Chapter 10

Hearing someone come in, Bo woke up. When she saw the blonde crying by the door, she jumped up from the couch and embraced her. " Lauren..." She whispered her name, holding her as tight as she could. " Hey, I'm so sorry babe. I got caught up with some stupid Dawning Invitation thing, and I couldn't get to you on time. I'm really sorry. I really am..."

Lauren didn't say anything, nor did she move. She just stayed there, listening to Bo numbly. She didn't know if she should say something, just so they could move things forward, and put all this behind them. A part of her just wanted to hurt both of them, to the point that they were both too numb to feel anything, but just the thought of hurting Bo made her sick. When she felt Bo kissing her on her cheek, she knew she couldn't take it anymore. " Bo." She said calmly, pushing Bo back, " You can't do this to me every time you feel guilty about something. You can't charm me just so we can pretend nothing happened."

" I wasn't..."

" I think you should leave." Lauren said. She was scared by how calm and peaceful she sounded right now, as if she was not talking to Bo, but talking to some stranger. " I've had a very long day, and I need some rest."

" Ok. Ok. You need some rest. Let me draw you a bubbly bath, or maybe you need a back massage..."

" No!" Lauren raised her voice a little, facing away from Bo, " I don't need you to do anything for me right now. I just need you to leave, Bo."

" But Lauren, I-"

" You can't do this to me every time, Bo! You can't just slap me on my face, then give me a kiss to make it all go away."

" Lauren, I just-" Bo said, " I'm really sorry...I-"

" I know, you're sorry. Do you know how many times you've told me that, Bo?" Lauren huffed out a light laugh, raising her head a little so her tears wouldn't fall again. " I know, it's not your fault. You always have important things to do. You always have someone to take care of, to save. You put your life in danger for someone you merely know. You are Bo. You are the hero, the star, everyone's favorite. And who am I? A needy doctor who deals with Petri dishes and experimental data..."

" Please, Lauren, don't say that. I'm really sorry. I promise next time I will-"

Lauren sighed. " Could you please just leave?"

Bo felt her chest ache when she saw the look in Lauren's eyes. She wanted to hold her, but she was afraid that the blonde would push her away again. She wanted to say something, but she was afraid that anything she said would just make everything worse. " Ok. I'll leave you alone." Bo said, " But...tell me things are gonna be Ok between us, please?"

" Things are gonna be Ok between us?" Lauren repeated Bo's sentence in a mocking tone, " Bo, things are never gonna be Ok between us. Things have never been Ok between us, can't you see that? You are a succubus, a sex demon. You make people go crazy for you just by touching them, or even looking at them. And I am just a human, not a superhero like you..."

" Lauren-"

" Please, Bo, I am begging you. Just leave me alone!" Lauren exclaimed.

Bo sighed. She knew whatever she could do or say, wouldn't change Lauren's mind. The doctor seemed so disappointed in her, that she didn't even bother to put up a fight. The look on Lauren's face hurt her so badly, that she could hardly breathe.

Taking a last glance at Lauren, Bo closed the door behind her.

And you just had to run to her and kiss her. Fuck! Tamsin cursed as she downed her drink. The loud music in the Dal made her want to smash the stereo. She thought she was having a headache because she had too much to drink, but later she realized that it was only because her mind was filled with that kiss happened in Brazenwood.

The kiss. It happened, just like that. Before she even realized what she was doing, her lips were already on Bo's. Her heart had filled with joy and relief, when Bo killed that guy. Then when the succubus had turned to her and laughing, yelled, 'I did it'!' she lost control over herself, and kissing Bo was the only thing she could do. And the kiss was amazing. She could still feel the succubus burning up in her hands, aching for more, just like her.

She had to pull away, before it was too late. She was just a feeding partner for Bo, that was all. Neither of them could step forward, there was no such thing as forward between them.

It was nothing. It meant nothing. Tamsin told herself while pouring another drink. Then she heard someone stop right beside her. She frowned and raised her head. She saw a very attractive woman standing right beside her. She had never seen her before, but she could tell that the petite, dark hair woman was some sort of sex demon from her charming eyes. One look at them, she felt herself sinking in. They reminded her of Bo, the difference was she could resist the woman in front of her, but not Bo.

