Free of Pain, Lost from Love

Chapter ten

By: opalshyne

A/N: Hi people first chapter back from the long hiatus, please review and tell me what you think!!

(Just don't be too harsh??)

Disclaimer: Yeah, you know how it goes; I don't own Inuyasha, yadda yadda yadda.

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Kagome lay in bed looking up at the ceiling, sunbeams filtered through the window and she sighed deeply as a bird sung outside, she turned on her side and stared at the clock next to her bed.

6:42

She sighed again and closed her eyes in impatience she was ready for the day to be further gone now, she slid out of bed and walked out into the hall taking small light steps to look into his room, she poked her head through the door, "Hey," he was awake.

"Hey."

"What are you doing?"

"…"

"Ok." She walked quickly to his bed and curled up beneath the covers, he looked at her out of the corner of his eye and smiled slightly, "Why are you awake?"

"I couldn't sleep."

He murmured something and she rolled over to look at him, "Why are you awake."

"I always wake up this early."

She grinned and quickly pecked him on the cheek, "I like you."

He raised one eyebrow and looked at her out of the corner of his eye, "I like you too."

Her smiled faded and she got chills through her body, the look on his face made her shiver and she scooted a fraction of an inch away from him, enough for him to notice, he sat up and gracefully stood, he walked around the bed and held a hand out to her, and offer to come with him. She childishly shook her head and burrowed deeper beneath the covers, he stared at her for a moment before leaving. She watched him with wide eyes as he left the room.

Kagome laid in his bed for another hour before creeping out into the kitchen and lightly touching his shoulder, he looked up and she leaned down to kiss him sweetly, his hand went to the back of her neck, holding her in place as he took advantage of the moment, his fingers twirled her hair around and around as the gentle kiss deepened and she wrapped her arms around him and straddled him at the kitchen table. She pulled away and kissed him on the cheek, "I like you more."

He smiled and held her tighter.

Kagome waltzed out of her room dressed in tan shorts and a navy blue tee; she found Sesshoumaru sitting on the couch in the living room and plopped down next to him, "Hey."

"Hn."

"Hello?"

"Hnn."

She rolled her eyes and moved to his lap, "Hi."

"Hello."

"Sesshoumaru, I have a question for you."

"Hn?"

"Well, first of all could you please stop saying that so much, it's annoying," she cleared her throat, "but my real question is if you would take me to the library?"

"Yes, of course I will, but might I ask why you would want to go?'

"Uuuh, I don't know, I just want to go, I was talking to a friend of mine on the phone last night and he said that I should read this book, I said I would check it out, soooooo, that's why I need to go to the library.

"Hn."

Kagome got out of the car and watched Sesshoumaru walking up the cement stairs to the modern looking building, she followed him through glass doors and into the chilly over sterilized building. She sucked in her breath and turned around, "I think we should leave."

He jerked his head around at her, "Why?"

"Uuuh, I don't think this place has what I'm looking for."

He grabbed her by the arm as she began to walk back out, "No, why are we leaving so suddenly?"

She pulled her arm away and pranced uncomfortably in her spot, "Come on, let's just go!"

She turned back around and placed her hand on the cold metal handle, "Kagome?"

She cringed and stood still in her spot, she felt a hand on her shoulder, "where have you been, you haven't been at school in so long, are you alright? Are you ill?"

She pulled away from the hand and laughed shakily, "No, of course not, I'm perfectly healthy, why would you think I was sick?"

"Well, I called your home and your mother sounded very distraught she said you probably would not be going back to school, so I just figured you must be very sick."

She turned around and looked him sadly in the eye, "Hojo….."

"Kagome, are you alright," he took a step close and Kagome turned her head, "Hojo, I…don't want to talk to you right now," she quickly turned around and pushed open the door she rushed to the car and quickly strapped herself in.

She sat in silence until a car door opened and he slid in quietly and started the engine a quite purr and cold air spewed out of the vents, she closed hers.

They drove home in silence as Kagome stared out the window and painfully shuffled through all her memories thinking of Hojo made her think of her past, she felt her chest locking up and sinking in as the emptiness he left behind grew she clenched her eyes shut prayed to all the gods she wouldn't cry, she didn't want to cry. She kept her eyes closed all the way home until she felt strong arms wrap around her and carry her to a dim room with a large bed and cool soft sheets, she held onto him, "Why did you take me?"

He looked at her in silence, "Because I thought you were beautiful."

He stood and left her in the room where she laid in silence and stillness until she felt an extra weight in the bed, she turned to him and placed gentle kisses on his shoulder and chest. He grabbed her by her waist and placed her atop him he squeezed her thighs sat up to nip at her ears and kiss her neck, she moaned and he growled, he pulled off her shirt and tore off her bra he palmed her breasts and played with her nipple ,she moaned. Her heart was beating so fast as he removed her panties and let her fall back, her thighs still around his waist, she turned her head to the side as she felt his quick tongue in secret places, she covered her eyes with her hands and whimpered as he flipped her over and rammed into her, roughly thrusting and pushing until she came again and again.



Kagome woke up and he was there, they were both naked and he was asleep, she crawled over to him and placed her ear to his chest, she listened to his heart beat,

Badump…….badump………badump……badump

She placed her hand over her own heart.

Badump...badump...badump...badump.

She removed her hand from her chest and curled up closer to him, she liked this, being with him, she was positive she did, she was positive this was right for her and good for her this, was what she had always wanted, a good love, so she had it and now what was there? She ignored pulsing regrets and wishes and only looked at him as he slept, she kissed his forehead and, "I love you."