"Tell me about him" Lauren was laying beside Amy as she calmed down from another attack.
"He was my best friend, he helped me come to terms with who I am and to not be so scared anymore...I miss him a lot" Lauren pulled Amy to her and held her tightly.
"He used to write poetry for me everyday and read it when it was late at night...When he passed away I had mum get me all his poetry books and note books and put them in my room" Lauren nodded not saying a word letting Amy tell her in her own time.
"When I used to get in one of my moods Rea used to come around and read me some of them and I could remember him sitting next to me and reading them as I went to sleep, but I haven't let her near them since" Amy stopped and sighed to herself before wrapping her body around Lauren more.
"Since what Ames, I swear to god if she did something stupid I'll cut her off for months!" Amy laughed and shook her head.
"No, not like that, I haven't had a moment since Karma came into my life and so I put them away again, Lauren I want to be able to read them"
"You said it's coming back for longer each time, I think it's time we go see the doc about it see if he knows what's going on" Amy sighed and nodded.
"So you and Reagan" Amy laughed when she felt Lauren pinch her side.
"Yes...Reagan and I, who knew right" Amy was soon drifting off to sleep now that the pain killers had started to work. "She's pretty amazing Ames"
It had been a few weeks since the last attack and Amy was hang out with Karma.
"Ames..." Amy hummed in response and squeezed their entwined fingers. "Are we okay?" Amy shot up worried and turned towards her girlfriend.
"Yes, we are...I hope, are you happy" Amy was now nervous and scared that Karma was leading to a break up.
"Amy it's okay, you've just been really spaced and distant the last few weeks...I thought maybe you didn't like me anymore" Karma practically whispered the last part.
"Karms I love you, I never not want to be with you or beside you, you pretty much take up all free space in my head and I love it, I'm just stressing because Laurens going nuts about this dance thing she has coming up and Reagan's gone all Jealous girlfriend on her even though the guy she's dancing with is very much gay and her childhood bestfriend" Karma wrapped her arms around Amy and nuzzled her head into Amy's neck.
"I'm sorry, I just..." Amy kissed the top of Karma's head. "I love you too, you know that right?"
"I do" Amy felt bad about lying why she had been so stressed, the reason was if she told Karma about these attacks Karma was freak out and worry all the time and Amy didn't want her to be distracted from her studies.
A/N Hey amigos, will be back to updating on a more regular schedule, hope you all had a good Christmas and New years :)
Next few chapters are going to be nuts :P