"I have to present it?" I asked frowning.
"What's wrong?" Alice asked.
"I don't want to" I said, "I'll embarrass myself"
"You will not. It's like a show. You go up there, do it, and then it's over. Like a band-aid, quick and harmless"
I nodded though I still didn't like the idea.
"Oh, and there's something else" Emmett said fearfully.
"What?" I said not liking his hesitation.
"You're the night's singer"
"What?"
"Yeah, you'll sing a few songs, yours and of other artists…"
"No!" I squeaked.
"Bella, they already announce they invited you. If you refuse…" Emmett frowned. "It will be awful"
"How many songs?" I asked.
"Ten"
"Fine" I sighed.
"Yeah! I get to pick the outfits!" Alice squealed.
I groaned and went to my room to call Edward. I wished he could protect me from this. Yes, I know I'm childish. It's just MTV 2011 Awards. But I don't want to! *pout*
"So, let's check the playlist again" the producer said in the speakerphone, "There must be Katy Perry's, Jessie J's. Two yours of course. Then we have Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, Beyoncé, Lady Gaga…"
"So, basically, she'll have to sing songs from the most important people and that will be present at the event" Emmett said frowning.
"Yes" the man answered.
"How many songs I'll have?" I asked.
"14, plus your two songs" I glared at Emmett and he shrugged.
"Fine. Can you please sent a list of the artists that are 'must sing' and I'll choose which songs"
"Alright. Thank you"
"Thanks" I said and we hang up. "Fourteen. Songs" I said glaring at Emmett.
"Well, it's not so bad."
"Alice will want a different outfit for each song" I said and whimpered, "I don't want to think what she'll dress me with when I have to sing Lady Gaga. Her outfits seem painful"
He laughed and continued eating. Like always, not bothered with my doom.
I spent two weeks between singing, preparing, helping Alice find clothes, and learning to dance. I had to fucking dance. Edward laughed every time I called him to whine, but would encourage me to go on. We had finally set on a track list, a little longer than initially planned. Twenty songs, and I still felt like it was missing something. But we didn't have time for more, so we settled with it. We would do exclusive songs, so we practiced until my throat hurt, and the guys fingers couldn't play. I couldn't afford mistakes. I talked to Edward, and he told me what to do for the movie trailer presentation. When the day came, Alice did my hair and make-up, keeping it light, and my hair loose, kind of messy, sexy messy. She joked I would match Edward. I put on the Julien MacDonald silk-chiffon blue dress that was shorter in the front, and pooled at my feet. It had a lace-up front in the upper half, and there was a white short underskirt since the fabric was see-through. I put on silver glittery Louboutins, and waited Alice to get ready. Once she was done, we walked to the garage, and entered the car. Alice, Emmett, Demetri and I were riding with all the dresses and clothes, and the guys had gone earlier. Edward texted me saying he was there already. I gave my phone to Alice since I didn't have a purse or pocket, and took deep breaths.
"You'll be fine, Bella. You'll see" Alice said encouragingly.
When we got there, I got out, and people screamed, reporters rushed to talk to me, and it wasn't helping me calm down. I answered the questions I caught since there were too many people talking to me, and walked to the red carpet. I found the guys, and went to their side so we could take pictures of the entire band. I had to search for Edward, and he surprised me appearing in jeans, dress shirt loose and unbuttoned on the top, and a leather jacket, with sneakers. I raised an eyebrow and he grinned at me.
"You look beautiful" he whispered, and wrapped and arm around me as we took pictures.
"I have never seen you so casual. Maybe for a second while you entered your dress room, to come out all dressed up by the production" I said.
"Well, it's MTV, so I decided to relax. I can see you aren't relaxing though" he said squeezing my hip.
"Well, I'll have to sing twenty songs here, three exclusive, and then I have the after-party…" I said.
"Bella, you'll be fine. You're amazing, it's impossible for you to screw up"
"Thank you" I said smiling up at him.
"I wish I spent more time with you" he whispered sadly. "I miss you"
"Me too" I whispered and smiled, "Come on, it's about to start, an I have to get in earlier, to get things ready"
"Alright. Go ahead" he said. "I'll not take long; I wouldn't miss your entrance for nothing in the world"
I smiled at him and lifted the skirt of the dress, careful no to trip on it, and walked quickly inside with Alice following me. As soon as we entered the theater a producer came to us, and talked so fast I barely understood. Something about the playlist order was checked, and the instruments too. I nodded thankfully and they gave me an earpiece, and got me a wireless head microphone, thankfully, since I would have my hands busy lifting the dress' skirt. They checked my make-up, if the earpiece was working, and told me to wait right at the entrance. An actor was the host, so he would make the initial introductions, and then I would sing.
"Bella, go" someone said in the earpiece.
I walked up the small ladder and took a deep breath as I heard the band starting to play and people applauding. The first song was ours and exclusive, so soon the audience quieted.
"It's the boy you never told I like you
It's the girl you let get away
It's the one you saw that day on the train
But you freaked out and walked away
It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas
Things you swear you'll do before you die
It's the city of love that waits for you
But you're too damn scared to fly"
I walked to the front of the stage and grinned, as the rhythm quickened to the chorus. I began dancing around the stage as I sang.
"Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
It's the time that you totally screwed up
Still you're trying get it out your brain
It's the fight you had when you didn't make up
It's the past that you're dying to change
It's all the money that you're saving
While the good life passes by
It's all the dreams that never came true
'cause you're too damn scared to try
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight
So let's go, go, go, go
All the way, yeah let's go, go, go
Night and day, from the floor to the rafters
People raise your glasses
We could dance forever"
"Come on!" I cheered and started to jump, happy to see people doing the same.
"Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight, come alive
Let the moment take you, lose control tonight
It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way
Hit the lights, let the music move you
Lose yourself tonight"
I chuckled and took a deep breath.
"We're gonna have fun" I said and the audience cheered. "You know this one… The singer is indicated for best female pop singer. Jessie J's Who you are" I announced and people cheered.
"I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no…"
I continued singing, and then walked to the part of the stage that faced the fans. I leaned down and people grasped my hand.
"Seeing is deceiving. Dreaming is believing.
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are.
Yeah…"
People applauded and cheered, I thanked and ran to the backstage. While two awards for TV were presented Alice quickly helped me change. I put on tight black jeans, a leopard-print wool vest with fur in collar, and it went really low. I wasn't wearing a top under it, so it revealed the swell of my breasts, and if you looked closely you could see my bra matched the print of the vest. I put on high heeled leopard-print boot, and Alice quickly fixed my hair. She shooed me to the stage and as soon as they told me I could go, I ran to the stage. The guys would participate more so as I positioned myself in the center of the stage, Embry and Jake came to flank me.
"You say that I'm messing with your head…" I began to sing and people screamed. I leaned against Jacob and the girls went wild, screaming, cheering, whistling, clapping…
"All 'cause I was making out with your friend…" I sang and pulled away from Jake, and wrapped my arm around Embry's arm, just to have the girls screaming again.
"Love hurts whether it's right or wrong. I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun" I sang pushing both away from me.
"You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me" they came back still playing guitar and I looked between both of them. "But honestly, I just need to be a little crazy" I sang and turned my back on them, running to the other side of the stage.
"All my life I've been good, but now
Ah, I'm thinking 'what the hell!'"
I sang jumping and shaking my head, sure my hair would look like a haystack by the end of the performance.
"All I want is to mess around! And I don't really care about, if you love me," Jake came to my side, leaning close to me. "if you hate me" he turned and walked away. "You can't save me, baby, baby" I said following him and then turned to the audience, motioning to them to jump with me. "All my life I've been good, but now, whoa, what the hell!"
"What? What? What? What the hell?" Jake and Embry sang as other dancers came.
"So what if I go out on a million dates" I sang as the dancers rounded me, "You never call or listen to me anyway" I said walking to Quil in the drums. "I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day" I said wrapping my arms around Quil's shoulder and resting my face on the crook of his neck, just to hear the feminine frenzy again. Jake and Embry stood in each side of the drums and narrowed theirs eyes at me. "Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play"
I walked around the drums, grabbing Embry by the tie he was wearing and pulling him along.
"You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me" I said leaning close so I was singing practically against his lips. There were whistles, and shouts for 'do it!'. "But honestly I just need to be a little crazy!" I said pulling away from him and going to the edge of the stage.
"All my life I've been good, but now
Ah, I'm thinking 'what the hell!'
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoa, what the hell"
I walked around the stage clapping with the song's rhythm, and the audience copied.
"La la la la la la la la
Whoa, whoa
La la la la la la la la
Whoa, whoa"
"You say that I'm messing with your head, boy" I sang in the face of one of the dancers and then turned to lean against another dancer's body. "I like messing in your bed. Yeah, I'm messing with your head. When I'm messing with you in bed"
The dancers picked me up, so I was sitting in the shoulders of two of them, and continued singing.
"All my life I've been good, but now
Ah, I'm thinking 'what the hell'
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good, but now
Ah, I'm thinking "what the hell"
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about me
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoa, what the hell"
The dancers lowered me to the ground and I walked to stand behind Quil again, while wrapping my arms around Jake and Embry's waists.
"La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la"
The song ended and I bowed my head slightly in thanks.
"While Bella takes a minute to breathe" the host said, "Let's welcome Rosalie Hale and Bradley Cooper to present the award for Best TV Comedy Show"
I walked to the backstage with the guys, and we drank water and Alice quickly checked to see if my make-up was smudged. She fixed a few strands of my hair that miraculously didn't get a disaster. The next song the band wouldn't play with me, they would rest a little, and I would work with the DJ, and Embry and Jacob would sing a little bit. When the producers said for us to go, we went and I looked around to check if the stage was alright. This was the most difficult song, for me at least. Jake, Embry and I stood in the middle of the stage, and the floor began to fill with smoke as the light dimmed. When we were announce the audience cheered.
"Quil will take a small break. So, Jake and Embry will help me with this song, and I hope you enjoy the show" I said smiling.
The fans cheered and the DJ started the song.
"This is for the dirty girls
All around the world
Dirty dirty dancer
Woo!"Jake sang and the girls screamed at the top of her lungs.
"Another day
Another night
And she's acting like she don't sleep
She's a five
When she drinks
But she's a ten when she's on top of me" Embry sang.
I walked around the stage, rounding the dangers, swaying my hips, and touching their bare chests, arms and back.
"She don't want love
She just wanna touch
She's a greedy girl to never get enough
She don't want love
She just wanna touch
She's got all the moves
To make you get it up" I sang, lightly scratching the dancers chest as I sensually lowered my body to the ground and back up, so my backside was against the dancer's body. People screamed, whistled and clapped.
