YEAH, SO.......
"Your mama is the devil!" A kid sanged, he was teasing Americas about the fact that Raven was half demon. "Your mama is the devil, enemy to the angel, she lives in the Earth's core, she is wild whore!"
"Ramie stop it this instant!" A teacher called out. "Detention!"
"Ah, come on....."
"First, you said her mother was the devil, then you said she lives in heck, and now you say she's a whore, you're right, a weeks detention! Now march!" The teacher said. He left saying bad words, then she turned to Americas. "You shouldn't let people push you around..."
"My mommy saids try to ignore them, and if they tease you tell a teacher." Americas said in the cutest little way.
"Well your mother is right, if someone is bothering you, come to us teachers, we know a lot about your mother." She said.
"Really?"
"Yeah, I was in college when she was saving the day and stuff, some people thought she was the devil, but how can she be, she was saving our lives. Sooner or later the Earth will be in trouble, and your mother and her friends would save it in no sweat. The staff and I are looking out for you three, we're not being favorites, but we know some people don't know some stuff." She said. "Oh and here (Gives Americas a piece of paper) give your daddy this, he dropped on the day Raven gave birth to you guys, and I never had a chance to send it to him, I didn't read it, after all these years, but all it saids on the front is 'To Raven', in fancy letters." And the teacher ran off to check on some kids.
Americas looked at the piece of paper in her hand, for seven years it has never been open, it was in a envelop and just said 'To Raven', she did not dare to open it, and she couldn't wonder why the teacher trusted her with it. She was just a child, she could loose a thing like that.
Cyborg picked up the triplets, in his T-Car.
"What do you got there Americas?" Cyborg asked, looking at the letter.
"It's from my daddy seven years ago to mommy, and it hasn't been open." Americas said. Cyborg looked at the letter.
"No, it couldn't be." Cyborg said.
FLASH BACK: CH 8 A BABY TO BE BORN INSIDE:
"Man what you doing?" Cyborg asked.
"I'm writing a letter to Raven, well I'm trying to....." Beast Boy said. "I told her that I love her, and she does too, and I know now she's pregnant, but she ignore me, I'm trying to write a letter to her exactly how I felt about her when we got trapped into her mind.....but I can't find the words."
"Ok, here try this......remember when you saved her and sutff, and when she threw your tofu at you....just write about that stuff, and just try to use your best words, and I'll edited for you." Cyborg said.
"Mm, okay, you're mad that Raven broke the TV, are you?" Beast Boy asked.
"(Thinks for a minute)..............n......o......." He said.
"Okay, how about 'you scared me the first time I met you, yet you knew kon fu.'."
"That's.........inter....esting, but how about this........."
END FLASH BACK:
"Man I can't believe it's been that long." Cyborg said. They arrived at the tower. Americas went in looking for Beast Boy, until she found him where he is always, at the video games.
"Daddy, daddy.....look what a teacher gave me today." She said.
"Not now, honey, I'm winning, and no time to put a pause bottom." He said.
"But it was from you to mommy over seven years ago."
"Let me see that.........(Turns eyes away from TV, he loses the game).....oh crap...." He looks at the front. "No way. Who gave this to you?"
"Just some teacher that said, you dropped it seven years ago, and she has been doing everything she can to send it to you." Americas said.
"Go practice soccer or something." Beast Boy said.
"Okay......" She wnet outside, and there was an explosion. But no one looked.
Cyborg came in the room. Beast Boy looked at him with the letter. And he looked the same look he had on.
"Ah, Raven...." Beast Boy said, coming in the room.
"(Turns off the TV) Yes?" She asked.
"Here, this is a letter I meant to give you seven years ago, before you had the triplets, but I must have dropped it, but Americas teachers found it and gave it back to me today." He said, handing her the letter.
"Seven years ago......." She said. She opened the envelope. Open the card and read the letter:
"'Dear Raven,
As you know you are pregnant, I know I shouldn't remind you but you are, but even though you gain extra pounds when I look into your beautiful violet eyes I could remember the day I first.........'" She stopped and read the next line. "'........fell in love with you. You remember the day, it was a stormy night, the moon was up and Dr. Light had us. We all got beaten, I was pathetic, I wanted to show off to you, after Robin was missing and you healed me that day I had a thing for you, so I lost to him. But as he was about to go off you were like 'I mind', in your little irritated but cute voice you had. You almost said your three magic words, but he beat it to you. You went a little crazy, and you almost killed him. The only reason I yelled at you because I was worried about you. The next day you came into the room, I looked at you and I thought 'I was a total jerk last night', I thought I could make you feel better by serving you some of my tofu eyes, but I was wrong, don't blame me for trying to make you smile. Although when you said 'no,' and blew up my breakfast I thought our friendship was over, I thought you didn't like me anymore. I thought you hated. When I went into your mind and met your emotions (Though I didn't know yet) I was thinking 'Pink, jokes are funny, crying, smile on face,' and I thought I made you mad and this was the treatment I got. You yelled at me for going in your mind, which again, I'm sorry for. When you said that big dude was your father, it was almost like I understood you now, like I knew why you were so imtense and stuff. But when he fired you I grabbed on to you and save you. Because well I wanted to. I didn't want beauty to waste. After you smiled at me and you said 'I thought you didn't like me', and then I saw in your face that you did like me but thought I hated you because I yelled at you. When you said that 'actually breakfast sounds nice', I had a spark in my eyes, I had another chance with you, and then it hit me, I think I was in love with you. After you told me that you were pregnant and it was mine, my world change, and I said the stuff I thought I would never had the courage to do, I said that I didn't love Terra, that it was you from the very start. I told you that I loved you, and I'm sure you love me, I know Terra can't find out but will, but when she does I'll be ready to defend our kids, and you most of all. The violet eyes shouts at me, but the purple hair swears, while the angry face melts, my whole world is felt.............
