The Darkness & The Therapy Session
-Flashback-
If you decide to come back that fine.
If you decide to be in my life that great.
But God I wish I didn't miss you so much. You hate me so much when you first came into my life. But you somehow magically worm you're way in my life and I let you stay. God, I let you stay and you became so important that you are, or were or maybe still are the most important person in this shitty life of mine. But Fuck then you leave me. Not Phone call, email, texting, or DM message on the slap. Nothing not a damn thing.
Just this empty shell of me that you left behind. SO FUCK YOU!
SO FUCK YOU! and anything having to do you with you.
Don't you get it and don't you see that you made me whole that you solved the puzzle that was me.
I wished you didn't but you do. This what left me at a point. Just I have pick myself off the ground and tried fix to myself again.With Out YOU!
But even if you decide to come back I probably let you back in…..
-Flashback-Ends-
"Tori had did Jade's leaving affect you're Professional life?" Dr. Shereman asked. Tori gave the doctor an irritated look. They have been over the same shit over and over again in these mandatory sessions that they had to have. It's like the man wanted to hit her boiling points on a regular basis. "Okay, Doc you know at first everything was fine and then shit hit fan the okay." "Are we done here its visiting day?" Tori was trying to get today session over as quickly and painless as possible for herself. The doctor sighed He wasn't expecting for Miss Vega to be as difficult as a patient that she had become. But man that actress was wall compared to most the Hollywood celebs that he had taken care in the past and present.
"Okay Tori you know we have another twenty minute left in this session." "Let's talk about something else shall we?" "Have you talked Jade recently did you tell her about your visit from Noel?" Tori made a face like she had something sour in her mouth. "Doc, do you really think the woman I love really needs to hear some bullshit like that. About some dumb ass mistake that I made with a stupid whore that isn't worth the toilet paper I whip my ass with. Damn it she doesn't need that kind of stress like that in her life right now at the moment." "I know you read the tabloid like anybody else and see the shit goes through on an everyday basis dealing with my shit and the shit she is going through with Beck." Now ask yourself that question, would you tell that the person that you loved that some more bullshit like a fucking sex tape was about to blow up in the news? Would you sir, now tell truth and don't give none of that psychology crap and just and honest to god answer? The Doctor got a thoughtful look on his face and actually took a minute or two to answer the question. "I don't know I honestly don't know." Tori and her Doctor have sort of a stare down. Tori looked up at the digital clock that was on the man's deck. "Well , I guess are time is up I hate to chat and leave but I have amazing woman waiting in the great room for me." And with that Tori walked out the room and leaving the doctor at a lost for word.
Hello,
Peeps well here a new chapter for you guys. I have a lot more time now to write because I'm now officially college graduate well I still have to go through the ceremony but I'm done with classes. So tell me what guys think please review. Thank so much for reading and enjoying this story.
Once again Peace, Love and Kandy.