So you found out who's the 'mysterious' girl? Really smart xD

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Chapter 10

Carly's POV

Tears... I sit on my bed my knees close to my chest and my hands are in my hair while I keep crying and crying.

"I was in love with you..." I'm so stupid. I had my chance... the whole time he told me that he was in love with me and what I've done? I always told him that we would never be couple. And yeah we won't be a couple but now because he doesn't love me. "Carly...I'm in love with Sam." Yeah he loves Sam not me.

But it's my own fault that I thought he'll always love me and wait until I also love him and now I'll never be with him. I realize this and just cry harder.

Suddenly someone knocks on the door.

"Carly?" It's Spencer. "Can I come in?" He asks.

"Yeah..." I say when I wipe away my tears. And then he comes in a worried look on his face. And so he sits down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

"Carly what happened?" He looks me in my eyes.

"Nothing..." I lie.

"Carly you can't tell me you cried three hours because of nothing." The tears I tried to hold back fall down now. Surprised he hugs me and I cry so that his shirt is wet.

"I wished it was nothing..." I finally say.

"What is it?" My brother asks calm.

"Freddie...he...doesn't...love...me..." I say through my tears and every word hurts that I can't describe the pain I feel right now.

"But he always loved you and since when do you care?" He's very confused.

"I care since... I don't really know...but today when he told me that..." I have to wait few seconds before I go on. "That he loves Sam..." And now I can't continue I just keep crying and sobbing. I can't see Spencer but I guess that he's shocked and worried.

"Shh... Don't cry." How I shouldn't cry? I realize about my feelings for Freddie and then the same day he tells me that he's in love with Sam... He pummeled Jacob until he was unconscious just because he loves Sam...

Sam my best friend... Why couldn't he love someone else? Why Sam my best friend? Now I don't know how I should act when she's in my apartment...

But what if she also loves Freddie? What if they get together? Was I supposed to act like always? Was I supposed to hide my feelings? Was I supposed to be always the best friend? Was I supposed to act normal while they're dating and I just feel pain?

These are just a few questions they're in my head while I cry and sob and while Spencer is hugging me.

"I thought he would always love me... I thought that would never change... And then when we danced there was something... At this time I didn't know that this feeling would grow stronger... And today when I saw him in his destroyed room I knew it... I knew that he's the boy... the boy I love..."

"Carly... I'm so sorry..." He just says. I know he doesn't know what to say. I guess he never saw me this way.

"But now he doesn't love me anymore he loves Sam... It's too late..." I grab Spencer's shirt and cry harder and harder...

"It's too late..."...

Freddie's POV

"Soooo..." I say with a happy grin on my face. Sam just smiles and shakes her head.

"You're a real dork you know?" This time it doesn't hurt that she calls me a dork because I know how she means it.

"I'm a happy dork." I laugh. And then she leans against my shoulder.

"Yep you are..." Her smile disappears and she just stares into space, something is wrong with her. And so I have instead of my grin a worried look on my face.

"What's wrong?" Surprised she looks up obviously she was lost in her thoughts until now.

"Uh Nothing..." She shakes smiling her head. This smile doesn't look real it's a fake smile.

"Sam... Do we want to start this whole 'it's nothing'-thing again?" I ask. Really I don't want that she hides something for me. It's not that I want to know everything but if something bothers her I want to know.

Before she answers she looks me in the eyes. "I don't think you want to know..."

I roll my eyes. "If I didn't want to know I wouldn't ask..." And then she turns around she doesn't want to look me in the eyes.

"You're sure...?" I nod. Of course I'm sure...stupid question.

"I was thinking about... Jacob..." Jacob... is she scared of him? Maybe I'd also be scared I mean... what he did to her.

"Maybe I should visit him tomorrow... Do you think his injuries are bad?" His injuries...? He raped her, he cheated on her and she cares about his injuries and wants to visit him? And so I can't say anything.

"Freddie?" She asks hesitantly.

"Uhm I don't know... I hope his injuries aren't bad and that this poor kid doesn't have to suffer..." I say sarcastic. But when I see Sam's face I regret it.

"I knew you didn't want to hear it..." She whispers.

"I'm sorry... I just can't understand you. First you kiss me and then suddenly you care about Jacob's injuries. I don't get it." I just say what I'm thinking. And I mean can't she understand that it also hurts me if she says things like that? She kissed me few minutes ago and suddenly she wants to visit Jacob...

"Oh that's how you think about me that I just kiss a guy because I have nothing to do and then a few minutes later I care about another boy? Thanks!" I give her a surprised look. "I'm not such a person..." Her voice gets lower now.