"She's a dirty dirty dancer
Dirty dirty dancer never ever lonely" Jake and I sang as I walked to him, and stood behind him, and snaked my hands inside his shirt at the front, making the girls scream louder if possible. "She's a dirty dirty dancer. Dirty dirty dancer you'll never be her only"
I walked to Embry and stood in front of him, wrapping my arms around his neck, as he held my hips and we swayed to the rhythm.
"She's a dirty dirty dancer
Dirty dirty dancer never ever lonely
She's a dirty dirty dancer
Dirty dirty dancer you'll never be her only" Embry and I sang.
"It's a game (ha!)
That she plays
She can win with her eyes closed
It's insane
How she tames
She can turn you into an animal" I sang with the guys, as I rounded the dancers again. "She don't want love
She just wanna touch
She's a greedy girl to never get enough"
A dancer picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he leaned in like he would kiss me, and I leaned back, so he dips me.
"She don't wanna love. She just wanna touch"
My hands skimmed the dancer's body, gripping his shoulders tightly, and he snapped back up, and put me on the ground.
"She's got all the moves
To make you get it up" I sang and backed away until my back hit exactly what I expected.
"She don't want love
She just wanna touch
She's a greedy girl to never get enough
She don't want love
She just wanna touch
She's got all the moves
To make you get it up" the guys sang.
Girls appeared in the stage, and quickly paired with the guys that were already here.
"She never satisfied
You better do it right
Before you're lonely
No she's never satisfied
You better do it right
Before you're lonely" I sang as I stepped aside and gripped the metal pole, grinning at the whistles.
"C'mon" I said huskily.
"Hello baby it's weezy baby
It's going down, depreciating
Okay now I don't dance unless we dancing dirty
Skinny leather pants, I'm on my Eddie Murphy
Shawty shake it fast like she in a hurry
I like the full glass, I like my Mary Bloody
She ain't doing you and you ain't doing nothing
It ain't no money like young Money" Embry sang as one of the girl dancers went to dance with him and Jake.
While me? I was dancing against a pole, climbing on it, and spinning around. Yeah, I could dance like a stripper. I learned for this performance, in my defense. My dad must be so proud if he's watching this.
"She's a dirty, dirty dancer
Dirty, dirty dancer never ever lonely
She's a dirty, dirty dancer
Dirty, dirty dancer you'll never be her only
She's a dirty, dirty dancer
Dirty, dirty dancer never ever lonely
She's a dirty, dirty dancer
Dirty, dirty dancer you'll never be her only" the guys sang, as I danced, grinded against the pole, and swung my hips.
When the song ended, I was literally upside down on the pole, so I dropped from it to face the crowd who screamed enthusiastically. The guys kissed each of my cheeks, and walked out of the stage.
"Wow, Bella" the host said from the other stage. "Where have you learned to do that?"
"Well, honey, I cannot tell you that" I said as if it was embarrassing.
"Are you single?" he asked.
I laughed as the crowd screamed different answers. I scanned the seats, and found Jasper and Edward sitting side by side, watching with amused grins.
"Yes" I answered turning my eyes back to the host.
"If you can do that…" he mumbled as if he was deep in thought, "Dear Lord! Marry me?"
People laughed, and I shook my head.
"Sorry, but, no" I said trying to fight my smile.
"Why not!"
"Because!" I shrugged.
"Just because I'm not a buffed Native American, that plays guitar, sings, rides a bike, and has a stunning smile!" he asked outraged. "Or a gorgeous pale, tall, green eyed, copper haired, with a drop panties smile, and a voice that can only be defined as sex in sound?"
The girls screamed and in the big screen Edward appeared with red cheeks and Jasper teasing him. People laughed, girls screamed, and whistled.
"So?" the host asked still waiting for my answer.
"Sorry, Jimmy" I said, "I mean, look at the guys around me…"
"Please, do not speak anymore" he said pretending to be offended. "I understood you just like the crooks that try to steal your heart"
The song started and people cheered. In the screen Lil Wayne was showed, as he grinned and clapped.
"How to Love" I announced. "Congratulations, Lil Wayne, for best hip hop song of the year"
People cheered and I turned, and walked to the fans, and sat in the edge of the stage, touching their hands softly, and signing what the extended to me.
"You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to Love" I sang and watched as Lil Wayne was given a microphone and walked to the stage.
"You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love" he sang. "For a second you were here, why you over there?
It's hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a Love"
"When you was just a young'un you're looks but so precious
But now your grown up so fly it's like a blessing
But you can't have a man look at you for five seconds
Without you being insecure" I sang.
"You never credit yourself so when you got older
It's seems like you came back ten times over
Now you're sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder"
"See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love" I sang looking in the direction Edward was sitting.
"For a second you were here, why you over there?
It's hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love"
"Oh, and you had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world, affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault, wasn't in your intentions
You the one here talking to me, you don't wanna listening" I sang and smiled at Lil Wayne.
"But I admire your poppin' bottles and dippin'
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don't be mad, nobody else trippin'
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook".
"See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love, oh" I sang.
"See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best, you're beautiful
You're beautiful, yeah
And I want you to know
You're far from the usual
Far from the usual"
He sang as he took my hand and spun me around, before pulling me to a quick hug and then turning me to the audience.
