Chapter 10 double love
I sat up really fast giving me a head rush and I had to lay back down when I wasn't dizzy any more and I could see I gasped because Jacob was right over me staring in to my eyes
"what the hell were you thinking Nessie?" he said I could tell he was really mad "we were searching all night to find you did you even think how much pain iv been in since u left? Did you even relies that they're more than 100 vampires looking for you right now?"
I just laid there glaring at him
"what?"
I cant believe it he forgot about it that quickly I was so angry I couldn't even speak I raised my hand and put my hand on his face hard I wanted to slap him but he wouldn't here what I wanted him to here 'you idiot you were not supposed to come find me I was calming down and thinking about what you told me and now you just ruined every thing' I glared at him
"oh" was all he said
"ugh" I rolled my eyes and pushed him off of me
"so what are you doing here anyway?" he asked
"Jacob I don't think that's any of your business and if it was I sure in hell wouldn't tell you anyway since I'm so pissed at you right now" I spat at him
"oh didn't we get up on the wrong side of the bed this morning" he said with an amused face
"no we woke up with a freaking two hundred and something pound mutt who doesn't no the meaning of personal space on top of me " I growled at him
"ouch Nessie that almost hurt." he said with fake horror
"your impossible" I spit at him and got out of the bed to put my parent's stuff back in it's rightful place
"what's that stuff?" he asked
"nothing Jacob" I said quietly and felt a few tears running down my cheeks
"awww Nessie I'm sorry I was only joking around about the hole hurt thing" he said truly sorry
"no Jake its not that it's just I missed them so much" I whispered while looking at a picture of my parents on there wedding day they looked so happy they would still be like that today if I never existed, I knew the reason why they were dead was my fault, the reason the Voltri came to Forks is because of me "I know I'm the reason there dead. Sometimes I just wish I was never born then they would be still be alive and happy." I cried. I felt arms wrap around me in comfort I turned in to his chest and cried my eyes out.
"No Nessie don't blame yourself this was no ones fault and what ever you do don't think your birth was a mistake. It was the best thing to happen to this family. You're the reason your mother and I are still best friends and you're the reason why your parents were so happy every day not just because they love each other like an imprint but because they saw your smiling face every day."
I just stood there hugging Jake then I realized I really do like him not like a brother or sister but a partner. I like, like him.
"Nessie? Are you in here?" I herd a voice call from the hall way and then he walked in with his gorgeous eyes and gorgeous voice "oh uhh I hope I'm not interrupting anything" he said "I was just trying to find u I saw you run away last night and I waited a little bit so you could cool off before I came"
I chuckled could these guys get anymore different I backed away from Jake to get the picture of my parent's I had a feeling I wouldn't be aloud to comeback for a while. When I turned back around to face the guys they were stand right beside each other one facing slightly the opposite direction of the other. I chuckled to my self again I was in for a very busy and stressing time ahead of me I'm a half vampire half human who is in love with another half breed and in love with a werewolf or shape sifter whatever he is. Could my life get any more complicated?