"Sam..." I say with an apologizing sound. "No Freddie... I won't tell you anything anymore because you really don't understand me." She stands up but before she can leave through the door I grab her hand.

"Okay... would you please explain what you think and feel right now so that I maybe can understand you?" She looks up.

"If you really want to know... I don't care about Jacob. To be honest Freddie I hate him! I just want to visit him so that I can break up with him because I feel bad if I kiss another boy while I date him." I feel really stupid right now... She wants to break up with him. And I act one more time like a total dork.

"I'm sorry... I'm a complete moron..." She looks me in the eyes.

"Yep you are! You just think I kissed you because of nothing. And you think that I don't know what I want." Now I'm the one who looks her in the eyes...

"I don't think that it was because of nothing... but I don't know why you did it." And now I'm shocked how fast I get an answer.

"I did it because I love you Freddie..." I stare at her. She loves me? I thought she feels something but that's it actually love.

"When we didn't talk I felt horrible... I knew I hurt you a lot and that you were upset and that you wouldn't forgive me. But I missed you...I really missed you. I actually talked to this stuff bear you gave to me and when I slept it was on my side a smiling on the face... And then I realized that I love you..."

"I love you, too." We both smile. "Would you feel bad about another kiss from me?"

"I think I can live with it..." And so I lean in and kiss her again. It's better than my first kiss and it's better than the kiss a few minutes ago...it's the best kiss ever. We're both into it...

But then she stops and smiles.

"I will go home now..." I look surprised.

"But why...." She can't go now that she just couldn't do that.

"Freddie I guess now it's the perfect time to leave okay?" The perfect time to leave...? I can't understand it. Whatever...I can't change her mind so I just nod.

"If you want..." I say sad.

"Okay...come on!" She grabs my hand and goes with me to the door.

"What are you doing?" I yell.

"Well, you show me to the door." She giggles.

"Really?" I don't think that I show her to the door, I guess she shows me the door...

"Really..." We arrive at my door.

"Bye Fredweird..." She smiles and kisses my cheek. And so I just can smile.

And before she goes in the elevator I say. "I love you." She turns around. "Love you, too."

These words just make me happy... Sam loves me.

Carly's POV

"Let's make some spaghetti tacos!" Spencer says while he pulls me to the kitchen. I don't want to eat something...

"Do we have to do this?" He nods.

"Spaghetti tacos make people happy..." He laughs. I know he just wants to cheer me up but spaghetti tacos wouldn't help.

"They won't make me happy." I say my head down and trying not to cry again.

"C'mon! I won't let you alone in your room crying and suffering. We will make spaghetti tacos right now!" And so he takes everything out of the shelves what he needs.

"So first we'll make the spaghettis okay?" I don't want to make spaghetti tacos... I'm not hungry!

"Whatever..." Now he looks me in the eyes.

"Carly be in the spaghetti taco mood." He smiles. Spaghetti taco mood...?

"I won't be in a spaghetti taco mood! And I won't make spaghetti tacos! Why can't you just leave me alone?" I yell at him and sit down on our couch. He looks surprised but not angry. I'm too vigorous for him....

Suddenly I hear something... voices? Now I'm getting insane. Anyway I stand up and look through the spy hole. And actually I see Sam and Freddie standing together.

"Really..." Sam has a smile on her face. And then she says "Bye Fredweird..." And then she kisses his cheek. She kisses his cheek... A tear falls down my face. But like it's not enough pain he says "I love you." And she answers. "I love you, too"

And so I get on my knees and start to cry. Straightaway Spencer comes to me.

"Carly... what happened?" I sob and a thousand tears fall down my face.

"She loves him...too..." He hugs me but I just can't stop. I knew it. She also loves him. They're together now...

"Carly..." I know that he feels sorry for me but he's also over challenged. I think this is the first time I'm such a crying and sobbing girl.

"I knew it... It's too late. Now they're together and they're happy." Spencer just hugs me.

It isn't a dream I can tell. This pain is real and also the love between Freddie and Sam...

Freddie's POV

Am I wrong or did I just heard what I think I heard? Is Carly crying because she heard me and Sam? Could it be that Carly is jealous? Could it be that Carly maybe loves me?

I'm so sorry about that part with Freddie and Sam fighting...it was mushy. -.-*.

But today I just had to write some mushy thing after these episodes they're coming soon... I just think about iSaved your life and the Creddie kiss... I mean Creddie is kind of cute but Seddie is just awesome.

And there's also another thing... It's really easy to make me happy just click the green button below! (It's like a Christmas present for me) ;D