"You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love" we sang together.
People applauded, I quickly ran to the edge of the stage, where one of the producers gave me an award, and I ran back to give it to Lil Wayne. He thanked me, kissed my cheek, waved to the crowd, and we walked to the backstage, and the show went to commercial, so the DJ took over the duty of entertain people. I ran to Alice and she gave me a bottle of icy water that I drank greedily, and wiped the sweat from my forehead. She pulled me to the changing room, and took the next outfit. It was a long-sleeved high-neck leopard-print green mini dress. It barely reached my mid-thigh. I put it on, and the black snakeskin textured pumps. Alice retouched my make-up, and fixed my hair a little. When she was finished I still had a couple minutes.
"You'll sing the next three songs with this dress. Then you'll come, put the deep blue skirt and black top, with your damn sneakers and sing three more. Then we get you ready to present the movie's trailer with Edward, and you come back running to change into a jumpsuit…"
"Fine" I grumbled drinking more water.
They called me and I ran and got on the stage as soon as they gave me the okay.
"Having fun?" I asked the audience and they screamed their yes. "Great. We're still halfway, so get ready because we're just starting to have fun!"
They screamed and cheered, and the band started playing.
"For those who don't know me
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, yep
24 hours a day
Cuz' I'm hot like that" I sang walking around the stage around dancers, Jake, Embry, the drums, and always swaying my hips. "Every guy, every where
Just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection
I always gets a ten
Cuz' I'm built like that"
The dancers came close, and would touch me just to have me slapping their hands away.
"I go through guys, like money
flying' out their hands
They try to change me
But they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is
A day I never plan
If you gonna be my man understand
I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, I cant
I can't, can't be tamed
I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't be
I can't be tamed" I sang pushing the dancers away.
When that song ended the new song started and I walked back to the center of the stage and pulled one of the dancers.
"Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I'm coming on too strong" I sang. "Hate to stare
But you're winning
And they're playing my favorite song"
I crooked my finger at the dancer and walking backwards, with him following me. We stopped in the middle and a spotlight lit us.
"So come in a little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make it clear, little question
Wanna know just how you feel.
"If I said my heart was beating loud" I said placing my hand on his chest above his heart. "If we could escape the crowd somehow. If I said I want your body now" I sang, gripped his shirt and pulled his body against mine. "Would you hold it against me" I said and he placed his hands on my hips.
"Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight" I sang close to his ear. "So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me"
I pulled away, and he went the other way. I walked to the front of the stage, the dancers positioning slightly behind me, and we began a complicated choreography while I sang.
"If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me
Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me"
The crowd cheered as I bowed my head slightly. I walked to the corner of the stage and quickly took a gulp of water. I walked back to the center of the stage still breathing heavy, but still having fun.
"Hey, little monsters!" I said. "She couldn't be here tonight, she's in Europe, but since she won the Best Script for Music Video, and Greatest Hit of the Year, we'll sing the hit, right!"
"Doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M" the song started and I grinned as people cheered.
"Just put your paws up. 'Cause you were born this way, baby" I said and the crown screamed.
"My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir" I sang as other dancers took the stage. All had costumes alike those Lady Gaga uses, and spread through the stage. "'There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are'
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe'
'So hold your head up, girl and you'll go far
Listen to me when I say'" I sang as we started the choreography.
We spent hours every day practicing, because besides the song's rhythm be fast, agitated, and I still had to sing while dancing, we mixed choreographies from several other Lady Gaga's songs.
"I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!" I finished the song, and stood breathing heavy as people screamed and clapped.
The dancers walked out of the stage and I followed, hearing the beginning of another award announcement. I quickly changed into a feathered blue mini skirt, and black halter-neck bandage top that was tight, and black studded converses, with a black studded bracelet. Alice retouched my make-up, and gave me the okay.
"I feel more comfortable in this" I said pointing to my shoes, "And my fans my recognize me now"
She glared at me and then pushed me out the door. I quickly went to the bathroom, and drank a little water, before positioning myself at the stage's entrance. I heard the last award being given and it was for Katy Perry, though I didn't know what for. When she got off the stage we went in and I smiled, while looking at her going to her seat.
"Katy? Congratulations" I said. She smiled, nodded and mouthed thank you. "So, since you are not singing tonight… Can I?" I asked.
She nodded and clapped. The song started and I grinned.
"Katy, you and your dirty mind…" I teased.
"I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock" I sang shaking my hips to the rhythm.
I walked across the stage to the small staircase, and went down and went around the seated crowd – the stars – I searched until I found them.
"Word on the street, you got somethin' to show me, me
Magical, colorful, Mr. Mystery, ee" I sang as I stalked to them, and Rose glared at me for a moment, before smiling innocently. "I'm intrigued, for a peek, Heard it's fascinating" I pulled her and Emmett up, and they started to dance with me.
"Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath" the back vocals sang.
"This audience is too calm… Let's dance!" I said, and then ran to Katy Perry's side, and she got up and started dancing with me.
"Words up your sleeve
Such a tease
Wanna see the show
In 3D, a movie
Heard it's beautiful
Be the judge
And my girls gonna take a vote" I sang pulling more people up, and making them dance.
Though I couldn't go to the person I wanted the most. You know what… Screw it.
