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So it has been what? 3 years since I last updated apologies! Life has thrown a lot of good/bad stuff at me and it kept me pre-occupied! But I am back now and seriously the reviews that you guys left helped me fuel the story writer in me! Thank you! *applause*

Thank you for still believing that I can do this!

Summary: What's a better way to ruin a mood? Have your brother give you a call to tell you that you will know your husband in a month. Rukia wanted to deny her duties, she wanted to let go of her ties with the Kuchiki Clan, but she didn't have the heart to do it. So a sacrifice had to be made and she knew she had 2 choices, both really sucked.

Regrets and a Box of Chocolates

VERY LEMONY!

(Great way to start my story, neh?)

Toushiro:

Toushiro was sitting down at his chair fighting the urge not to grab the woman on top of him and place her on top of his desk and take her mercilessly. That would not be gentlemanly like besides he needed to make this as smooth and he possibly can, he didn't want to ruin the moment.

Toushiro had managed to take off her shirt while she was talking to her brother, he had also managed to pull down her jeans to the floor while still talking to her brother. He had to admire her self control because if it was him he would have flung the phone out the window. She stood up to get away from him, but he wasn't having it. He followed her to his window. She had her back turned to him, so she can concentrate on whatever her brother was telling her. Probably some plot to marry her off to some bloke! Che why do I care? Of course I care! No one can touch her, but me! So while she stood there with her still trying to concentrate with whatever the discussion was, he took it upon himself to taste her.

So he decided to turn her around so she was no longer facing away from him and pushed her against her office window. He thank the gods that no one dared to look up at his office just to see two people having sex, all of a sudden investing on blinds was not a bad idea. But Toushiro didn't care about blinds right now, all he cared about was the woman in front of him, sinful very sexy woman in front of him who is still on the phone with her brother. This annoyed him he was bother that she didn't have the courtesy to hang up on her brother while they're in the middle of their foreplay, but he couldn't really blame her besides no one hangs up on the great Byakuya Kuchiki. So with a smirk and a devilish plan, he was about to make Rukia regret that she stayed on the phone.

Rukia:

Rukia was annoyed as all hell when she was interrupted with whatever she was going to do next with Toushiro. She decided that she is willing to make the same mistake twice and forget whatever consequences she was going to get later on. Being disowned by the Kuchikis wasn't such a bad idea anymore. But thanks to her modern technology she was reminded that she still was part of the clan whether she liked it or not. Looking at her cell phone, she had the sudden urge to build a bonfire and toss the phone right in the middle of it. Not a bad idea at all! So with all her self control she pushed herself away from the man that was going to promise her ecstasy, stupid woman! Was now the chant she had in her head. She walked over to the window to put some distance away from the temptation, but said temptation didn't get the hint. She felt his presence right behind him and couldn't help the moan that escaped her lips, she felt him smirk and all she wanted to do was slap that smirked away. How dare he thinks this is funny! She could practically feel the growing annoyance her brother was having with her on the other line, she flinched either by the guy who is currently taking her jeans off or her brother's annoyance, she decided it was the first one.

"Rukia did you hear what I just said?"

"Yes brother (now can we get this discussion over with so I can sleep with your enemy?) I will meet you on Sunday, might I ask what the meeting is for?"

All thoughts went out the window when Toushiro suddenly turned her around to face him and pushed her against the window. She looked down at him with a curious look, while she was still on the phone with Byakuya , she was shaking her head and tried to move away from him, but he wasn't having that. Instead he tighten his grip on her legs and looked up at her with the Don't you dare look, so she rolled her eyes and obeyed. She wished she didn't though, because what he did next literally rocked her world.

Toushiro:

He couldn't help but smile at her submission finally the ever so high and mighty Kuchiki princess is submitting, let's see how far I can take this with him kneeling down in front of her he used his skillful tongue to work his way up from her ankles, up to her knees, she looked down at him to give him a warning look but he simply dismissed it. He used both of his hands to spread her legs apart, but she was fighting him. But to no avail Toushiro always wins. He can practically feel the heat generating from her, and he couldn't help but feel drawn/addicted to her smell. His fingers were working its way up tracing her inner thigh, he had to smile again because he heard her moan again. Her moans were very addicting, and he would do anything and everything to hear her moan over and over again. But he had a task at hand, a task that will solicit more moaning on her end. With his expertise he managed to slowly pull down her panties with his teeth, he was fighting the urge to not moan like a little girl so instead he growled. Night after night he was dreaming about finally touching her, it became to the point were it clouded his every thought which made it hard for him to concentrate at well.. anything really. With his fingers he stroke her core slowly at first which elicit some more moaning from her, her moaning encouraged him to stroke a little faster, he felt her squirm with his ministrations and he couldn't but look up to her. She looked so beautiful, she was panting with her mouth slightly open, he could see her sweat trickling down her neck she was trying her best to concentrate, but that's not his problem, so he continued teasing her with his fingers. He could feel that she was wet, very wet so he decided to insert 1, 2 fingers while his thumb stroke her clit. He could feel she was reaching her climax if her grabbing his hair and her whimpering was an indication that she was reaching it and reaching it very fast. In the corner of his eye he saw a cell phone being flung across the room, he had to chuckle at her actions. He finally heard the words he was longing for the whole week.

"Yes keep going Toushiro, gods I'm so wet"

With that statement he took his fingers out and looked up at her she was not happy at the sudden lost of contact, but he gave her that sexy smirk which solicited a curious look from Rukia. He licked his lips and with his fingers he parted her, and used his tongue to lap her up and down, all around. Her legs were shaking and she was practically seating on his face, the only thing holding her up were his hands placed underneath her thighs. She let out a long very loud moan and he knew instinctively that she was coming, so with his tongue he stuck his tongue inside of her and felt her muscles tighten and in a split second it felt the flood gates opened up and he was rewarded with her essence. She tastes so good, I can get addicted to this! Concentrate Toushiro eyes on the game Toushiro after all she did dump you that first night.

Rukia:

Her orgasm rocked her so hard that she was having trouble breathing, her legs felt like jello and the room was definitely spinning. She had had partners before but never quite like Toushiro, he was very good at what he does. She felt him lift her naked body to walk towards his chair. He sat down and placed her on top of him still dressed with his very expensive suit. I probably ruined his suit, very very expensive suit by the feel of it, it's probably made from Italy. Why are you thinking about his suit? And why is he quite? A minute ago he was so eager and hot, now it feels like his distancing himself away from me. Rukia opened her eyes just in time to see Toushiro's eyes but it wasn't filled with lust, it was filled with ice and a smirk a very arrogant smirk. She looked at him with apprehension and slowly tried to put some distance away from him. She wanted to run away, not only did he make her feel like a whore but he had humiliated her and on purpose! But he wasn't going to make it easier for her. He placed his hand on her lower back and pulled her against his chest.

End of the Lemon stuff

"What are you doing? Didn't you have enough with you humiliating me? Great job Toushiro! Mission accomplished right? You finally got your revenged you bastard! Now let go of me!"

"Tsk tsk its not that easy dear princess! I'm not even done with you! What made you think that you can easily get away with what you did, no princess. Your used to people catering and kissing your ass, but I don't. How does it feel to taste you own medicine?"

He sneered at her his grip only tighten and she was struggling to get away from his grip. He finally let go and when he did, she shot up to start looking for her clothes.

"For your information I regret doing that to you! I didn't want to do that you! I'm not that kind of lady! But you knew, You knew! That there was no way for us to be together, so I did both of us a favor! Now don't sit all high and mighty and blame me for my selfishness, you don't know how it feels!" She spat the last word to him. She detested noble men, Clan leaders, hell she detested rich men period.

While she was putting on her jeans, she turned to him and said:

"You can sit and plot whichever company you want to take over, or the next woman you want to fuck! But as for me, I don't have a choice! I don't have a choice on how to live my life, and you expect me to feel bad on what I did last week? It was my last act of freedom, don't go judging me, you have no rights!"

She was angrily putting her shirt on, but for some reason she was having problems putting it on, she really didn't care by now if she walks out of his office without a shirt on, she just needed to put as much distance away from him.

"Oh please don't come crying to me with your marital problems and your duties, you don't know nor will ever understand my duties as a Clan leader! I don't pity you not one bit! You marrying doesn't even come close to the sacrifices I have done for this family, so if you expect me to feel sorry for you, your barking at a wrong tree!"

She was hurt, she was seriously hurt with everything he said. His words were like venom, like poison, He was practically spitting every word with venom towards her, she had never seen him this mad, then again they really didn't know each other, so why does she let him have this much control over her emotions? She really didn't know nor care right now. All Rukia saw was red and an escape route, away from him.

