Here's next chapter cause I don't know when I'll update again probably after 3+ days. DONT BE LAZY TO REVIEW GUYS :D makes me happy during my miserable exam period :3 Enjoy!

"Olivia, Olivia wake up" She heard Amanda shouting in the middle of the night. It was barely four o clock.

"What is it Ams?" She asked, with her eyes closed and her head burried down her pillow. She felt sto tired, she had a little too much wine last night. She could barely hear to what Amanda was saying.

"Olivia for God's sake wake up!" She screamed. She took the pillow away from her head and looked at the blonde who looked terrified. "Look" she added. Olivia moved her eyes to the wet matress. She was wide awake now.

"Wow, is this from you honey?" she asked.

Amanda nodded terrified. " I think my waters broke, Olivia." She said, one hand over her belly. She was heavy breathing and was so worried. They both knew they baby shouldn't be here until after two weeks.

"Okay honey don't panic come on I'll take you to the hospital" Olivia said and jumped out of the covers. She put some clothes on and helped Amanda stand. The moment she was on her feet she felt her first contraction.

"Aaah, damn…." She screamed in pain.

Olivia helped her girlfriend to the car and drove the fastest she could. She could hear Amanda holding back some moans so she wouldn't know she was in pain. They were almost at the hospital when Olivia noticed blood between Amanda's legs. Amanda had her eyes closed and was consantly biting her lips so as to hold back her screams. She was in enough pain already, she didn't need to know that.

She parked the car outside the hospital and took her in her arms as she rushed in. A nurse saw them and called the doctor immediately. A few moments later they had taken Amanda in the delivery room and Olivia was siting alone in the waiting room. She had messaged Nick, Fin, Cragen and Munch and also her brother letting them know of what had happened.

By the time they arrived Olivia was already there for an hour and a half. They could see how worried she was.

"Olivia" Cragen called her name as he rushed to her followed by the others. "How is she…"

She could barely talk. She opened her mouth and mouthed a few words.

"Don't know…" She said, holding back her tears. She was too worried. " No one has come out yet. She was bleeding when we arrived" She informed them as her voice broke. She took a deep breath trying to relax and stay focus. Her brother pulled her in a sweet, consoling hug.

"It's okay Liv, she'll be alright, come on breath." He said.

A few more minutes slowly passed before the doctor came. He didn't seem happy or sad, worried or satisfied. No one knew what he was gonna tell them.

"Family of Amanda Rollins?" He asked. Olivia stood up, her hand held in Simon's one.

"I am."

"You're her sister?" he asked. He was expecting more of the father of the baby or something.

"No I am Olivia Benson… her… her girlfriend." She calmly said.

"In that case Miss Benson I'm gonna need to ask you. Your girlfriend's having a hard time deliverying the baby. It's coming with the legs and we really don't know if we can save them both. We need to ask you… whoose life do you want us to give priority to?"

Olivia felt her legs giving up on her as the words escaped the doctor's mouth. Simon put his hand on her back to make sure she wouldn't colapse. She needed no time to. She let a tear escape and run down her cheek.

"Amanda…" she whispered… "Save Amanda, please"

She saw the doctor disappear back in the room where Amanda was. She felt her heart skipping a beat n the thought of losing her. She burried her head on Simon's neck and let her tears fall like a waterfall. Everybody was there, holding her hands, stroking the back of her head, and silently praying for both their friends. They've been through so much, they didn't deserve this.

As time was passing everybody got more impatient, more worried, more scared. Olivia was half-sleeping in Simon's arms. Meanwhile Nick had brought everybody coffee so they could stay awake. It was now nine in the morning. Five hours had already passed since Olivia had brought Amanda in. Soon they had to go back to the precinct. They told Olivia to let them know if she needed anything or if she had any news and went back to the precinct. Simon asked for a day off from his job though, for family emergency and stayed with her.

About half past nine they saw the doctor coming to them. They both stood up. Olivia was holding her breath, emotionally unprepared to hear any bad news.

"Miss Benson it took a lot of efford and time, and I'm so sorry that you had to wait so long but both your girlfriend and your son are fine now." He said. Olivia couldn't help but smile so brightly… she never felt any happier in her life. She jumped on Simon's arms once again before thanking the doctor.

"You can see her, she drugged though so not for a long time but she keeps asking for you. Follow me." He continued.

"Go!" Simon said and gently pushed her to follow the doctor.


She got in the room to see her lying on the hospital bed. She was so pale and seemed really week. She slowly walked near her and kissed her hand as she carresed her cheek.

