed. "Edward?" I called, he turned to me. I leaned up and kissed him gently on the cheek. "Thank you."
"Anytime Bella I'm always here for you." he murmured walking to the door. A few minutes later Carlisle, Emmet and Alice walked in with Jazz limping alongside.
"Hello Bella how are you feeling?" Carlisle asked coming to my bedside.
"I actually fell pretty good. I am a little sore and I am dying for a shower and a change of clothes but that's about it." I told him smiling. They laughed and he checked my vitals and everything else.
"Ok I'm going to take the IV out you don't need it since your stable and I think that's all you can come home either later tonight or early tomorrow morning. Did Alice get you clothes?" Carlisle asked I smiled at the happy news. He took out the IV any every other wire that was connected to me.
"Of course I got her clothes dad! Did you think I would let her walk around in that thing she has on. So little faith." Alice said dramatically. I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"Can I take a shower in that bathroom?" I asked Carlisle.
"Yes you may but you might need some help." He answered.
"Hello I'm not invisible here that's what I am here for," Alice said huffing as she crossed her arms over her small body.
"Yeah sweetie I know you are here." Carlisle said softly.
"Too bad she's so short that you have to look down to see her." Emmet said laughing. We all joined in but Alice just looked all the more furious. Her tiny hands were balled into fists at her sides as she glared at her big brother.
"Carlisle I have one more question for you." I said softly. He nodded at me to continue. "can you look at Jasper's leg again? I know that you are busy here and everything but he looks bad and he can hardly walk on it and everything."
"Yes of course I can spare a few minutes to help the family." He said motioning to the extra bed. Jasper limped over. I stood up and wobbled slightly on my cast. Edwards hands were instantly on my waist helping me to walk to my brother. I took one of Jazz's hands while Alice took the other. Emmet was standing behind Alice looking down at Jasper with worry.
"Hey sis," He said looking up at me. His eyes narrowed at seeing Edward standing behind me with his arms around my waist.
"Hey how are you doing?" I asked him. He shrugged but then winced.
"It's gunna be ok Jazz." I heard Alice saying into his ear. I smiled at them and leaned into Edward not watching what his father was doing to my brother's leg. Jasper winced every once in a while and squeezed my hand. I was still sore from everything but ignored it for the sake of my brother. Carlisle was finally done with Jazz.
"Go in and take you shower Bells so that you can be ready when the police get here to document your wounds." Edward told me pushing me gently towards the bathroom. Alice grabbed the bag she brought and followed me in.
EPOV
I watched Bella walk into the bathroom and sighed once the door was closed. She was so scared yet she blamed herself for everything. I don't know why but I really felt the need to protect her more than I would with anyone else. I think I was really falling for Bella Swan.
"So dude what did she say to you?" Emmet asked. I laughed and shrugged.
"Awe come on you've gotta give me more than that. Really what did she say to you?" Jasper asked. "I've been dying to know why my sister wanted to talk to you alone when she wanted us to leave earlier."
"I don't think she ever wanted you guys to leave. She was hysterical when I got here she was so upset thinking that everything was her fault and I think she was real upset that you guys left. But I can't be sure I just held her and rocked her and also told her that she was insane when she said that we should all just leave her alone." Emmet said. Jasper and I looked at him in awe.
"Who are you and what have you done with my brother/" I asked him.
"What?" He asked shrugging his shoulders.
"You actually sounded smart." Jasper inputted.
"You know I can be smart every once in a while and beside you two idiots were being well…. Idiots and I had to come and help my little sister solve the problem that started with two idiots." he stated glaring at me and Jasper. I hung my head and looked at Jasper who smiled sheepishly.
"Look I told her that I was sorry for that. And I told her that I would protect her and that you guys would too. I told her that even though that jackass was free he wasn't getting anywhere near her. She also told me about her perspective on things. Such as how she had only ever trust two people and one betrayed her and than how we asked her to trust me and dad and then how when we brought her home we asked her to trust all of us and it was really hard on her." I explained. Emmet's eyes tightened and Jasper looked wary.
"She's right we did ask her to trust everyone when a person she had trusted with her life betrayed that trust. But I still can't find it in me to regret going to that hospital." Jasper said.
"I know but hey she's safe now and in my opinion that's all that matters to me anymore." I said. I remembered how my hand felt when I brushed the hair back from her face and how she leaned into it, the electric current that ran through my body. And then how her body felt folded into mine just holding her.
"Why do you have that stupid grin on your face?" Emmet asked looking at me.
"nothing." I answered looking away.
"Okay next question what's going on with you and my sister?" Jasper asked. Now I sighed.
"I don't know I mean I really like her but I know that after everything that has happened to her it is highly doubtful that she likes me back." I said looking away from them.
"Oh shut it you idiot," Jasper said, "I've seen the way she looks at you and how she is so relaxed. She was never like that before. She never wanted to be near anybody else. Bella is very different from other girls, she sees things and percepts them in a different way than most, her mind is complex and hidden. She just doesn't want to be hurt again."
I just looked at him. How could she like me when I fought her brother and let that man get a hold of her again? I was so confused. I really liked her and wanted to be with her but with her trust and after everything that had happened to her I didn't know if I could.
"You just need to be careful around her. She is strong but still fragile. You hurt her I kill you." Jasper told me I nodded and we instantly quieted when the door to the bathroom opened and out walked Bella and Alice.
BPOV
I took a shower as fast as I could but Alice still needed to help me. When I got done she handed me the bag that she brought in with her. I grabbed the towel and dried off carefully.
She handed me the clothes and I pulled them on. There was a black sports bra and the short gym shorts that I requested. Luckily they fit me perfectly which I was grateful for.
