AN: Happy bday Taylor Lautner. As you may've seen last year, I made a video for his bday... today I have another long awaited chapter. I'm writing this while eating a tub of napolitine ice cream, lying with my Taylor Lautner blanket and watching (what else?) The Note Book ;) It's the night of Semi Formal, I didn't wanna go (I DID have a date but i said I wasn't going anyways).

That is what I had as my AN like, two weeks ago... sorry... you have no idea how guilty i feel. I love you all... so, here you go, a long chapter you were waiting for. I don't even want to look at the last updated date, but I may anyways... yeah, so enjoy.

Midnight Moon: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 10: Decided

Jacob Black

Nessie didn't come home that night. I was sure she was staying with the Cullens but I had to make sure. I called Jasper, knowing he probably wouldn't tell Nessie I called if I did.

"Yeah, she's here. She's kind of angry at you right now."

"I get it." I said. "Do you know how long she's going to be there?"

"She actually may be spending the night. I dunno." I could imagine Jasper shrugging. I sighed.

"Well, tell her to give me a call, will you?"

"Sure thing, Jacob. Goodbye."

Jasper hung up and I followed, but as soon as I did, I wanted to call back and tell him to put Nessie on the phone. She was ignoring my phone calls all night, I didn't even bother leaving messages since I knew she was ignoring me. She deserved a proper apology.

Before I headed for bed, I asked- or rather told-the guys to keep an eye on the house. They complained about the change of plans and said that the Cullens could defend themselves but I didn't take any chances. I eventually got soft and told them just two of them could look out. I knew Nessie wouldn't approve of it, but she wasn't here so it wouldn't matter. I was alpha.

It was weird lying in bed alone. I went through conversations of apologies in my head. In the end, I decided I would wait for her to come home and make dinner for her, then maybe we could make up and forget about the whole thing.

Then again, Carlisle was right, maybe this IS the only way. I couldn't think of another way to get rid of the damn Volturi. There had to be some kind of alternative. I fell asleep trying to think of one, unsuccessfully.

I didn't sleep well that night... I had that same dream from my wedding night, only it was more detailed this time.

The time in my car showed it was 6:04 p.m., heading home. I was rushing home, I don't know why this time though. When I got home though, I didn't find a crib like last time, I saw splatters of blood covering the walls. I saw a pair of legs... Nessie's legs. I ran to them but then they disappeared and the whole thing turned black. All I saw was an unfamiliar face. A girl...

She had red eyes, black hair and old looking clothes, she looked like she belonged in Medieval Times.

"We're coming, Jacob... watch out..."

I tried to scream after the girl, but she just laughed evilly like in those weird movies with the bad guys. I woke up before I could run after her.

It was morning and I was relieved, until I saw the time.

It was 11:04 am, I haven't slept in that long since the honey moon. I checked the answering machine with one message... It was from Nessie.

"Hey, Jake... I'm sorry about yesterday... It's just that I don't see any other way... Um, I'll be home at six. I... I love you." she hung up then and I put my hand through my hair.

I decided to put the fight behind me and start my apology dinner. Maybe if I made it extra good, I would get lucky

I was even thinking of calling the pack to help, but decided against it so I could show her that I was the one sorry.

After spending hours of cleaning, and cooking, I decided to spend the last hour to get some roses.

Driving back from Forks took longer than I expected, I was only half way home when it was already six. I wanted to be there when she walked through the door, but her looking at the dinner I set up and me walking in with a dozen roses seems just as good, I guess.

My phone started to vibrate, it was Drake, I hoped it was an emergency instead of a prank call where he forgot I had caller ID.

"What, Drake?" I said into the phone.

"Jacob! We got a scent of an unfamiliar vampire! I think it's unknown!" My heart beat faster and I started to speed home as I saw the clock turn to 6:04 p.m. and deja vu went through me.

"Then what the hell are you doing calling me? Go after it!" I hung up and I reached home.

I parked on the side of the road in front of the house, not bothering to use the garage or the driveway. I ran without closing or locking my car.

The door was open in the house, and I ran for the kitchen like in my dream.

