Hello my loves please enjoy this story! I love you all and pleases R&R.
Okay I want to rant for just a moment. I have this guy (It's not what you think) who want leave me alone! I have told him to his face that I don't like him, he was a jerk when he moved to my school then decides to obese over me and my twin and it is downright annoying! I hate it! And he most likely stole my twins drawing stuff that I bought her for our Birthday! It is so annoying! If anyone has any advice on this please tell me, ignoring him doesn't work I've tried. And he is trying the guilt trip to get us to date him so that is out of the question to. To those who read this thanks and enjoy the story this is for you!
~~~~~~~~~~~Axseil's P.O.V. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
All week Axel stayed by my side, even when I told him to leave so he wouldn't get sick, he refused to leave me alone. I was happy to know he cared, but I also wanted him to leave so he wouldn't get sick. Axel is too stubborn sometimes.
Right now I am lying in bed with the blanket covering my mouth and nose. Axel is lying at my feet sitting in a chair and his arms crossed with his head laying in it just below my feet. If I move in the slightest he wakes up and asked if I am okay.
I stared down at him as he slept; because of me he hasn't gotten a lot of sleep. I feel bad about keeping him from that, he looks really tired.
I sat up and started coughing. One hand was covering my mouth as I tried to muffle the sounds; the other was holding my stomach. Coughing started to hurt more and more. Like always I started coughing blood. My chest was moving violently as I coughed and my entire body was shacking.
I willed myself to stop coughing before Axel woke up, but to no avail, Axel was now at my side holding my back softly.
When I stopped I leaned into his chest, that warmth that always calmed me down, and started to breath heavy.
Axel slipped into the bed next to me, dragging the covers over both of our bodies. I snuggled close to his form. I felt like a little kid curled up next to him like this. I felt so safe and warm, that's why I worried about what my father would do if he got a hold of him. It would be like Scott all over again.
I shivered, out of coldness, out of fear, out of worry, and out of the thought. Either way tho Axel held me close to him "There is no reason to be scared, no madder what I will always come for you." He whispered before going to sleep. I did my best to stay still for his sack; soon I fell into blissful sleep of blackness.
When I woke up I was still in Axel's arms, he held me tight I don't think I could move even if I wanted to, but I loved it so much. A lass I had to move and he woke up. "Good morning firry head," I smiled showing him just how much better I was.
He smiled "Anything on your mind?" he questioned.
"Actually yes, yes there is," I told him and he looked question at me. "Okay so you know how there is wonderful nothingness when you sleep right?" I asked and he nodded so I continued. "Well, if there is nothing and you can feel that isn't that something. Also it is dark so isn't that darkness? So mainly dose nothingness even excited? Cause even nothing is something but that also means that something is nothing," I told him then pinched the brim of my nose and closed my eyes and thought hard about it. Only to stop when I heard chuckling, deep, yet light, beautiful laughter, I opened my eyes to see Axel laughing he then leaned towards me and kissed the top of my head.
"I see you are okay now," he laughed then smiled.
"Yep" I smiled then looked sad "Sorry for all of the trouble I put you threw."
He looked at me and his smile turned softer and lighter. "Why didn't you just come talk to me or Demyx, even Roxas would have worked. You know you don't have to go through it alone" He told me.
"I know I am sorry. I….I…I'm just so use to not showing when I'm hurting and not letting people know what is wrong. I'm so use to depending on myself, not others. I'm just so use to being alone and going through the pain on my own I" my voice cracked at the last word "I didn't know how to… or what to do." I finally said.
He pulled me closer to him "I know it's hard, but you have to try! We can't help you if you don't tell us, even tell us the thing that hurt most but you have to tell us. We know what you are going through," He told me.
I pulled away "How can any of you possibly know what it is like to feel like this, and fear such things?"
"Because we all went through something similar to what you are going through," he told me I still didn't believe him so he went on to explain. "First Zexion's dad abused him then left for some shank. Second Roxas and Sora where split up after their mom and dad got a divorced, that is why they have different last names and live in separate house, they are lucky they even get to see each other!" I nodded to show him I was following "Third Riku lost both his parents in a fire cause his they were doing drugs and it caught on fire. He now lives with adopted parents. Fourth Demyx became really depressed and had no friends, he started to cut himself, his parents were never home and sooner or later when he turned 16 and they found out he was gay they left him saying they would pay for house and everything tell he was last my mom is never around caused she abused me, I refused to tell dad cause I didn't want to be the reason he was so unhappy by running something like that. Soon she raped me and dad caught so he called the copies. He asked why I didn't tell him sooner and I told him so he would stay happy, he told me that no madder what the only thing that would make him unhappy is me not being happy. So I hurt him more by not telling him and went into a state of depression. I went to therapy and my friends helped me threw it all. And we will do the same for you and `cause none of us want to see you get hurt." He said with his voice a little lower and sadden to the extent of tears.
I looked into his green eyes and saw his tear drop tattoo under his eyes along with his flaming red hair. I stared deep into his eyes "You sad when Demyx had no friends and his parents only left him last year. So how did you all meet?" I asked him.
"We all went to the same consoler so she thought we should all meet and we learned each other's stories and became the best of friends" he explained to me.
"So you haven't been friends long then?" I asked
"Only about a year," he smiled softly at me.
I didn't know what to say so I just hugged him "I'll try," I whispered finally.
"Good that is all I ask for," he smiled his big toohish smile.
"Alright let's get ready for today then! It is Saturday after all!" I cheered with joy and got up and changed clothing
Soon we were ready to go and left to Demyx's house. We went up to his room to find him still asleep. I told Axel to be quite when he was I walked to Demyx's side and smiled, Then I pounced on him and started laughing. "Demyx! Demyx! Come on it's time to get up! I'm board and want to have! Demyx get up!"
Demyx started to laugh and he grabbed my arms and pulled me into a hug and just lay there "Five more minutes." He mumbled into my ear.
I struggled to get out but it was no use he was to strong. "Demyx come on," I wined.
The Axel joined in and hugged my other side. "I want some love to!" He called and we all started to laugh, I only just now noticed that Demyx was in blue boxer and no shirt and could see his sic pack and muscles.
"Sexy" I mumbled hopping he didn't hear me when I realized I said it out loud.
"Like the view?" he asked so he did hear me.
"Kind of but I think Zexion would like it more," I told him with a smile.
"And Axel like this more," He said as he pointed to my now showing stomach.
I stuck my tongue out "Can we go have fun now, somewhere where none of us are left out so no two people stuff okay. You can so share me," I said in a flirting way that was meant to be flirting but wasn't at the same time.
"Okay so where can we all go then?" Axel asked
"There is a new amusement park there are bound to be rides for three people" He said.
"Is Zexion going to be there?" I said eyeing him.
He blushed and looked away "Yep" he smiled still looking away.
"K then let's go!" I said and tried to get free again but failed. When I did finally get free I fell on the floor off the bed. "You guys are too strong" I complained but smiled "I like it!"
They bother laughed at me.
Soon we were all at the park and waiting for Zexion to show up!
Yay! This is chapter 10 I hope you like it! Pleases R&R thank you! I hope you keep reading my story! Tell me what I need to improve on and what I need to change to make it better.