Death and All His Friends

Disclaimer: I do not own anything or anybody from Big Time Rush or any elements borrowed from Ben Sherwood's novel.

"Stay committed to your decisions, but stay flexible in your approach." ~Tony Robbins

Chapter 9

His Friends

"We can't let Logan leave!" Carlos screamed at James.

"Carlos! This isn't your decision to make. This is Logan's life. He's the pilot of it, not you!" James screamed back.

"Logan said it was our choice!"

"He was only saying that to be nice! Logan deserves to move on!"

"No he doesn't James! He was given a second chance to be with us again, and damn it, I'm going to make sure he takes full advantage of it whether he likes it or not!"

"He won't like it because you're forcing him to do something he doesn't want! What Logan wants is to move on and damn it, I'm going to let him whether you like it or not!"

"Logan made a choice already. And his choice was that he made it our choice to make his choice!"

"That makes no sense!"

"Your face makes no sense!"

"That was stupid!"

"You're stupid!

"You're both stupid! This fight is stupid! Everything about this is just stupid!" Kendall screamed as he stood up.

"Ha! I have Kendall on my side!" Carlos said as he started doing a victory dance.

"No you don't! Kendall's on my side!" James screamed ran over to Carlos and pushed him down.

Kendall walked over and helped Carlos up.

"Actually, I'm undecided."

"What!" James and Carlos screamed at the same time.

James and Carlos turned and faced each other.

"Don't say things the same time as me!" The two yelled in sync.

"Stop it!"

"Don't do that!"

"Just shut up!" Kendall screamed.

James and Carlos stopped talking and looked at Kendall.

"Now, were all torn about Logan here. James is ready to let go of Logan, Carlos isn't, and I'm not sure if I want to let him go or move on. We need to give Logan a decision tonight. It's unfair to keep him waiting any longer."

"You're right Kendall. But how can we come to a decision when we can't agree?" James asked.

The boys slipped into silence and looked around the room.

"I got it!" Carlos said bouncing up and down. Then he took off into his room and emerged moments later with a pen and paper in hand.

"My dad always said when I couldn't decide between two things, I should make a list of positives and negatives of both things. Which ever thing had more positives was the one I should choice."

"That's so stupid Carlos!' James said.

"You're stupid!"

"Your whole life is stupid!"

"You're hair is stupid!"

Kendall got between them and put his hands up.

"Were not going to do this again! James, were going to do Carlos's list thing."

James opened his mouth to protest, but Kendall put his hand up, which made James shut his mouth. The three boys walked over to the kitchen table and sat down.

Minutes ticked by slowly as the boys worked hard on the lists. Finally, they ran out of positives and negatives for both lists. Carlos counted one list while James counted another one.

"I have eleven positives on mine." Carlos announced.

"I have nine." James said.

"Well, I guess we know what Logan will be doing." Carlos said.

"So who's going to tell him?" James asked.

"Kendall since he didn't have to count."

"Carlos should! The stupid lists were his idea!" Kendall exclaimed.

"Hey! You went along with it. Besides, you and Logan are super close and you know how to be sensitive with him." Carlos said.

"Fine."

James patted his back.

"That's the spirit."

Kendall pulled out his cell phone and looked at the time. He jumped up with a yelp.

"It's 11:34!"

Carlos and James jumped out of their seats and ran to the doors. They raced into the elevators. They didn't seem to go down face enough.

When the boys stepped out of the elevator and into the lobby, they saw Logan standing there, his arms in midair. Kendall, James, and Carlos shared the same look.

"Logan, what are you doing? Making out with yourself?" James called out.

Logan turned around. He ran over to them with a grin on his face.

"I was not making out with myself. I was just catching up with an old friend. But let's not focus on me here. Why are you late?" Logan asked.

Carlos stepped forward.

"Long story. But we have came to a decision about letting you moving on or not"

"Well, what is it?"

"Let's sit down."

The guys walked over to the couches with Logan and sat down.

"What have you decided?" Logan asked anticipation clear on his face.

James, Carlos, and Kendall exchanged a worry glance. Kendall took a deep breathe and starting speaking.

"We have decided that you should…"

Sorry for leaving you with a cliffhanger. I will try to update as soon as possible. But I also started working on a new Big Time Rush story, which will come out after my next story, Boom, a Criminal Minds story. But I'm having trouble naming it. Here's the summary:

Logan Mitchell was murdered at age sixteen by local known serial killer Andrew Ford. His band mates gave up on the music career and dedicated their lives to find Andrew. Will they be able to give Logan and many others the justice they deserve, even with Andrew and Logan haunting their every move?

I have narrowed it down to two names: Haunted or Justice.

Which name do you like better?

Leave a comment letting me know which you like better.

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-TheRescuer2