Blood was everywhere, the walls, ceiling, everywhere, there was almost no spot of the white walls shown. I smelt a mix of blood an old vampire that just left, they probably ruined the house before Drake called or before he noticed, idiot.

I found the pool of blood under the dinner table and island, where a pair of white- now stained in blood, sneakers were there, attached to Nessie's feet.

I ran to it and lifted the table off her. She was a mess. Her hair stuck to her face with the blood that covered her, but I couldn't see where it was coming from. I guessed she had some broken bones too because she didn't get up, but thank God, she was breathing, still alive, and suffering.

"Nessie!" I said, incase she was passed out. I knelt down to her, getting my jeans soaking in the blood.

"Jake..." she whispered so quietly. It broke my heart to see her so weak. "I... I tried to fight back... it happened so fast..."

Her eyes didn't open, I guess she was in so much pain she shouldn't bare to see what happened.

I wanted to touch her, hold her, but she looked so fragile, just like that day Nahuel tried to turn her into a vampire, but that looked like a little scratch falling off a bike compared to this.

"I'll get Carlisle." I said, getting up. She tugged at my arm, her eyes tightening from pain.

"No... no, Jake... stay here, please." I couldn't deny her, but still... I grabbed my cell phone, found Carlisle's number in my contacts and dialed the number.

All I heard was screaming standing outside of my own home. I tried to hold back tears knowing what was going on in there. They were rebreaking Nessie's bones: four ribs and both arms and legs.

Edward and Bella tried to look calm through this whole thing. The whole Cullen clan was here and no one really said much, Billy was here too. Carlisle was inside with Nessie and I would've stayed but I knew I couldn't handle it. Emmett and Jasper were out helping the pack catch Unknown, or what ever it was that passed us and did this. I only didn't go because Nessie needed me here.

"Jake!" I heard Oliver's voice call from the woods in front of our house. I saw him and the whole pack, along with Emmett and Jasper, with someone. I ran to them as the vampire, a girl, the caught struggled. I got a closer look when I reached them. The vampire was definitely one of Nessie's killers, the blood on their clothes smelt exactly like Nessie's.

"The others got away but one of us were able to catch this one." Embry said.

"I have a name, you know." she sneered at Embry as she tried to get away again.

"Who caught her?" I asked. Suddenly, Mitch came out of the woods without his shirt and only shorts on, looking scared out of his mind. Finally, it happened. I nodded, there was plenty of time to explain later, and looked back at the vampire.

"Are you a part of Unknown?" I asked in my Alpha voice.

"We tried asking her, Jake." Drake said, rolling his eyes as if I was stupid.

"Yes, yes I am." She said. "My name is Brigita." Well, she's cooperative. "Can you please let me go?"

"No." I growled, I think I even made the pack jump. "You attacked my wife, why?" She shrugged.

"Orders, as always. But look, I can't answer all your questions, I'm not head, you've got the wrong girl." I sighed, and I realized the Cullens came to join us, even Carlisle.

"Jacob," he said. "Renesmee wants to see you. Esme , Alice and Bella cleaned the blood."

"Let's bring this to the house." I turned to Carlisle. "Try and get as much info as you can."

I ran to the house, almost surprised it was sparkling there, it was like nothing happened. Of course, I smelt bleach and smoke from Nessie's clothes that were burned.

I made my way to the bedroom, where Nessie lay, looking tired as ever. She had a shower and she was covered in braces, casts, bandages and bruises. She was also pale from the blood loss.

"Hey, Ness." I said with a little smile. She smiled back.

"Hey, Jake." she whispered. I walked over and kissed her quickly. We were silent as I took a chair from the corner of the room. "I saw the dinner you made for me." I smiled.

"Really?"

"Yeah, for about two minutes before getting attacked." she laughed, so I joined. Even in pain, Nessie was Nessie. "Thank you, Jake, for putting so much thought into it."

"I was out to get some roses before Drake called me."

We talked about our day and had some laughs, it even looked like Nessie was looking a little bit normal now, her skin regaining colour. Then, we got serious.

