Chapter 10: How?

"Hey…"
"Hm?"
"Gaara?"
"Yes."
"I want to ask you something …"
"What?"
"Well…I was wondering…is just a question but I want you to be honest with your answer…"
"Yeah, yeah..."
"Gaara….do you think….that I…."
I am at Gaara's place. How did I get here? Well… my answer is that this is a good question.

I am sitting on a chair that is in front of his desk. Where he is standing at. Trying to download a movie I said that I will watch with him … but this downloading takes too long already and something started bugging me from a time and I have to ask him but he is so concentrated at that computer that I know that he is not obeying my talking….

"Gaara…"
"Hm…"
"Please, be attentive…"
"I am."
"No…you're not."
"I am."
"Gaara…do you think that I …"
He smiled and I looked at the computer, he was at the messenger and someone named "Neji666" wrote something to him and he smiled and started writing back to him. I am so serious and he doesn't even care that I am in a such a bad situation…

"Gaara…"
"Hm…"
Now…this is the last drop!

"Gaara!"
"God! Naruto! What? Tell me already!"
"You don't even look at me…come on …this is…"
I rise from the chair and headed to the door….we yelled at each other…I lost Sasuke, I lost myself and now I am losing him too. I am alone, all alone…
"Naruto…come back…come on…"
"No. It's okay; I don't have the mod for a movie, anyway…"
"You told me you will watch it with me, today…you promised."
We are in the hall. I am trying to put my shoes on and he is in front of me, leaning against the wall that is at his right, looking at me with his green eyes, full of guilty…

"I am sorry…some other time, okay?"
"No…Naruto…"
He looked at the ceiling and then back at me and letting a heavy breath like he just let a heavy felling out in the air.

He sits himself on the floor, sitting on his knees, stopping my hands from tying my shoes. I looked up at him, he is looking in my eyes and I did the same, without any will but then we stopped.

It all stopped. Hearing his heart beat , felling his breathe on my face, being so close…if felt weird and it remind me of him…it hurts…why it still hurts? How it can still hurt?

"Gaara…"
"Yes?"
"We should move…"
"Really? Why?"
Why? He is looking in my eyes, like he sees trough me, is like he fells my feelings. He is still holding my hands. And why is he extending the moment…asking stupid questions. Why? Because we should move, of course…it's weird… why is he…

"Ga..."
I can't speak; I can't move, I can't breathe, I am shocked, I am kissed, I am betraying him, I don't know what to do, but I wish that it all could stop just to understand how it all went to this.

End. Chapter 10 ending of course. I can't believe that I wrote 10 chapters! How?( how ironic that this is the name of the chapter but I didn't wrote how because of how did I wrote 10 chapters but because it fits the chapter) I am proud of myself(even if it's a sin) I know that maybe someone will find some horrible mistakes of grammatical things and all or don't like it at all but I wrote 10 chapters : )) so it's okay.

Well…I know that this may be the shortest chapter ever and it all was so sad until now and now this is all so confusing and all but I want to keep you guys (or girls …I don't want to offend nobody) entertained. I want everybody confused! Muhhaaha! (Kidding).

The thing I wanted to say is that I wanted to write something else, longer that this chapter and a complete else idea. It wasn't supposed to turn out like this! But well…my fingertips moved, my head can't take control and do it again and put it how it supposed to be and to change the hole drama and confusing thing. But I am a drama queen. So...sorry: D I really am. I hate it because I couldn't control but it's more interesting this way…no?

So again…people review… please… I have more than 1100 readers in total but just one single person reviewed. .thank you for reading. But honestly say…just… it's good. It's bad!( I hope is not that bad but if that is your opinion) I don't care about grammar things! (My beta hasn't reached this story or this chapter so sorry). Thank you again and please…just say hy ...Come on, have mercy.