"Come on baby let me see
what you're hiding underneath" I sang running to his seat. "I want the jaw droppin', eye popin', head turnin', body shockin'
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)
I want my heart throbbin', ground shakin', show stoppin', amazin'
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)" I said and got to Jasper's side and with a finger told them to get up.
They both slid further down in their seats, hiding playfully, but Edward did blush while Jasper laughed. The song slowed and I arched and eyebrow.
"Jasper? Edward?" I asked.
"Yes?" Jasper asked amused.
"Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a bitch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
what you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
what you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath" I sang and he went beet red, and I laughed and hooked my fingers in the loops of his pants, and pulled him up, while staring at Edward.
"Come on!" I said, "I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see ya"
Edward shook his head in amusement, so I shrugged and started pulling Jasper with me by the loops of his pants, and he laughed while smirking at Edward. I looked Jasper in the eyes, and stood chest to chest with him.
"Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk
brake me off, if you bad, show me who's the boss
need some goose, to get loose, come on take a shot" I sang and my hands traveled down his torso.
"Nah, Alice would kill me" I mumbled and let him go, as people laughed.
"I want the jaw droppin', eye popin', head turnin', body shockin'
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)
I want my heart throbbin', ground shakin', show stoppin', amazin'
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)" I sang going back to the stage and stood behind Embry, slipping my hands down his chest, stomach, and when I was reaching his pants he slapped my hands away playfully.
"Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a bitch" I sang going to Jake, "I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
what you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
what you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath"
I went to the front of the stage and started clapping in the rhythm, while shaking my hands. Two dancers came beside me, holding feathery fan to his body, naked waist up, and thighs down, as if they were completely naked under the feathers. I looked from one to another, as they moved the fans so I could "see" something.
"Oh my god no exaggeration
Boy all this time was worth the waiting
I just shed a tear
I am so unprepared
You got the finest architecture
End of the rainbow looking treasure
Such a sight to see
And this all for me"
I fell back, as if I had passed out, and the dancers caught me, and started fanning me, showing people they were wearing boxers, but it didn't stop the girls to scream. I smirked and continued singing.
"Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a bitch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
what you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
what you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
I wanna see ya
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
I wanna see ya
Come on baby let me see
What you hidin' underneath"
People applauded and cheered and I took deep breaths, and a sip of water.
"That was fun" I commented, "Are you tired?" I asked.
"No!" people screamed.
"Yeah…" I shrugged, "We're young" I sang, "we run free"
I stayed silent as the audience continued.
"Guys!" I called and they began to play.
"We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don't sleep,
Got our friends, got the night,
We'll be alright
Tonight you won't be by yourself-self
Just leave your problems on the shelf-shelf
You won't wanna be nowhere else-else
So let's go, so let's go
We got the club like (whoooooo)
And all the girls saying (whoooooo)
The whole world saying (whoooooo)
Yeah yeah c'mon let's get drunk
Toast it up
We don't give a fuck"
"Okay, more relaxed now" I said and grinned, "Listen up, listen up!" I said and they quieted down a little, "This next song we have never, ever played before. It's our new song, exclusive…" they cheered, "But sometimes this happens and it goes wrong" I said shrugging, and smiled, "I just need you guys to have fun anyway, so…" they screamed, "This song is called… Damn!"
They cheered loudly and I looked at the guys and nodded. They started playing.
"We woke up late, said goodbye
Now I'm standing outside, on the street
I walk through the city I'm laughing
Bouquets staring down at my feet
And I look up and this sky might fall
Open up and pull me in
I feel like an angel who's fallen
I just got to have this first taste of original sin
Damn, can you feel it?
Damn, I can't believe it
Damn, you got me feelin' good
Damn, do you dig it?
That's the way you do it
Damn, you know, you give it good
Two minutes later, I'm counting
The seconds and hours to go
I'm working a sweat out of bed
Just the thought of you is making me glow
I'm goin' about it, you gave it good
You're back up, can't just leave it alone
I'm walking from acres across
Now I'm going home to do it all again on my own
Damn, can you feel it?
Damn, I can't believe it
Damn, you got me feelin' good
Damn, do you dig it?
That's the way you do it
Damn, you know, you give it good
You got my tongue It's so tied
My eyes are open wide
And my hair Is standing up on my skin
And I keep sayin'
Damn, do you dig it?
That's the way you do it
Damn, you know, you give it good
Waltz through the door and into your room
'Cause this whole world lies
But you tell me the truth
Think I'll give you up?
You're not gonna let me down
Your love is like an ocean
And I'm starting to drown
Damn, can you feel it?
Damn, I can't believe it
Damn, you got me feelin' good
Damn, do you dig it?
That's the way you do it
Damn, you know, you give it good
You got my tongue it's so tied
My eyes are open wide
And my hair is standing up on my skin
And I keep sayin'
Damn, do you dig it?
That's the way you do it
Damn, you know, you give it good
Oh yeah, yeah
I can't believe it, I can't believe it
Oh yeah, you got me feelin' good
Good Good Good
Uh!"
The applauded and screamed and I ran to the backstage, while the guys walked out calmly. Once inside the dress room, I changed into a green hammered silk shirt with a black bow around the waist, and black straps, and tight black leather shorts. Alice took off my microphone from my head, and fixed my hair as much as she could and then retouched my make-up. I put on Louboutins high heel black ankle boots and lace it up. Alice and I walked out, with her hot on my heels trying to do something with my hair. I met the producer and Edward waiting, and he smiled at me.