"Jacob," she said. "I'm sorry, okay?" I held my hand up to cut her off before she could continue.

"Don't be. I was over reacting, it's just that I don't want you to get hurt. It almost killed me today, imagine nine months at the most of it."

"Today wasn't your fault." she reminded me.

I wanted to say that no one needs roses for a sweetener, but instead I kept my mouth shut and nodded.

"It will be." I whispered.

As if on que, Carlisle knocked on the door and gestured me to come out and talk.

"I'll be back, hun." I whispered and kissed her head.

"Be nice." she said. I smiled at her, and left the room.

I headed to Carlisle and I followed him into the kitchen with Brigita with only Brady and Peter on both sides, neither were even touching her. The rest of the Cullens were there too.

"We were able to gain Brigita's trust." Carlisle explained.

"Jacob," Edward said. "Brigita's power with unknown is actually turning people human." I raised my eyebrows and started to shake in anger. She causes suffering to each punch Nessie gets, and she was going to pay.

"Calm down, Jake." Bella said.

"Why do you do it? Huh?" I growled at Brigita.

"It's by order of the Volturi. Her and her sister, Lisel, are held under the Volturi's orders." Edward explained for her. "But she'll tell us anything we need to, she's on our side."

I stopped shaking and took at deep breath. We were silent.

"Jacob," Jasper said, calming. "We know you weren't fond of the idea we had yesterday, but we see no other way."

"Why are we back on this topic? I know there's got to be another way." I said, flustered that they'd bring it up again.

"There isn't... and we're bringing it up because we can use Brigita's power to make it happen."

"No way, Dr Fang! I'm not putting Nessie's life in danger."

"It's the only way to save Renesmee, our family, our pack, this town! Jacob, hear us out."

I wanted to say I heard enough, but they were right. I had to do what was right for everyone, and even I couldn't see any other way. I decided to listen and I nodded.

"Jacob, you were right about why Renesmee couldn't get pregnant. Her vampire gene doesn't allow your wolf gene to pass through. Using Brigita's power to make Renesmee human during the process of...um... intercourse, will make it possible so it is possible. And as Renesmee said, this is a one time thing, the rest of your children will come out the way it was supposed to before the incident with Leah and Nahuel, Nessie being only half vampire."

It all made sense, but I couldn't process it. All I could think about was the pain Nessie would go through, just like the last time we discussed this.

This was the only way, Jake. I told myself. I sighed.

"Is Nessie okay with this?"

"I'm sure she will be. You're welcome to explain it to her yourself." I nodded.

I talked to Nessie and when I finished telling her, she was silent for a few minutes. Finally she sighed and nodded. I turned to Carlisle and said, "As long as Nessie's okay with it."

Carlisle nodded and they left us alone. The rest of the pack followed. I guessed the Cullens took Brigita in for a while since Nessie and I couldn't try until she was better.

I undressed into my boxers and climbed into bed with her, I planned on sleeping on the couch, but Nessie said commented she wasn't sick, she just had broken bones. I didn't complain since I couldn't spend another night alone.

"Are you okay?" I asked as we stayed awake in silence, staring at each other.

"Yeah... are you?"

"I'm okay." We were silent again.

"Are you sure about... me?" I answered honestly.

"No... but I don't know any other way. We have to do this." she nodded. "But you know what'll hurt me the most through the months of your pregnancy?" she shook her head. "That I'm the one hurting you... to me, it won't be our child. It'll hurt me that I agreed to this. It's the most selfish decision I'll ever make just so I can't risk losing you."

She leaned in and kissed me passionitly. "I won't hate you, Jacob." she said. "I'll say things I don't mean... but I love you more than ever." I nodded.

"I know."

AN: SO sorry guys. I've been so out of it lately. I've been lazy and busy, but my play is ending soon (but starting a musical, I dunno if i got in or not, I hope so, one of the judges who didn't put me in GLEE club...grr...) and my bday is comming. I'll try and update more, once I figure out what to do next. Love you guys, review.

ps, check out the edward n Jake adventures video I made (I need ideas...) on youtube