Forever to love you, Beast Boy.'" She ended. She read the date. "'August 29, 2003 (It's going to be 2003 when Raven had the kids, otherwise that's way too far in the future)' the day I had the kids. Three hours before I had the kids you wrote this letter, that's why you followed me." She said, and put the letter down. (Okay just to give you the point, the triplets birthday is August 29, Beast Boy propose to Raven on September 2, 2003, and their wedding was October 31, 2003. maybe my math is a little off with the proposal and the wedding but try to think of it, so lets just pretend the Village opened up in the year 2010)
"Well when I said I love you, I was looking for the letter but couldn't find it." Beast Boy said. "So how are you holding out?"
"Well my first week of pregnancy with a demon is coughing up blood, nauseas, nauseas, nauseas, mix in with 'I'm gonna kill Terra,' and nausea." Raven said. "And I gain ten pounds."
"It's gonna be alright, when this is over, we will kill the child, or try to raise it good, and we'll try to kill Terra, even though she's immortal like you say, we can find a way to kill a goddess, Xena did." You have to watch the last few episodes of Xena in order to know what I'm talking about.
"Well.........."
"Yo B.B. lets play a round of 'Spyro V: The land of dragonflies'!" Cyborg yelled out.
"Well I have to go, (Kisses her)...bye...." Beast Boy said, and walks out the door. Leaving Raven look at the letter alone.
She flipped through her drowse, in haste looking for something. "Where is it? Where is it?" She said to herself. Until she finally found it. "Ah ha." She said, and lock the doors and closed the windows in her room.
"My meditation mirror." She said. (I don't know what she calls that mirror, so it can't be any mirror, so I called it her meditation mirror.) She set her mirror down on the ground and posed as if she was meditating. "Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos......Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos.......Az—a" Raven said and a light appeared in her room, and she was sucked into her mirror.
Through the portals of different realms, she stopped at her place she was supposed to be, her mind. The only personally she could see was Timid.
"Oh no! It's Madam Raven!" Timid cried. She ran up to Raven. She kneeled before her and press her lips on Raven's hand. "Is there anything I can do for you mistress? Why are you here? Is it because of me......."
"Well......." Madam Ra—I mean Raven said.
"I knew it, it is me! I have been feeling lonely, and even though Beast Boy is there for me I still feel scared! Did I screw anything up?" Timid said.
"No, no and I told you Timid, I'm the one who feels it, it's not your fault if I'm lonely." Raven said. "And I told you, you can stop calling me Madam Raven, it's either Raven, or Mistress." Raven said.
"Whats the diffrence between Mistress and Madam?"
"Madam sounds like I'm either running a boot camp or attending a formal wedding, Mistress just sounds more mysteries....and sounds like I can read your future." Raven said.
"Oh forgive me Madam, I mean, I mean Mistress, what brings you to here?" Timid asked.
"I need to look through some files of mine."
"What do you mean?"
"Well I don't know if I can, but it is my mind, so I was thinking maybe I have some files on my past life, on everything I've ever thought, on everything I ever said, on anything." Raven said.
"Well I'm just Timid, I'm not allowed to hold that information." Timid said sounding depressed. "Only Knowledge has that information, go ask her, she's right over at that place by the Labyrinth."
"Ok, thanks Timid, dismiss." Raven ordered. Timid was pretty much the only person who she was scared of the real Raven, which would be hard to explain, your own emotion being scared of you. Anyway. Raven went over to the Labyrinth (And by the way, if you don't know a Labyrinth is where in 'Nevermore' it's that big maze Beast Boy and Cyborg were in, and Timid showed up saying 'You can't get out, you have to go through it, I can show you the way, but when we reach the end you won't like me anymore, he already doesn't like me,') and saw Knowledge going through it, Raven transport at the end of it to surprise Knowledge.