"Great show" he said grinning to me.
"Thanks" I grinned. "You should have participated" I said with a playful glare.
"To dance Peacock!" he scoffed, "I don't think so. Why did you choose that song… It's vulgar"
"It's funny" I said.
The producer stayed quiet while watching us and I decided not to talk to Edward much. We stayed silent for a whole minute until the producer told us to go. We walked into the stage side by side, and people applauded, and whistled. I was sure one of those whistling people was Emmett; he couldn't miss the opportunity to tease me.
"Bella, do you see yourself as a person whose life is very similar to the movies you work on?" Edward asked smiling.
"No. I never thought about it" I mumbled.
"Well, it would be a very short life, and you'd be dead soon" he mumbled looking down at the paper in his hands.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Nothing" he shrugged.
"Are you saying I'm a terrible actress and my career is short lived!" I snapped.
"No, not at all" he said rolling his eyes and shaking his head lightly.
"Well, what about you, Edward? Do you think your life is similar to your career?" I asked.
"No" he said.
"Thank God, I almost kill myself with his stupid movies" I grumbled and people laughed.
"What?" he asked.
"Nothing" I said and smiled. "Well, Kristen wishes her life would be as the movies, a prince in a white horse, and she believes she found it"
"But you have to kiss a lot of frogs before finding your prince"
"And meet a guy played by an arrogant dumbass" I said and people laughed.
"Hey!" Edward said.
"This, is Queen of Babble" I announce cutting Edward off.
The trailer started to play and we stayed on the stage watching it, and I was glad to hear people laugh with the result. When the lights came back, I was about to turn and leave and realized Edward wasn't in the stage. I quickly turned to go to the backstage, when Edward came running from there.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Well, I was given the great honor, to present an award" he said grinning at me. "And I'm more than happy to announce that you, Bella, are the winner…" people started applauding while I stared at him in shock, "of the Rising Star of 2011, and the award of Most Promising Career" he said taking his hands of his back, and showing me two awards.
"Oh, God!" I gasped.
He extended the awards to me, and I took it and gave him a quick awkward hug since I had my hands occupied. I went to the mike and sighed.
"Well, I don't have a speech ready… and I'm not good in improvising, oh, well…" I shrugged. "I… Thanks guys, so, so much. Thanks MTV, that has given me chances since the beginning. Thanks my family, my friends, and my band! My agent, Emmett, thanks to the producers, directors… All crew and cast I worked with recently. Thank you my fans! And…"
I shook my head and glanced at Edward before looking back at Emmett in the audience, looking cautious.
"Thanks" I mumbled, sad I couldn't thank Edward that helped me so much.
We walked out of the stage with Edward's hand on my back. As soon we were in the backstage, I threw my arms around his neck, and hugged him tight.
"Sorry, I wanted to say you, but… It would be throw shit in the fan. Sorry. Thanks, so, so much"
"There's nothing to thank me for, love" he whispered.
"Bella! Come on, we have three minutes!" Alice called.
"Hold this for me" I said giving the awards to Edward with a smiled and ran to change clothes.
I put on a light blue halter short jumpsuit, and matching peep-toes with snakeskin texture. Alice fixed my hair, and my make-up, since I might have let a tear or two escape when I received the award and put my microphone back in place. I ran out the room, and entered with the band.
"What did I miss, guys?" I asked the audience with a smile. "Thanks, again" I said.
The band began to play and I sat on the edge of the stage, smiling at the audience a few feet away. "I like this song, I love it, actually. It means something to me" I said.
"Ohh Ohh (so jet lagged)" the guys sang.
"What time is it where you are?" I sang.
"I miss you more than anything" the guys sang with me.
"Back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring" I sang.
"It's gettin lonely livin' upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Tryin' to figure out the time zones is makin' me crazy" we sang and I got up. "You say: "Good morning!"
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed" we sang as I ran to the corner, and the producer gave me a guitar. I put the strap on my shoulder and came back jumping and playing. "I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart heart heart is so jet lag
Is so jet lag"
"Ohh Ohh
What time is it where you are?
Five more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I've been keeping busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin' to figure out the time zones is makin' me crazy" I sang and looked in Edward's direction, knowing he was getting the message.
"Ohh Ohh
I miss you so bad
I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising
I miss you so bad
And turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me" I sang.
"You say good morning!" Jake sang, as we slowed down the rhythm.
"When it's midnight" I sang.
"Going out of my head" Embry sang.
"Alone in this bed" I sang and we went back to the normal rhythm.
"I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you…"
Before the song ended, I took my guitar, and pretended I would throw at the audience, they all whined, so I threw the guitar, hoping it would be intact by the end of the night. It was a gift for them, my loved fans. We watched as Taylor Swift won an award for most successful album of the year and then we started to play.
"I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they're the lucky ones
I used to know my place was the spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication, miscommunications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through" I sang. "Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now" we sang together.
"Next chapter" I said while dancing around the stage.
"How'd we end up this way
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should've held me
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending, why are we pretending this is nothing
I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud" I sang. "Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now" I sang standing face to face with Jake, as we jumped up and down and sang. This is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battles in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down if you said you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down
The story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, now
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me?
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate cause we're goin' down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now" I sang. "The end!"