" Is this seat taken?" The lady asked her, with a smile on her face. Her eyes gazed right into Tamsin's, as if she was interested in Tamsin more than the seat.

" Do you see an ass sitting on it?" Tamsin shot her a stare, then went back to drinking her vodka.

Then she heard the woman sit down beside her and order a drink. She didn't know if the petite woman deliberately brushed her hair across her arm, but it tickled.

" So, care to tell me your name?" The woman asked, resting her chin on her hand. She stared at Tamsin passionately, with her eyebrows raised.

" Oh, I don't think it's necessary, honey." Tamsin said as she smirked at her.

The woman smiled, her tongue tip slowly running on her bottom lip. Then she leaned close and whispered to Tamsin, " How will I scream your name when I come, if you don't tell me?" She breathed into Tamsin's ear, her tongue hovering over her skin, almost touching, her fingers circling on Tamsin's palm.

Tamsin huffed out a light laugh at herself. It was just what she needed right now, some random fling to get over the kiss in Brazenwood. Maybe a night of hot, meaningless sex with some stranger would do the trick for her. Pulling the woman closer, she whispered back to her, " Well, you can always call me darling."

The woman giggled, pressing herself even closer to Tamsin.

Bo went to the Dal, because she didn't want to go home. The happy feeling for passing the Dawning Invitation disappeared completely. Now she just felt like shit, mainly because of the cold war she and Lauren were having right now. She thought she should probably just get drunk, and sleep, and things would just automatically get back to normal tomorrow. She also knew that was called wishful thinking, and it almost never worked.

The Dal was busy as always. Trick was too busy to even say hi to her, but Bo didn't care. The moment she walked into the Dal, her eyes fell on the Valkyrie automatically. She saw the blonde sitting at a table in the corner, with some hot woman. They were chatting in a low voice, because they were basically whispering into each other's ears. They were both laughing, and when they laughed, either the woman had her hands on Tamsin's face, or Tamsin had hers on her waist.

Watching them, Bo frowned. She had never seen Tamsin like this, flirting with other people in the Dal. She had never seen her laughing like this. She saw their auras burning in that dark corner, like two lamps. A dull pain occupied her heart, and suddenly she couldn't breathe. Not giving it much thought, she stood up and walked to them. Staying a few feet away, she tilted her head, silently asking Tamsin to join her. The blonde hesitated, but she eventually came over.

" Whatever you want to say, make it quick." Tamsin said, " I'm in the middle of something here."

" Your place tonight, or mine?" Bo said. She saw Tamsin turning her head back a little, winking at that woman while she was talking, and that just made her heart ache.

" Sorry, sweetheart. I'm booked tonight." Tamsin smirked, trying to sound as calm and as indifferent as she could. Just having Bo in her sight, made it extremely hard for Tamsin not to do what the brunette asked. " Why don't you just go back to your girlfriend or something?" She said before she went back and sat down.

Bo was shocked by Tamsin's answer. She stood there for a minute or two, staring at them. Tamsin never looked at her twice. She just canoodled with that woman, right in front of her. They were giggling, and that woman apparently couldn't keep her hands off her.

Bo walked back to the bar. With a drink in her hand, she just can't move her eyes away from them. By the time she saw them kissing, Bo finally realized that it was jealousy and anger that were tearing at her heart right now. She couldn't stop thinking about the kiss they had shared in Brazenwood, and now those soft, sweet lips were on someone else's. Bo felt her chest hurt, then she realized that she had been holding her breath.

Then she saw Tamsin whispering something to the woman, and the woman just laughed out loud like she had just heard the funniest joke in the world. Bo squeezed the glass in her hand tight when she saw the blonde wink at the woman again. She watched Tamsin leaving her table and going to the bathroom. For a second or two, Bo thought the blonde took a glance at her, but she couldn't be sure. The woman stood up from her chair, anxiously checking herself in her mirror and redoing her make up.

Bo took a deep breath, and put down the bottle in her hand.

