"That was good."Honey said with a big smile on his face. "You cook really good Haru-chan."Honey said. He had a big smile on his face. Haruhi smiled at him and started to pick up the plates.
"It really nothing. I'm just glad you enjoyed it."Haruhi said while she headed to the kitchen. Honey got up to help but Haruhi stopped him. "I'll be finished in a few minutes. It not much."
"Are you sure?"Honey asked her. Haruhi nodded her head.
"I'll be fine. It's not really hard to do. "she said with a smile. She gone into the kitchen to clean the plates. Honey sighed while he tried to think what to talk to her about.
He avoided it long enough. He was afraid to talking her. Mostly because she's was never alone and he avoided to check if she stayed after club activities. He do managed to give her a ton of hugs and kisses her on the cheek.
Nothing further than that. He might lose of his control and last thing he wanted was push into something she wasn't comfortable with.
She was new to this whole and so was he.
Honey sighed and looked to the kitchen. He held Usa-chan close to his chest and sighed. He was feeling really anxious just by waiting for her. He got up but leaves Usa-chan behind.
"Haru-chan. Are you sure you don't need my help?" he asked her. Haruhi looked over to him with a raised eyebrow. She looked down at the dishes and didn't even start the dishes. Honey wanted to laugh but held it in.
"I must be spacing out again," Haruhi said with a sigh. He noticed that she was blushing and biting her lips.
He walked to her. " What were thinking about Haru-chan?" Honey asked with a big smile.
" I don't think this is necessary," Haruhi muttered. She grabbed a plate but stopped when Honey was really close to her. She looked at Honey with a small glare. " Honey-senpai."
"I think it's necessary. I like to hear your thoughts." Honey said with a big smile.
"You are very stubborn." Haruhi said to him.
"So are you." Honey said. He looked into her eyes.
Haruhi looked the other way. "I...I was thinking about…."she started out. He noticed that she was blushing again. "I was thinking about our kisses last week."
Honey blushed and gulped. He remembered that . Those kisses almost got him in trouble. It took a lot of breathing and meditation to calm himself down.
He also made him happy and made him wanna kiss her some more. Honey looked at the dishes.
"I can help."Honey said. He was very aware that he was changing the subject. Haruhi sighed and started to wash dishes. The two was mostly quiet except for Honey humming a tune. After Honey put away the last dish he took a step back from the sink. "Let's eat cake."he said but Haruhi grabbed his arm. He looked up at her with widen eyes. She shook her head.
"No. Not until we talk about it. It has been bothering me for a week. "she said while looking at him. Honey sighed and takes her hand into his. "I really want to talk to you but everyone gets in the way."
"Well, it can't help. Everyone in the club adores you." Honey said while he looked up her. Haruhi bites her lips and which caught his breath.
"What about you?"she asked him. Honey eyebrow furrowed when she asked him that. He wondered what possessed her to ask that question. Of course, he adored her. He won't be here with if he didn't. He wanted to speak up but she kept talking. "Is it like everyone in the club? Do you adore me or is much more than that?.. or are you playing with me cause if you are…" she started to speak
"Of course not. I wouldn't play with your feelings like that. You much more than that to me Haru-chan."Honey said while he touched her face. Haruhi nuzzled her face in his hands.
Honey's heart skipped a beat from her reaction. ' She really need not to do that. ' Honey thought as he leaned towards her.
"Senpai. What do I mean to you? Don't change the subject or avoid it."Haruhi whispered while she looked at him. Her eyelids were lowered and her face was red. He quickly takes his hand from her cheek and focuses on his breathing. He breathed in and out.
Haruhi blinked as she watched her small senpai. She watched as he breathed in and out. "Senpai. Are you alright?" she asked him.
Honey nodded his head. "It's nothing to worry about."Honey said his voice was a bit husky. He looked up at Haruhi, she blinked bits her lips. He just wanna kiss those lips.
"Senpai. You didn't answer my question."Haruhi said. Honey sighed and looked at her.
"You mean a lot to me and I want to be with you all the time." Honey said while he looked at her. His voice was serious as he watched her. " I want to a lot of things Haruhi." he said making her gulped. " However I understand if you don't want too. Just because we have feelings for each-"
"I wanna be with you too. Senpai."Haruhi said quietly. She took his hands and smiled at him." I want to explore these feelings with you. I really want to understand them more. With you and only you."
Honey opened his mouth to speak and shuts it. He sighed and speak up. "What are you telling me Haruhi?"Honey asked while he looked at her hands. They almost the same size as his hands. However hers were a lot gentler while he was tougher.
"I..I.."Haruhi sighed. She started to take a deep breath. "I just want to be close to you. I want to kiss you and I want to spend time if you. I want to always be around you."
"Other words you want to be my girlfriend, Haru-chan?"Honey asked. He laughed when she blushed some more. She nodded her head slowly.
"But I don't want rest the host to know. I know it's selfish of me." Haruhi whispered.
" I don't want them to know either."Honey said while he smiled. Haruhi smiled at him. "So this will be just between you and me." he said while he looked at Haruhi. She nodded her head.
" Alright." Honey cheered and goes to hugged Haruhi again. She hugged him back while he looked up at her. She was a few inches taller than him. He leaned in to give her a small kiss on the lips. Their small kisses always made he him feel happy.
" Let eat some cake." Honey said with a big smile. He pulled away Haruhi and goes back to the living room. He goes to pick up Usa-chan and held her to his chest. He was smiling a lot and trying to keep his heart beat under control. When Haruhi came out they sat next to eachother and held hands. Honey couldn't help but smiled widely.
That was Breathing. It was a hard one. The first part had three different versions. The first two didn't feel right so I wrote the thrid one and I liked it better. Next one is Apart.