I woke up before Jace did. I looked at the bandages. Why do I do this. I sighed and pulled on some black jeans. I put on a millennial pink flowy shirt. I put on white combat heels. I put on a white lace around my neck tie it at the front. I felt heavy. I threw on a long black lace cardigan which stopped at my ankles. I walked out to see Jace looking straight at me. "Hello." I half whispered.

"Hello I still can't believe you snuck out of your house just to sleep with me."

"Me nether but put on some pants we have to get to school." He laughed.

"Clary?"

"Hmm?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure but make it quick we have school in-oh-1 hour okay the floors yours."

"Do you want to do something Friday?"

"Like what?"

"Go somewhere to eat. Someplace fancy. Like a…"

"Date?" I finished.

"Yeah like a date."

"If I sneak out just to sleep in your arms I think I owe you a date." Jace had a smiled plastered. It only made me blush a bright pink.

"Do you want breakfast?" Jace asked.

"No I'm tired." I replied.

"Let's take a power nap." Jace set his alarm the worse that would happen was we would enter the building while the bell rang for classes. I nod and leap on the bed then sprawl out like a cat. He laughs. I scoot over so I am in his lap. He wraps around me with his legs and arms. He kisses my ear. I laugh then close my eyes.

1 hour later.

"Time to go to school Clary!"

"I don't want to!"

"Fine if that's what you want." Jace grabs a bucket of water and dumps it on me.

"Fuck you!" She yelled. "These are my only clothes!" My shirt is basically see through at this point the cuts and bandages under the shirt were showing. I ran into the bathroom. "Jace get me a fucking new shirt! You know what give me a hoodie!" I yelled from the bathroom starting to panic.

"Open the door clary I need to give you the hoodie." Jace was laughing his ass off. I open the door and hid behind the door. Jace walks in I snatch the hoodie and throw it on. That was close. "What are you hiding?" Jace said looking at me suspiciously.

"Nothing! Let's go to school!" I try leaving but Jace swings me back around to face him.

"Liar. We are not leaving till you tell me what." He scoffs. I sigh should I tell him? He knows so much already. He will think your a freak and leave you like the rest of them. A voice whispered in the back.

"I'm a depressed freak." I sigh before putting my head in my hands. If I was going to loose him might as well do it with the truth. Well 1/4th of the truth.

"Clary you are far from a freak."

"I had a bizarre childhood when I was 13 I started cutting myself. Sebastian noticed I wasn't myself so he took me to the doctors. They didn't notice my cuts. But I was diagnosed with depression. Which led me to cut more. Age 16 it was such a dark year. Sebastian tried all he can. Pills and therapy nothing. I cut and cried. I was in a dark place. Before my 17th birthday I pulled myself together. Now here I am soon to be 18." I finally breath. I look down.

"Can I see them?" He said. Clary nodded. She lifted her shirt. His eyes were full of sadness, pity and anger. Anger?

"Nothing will make me look at you different then what I saw in you earlier." He said with hope in his gold eyes. I give him a light smile. He wraps his arm around me."let's go to school." I nodded and off we wen't. All I was thankful for was him not noticing my new one.

We walked into school.

Simon and Alec and Sebastian were talking. "Clary I need to ask you are you a Jace together?" Seb asked.

Jace's POV

I wish.

"No." She shot him a look who returned it with another one. All she did was nod.

"I'm heading to class." She announced.

"I have that so I'm going to go." I caught up with her.

"They so like each." Alec said.

At class.

I sat down in the back today. Jace kept sending puppy eyes my way. I laughed. A glittery figure walked up to me. He sat down next to me.

"Hello biscuit!" He greeted. I just stared. I just let a small nod. "Tired?" I shook my head. "Not talkative?" I nodded. "Well I think I found my goal for the year!" He said enthusiastically. I let out a soft laugh. Jace looked at me with a giant smile. I let out a soft one.

"My names Clarissa but call me Clary." I told the glittery figure.

"I'm Magnus but I like biscuit more."

"Alrighty." He laughed then proceeded to take out his books.

Throughout the day for every class I had with Magnus we would write notes to each other.

Sorry I haven't been very constant but the next chapter is going to be the date. Im so happy. goodnight or goodmorning my lovelies. ;)