Tamsin stared at herself in the mirror in the bathroom. Closing her eyes, she pressed her forehead on the mirror and sighed. Seeing Bo here distracted her more than ever. She couldn't help but stare at Bo's lips, those sweet, soft lips. She wanted nothing but to shove her to the wall, kiss her, and fuck her hard, till she begged her to stop. She couldn't clear the picture of Bo screaming underneath her every time when she climaxed.

" Fuck!" Tamsin cursed in a low voice, " Fuck, fuck, fuck...what the fuck is wrong with me..." She thought maybe she just needed sex, and that was why she failed to stop picturing every detail between Bo and her. And that was why she asked that woman to join her in the bathroom. She just wanted nothing but to get rid of that stupid kiss from her mind.

Having been waiting for over ten minutes in the bathroom now, Tamsin thought the woman got cold feet and left. She opened the door and checked. The woman was still there, sitting on her chair. Bo was beside her, with her hand on that woman's arm. Tamsin could see Bo's charm lighting up that woman's skin like a burning torch. Judging by the look on her face, Tamsin knew that woman had completely lost her conscious mind. Bo's charm overwhelmed her, and all she could do was giggle like a fool while she stared at Bo's face.

Tamsin gnashed her teeth. She rushed to them and grabbed the back of Bo's collar. " A word." She said to Bo, her teeth clenching tight.

Dragging Bo into the bathroom, Tamsin shut the door. She turned Bo around and shoved her up against the door. " What the fuck do you think you are doing?!" She exclaimed.

" Emmm...picking up?" Bo shrugged, staring at Tamsin.

" There are like a hundred horny dudes and chicks out there, waiting to get fucked, and you just have to try and pick up the one I picked up?"

" Why not? Is she special to you or something?" Bo retorted coldly.

" Damn it, Bo! That's not the fucking point!" Tamsin yelled. She was pissed off by Bo's cold attitude. She stared at the brunette, trying to figure out what was going on. Then she found herself staring at Bo's lips again. She had to turn away before she did something she shouldn't.

Tamsin let go of Bo, slightly pushing her towards the door while she loosened her grip. She took a deep breath, her eyes closing. " Whatever. If you want her so bad, just take her home or something. I don't give a fuck." She murmured, thinking that she would just walk out and have more drinks somewhere else, and definitely somewhere without the succubus. Bo had totally ruined her plan of having some random sex to get over the whole kissing thing.

" Who says I want her?" Bo said, crossing her arms in front of her chest, stopping Tamsin from leaving.

" Are you fucking with me 'cause you're fucking bored? If you are, I am gonna kick some serious shit out of your ass, right here, right now." Tamsin said, her eyes staring at Bo angrily. She grabbed Bo's wrists and shoved her to the door again. They were pressing their bodies against each other again, and suddenly the blonde didn't know if she should seriously kick Bo's ass, or she should just kiss her.

Bo didn't say anything. The thought of Tamsin having sex with, or maybe even being that close to someone else, hurt her like someone had just stabbed her in the chest. She had to bite her lips to stop the agonizing pain. And now being this close to her, she felt her breaths short, and her body burning up. " So, I am fucking with you, so what?" Bo retorted.

" What the fuck is wrong with you today, bitch?!" Tamsin exclaimed, frowning. She found it hard to believe that Bo was suddenly so unreasonable.

" What is wrong with me today?" Bo said in a low voice, " Great question! Because I am wondering the fucking same thing!" She said, freeing herself from Tamsin's grip. She held the blonde by her waist and spun her around. She pinned Tamsin's hands to the door. Then she did the one and the only thing she had wanted to do ever since she saw the blonde in the Dal and crashed her lips on hers.

Tamsin knew she should have pushed Bo away the moment their lips met, but she couldn't move. Not only because Bo's grip was so firm, but also because Bo had pushed her thigh between her legs. The succubus ground her thigh against her center hard , causing an exploding arousal to run through her body, and the kiss just made it much worse. Both of them were drowning in the kiss in seconds, biting each other's lips, sucking each other's tongue.