"I'm not asking you to understand me you big headed prick!"

"Oh! Now we resort to name calling very mature of you Rukia! There are a couple of names that I have for you. But you're too much of a princess to handle it!"

She walked up to him, Toushiro was leaning against his table with his arms across from him. Toushiro was challenging her, he wanted to win this battle so bad that he missed the hurt she had across her face for a split second.

"You don't know how it feels to have nothing at all do you?"

This caught his attention but he stood silent, what the hell is she talking about? She was right in front of him. She did not have any emotions, but stood there. She finally spoke but she didn't raise her voice at him like before, this was more like a whisper. He felt her change her mood from anger to sadness, and he couldn't help but feel like the biggest asshole.

She stood in front of him with her hands down on both sides, she looked vulnerable, defeated and trapped all at the same time and he felt every feeling.

"But I do Toushiro I know how it feels to have nothing at all. I did not have a family, nor a house. I was homeless and the only thing I can think of is how to survive from the abuse and my next meal. If it wasn't for Renji I would have been raped, beaten or worst killed and no one, no one would know nor care. Che why should they? I'm just a homeless girl from the street. So if by me following my duties with no questions ask bothers you so be it! It's a lot better than living on the street. So forgive me if my last selfish act was to sleep with you before I lost my freedom, but I didn't regret leaving you"

She was shaking and tears started to fall but before he can reach for her and apologize for being a prick and an asshole. She turned around and walked towards his door. Before she opened the door

"This will be the last time you will touch me, this will be the last time you would ever talk to me. Good-bye Toushiro"

Before he can say anything she closed the door.

Toushiro:

Stood there unable to move he was still leaning against his desk. Re-playing over and over again what just happen between him and Rukia. He didn't know that part of her, perhaps he did he remembered Renji talking about it before but he was too pre-occupied with his anger to really hear him. He couldn't get rid of the way her face looked, when she confessed to him. It was rare to find a woman who willingly shared something so difficult, he was used to women showing him their perfection. He made a mistake of treating Rukia like any other woman, he knows that now. Is it too late to fix this? Why should you care Toushiro? She doesn't belong to me, never will so why do I care so much about her feelings? It's best not to dwell with it. He walked over his balcony in time to see Rukia leave his office, he watched her walk with her head held up high. He understood how she felt, she couldn't let anyone see what she was feeling inside to other people that will make her vulnerable. So looking like you have a stick up your ass was literally the only way to protect your real emotions. So why did she choose him? Why did she decide to become vulnerable to him? He couldn't see her anymore and decided to head back inside his office. He planned to spend most of his time at his office, no use to going home to do nothing.

Rukia:

Rukia was fighting the urge not to cry in public, I don't think the public can handle emotional Rukia, no one can handle emotional Rukia. She didn't know where her feet was leading her but it wasn't towards her apartment. She needed to walk and walk to clear her head. She didn't know why she felt she needed to explain her past to him. Che, I don't think he cares about where I came from, you got your revenge Toushire you must be very proud of yourself. She walked towards the place that always gave her some type of comfort. But before she got there she stopped by her grocery store to buy a bottle of wine and a box of chocolates. Chocolates always makes women feel better right? Top that with some wine and I'm good to go!

She looked down at her watch and it was 10:49 in the evening. Still too early to go home on a Friday night, I'm just going to the park to clear my thoughts and maybe call mats and Inoue to see if they needed a depress company.. pathetic really! I should be out there doing my last hoo rah before the wedding plans. Yet I'm by myself in the park alone with no one to talk to. Should I give them a call? They might be busy..oh well worth a try!

"Hello Mats are you busy?"

"Of course not honey, what do you need? Where are you?" Mats knew the moment she picked up the phone and heard her bestfriend's voice that something was wrong.

"I'm at the park alone by myself and I could really use some company"

"Alright honey! I will be right there with Inoue, I'll give her a call! Stay right there and don't go anywhere!"

"Alright Mats I wont go anywhere.. and oh by the way I have a box of chocolates"

To be continued…

Okay okay I promised to be better at this updating the story thing! Do not worry my faithful readers! I am pumped and ready to the next chapter.. now if only I know what will come next.. hmmmmmmmm I guess you'll just stay tuned!