disclaimer: Nope. Still don't own anything.

I'm sorry i haven't been able to update. I've been busy getting and keeping my grades up. Science projects are due tuesday too. AHH!!!

Jacob POV

Damn Masen gets all the girls. He usually doesn't think they're good enough for him and turns them away. And the one girl I try to get ends up falling for him and he for her. It's just not fair. That why people tell you life's not fair. The hell it isn't.

Bella POV

Edward had me in his iron grip on each of my arms, the soft sheets of his bed wrapped and tangled around us. He placed kisses from my forehead, down my jawline, neck and finally to the tops of my breasts where my clothing stopped him.

"I think there's a few too many layers separating us," he whispered in my ear. His husky tone made me shudder and nod my head at the same time. "Do you want me?" he asked. I nodded. "Then say it." My mouth opened and no words came out. "Say it."

"Edward…" I trailed off.

"Yes?"

"I want you."

"I know you want me. Tell me what you want from me."

"Edward… please," I begged him.

"Please what?"

"Take me. Make me yours." With those words, he attacked. He lunged for me, then unlacing my corset painfully slow. "Edward…" I moaned. He smirked and moved slower. My voice was raised to a scream of delight. I screamed more the slower he went, and every time I screamed he moved slower. A chain reaction of pleasurable events.

He tossed my corset to the side and began to lift my loose shirt. He raised it only to right above my naval where he slipped his hands under and began to massage and caress my breasts.

"Do you like this?" he whispered seductively. I nodded, quite incapable of speech. He smirked. "Then you'll love this." He lifted my shirt all the way to my neck and began to suck on my right nipple. I gasped in pleasure and brought my arms around hi, and dug my fingernails into his back. He switched to my left and I dug in my fingernail harder. He trailed kisses up to my neck, where he began to bite.

"Are you sure you want this?" he asked, suddenly showing his protective side. I nodded.

"Just do it Edward. I love you so much." He did. He removed his shirt, then my skirt, then his trousers. All of me was exposed to him and all or him to me. He stood up on his knees, towering above me. Suddenly, I felt so vulnerable.

"Beautiful Bella." He put his hand down on either side of my face and slowly lowered his face to mine. He hovered above me so that I could feel every part of him, but he was not crushing me with his weight. Our lips touched, ever so gently, until my lips parted against his and his tongue pushed itself into my mouth. I wrapped my fingers in his hair and began to pull the more he pleasured me so.

He was at my entrance, waiting for my response. With a nod of my head he slowly, so slowly lowered himself into me, breaking through all the barriers of my virginity I had before. I screamed, at first in pain, then in pleasure. He began to pull out until I said, "Again, Edward, again." Such simple words encouraged him and he lowered himself into me again. I got used to him quickly, but I could still feel my walls closing around him. He pulled out for a last time, breathing hard and looked straight into my eyes.

"Bella, you better go. Jasper has something to tell you." He got up and began redressing. I followed his example. My hand was on the doorknob, ready to leave, when his words stopped me.

"Jasper's going to tell you some things about me I regret and never wanted you to hear. Please don't change your feelings for me. I have changed. Please Bella. Please."

"I could never change the way I feel about you."

"We'll see by the end of the night."

Okay, short i know. I have a question.

would you rather me

keep my chapters short but update almost every other week

or

write longer chapters and update once a month?

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