I walked quickly to class that morning. I was dead tired. I was working on part of the essay that Roxas and I had to do, and Kairi wanted me there, and Sora was bugging me about helping him with something. I was pretty much out of breath by the time I got there. I threw my backpack down on the chair and glared at Kairi and Sora, who were sitting in the desk next to me.

"I rushed down here. What is it?" I said, sitting on my desk trying to catch my breath. Kairi looked at me with her big blue eyes, and a grin plastered on her face.

"Nothing, I changed my mind." Is she serious? Really?!

"WHAT?! Are you kidding?" I said, mouth dropped. Roxas had suddenly appeared next to me, confusion written on his face.

"What is going on?" He asked to nobody in particular. I shook my head, still glaring at Kairi for making me rush down to class twenty minutes early.

"Nothing. Kairi just made me rush here for no reason." I said, plopping into my seat, pulling out a notebook.

"Oh." He said with an understanding look. I saw Kairi and Sora stare at him with interest as he walked past me without a word as sat in the desk diagonal from me. "What are you looking at? Can't a guy sit down?"

"Okay, freak. Paranoid?" Sora said with a laugh, and went to his desk.

Boy were they acting weird or what?

Chapter Ten
Jealousy and Trust go hand in hand.

I bet you are wondering how these two go hand in hand, right? It depends on the situation.

Jealously with you: It's normal for girls, especially for girls in new relationships, to be jealous when their boyfriend hangs around other girls. But remember, trust is a big thing in a relationship. You have to trust them, so there isn't reason to be jealous. But, if you must be jealous, make sure you don't pull anything drastic.

Another girl is jealous: This is a whole different story. It could be normal for another girl to be jealous of you and your boyfriend. Trust him to not pull anything with this girl, but keep an eye on her. Jealous girls tend to do some pretty mean things.

They are just lime green jello.

"Paranoid, Roxas. That's all I have to say." Roxas and I were walking outside around the courtyard. We had a free period without Sora and Kairi this period, and decided to use it wisely.

"I am not! It makes sense!"

"Panic! At the Disco isn't going to break up." I said. Was this boy paranoid or what? He slipped his hand into my small one and laced his fingers through mine. I was a bit tense at first, then I relaxed and smiled up at him. Then, I had a weird moment. I gripped my hair and groaned like I was confused over something so trivial.

"What?!" Roxas asked, stopping and gaping at my random outburst.

"I HAVE WEIRD TURN ONS!" I said, looking at him. He snickered.

"What?"

"Your collar bone. And your wrists, and nose. Like, those are my turn ons." I admitted. He giggled.

"You're a silly girl." Roxas said, rubbing my hair. I groaned and stomped after him.

"No! I'm serious!" I said. He rolled his eyes.

"Sure. I have to go finish something. I'll meet up with you later?" He said, though it was more of a question. I nodded and he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer as he pecked me on the lips. I blushed and he flicked me on the forehead, snapping me back into reality.

"Meanie head." He laughed as he ran off towards the weight room. I sighed and stuffed my hands in the pocket of my hoodie before walking down the halls of the school. As I walked, I heard a few sets of footsteps behind me, but thought nothing of it. I wasn't going to be paranoid like Roxas. I made it all the way back to the East wing before I finally turned around to see the Gullwings following me.

Freaks.

Anyway--

"Namine, you need to back up off my guy." Yuna said, though all the other members cringed when she said 'my' guy.

"What? I didn't hear you." I said with the most sarcasm I could muster. Yuna, in her short hair, slutty might, stepped forward and attempted to look scary. If she wasn't a slut, she would be pretty.

"I said, stay away from Roxas." She said again, in that fake high pitched voice of hers.

"Oh..okay. Whatever." I said. I didn't really want to start anything with her.

"I'm serious." I half smiled in knowing at her, though it was fake, and kept my pace going down the hall. I heard her yell in protest and I smiled to myself as I jogged up the stairs to my dorm room.

SO ANNOYING.

"GO AWAY!" I shouted at the continuous knock at my door. I was thinking about the problem I am having with Roxas right now. I don't need anyone bothering me. I need to figure out what I am going to do. I feel so guilty and--

OMG. I'm going to shoot this person.

"Namine, are you going to open?!" Oh. Roxas. I groaned and crawled across the floor and opened the door. Roxas looked down on me, confused. "What are you doing?"

"Drowning in my sorrow." I said calmly and I crawled back onto my bed and put a pillow over my head. Suffocation would be best right now...

"Depressing much? And I brought you something, too." He said, sitting down in my computer chair. I sat up from my spot on the bed as he tossed me something cold and wrapped in plastic. I opened it to reveal a blue ice cream bar. "Eat up."

"Sea Salt ice cream? Yum." I said as I bit into it. Looking at Roxas, I flashed back to the moment with Yuna and my eyes went downcast.

"What's wrong?" Roxas mused as he ate his ice cream.

"Nothing TOO much.." I said, licking the bar. Roxas snorted.

"No really, what is it?"

"Your fan girls. They told me to stay away from you. It's not like I have much chance compared to them anyway--" I said, flopping back onto my bed.

"Namine, you don't have to worry about them stealing me away, okay?" He said with a wink. I groaned and yelled into the pillow.

"STUPID TURN ONS!" He chuckled as the door opened and I looked up. It was Kairi and Sora doing the nasty. Not that bad, but making out and walking in at the same time. Roxas cleared his throat really loud as I slowly put the Popsicle into my mouth and stared.

"Oh. Well—awkward." Kairi said, giggling as she tore away from Sora.

"I'll say." I agreed, jumping off the bed, walking into my closet.

"What are you doing here, Roxas?" Sora asked his brother with a smirk on his face.

"We were gonna work on the project, but ended up eating ice cream." Roxas smoothly covered. Since it wasn't much of a lie, I could easily agree to it without failing. Sora looked disappointed with his answer, but took it.

"OH MY GOD!" Kairi yelled as she dashed in the area Roxas was. She pushed him out of the chair and started digging through her DVD collection.

"OW!" Roxas said, staring up at her, mortified. I grabbed his hand and helped him out of the fallen chair. He looked so offended.

Hey, I'd be too.

Sora just giggled.

"Movie night!" Kairi said, holding up The Breakfast Club.

"Kai, it's a Tuesday." Sora said, leaning against the door frame.

"So?"

"YEAH SO?!" Roxas said, grabbing the DVD from her and putting it in our DVD player.

"Eager, much?" Kairi smiled and pulled Sora into the room, much to his protests. Kairi and Sora cuddled in her bed, and Roxas and I sat side by side on the floor of my bed, careful not to touch each other. Every so often, we would sneak a smile or a kiss with each other, and I sure they didn't notice. Every time I'd look at him though, guilt would wash over.

Guilt and nervousness.

I was guilty of what I had planned to do to him, and might still do.

I was nervous of what Yuna and her friends might do to take Roxas away from me.

But, I didn't really want him in the first place, right?

I shook the negative thoughts out of my head, and smiled at the movie. The best movie of all time. Sighing in content, everything would be okay.

As long as no one ever saw the notebook, it would be okay.

Sorry! Late chapter. and short. I tried, writer's block is an evil devil. Plus, pneumonia. Oh, about the Panic! At the disco thing, IRONY! They did break up..so...

haha..yeah.

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