Bo pulled back a little, gasping for air. She watched Tamsin's aura burning so hot, that she thought she might be blinded by it. She smiled, biting the blonde on her neck. Then she ran her tongue on the bite mark, sucking that piece of skin between her lips.

" God, Bo-" Tamsin exclaimed. The brunette's hot, soft tongue on her neck made her go crazy. It reminded her vividly how her tongue would circle on her nipples, or down below. Just the thought made her wet. She instinctively wanted to close her legs, but it only made the grinding of Bo's thigh feel even harder on her core.

Tamsin moaned out loud when Bo's hand reached her breasts. The succubus didn't bother to unhook her bra, or take her shirt off. She just pushed her shirt and bra up and took one of her nipples between her index finger and her middle finger.

" Fuck!" Tamsin cursed, banging her head to the door again, when Bo started to pinch her nipple. It felt painful, but the pain aroused her more than anything. Her nipple hardened in Bo's fingers. Bo covered it with her thumb, pressing down hard and moving in circle. Then she moved her other hand up, doing the same thing to Tamsin's other nipple.

Then the blonde trembled, biting her lips hard till she tasted blood. Bo saw that, and she covered Tamsin's lips with her tongue. Licking the bleeding spot, she sucked it and bit it till Tamsin finally let out a suppressed moan.

Bo lowered her head and took one hardened bud into her mouth. " Shit-" Tamsin grunted when she felt Bo's lips closing on her nipple. The brunette's tongue brushed on it, licking hard. Her nipple got pushed up then let go. By the time Bo started to bite down on it, Tamsin slammed both of her hands on the door hard. She curled up her fingers, as if she wanted to hold on to the door tight. Her nipples were so sore and tender that she could feel every subtle move of Bo's tongue. It drove her crazy.

Bo kissed Tamsin's breasts over and over again, leaving a trail of marks with her teeth and tongue. Her hands ran hungrily on Tamsin's lower back, before she unbuttoned her pants and pulled it down to expose her ass. She grabbed it hard, pulling the blonde even closer. Tucking her fingers between her legs, Bo chuckled. " God you are so fucking wet." She whispered to Tamsin, smearing her juice all over her center. The blonde quivered and bit her lips again, when Bo's finger brushed across her clit lightly. Bo caressed her for a while, so light that it almost felt like torture, then she pulled her fingers out, moving them back to her breasts again. She rubbed her fingers on Tamsin's nipples, smearing her juice all over.

Tamsin moaned when Bo blew air onto her nipples. An evil smile appeared on Bo's face when she saw her nipples got even harder because of the coldness. She knew it must hurt, but she didn't care, mainly because she also knew that the Valkyrie liked it. Then she lowered her head and sucked them again. This time Tamsin couldn't contain her moans anymore.

Bo moved her fingers down between her legs again as she circled her tongue around on Tamsin's bud. Rubbing Tamsin's clit hard, she watched the blonde trembling in her arms. She knew it was too quick and too sudden, but the blonde enjoyed it so much, that she almost screamed.

" Fuck! Harder, harder-" Tamsin murmured. All she wanted right now was her release, and she was reaching her peak faster than ever. She huffed out a loud groan when Bo plunged three fingers inside her. Raising her hip away from the door, she ground her hip against Bo's palm, pressing her core to the brunette's hand as close as she could.

Bo gazed into Tamsin's eyes, while she slammed into the blonde hard. The blonde juiced all over her palm, and she had to press harder on her clit to keep the friction. She moved her hand a little, so she could put her thumb on her clit. Pressing the throbbing pearl down, she moved it in a tight circle, and felt the blonde tremble hard. She knew she was getting close, and she already started to tighten around her fingers.

Crashing her lips on Tamsin's, Bo muffled all her screams by sucking her Chi out of her. The blonde froze there, overwhelmed by the ecstasy of feeding and her orgasm, she buried all her screams in her chest. Digging her fingernails into Bo's shoulder, Tamsin pulled herself towards Bo, so she wouldn't fall on the floor. She pressed her forehead on Bo's shoulder, her eyes closed. She couldn't breathe. She just stayed there, letting her climax run her over and over. Eventually a loud scream burst out from her chest, and she didn't even bother to control it. She just rested there, gasping, taking as much air as she could every time she breathed in. She felt Bo's grip on her waist, not too hard, but firm enough to support her because her legs were shaking so hard.

