A/N: SHE LIVES! In all seriousness I am so sorry! School was getting crazy then there was the play, some family deaths, my dad was in the hospital last month, and I had color guard. Now life leaves me with a sprained ankle that hurts like hell and time to write. That time will be limited though, because as long as this ankle heals like it's supposed to and I can get my doctor's permission I will be starting an internship. I will try my best not to wait too long to update another chapter. Like I said I'm so sorry. I hope you enjoy (I'm going to try to make longer chapters in the future but I wanted to show some sign of life.
When Blaine woke the next morning, he smelled Kurt's homemade pancakes and got up. He was surprised to see Kurt cooking again; when he saw Blaine he immediately stopped and ran to his arms. Blaine hadn't been this confused since he kissed Rachel and thought he was straight.
"Kurt, what the hell is going on," Blaine asked.
"I'm so sorry," Kurt said sobbing, "Don't ever leave me. I couldn't sleep last night because I knew you went to bed thinking that I didn't trust you and that I didn't love you. But I do! I do Blaine and I want to marry you, I want to have a family with you," then he suddenly stopped.
Kurt seemed to be falling apart as he remeber his failed pregnancy and Blaine knew it. They needed to find help or he would lose Kurt... or Kurt would lose him. Blaine couldn't imagine what his life would be like without Kurt but he was afraid Kurt would never really trust him again, and that bothered Blaine.
"Kurt," Blaine spoke quietly and Kurt looked into his eyes, "we need help. I don't think I could live without you but I don't think I can stay without your trust."
"Blaine!" Kurt cried, "Don't leave me, please don't leave, I love you so much"
Immediately after small talk over breakfast Blaine called to make an appointment with a couple's counselor. Luckily, they were able to get an appointment the next hour and before they left Kurt continued to apologize but Blaine told him to stop, it wasn't his fault. The car ride was quiet but Kurt whimpered now and then. Blaine felt heartless but he knew he just couldn't live not knowing whether or not Kurt really trusted him or not.
Blaine pulled into a parking space and looked at the modest office that stood before him. He unhooked his seatbelt and glanced at Kurt, the man he'd hurt so wrongly in the past.
"Kurt, before we go in there," Blaine began, pausing for a breath, "I just want to say that we both will need to be honest if we want this to work out. I love you more than anything in my life and I'll do whatever it takes to make things right with you."
Kurt simply nodded, unable to speak. Blaine stepped out of the car and breathed in the smell of roses carried on the wind from the beauteous bushes that bordered the exterior of the office. Blaine held the door open for the love of his life and prayed silently that things would work out.
They walked into the office and found that they were the only ones there. They introduced their names and the fact that their appointment was in a mere five minutes. The receptionist nodded and pointed to a small seating area, so small, in fact, that it only contained four seats. Blaine allowed Kurt to sit first, and then took the seat next to him. Blaine couldn't help the fact that his heart leapt in his chest when Kurt grabbed onto Blaine's hand.
I'm earning his trust, over the years it's been building little by little, Blaine thought to himself.
"Mr. Hummel and Mr. Anderson, "a voice called yanking Blaine from his reverie of a perfect future for Kurt and himself, "I'm Dr. Gionni, your counselor. Please follow me into my office and take a seat."
Both boys stood and followed, glancing warily at each other first, nervous about putting their relationship to the test.
Blaine and Kurt took a seat and stared at this woman, Dr. Gionni, and waited to see what would happen. She smiled warmly and sat behind her desk.
"So you're experiencing some relationship problems," she began stating the obvious, "can you tell me where they stem from."
"I cheated," Blaine admitted, loud and clear with Kurt uttering a small gasp at hearing Blaine say the words that had caused him so much pain.
"Was this recently?" the Dr. Gionni asked, taking notes.
"Not all that recent. A year?" Blaine wasn't quite sure.
"Eight months next Thursday," Kurt answered with determination.
"I see," Dr. Gionni muttered, writing more things onto the sheet in front of her.
When she looked up she caught Blaine's eye saying, "Mr. Anderson, could you go back into the waiting room for a moment," it wasn't a question, more of a command.
Blaine got up and walked back to where he and Kurt had been sitting moments ago and wondered what this counselor was up to.
"Mr. Hummel, do you believe in hypnosis?" Dr. Gionni asked.
Kurt snorted, "Not really, but I'll give anything a try."
"Good because this is not the 'You're eyelids are slowly closing,' and swinging coin kind of hyposis."
"Okay"
Dr. Gionni smiled then began, "You do start by closing your eyes however," she stated and he did just that, "Okay, Kurt. You are in a very serene place, the epitome of happy. You are looking forward walking hand in hand with the one person that you could never let go of, the person who holds your heart in their hands, but you're not looking at them. You're looking forward, walking endlessly forward. You feel as if you and the person next to you are the same person, like there's not an end of you and beginning of them, you are one. The person whom you love more than life itself squeezes your hand tighter, promising to never let you go. My voice sounds distant; there is nothing but the person who you love so dearly. You're still looking forward and they lean in and whisper 'I love you' in your ear; you can feel their breath on your neck and your skin ignites. You know this is perfect and you're meant to be with this person. This person stops and strokes your check and you finally look up at them. Who do you see, Kurt?"
Softly, almost unheard, Kurt utters a name, "Blaine."
"You may open your eyes"
Kurt did so, surprised to find tears rolling down his cheeks.
A/N: Oh Kurtie. :/ I'll try to get another chapter up soon!