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As soon as May went into the bathroom she collapsed in tears. She felt as if the world around her had crumbled down as her back hit the door. She had no idea what to do. Her mind was racing. She wailed, silently praying Coulson couldn't hear her. She scrambled up and stripped quickly and went into the shower. The water burnt her cold skin and she washed her tears away. Then her mind let her down and flashed back to when her and Coulson first met. He had saved her. She smiled sadly but then gritted her teeth to when it came to when she was sprinting from bullies and Coulson had saved her. She felt the tears slide down her cheeks at the memories of Bahrain... The cold dark world no matter how warm it was there, Coulson saved her again. She felt like punching something but then her mind killed her and she stumbled over thinking about Coulson's death.
She switched the tap off breathing deeply. Coulson, no, Coulson. Please stay awake for me... You can't die, you can't, please! Help, somebody, no...please-
She fell down sliding down the slide of the shower she couldn't take it, she-
"May? May, are you alright?"
She couldnt answer.
"May?! May can you hear me?!"
"Yes. I'm fine sorry. In my own world." She shook, but kept her straight voice on.
"Ok. I'll be outside if you need anything okay?"
"Yeah. Yeah okay..."
She got out of the shower and closed the door hands shaking. She cursed herself for forgetting to bring her fresh clothes in with her but found one of Coulson's huge shirts hanging. She reached up and put it on. It was a dress to her and seemed to cover up everything. She wore her old underwear and opened the door.