CHAPTER 10

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DISCLAIMER: I SADLY OWN NOTHING RELATED TO TWILIGHT

JPOV

Holy fuck, last night was incredible. Sure talking to Dr. Fang was embarrassing as all hell, but at least I found out information that Nessie and I needed to know. Then getting to use the gifts from Alice and Blondie on Nessie was unfuckingbelievable. As soon as Nessie put that blindfold on me I knew I was in for a ride. I know Nessie likes chocolate, and I know Nessie likes my cock, and apparently the combination of the two, Nessie could have in her sweet little mouth all night. I have no idea how many orgasms Nessie and I had last night, but fuck if I care. It was one of the best nights of my life, and my girl was glowing.

Laying here with her in my arms is my definition of heaven on earth. My arms wrapped around her tiny waist, her head on my chest, her wild hair flowing all around us, it couldn't be more perfect. Actually, it could be more perfect. We could be in our house, married, like this. Yep, that would be the ultimate perfection. But, as it stands, we are in her parent's cottage and Edward and Bella are due back in a couple of hours. Once they get back I will have to take off for a little bit and check on the pack and my dad. My dad was suppose to come back from his fishing trip yesterday, so I haven't been too worried that all my time lately has been spent with Nessie. He deserved to get away for a few days.

Lately, I have been feeling guilty about not spending as much time with the old man. I know it is hard for him to get around with the wheelchair and without my sisters nearby he is more dependent on me. Before he left on the trip he and I had a heart to heart. I don't why I am turning into a huge fucking pussy, but according to the old man it is because I am in love. He explained that he too was turned into a huge pussy the day he met my mom. He made it clear that I am not to feel guilty, and that I need to live my own life and I have a lot on my plate. Between the tribe, the pack, and Nessie my plate is pretty full, but I definitely need to find a way to spend more quality time with my dad.

"Good morning, Jake." I snapped out of my thoughts as soon as I heard Nessie's thoughts in my head. "What's on your mind, baby?"

"Good morning, Sweetie." I kissed her forehead and smiled. "Sorry, have you been awake for long?"

"Just for a few minutes." She responded then lightly kissed me on my lips. "You looked so deep in thought I didn't want to wake you."

"I was just thinking about my dad and shit. He was supposed to get back yesterday. When Edward and Bella get home I need to take off for a little bit." She gave me the doe-eyed pouty look as I continued. "I won't be gone for long. I just need to check in with the pack and go and check on my dad. I haven't spent much time with him lately and I feel kind of bad about it. But at the same time, I want to spend my time with you."

"Ah, Jake. That's why I love you so much, you are so caring." I leaned down and kissed her sucking gently on her bottom lip. Nessie moaned and parted her lips, our tongues massaged each other's slowly and full of love. She broke our kiss and looked at me with a twinkle in her eye. "I have a great idea!"

"What's that Nessie?" I whispered while nuzzling her neck.

"Why don't you check on the pack and go to Billy's, I will get ready and hang out with my parents while you are doing that. Then I can come over and cook you both dinner."

I pulled away to look into her eyes. "You would do that for me?"

"Of course, Jake. I love you and I love hanging out with Billy. You just tell me when to come over. You both can talk and hang out together while I make something delicious."

"Mmmm, Sweet Nessie, you are delicious." I sucked and gently bit down on her earlobe making her whimper. "However, I will come pick you up." She frowned and was about to say something when I cut her off. "No frowning Nessie, we will need to get groceries, and since you are cooking you have to go to the store with me. You know I have no fucking clue what to buy." Threading my hand through her hair I pulled her mouth to mine and kissed her deeply.

"Mmmm. Ok Jake, that sounds like a plan." Nessie said while massaging the back of neck.

"What do you want to do until your parents come home?" Please, please say you want to spend the entire time here in this bed, naked, with me holding you.

She snuggled closer to me and I wrapped my arms around her waist while she held her hand to my cheek. "Jake, do you mind if we just lay here like this? I just want to be close to you." My breath hitched and I looked into her beautiful eyes seeing her love and need.

"Of course Nessie, there is nothing else I want more." We were pretty quiet the rest of our time in bed together. I would whisper to her that I love her, and she would silently tell me that she loved me too. She would draw patterns on my chest with her fingertips; I would run my hands through her hair and kiss her forehead. She would look at me smile then kiss my chest. There was no need to have any conversation, no need to pounce on each other. We truly were connected to one another and with every little touch, every little look, our love was shared with each other.

As soon as the Cullen clan got home, I said "hi" to everyone. Everyone was happy, smiling and saying "hi" to Nessie and I, well everyone except Edward. Bella nudged him in the ribs and finally I got a nod and a "Jacob." I greeted him and smiled, knowing he is having a hard time with my romantic relationship with his daughter, so I didn't want to push him. Nessie ran over to him to give him a hug and you could see Edward's response immediately change. His eyes lit, his smile was genuine, and anyone could see and feel his love for his daughter without the help of Jasper.

Nessie told everyone our dinner plans and I said goodbye and told them that I would be back in a little while to pick up Nessie. Nessie pouted and walked me to the door, while Emmett, Jasper, and Rosalie chuckled at her expression. She flipped around to glare at them and they all immediatley stopped laughing. I cupped Nessie's face and lightly kissed her lips.

"Nessie." Her sad eyes pierced my heart. "Sweetie, I will be back in a little bit. You are more than welcome to come now, but I think your family would like to spend some time with you." She closed her eyes and gave me a loving kiss.

"Our family." She whispered as she opened her eyes, even though everyone in the room heard just fine. Esme looked like she could cry with happiness, as Alice was silently jumping up and down with excitement. Bella came over to us and put her hand on Nessie's back.