"And......I'm out, that was easy, what did Timid say it was such a hard maze......(Sees Raven) oh sorry didn't see you there." Knowledge said. "Well I guess you want to see your files."
"How did you know?"
"Duh, I'm Knowledge, I'm your smarts of your personally. I know everything you think of." Knowledge said. She showed Raven to a portal where it had a big black tree near by, the tree had a hole in it and that's where her files were. They transport into the hole and came out in a room that looked like a witches café shop back in the 1700's. they came across a filing cabinet, and opened it up. "There in has the list of the year, the month, the day, the time, and where."
"Okay," Raven said.
"But be careful, don't through anything that might will upset you, the ones that have spiders webs on them, are the thoughts you forgot about. If you look through them you must be careful, there were reasons you forgot them, or we made you forget. Once you wipe the spider webs off, or read it you'll remember." Knowledge said, and left. "When you're done put them back and lock the door on your way out, no one should go in here and mess with them, it's too dangerous." She said.
Raven looked through her files during 2001, 2002.......
"Oh right the winter Olympics....." She said.
2003, 2004, 2005. And so on to 2010, the time they are in now. She then came across some files, some big files with spider webs on them.
"I guess it wouldn't hurt to look at them.... (Picks up one)....2002, December 18th, 12:06 a.m., my bedroom:
'(Gasp) what the? I woke up at 12:06 a.m. in the morning! (It sounds a little weird, that's because this is her thinking, she's not righting in her diary or anything, this is what she's thinking of) And that awful dream the dream about......me dying, and Beast Boy going up to some girl I've never seen before and kissing her, right in front of my dead body. And he doesn't care. Oh no, he would never do that to me, it wasn't Starfire, and I know Beast Boy has a crush on me, I can read his mind, but this new girl is different, it seemed in my dream he liked her, more then me. Well I hope something like that never happens, I do like Beast Boy but I can't let him know that, I like to play hard to get. I hope I never see that girl again, I don't remember much but she was blond, and had blue eyes, with a skinny waist, and had a butterfly clip in her hair. She looked like she was a rock climber. God you know, my New Years resolution should be to tell Beast Boy I know about him liking me, and I do to. But I can't tell him this month at all, that would ruin the holidays, I will tell him on January 1st, and I'm making that a promise. (Goes back to sleep).'" Raven put the file down, the spider webs fell off. She now remembered that time.
Raven walked outside seeing Knowledge, Raven didn't look happy and she also saw Happy, Timid, Brave, and Joy by Knowledge. (Joy, a new one I put in, she's the personally of love, she's in a purple cloak, and I don't know if that one is taken yet, say light purple)
"You remember that, you were thinking and I heard you." Knowledge said. "I told you beware, I knew this would happen, I ask some of your emotions to cheer you up."
"Why you guys make me forget that?" Raven said.
"We didn't, you did. You force yourself to forget it." Knowledge said. "It was the day that you wanted to tell Beast Boy, you just went up to him, and told him that you wanted to talk to him in private, he said okay. You were about to tell him that you know he liked you, until the alarm went off. And you tracked down a giant scorpion attacking a girl."
"You were sadden by it," Timid said.
"But you said you would do tell him after we guys rescue that girl." Brave said.
"But once he saw that girl, and you saw the expression on his face, your world fell apart." Knowledge said,
"You then heard Starfire inviting her to your house, you stayed behind so anyone couldn't see your face that you had. Sadden, scared, and hurt. You almosted cried, but didn't let that happen." Timid said.
"You then went back to your room, and looked on your mirror, and said your magic words." Joy said.
"We heard your call, and Knowledge was telling us she wanted you to destroy that memory, of your dream and you telling Beast Boy, you thought it would be better if you never loved then to love and get hurt." Happy said.
"Well, the only reason I wanted to see my files is that so I could check something, so I wasn't missing anything. After Beast Boy gave me that letter, from seven years ago, I felt that I should see if I missed anything from then on. If he had missed that letter, who knows what I've forgot." Raven said.
"Well we know, and we understand, your emotions can make you feel better, that's why I called them, so they can help you get through this." Knowledge said.
"Get through what?"
"The demon inside of you." Knowledge said. It was a long night in Raven's mirror, one on one with your emotions, them telling you the positives and the negatives. When Raven got freed of her emotions she transport back to her room. When she got there she turned around and saw Terra.
"(Gasp)" Raven gasped.
"It's been over a week now, time to check up on my baby." Terra said. Terra grabbed her hand.
"Wait! Can't Beast Boy come? Beast Boy!" She yelled.
"(Running) What? Oh my god Terra?" Beast Boy said, as he entered.
"Her first week is over, time for a check up." Terra said. Beast Boy grabbed Raven's hand and then they transport.
WELL TOMORROW I'M GOING TO CAMP, FOR FOUR DAYS. SO THIS IS YOUR LAST CHAPTER UNTIL FOUR DAYS.