I looked hideous. Bruises covered my face and body. The slash on my stomach was all stitched up and there were little cuts all over me. I looked away from the mirror and turned towards Alice.
"Can you do my hair for me?" I asked her. She smiled happily and nodded. I sat down and she quickly brushed it.
"Alice what do I do?" I asked sadly.
"About what?" She asked.
"everything I really don't want to bring you and your family in on this and I mean I just I don't know." I mumbled.
"What do you mean you don't know? Oh this is about my brother isn't it?"
"wh- well I guess I mean I really like him but I don't want to bring you guys down on this and you don't need to deal with this. But I mean how can he like me? I mean look I am broken and used and a burden, who could love that? I just don't want to give out my heart when it's already been mangled. But I feel like I can completely trust him and I do. I'm just scared and confused, very confused."
"Bella he likes you too. I can see it in his eyes he really likes you too he can't wait to be with you, the whole time you were under he was here holding your hand, talking to you, just being here. He was worried sick pacing putting his head in his hands, and when we lost you. I've never seen him so angry. I'm sure where ever your father is he is nursing some serious wounds." she smiled at that thought I think I did too.
"But how can he like me?" I asked still not believing her.
"Because you are trusting, caring, loving, and everything. You can still be you even though you have been through and what you had to put up with. Bella you don't see yourself you are so beautiful even under the bruises and cuts you are still beautiful. Edward doesn't see you as a broken girl he sees you as a beautiful, strong girl." She said as she finished my hair.
"Alice I'm still confused why? Why do all of you want to help me anyways?"
"Because you don't deserve this, you deserve a family that will care for you something that you have never had. You always had Jasper but you were protecting him more than you were yourself. You are safe and protected and love here. Carlisle and Esme want you safe and loved. Plus we do love you and we want you as part of the family."
"Are you sure Ali it's hard to think like that? I mean how can you all want to be with me near me when I'm dangerous to be around? Charlie's threat follows me around."
"Yeah Bells I'm sure. I'm here for you, whatever you need, I'm here. Best friend, sister, listener, even if you just need a should to cry on, I'm here for you. Come on let's go the cops are going to be here soon." She said holding out her hand to help me up. I got up and then leaned forward embracing her, she hugged me back gently.
"Ali can I ask you another question?" I asked after pulling away.
"Of course,"
"Would you mind staying in the room with me when the police come? You and your brother and mine if he wants." I looked down
"Of course I will. I'm glad that you want me there with you."
"Thank you Alice. For everything." I said as I hobbled to the door. I caught a glimpse of my hair in the mirror, she French braided it beautifully.
"Your welcome," she said as I opened the door.
We stepped out of the bathroom and the guys stopped talking. I figured it must have been about me. Yup, sure enough they all looked at me. I blushed and looked away from them. I hobbled forward a few more steps trying to be careful not to put to much pressure on my broken leg. I hissed in pain as I overstepped and stretched my bruised body.
Edward was by my side instantly. He wrapped his arms around my body gently pulling me to him. I leaned into his embrace instantly and Alice gave me a knowing look before walking to my brother's side.
"How you feeling bro?" I asked as Edward helped me walk to Jasper's bed.
"Fine how about you sis?" Jasper nodded sitting up higher.
"I'm good just tired and stuff. When will the police be here?" I asked looking at the three guys.
"In about 10 minutes they will come take the pictures get your story and then leave after that we can take you home and you can get some rest. No getting out of bed for no less than 4 days." Carlisle said for them.
"Thank you Carlisle. I'm glad I get to go back to your house. Wait they won't take me to a foster care or anything will they?" I asked panicked.
"No they won't take you away, you and your brother will be staying with us. You are welcome as long as you wish to stay with us." he said. I nodded and smiled at him.
"thanks."
"who is going to be staying in here with you they allow two people with you if you wish?" Carlisle told me.
"Well I already asked Alice if she would stay so I don't care who else stays in here with me. Either Edward or Jazz." I answered.
"I'll go, Edward can stay with you I think I'm going to rest out in the waiting room till your done. I don't think I can take anymore." Jasper said softly.
"Are you sure?" Edward asked him, "I don't mind she is your sister,"
"Yeah I'm sure Edward. Thank you though." Jasper said earnestly.
"No problem, do you want some help getting out to the waiting room? They will probably want to question you as well." Edward asked my brother.
"Emmet can help me. We'll go right now and I'll be back once they leave." Jasper said as he pushed himself up off the bed. "Love you sis, I'm just down the hall if you need anything."
"Ok Jazz. I love you too." I said. I hobbled over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist gently so not to hurt myself.
"Let's go Emmet," He said gently extracting himself and holding me out to Edward who wrapped his arm around my waist. Emmet and Jasper left the room quickly shutting the door behind him. I turned and hid my face in Edwards chest.
"What's wrong?" Edward asked.
"I'm scared, Charlie was a cop and I completely trusted him and look what happened. Plus I don't want to have to tell my story again." I answered.
"don't worry sweetie I'll be right here with you." he whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine.
I nodded into his chest and moved closer. His arms stayed around me as he helped me to the bed. He lifted me up and sat behind me holding me in his arms again. I leaned into him and closed my eyes. Alice was sitting in the chair beside me and took my hand once her brother and I were seated.
We stayed silent until we heard the knock on the door. Time to tell my story to the one's that really mattered.
AN: ok I am so sorry that this took so long but I haven't really been typing lately I got stuck and stuff so yeah. I already finished Breaking Dawn I finished it on Sunday and I loved it. I hope she continues on with the characters like in a continuation story with Jake and Renesmee. I hope you all liked this because I finished typing it while I was at Disneyland on a family vacation.
I'll update again when I can!! Thank for reading and one more thing REVIEW!!