"Is this the end?" I asked, and the crowd said a big and loud 'no', "I guess not. Justin?" I asked, "Where's Justin?" the girls squealed as a producer went to get him and he stood up. "I've got something that it's yours" I said and took the award from the producer and held it out. "You can get it, but first you have to sing with me"
He smiled and took the microphone and ran to the stage. The girls screamed as he came to my side and kissed my cheek. The band started playing and I wrapped an arm around his shoulders, and he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"Everybody is laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading
About this other Guy" he sang. "Do you do what you did
When you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?" he sang looking at me.
"Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me?
Cause baby, I didn't" I sang with him. "That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss (feeling your kiss)
That should be me, buying you gifts (buying you gifts)
This is so wrong, I can't go on (I can't go on)
Till you believe, that should be me
That should be me"
I stepped away from him, and took his hand as we walked around the stage and interacted with the audience. It was funny how the girls reacted to him exactly the way the reacted to Edward.
"You said you needed
A little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced" I sang. "Did you think that
I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
What you doing to me?
You taking him where we use to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working, 'cause you know"
"That should be me, holding your hand (holding your hand)
That should be me, making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad (this is so sad)
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me, feeling your kiss
That should be me, buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
Till you believe (Till you believe), that should be me" we sang.
"I need to know should
I fight for love or disarm" I sang.
"It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart, oh" he sang.
"That should be me, holding your hand
That should be me, making you laugh" I sang.
"That should be me (That should be me), this is so sad" he sang. "That should be me, that should be me"
"That should be me, feeling your Kiss" I sang.
"That should be me (That should be me), buying you gifts" he sang.
"This is so wrong, I can't go on till you believe, that should be me" I sang and the song ended.
"Beautiful" he said.
"You're just a charmer, aren't you?" I said giving him the award, "Thank you"
"Thanks" he said to me, "Thank you guys! Thank my family, friends… Everyone that helped! Thanks!"
We ran out of the stage and I went to change while two awards were announced. Alice put me into a short shift dress, with brown and blue, and a Fendi silver leather Cut-out platform sandals. She said she would put my hair in a ponytail the next time I changed, thankfully, the last. I went pack to the stage, and the band began to play.
"I'm feeling sexy and free
Like glitter's raining on me
You like a shot of pure gold
I think I'm 'bout to explode" I sang walking swaying my hips, and glitter falling from the ceiling.
" I can taste the tension like a cloud of smoke in the air
Now I'm breathing like I'm running
Cause you're taking me there
Don't you know
You spin me out of control" I sang spinning around and the dancers came closer.
"Uuh uuh uuh uh
We can do this all night
Turn this club skin tight
Baby come on" the dancers came closer until they all were pressed against my body. "Uuh uuh uuh uh
Pull me like a bass drum
Sparkin' up a rhythm
Baby, come on! Uuh uuh uuh uh
Rock my world into the sunlight
Make this dream the best I've ever known
Dirty dancing in the moonlight
Take me down like I'm a domino" I sang and pushed the dancer to my right that fell back on another dancer, creating a domino effect.
I was jumping, but I realized the dress would rode up every time I jumped so I stayed dancing on the ground. I walked to the other side of the stage while people applauded, and there was a grand piano and a pianist. I smiled at him, and jumped on top of the piano, sitting cross legged, and leaned back on my hands.
"It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
And this time I'm not leavin' without yoü.
Yoü taste like whiskey when yoü kiss me awe. I'd give anything again to be your babydoll
This time I'm not leaving without yoü.
He said, sit back down where yoü belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we made love the first time
And yoü said to me
(There's somethin')
Somethin', somethin' about this place
Somethin' 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Somethin', somethin' about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah somethin' about baby yoü and I
It's been two years since I let yoü go
I couldn't listen to a joke or rock n' roll
And muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart
On my birthday yoü sang me "Heart of Gold"
With a guitar hummin' and no clothes
This time I'm not leaving without yoü
He said, sit back down where yoü belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we made love the first time
And yoü said to me
(There's somethin')
Somethin', somethin' about this place
Somethin' 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Somethin', somethin' about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah somethin' about baby yoü and I
Yoü and I, yoü yoü and I
Yoü yoü and I, yoü yoü and I
Yoü and I, yoü yoü and I
Baby I'd rather die, without yoü and I
We gotta whole lotta money but we still pay rent
'Cause you can't buy a house in heaven
There's only three men that imma serve my whole life
It's my daddy, and Nebraska and Jesus Christ
(There's somethin')
Somethin', somethin' about the chase
(6 whole years)
I'm a New York woman born to run you down
Still want my lipstick all over your face
There's somethin', somethin' about just knowin' when it's right
So put your drinks up for Nebraska, for Nebraska, Nebraska I love ya
Yoü and I, yoü yoü and I
Baby I'd rather die
Without yoü and I
Yoü and I, yoü yoü and I
Nebraska I'd rather die, without yoü and I
It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
And this time I'm not leaving without yoü"
People applauded and screamed, and I bowed my head in thanks. I jumped off the piano, and went to the front of the stage. I sang Countdown by Beyoncé. Then I ran, changed into black tight ripped jeans, with glitter and metallic details, and put on a black leather jacket with nothing under it, letting it open to reveal just some cleavage. I put on Louboutins suede and leather black platform sandals. I sang Teenage Dream by Katy Perry, and then it was time to sing the two last ones, our songs. The first we called 'This is Love' and I had written it after Edward declared his feelings.