" Are you fucking happy now, bitch?" Tamsin murmured. She thought Bo was acting weird, because she was too hungry to contain herself. She felt a little relieved that Bo didn't bring up the kiss, but at the same time, she felt empty too.

Bo didn't answer her. She just stood there quietly, with her hands on her waist and her chin on her hair.

Tamsin pulled herself back the second she had caught her breath. She pulled her bra and shirt down. Then she pulled up her pants. " Now if you excuse me, I have a fucking date to go to. If I'm lucky, she'd be back to her common sense by now, no thanks to you."

" Wow, you call someone who doesn't even know your name a date?" Bo said. She couldn't believe the first thing Tamsin wanted to do, after their sex, was to run back to some random chick in the bar.

" I don't see how it concerns you." Tamsin said, turning to the door. She sighed when her hand reached the door handle. She pulled the door open, but Bo pushed it back with her foot.

" What's your fucking problem?" Tamsin yelled, " You wanted your feed, and you got it! Is there anything else I can do for you, princess?"

" Why do you want to go back to that chick so eagerly?" Bo said. Anger built up inside her chest, and she could hardly contain it.

" I've already said. That doesn't fucking concern you, bitch!" Tamsin said.

" Oh it fucking does!" Bo yelled. She finally lost control. She stood there, trembling, because her anger was bursting out through every cell of her body, " You are my regular!"

" Oh funny because I don't remember signing anything that said exclusive!" Tamsin said, " I am just your regular, not your girlfriend!"

" Damn it, Tamsin! I don't want to fucking share you!" Bo yelled. The moment it had left her lips, she regretted it. Her life was already complicated enough. She just shouldn't make it worse by saying anything like that. But she already did, she could never take it back.

Tamsin stiffened. She tried to convince herself that Bo just didn't want to share her regular with the others, but she knew the succubus meant more than that, because she could see the painful look flushing through her brown eyes. The brunette frowned a little, and it made her look so fragile, that Tamsin almost caressed her face.

Bo took a deep breath. She pressed her forehead on Tamsin's, her hands touching Tamsin's face lightly, her eyes closed. " Fuck, fuck, fuck..." She cursed in a low voice, not sure what she was cursing about. " I don't...I can't share you with anyone, Tamsin..." She whispered, her fingers running slowly on Tamsin's cheek, then her lips, her chin, her collar bone...

Tamsin grabbed Bo's hands before they moved further down. Stepping back a little, she looked at Bo in her eyes. "You think I want to share you?" She said in a low, tight voice, " You think I enjoy watching you running back to your girlfriend in the middle of the night ?" She paused for a while, before she continued, " You think Lauren wants to share you? You think... you think any of us actually want this shit?"

Both of them were startle by their conversation. They just stayed there in dead silence, numbly listening to the music from outside, and the dripping noise from the leaking water tank from one of the toilets.

Tamsin sighed, pushing Bo away from her. She turned around, pulling the door open. Bo grabbed her shirt. Tamsin looked at the brunette, and she could see Bo begging her not to leave like this with her eyes. She saw Bo's lips moving, like she wanted to say something, but, nothing came out. She just looked at her, with the most vulnerable look anyone could possibly have in her eyes.

" You can't have everything, Bo." Tamsin said, turning her face away, " Neither can I." She had to turn away. She couldn't bring herself to look at Bo right now, because she was afraid that if she looked at her for one more second, she wouldn't be able to stop herself from grabbing Bo and holding her in her arms.

" Whatever this shit is between us, has to stop." Was the last thing Tamsin said to Bo before she left.

" Fuck! Fuck!" Bo growled, hitting the door with her fist. It felt painful at first. Then the pain was gone and there was only numbness left. But she didn't stop, she just stayed there, cursing, masking the excruciating agony in her heart by pounding her fist on the door . All the strong feelings she was having right now were clogged inside her. She wanted to let them out, but they found no exit. Once more in her life, she felt abandoned, and this time, it was indeed all her fault.