"Hey babe." She said. Amanda blinked. It took her a while to talk but she managed to say a Hey back to her.

"It's okay, you don't have to talk. You scared the hell out of me Ams, don't ever do this to me again okay?" She said and tangled her fingers in hers.

"…The baby?" Amanda whispered. Olivia could barely make out what she was saying.

"Aw he's fine. I'm gonna go see him in a while. You can sleep now okay baby? I'll check on you later today."

Before she had the chance to finish her sentence Amanda had fallen asleep. Olivia went over to where they were keeping the babies and watched her son through the glass. His tiny little hands, his tiny body and his beautiful blue eyes. His little mouth and the few blonde hairs he had were just likeAmanda's, he was so adorable, so perfect.

After the doctor told her that they could take him home as soon as he could breath on his own and gain weight normaly, due to his soon arrival, she messaged all her friends and co-workers letting them know.

She went back home and took a shower, ate and took a small nap before returning back to the hospital to be by Amanda's side.


A few days later Amanda was released from the hospital. No sooner than two weeks after his birth did Amanda and Olivia bring Oliver home.

During that time they set up him room and got prepared for the new family member. Olivia had still to go to work though.. She didn't want to take any time off, she needed the money to provide the best things to her family. Amanda wasn't going back to work till at least a month later. And if she wanted to she could just quit and stay home with their child.

She was now nursing him. His tiny hand wrapped around her finger and his shiny, ocean blue eyes were closed as he was sucking her, making small sounds with his mouth. They had brought him home two days ago and she just couldn't bare being away from him for more than ten minutes.

They were alone in the apartment as Olivia was at work. She made sure he burped after he was done nursing before bringing the covers over them and let sleep take her with little Oliver in his arms. She wasn't afraid to sleep with him on her, in fact he was mostly sleeping on her these past two days.

She was overjoyed to have him in her life.


Olivia was lazily sitting on her desk making paper balls and throwing them at Nick. She couldn't wait to get out of there so she could be home with her family.

"So how's life with the little guy?" Nick asked her after tossing back the paper ball.

"It's awesome, I mean he's been home for two days and I already feel like I'm getting the second place in Amanda's heart." She chuckled. "He's keeping her up all night though."

"Well that's what babies do. Eat, sleep and cry. But enjoy the moment Liv, they grow up too fast!"

Their conversation was soon cut off when Cragen walked in with another case.

" Teenager found three blocks from here, she's seventeen been missing since she was thirteen. She nearly attacked the male officer who found her, and she refuses to go at any hospital with a man by her side, so… Liv can you go?"

Olivia sighted, she was hoping more of going home in a few minutes but her job was asking for her again. So she just nodded and rushed out of the building.

Showing her badge to the officer who was there she got close to the girl. She knelt in front of her and asked her with a friendly, soft tone.

" Hey honey, I'm Olivia. I'm with the police. Can you tell me your name?" The girl haltingly opened her mouth and answered to Olivia's question.

"N- Natalie" she stuttered.

"Okay Natalie, I need you to come with me to the hospital so they can check you and I'll let your parents know and they'll come there to find us how does that sound?" She said and gave her her hand.

She nodded and slowly caught Olivia's hand and followed her in her car.

An hour later her parents had arrived and Olivia had to tell them what had happened to their child. She had managed to get her to tell her some stuff, but she was hard to speak. It wasn't easy for her, and it never got any easier no matter how many times she got to tell the victims' parents what had happened.

She told them everything Natalie had told her. That a man named Henry abducted her a few years back when she was playing in the park. That he took her to a basement and kept her there with two other girls for four years and that he had a calendar so he'd know which one he had to rape that day. How he beat one of them to death, while she had come really close a few times. How he'd let them starve to death, for weeks and stab them and let them bleed when they tried to escape. How after a few times the three of them just stopped trying. And how she managed to escape, when he tried to get rid of the other girl's body and he left the door open.

"Mr and Mrs Harrison, I know what I've just told you is not easy to deal with, but I'm gonna need Natalie to testify to a grand jury after we arrest the man who did this to her."

"No!" Natalie's father shouted. He was out of his mind. His wife tried to calm him but just kept yelling no.

"Mr Harrison please…" Olivia tried once more. Then it was Mrs Harrison's time to speak.

"Are you a parent dear?" She asked. Olivia nodded, as the older lady continued. "Then you know well enough that you wouldn't put your child through that. Find another way to catch him."

That was her last word. Olivia left the hospital pretty confused. Confused of what was the right think to do, but she guessed "The right think to do" doesn't exist, when it comes to a parent and his child.