"Renesmee, Jacob's right. You are more than welcome to go with him now, but we would really love to spend some time with you since we just got back." Bella smiled at me as I nodded at her and then Edward.

"Ok Mom." Bella smiled and kissed Nessie's forehead.

I hugged Nessie close to me and whispered, "I love you my Nessie. I will be back before you know it. I know this is new, but we will work on finding the perfect balance between time for us and our families. My heart is breaking right now knowing that you won't be in my arms for the next couple of hours, but it will be ok and I will be back soon." I realized everyone was still watching us and heard everything I just told Nessie, but we were going to have to get use to no privacy and no secrets, it's the Cullen and wolf pack way of life. After getting a silent bye from Nessie I kissed her once more and headed for the forest.

As soon as I phased I tried to block my time with Nessie from my mind, not wanting the whole pack to see my sexual encounters with Nessie.

"Hey Jake! Leah and I are on patrol. Nothing real new to report. Your dad got back yesterday and I had dinner with him. Boy does he like to talk about fishing!"

"Thanks Seth, I really appreciate you checking on him."

"No worries, Leah was bugging the shit out of me and I wanted to get out of the house. Oh wow, Nessie is going to cook dinner tonight for you and Billy tonight? Shit, I should have waited to come over probably better than frozen pizza..."

"Fuck!"

"What Jake?" Now Quil and Embry were both here and thinking things at the same time. At least Leah was keeping quiet. The growl informed me she just heard that, smirking I addressed the pack.

"I was trying to block Nessie from everyone."

"Jake, you should know better than anyone that you cannot block your imprint from us. I quess all those times you commented on our thoughts of Claire and Emily are coming back to bite you in your ass."

"Shit guys, I am really sorry. But fuck! I can't think about anything else."

"We know." Snarled Leah.

"Come on Leah."

"It's ok Seth, once she imprints, she'll know. Alright, I am going to go hang with my dad, then pick up Nessie and I will be back at my dad's place. If anything happens, or if you need me, howl. Or call my cell, or call my dad's."

"We know, we know." Chorused the pack.

"Sure, sure. Alright, I will be running patrol starting tomorrow morning, so I'll see y'all then."

"Bye Jake."

"Have fun..."

I phased back and headed into my house. "Hey Dad!"

"Hey Jacob. How's Renesmee? How are the Cullens?"

"Good, good. Hey, is it cool if Nessie comes over and makes dinner for us?" I asked nervously. Why the fuck am I so nervous?

"Jake come here." I walked into the living room where my dad was watching television and plopped down on the couch. I raised one eyebrow and he continued talking.

"Of course Nessie can come over. Hell, she is one of the best cooks I know, I am glad it won't be you or I cooking." I snorted when he used air quotes around the word "cooking". Yep, we can't cook. Sometimes we can BBQ, but mostly it's frozen pizza and t.v. dinners. "Jake, Nessie is welcome here any time, you don't have to ask permission. I know your relationship has changed and I am more than happy for you. Renesmee is a good girl, and you both are perfect for one another, even if you didn't imprint, she still would be your soul mate."

"Thanks Dad. She means the world to me."

"I know Jacob. Does this have to do with our conversation before I went fishing?" I nodded. "Please Jacob, don't worry about me. I love and enjoy our time together, but don't stop living your life because of me."

"I know, I know. I just have a lot on my mind, I don't want to disappoint anyone. Fuck there I go being a big pussy again." I grunted as my dad laughed.

"No son, you are just in love." We continued to talk and watch t.v. until it was time for me to go get Nessie. I had a great time hanging with the old man, but my heart and my head were with Nessie.

I hopped in the Rabbit and headed over to pick up Nessie. As soon as I turned on to the drive I felt this buzz of electricity telling me that my girl was near. As I put the car in park my door was flung open and Nessie was pulling me out by my arm. Her mouth attacked mine and her legs wrapped around my waist pushing me back so the door would close. I moaned as she wrapped her legs tighter around me rubbing on my throbbing cock that's trapped in my jeans. I heard a throat clear and pulled away slightly to see Blondie "the cockblocker" standing on the porch.

"Alice saw me getting your keys out of the locked car." She smirked while holding a thin piece of metal. "Of course she couldn't see how that happened considering it involved the both of you. However, she will be happy to know it happened because you two were basically dry humping."

Nessie removed her legs from my waist while blushing. I wrapped my arms around her waist and whispered, "It's good to see you too. I missed you as well. Don't be embarrassed, I am sure we will walk in on the Pixie or Blondie soon enough." Nessie giggled, as I hoped she would and kissed my cheek."

"Oh and Nessie?" Blondie called out as she walked towards the car."

"Yes, Aunt Rose?"

"Alice already figured it out. You two are going to walk in on her and Jasper first." She tossed me the keys and started back towards the house. "Apparently they go at it in the kitchen and they disappear for 37 seconds. I'll tell everyone you said bye." She opened the front door and heard everyone laughing. Emmett was mad saying he lost the bet and Carlisle was starting to give a lecture on sex and cleanliness and kitchens.

"Ew."

"What, Jake?" Nessie said as she turned and faced me wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Ew, I am totally fucking grossed out. We are the only two who use the kitchen to eat. I always assumed it was clean. Shit!" She asked a silent "What?" "Do you remember some time ago I was making a sandwich and had to leave because Seth was howling?" She nodded. "Well, I had put the sandwich on the counter, assuming it was clean. I left and came back and someone had moved the sandwich to a plate. I still ate it. Now I am wondering why my sandwich was moved." Nessie crinkled her nose and had a disgusted look on her face.

"Ok. Let's not think about that anymore or I am going to be sick. Come on Jake, let's go to the grocery store. I am making you and Billy a delicious dinner." She smiled while standing on her tiptoes and kissing my nose.

"At least we know the kitchen is clean…for now."

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