"It's in the eyes of the children
As they leave for the very first time
And it's in the heart of the soldier
As he takes a bullet on the frontline
It's in the face of a mother
As she takes the force of a blow
And its in the hands of the father yeah
As he works his fingers to the bone
I'm standing under a white flag oh
Can you see me oh
Can you see me oh
I'm standing for everything we have oh
Can you hear me oh
Can you hear me oh
This is why we do it
This is worth the pain
This is why we bow down
And get back up again
This is where the heart lies
This is from above
Love is this, this is love
Love is why we do it
Love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down
And get back up again
Love is where the heart lies
Love is from above
Love is this, this is love
This is love
This is love
This is love
It's in the soul of a city
What it does after it crumbles and burns
And it's in the blood of a hero
To know where he goes he may never return
I'm standing under a white flag oh
Can you see me oh
Can you see me oh
I'm standing for everything we have oh
Can you hear me oh
Can you hear me oh
This is why we do it
This is worth the pain
This is why we bow down
And get back up again
This is where the heart lies
This is from above
Love is this, this is love
Love is why we do it
Love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down
And get back up again
Love is where the heart lies
Love is from above
Love is this, this is love
This is love, this is love
This is love, this is love
This is love, this is love
If you could be anywhere that you wanted to be
With anyone that you wanted to be with
Do anything that you wanted to do
What would it be and who would it be with you
Time flies but you're the pilot
It moves real fast but you're the driver
You may crash and burn sometimes
This is why we do it
This is worth the pain
This is where we bow down
And get back up again
This is where the heart lies
This is from above
Love is this, this is love
Love is why we do it
Love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down
And get back up again
Love is where the heart lies
Love is from above
Love is this, this is love"
"This one" I took a deep breath trying to calm down, "Is called 'You Da One'. I love you"
I said quietly, and then the murmurs, screams, and rumors started.
"The person knows I'm talking about him" I said smiling.
Jake started playing and put my hand over my heart, and sang with all I had.
"You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is my Love
Baby, I love you, I need you here
Give me all the time
Baby we meant to be
you got me, smiling all the time
Cause you know how to give me that
You know how to pull me back
When I go runnin', runnin'
Tryin' to get away from loving ya
You know how to love me hard
I won't lie, I'm falling hard
Yep, I'm falling for ya but there's nothin wrong with that
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is my love
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is mine
Baby come, tear me now, hold me now
Make me come alive
You got the sweetest touch
I'm so happy, you came in my life
Cause you know how to give me that
You know how to pull me back
When I go runnin', runnin'
Tryin' to get away from loving ya
You know how to love me hard
I won't lie, I'm falling hard
Yep, I'm falling for ya but there's nothin wrong with that
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is my love
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is mine
And Yes I'm kinda crazy,
That's what happens baby,
When you put it down
You should've give it to me
Good like that,
Should've hit it like that,
Had me yellin' like that
Didn't know you would've had me coming back
You the one that I'm feeling
You the one that I'm loving
Ain't no other, that's like you
No there's just one, one, one
No baby just one, one
I bet you wanna know
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is my love
You the one that I dream about all day
You the one that I think about always
You are the one so I make sure I behave!
My love is your love, your love is mine"
People screamed, cheered, applauded, took pictures I waved.
"I loved this night with you, guys. Love you!" I said and then jogged to the backstage.
I sat down, taking off the shoes that were killing my already tortured feet.
"Emmett is going to kill you for the little speech before the last song, if he hadn't a heart attack" Jake said smiling.
"I don't care" I said smiling.
"Oh, Bella!" Alice squealed coming and hugged me. "That was so sweet! I'm sure he loved it!"
"I did"
I turned surprised to see Edward there. He grinned, walked to me, pulled me to his arms, and kissed not caring we had producers and employees all around. When he pulled back, I looked in his eyes, and they sparkled with happiness.
"I love you" he said.
"Love you" I said and tried to step away but he wouldn't let me go. "Edward, people are…"
"Screw it" he said smiling, "I won't deny anymore"
"Are you going to admit it?" Alice asked excitedly.
"No" I said before he answered, "But we won't deny anything either"
He grinned at me and kissed me again. I heard someone clearing his throat and I turned to see Jazz and Emmett standing there, faces blank.
"Shit" I grumbled.
Edward chuckled and kissed me again softly.
"Edward, come on" Jazz said.
"Yes, dad" Edward grumbled.
"Don't say that, Edward. Geez, I kiss him! Don't call him dad, not even joking!" Alice scolded making us laugh.
"I'll see you later, definitely" he said in my ear, "After all sexy dancing, dirty dancing… I need you"
"Yes" I whispered.
"Love you" he whispered in my ear.
"Love you" I whispered back.
He pecked me on the lips, and walked away with Jasper. I turned to face Emmett, and by his scowl, I knew it wasn't good. Here it comes…
AN: It seems like a long chapter but it really isn't. The songs made it seem like it. I just wanted to make a chapter about her career, and show how much she has fun with it even though it can be hard sometimes. After all it's BitterSWEET Fame.
The songs in this chapter I absolutely love it.
Outfits on the link on my profile.
Hope you enjoyed. REVIEW!
xoxo Luuh