A/N Hey guys so I had almost the entire chapter written on my kindle, but it got taken away so I had to rewrite the entire thing, but I'm actually glad I did, this chapter is so much better! Yay! Well enjoy the chapter:D
Katniss's POV
I can't look at the poor human for more than ten seconds at a time. His face is covered by a black hood, but I don't move it because I don't think I could stand seeing the face, of my first victim outside the games. Though I don't know what truly happened while I was out, I do know that I, well technically Snow, killed an innocent man. A few tears drip down my pale face, but Snow's haunting voice fills the empty void in my mind before I get to say that I'm sorry.
"Save it Katniss you killed that poor man, you're a monster." The knife floats out of the dead body laying in front of me, the blood drips off slowly, and stands right in front of me. "Help and save us all, kill yourself and rid the world of the evil known as Katniss Everdeen."
"If you think that I'm that delusional, than your even more of a moron that I thought. When I make a promise I intend to keep it, and by doing so I won't give in to your desperate attempts to make an innocent 16-year-old girl die. I don't why your doing this, but from what I can piece together, your basically just a power-hungry asshole, that doesn't like losing. You know what, suck it up Snow because you fucking lost." Snow's anger filled face fills my sight.
"You are a pathetic little bitch, trying to save your sorry ass by making me feel bad about myself, but I know that I'm a terrible person. I have lived with myself long enough to know how much of a bastard I am, but I started out just like you, the exact same thing that is happening to you, having to live with people tapping into your mind, happened to the girl I loved. I turned heartless, Haymitch turned drunk, and Peeta well he won't get to feel anything, but it doesn't mean I can't have my revenge on your sorry ass as well." He screams, infuriated from the anger.
"So that makes it okay? You got hurt so you have to hurt anyone else in love, you know what, your even more pathetic than I thought." As his pasty pale face reddens, I think further into his words before,
"Wait why won't Peeta have to feel anything?" I ask even though the answer is quite clear. Snow's frustrated grimace, slowly turns into a slight smile. Not only have I just given him the upper hand in this battle, but I let my guard down, and now I'm going to pay. His laugh gives me chills, and though I try to keep my mind as invulnerable as possible, it isn't working. I'm terrified I have already lost so much, and I might have lost the most important person in my life.
"Well you can't blaim me for this one, it wasn't supposed to be Peeta, but I guess your new-found insanity wins over love. Go figure huh." No, I shake my head vigorously, trying to convince myself that this isn't happening,
"And why should I trust you, you're a compulsive liar, I could never kill Peeta, whether I am going insane or not. I love him with all my heart, maybe the girl you claim to have loved didn't feel the same way, because I guarantee if she did she would be here with you, and my life wouldn't be at stake. Instead of punishing me, you should try analyzing your own relationship." He turns a deep shade of crimson out of his overwelming display of fury, and I am temporarily blinded by a bright light.
When I regain my eye sight, it takes me no less than a few seconds to notice that this happened only a few minutes ago, when I was still experiencing the pain of Snow's vision.
My frail body seems lifeless, until it starts shaking. Words flow out of my mouth, and though I can't understand them, I can tell they are trying to get Snow to leave me alone; I am terrified of the sights I am experiencing. After a while of painfully staring at myself experience that much pain, I turn to look away only to see Peeta sitting in the corner his head in between his knees.
Tears are streaming out of his gleaming blue eyes. I know that it's because he can't do anything to help me, but it hurts to see him this devastated, especially because Snow has made it his personal goal to kill me.
My eyes flicker open suddenly, and Peeta jumps up, and runs over to hold me, at first I smile at his kindness, but then I see the blade in my hand. He steps closer to me, and I seize the moment, stabbing the knife right through his heart.
For once, Snow doesn't bring me back to reality, I bring myself,or what's left of me. In the room, there's a crying girl who is completely crushed, and a dead man. My heart is literally broken. I bend down next to the body laying beside me. I pick up the hood only to see Peeta's blonde hair, his bright eyes, and his perfectly pink lips. It doesn't take long to make up my mind, I don't think I can go on with my life feeling this way. I killed Peeta, and now I'm going to kill me.
As I grasp the knife, I hear Haymitch's voice, "Don't give in stay strong Katniss." I feel guilty, but respond silently,
"I'm sorry Haymitch but this time I just can't do it."
"Peeta would wan't you to stay," he says trying to pursuade me otherwise.
"Well I killed Peeta, and I don't want to live on the screwed up planet without him by my side. I'm sorry, but I have already made up my mind." I can feel his disappointed presence filling the room, but I don't care. Suddenly, I see door slam shut and lock, leaving me alone with no way out.
"Are you happy now," I ask Snow making sure he at least feels the slightest bit guilty. I shed one last tear, before in one quick motion, the golden blade pierces straight through my now empty heart. I gasp from the amount of pain it causes, but convince myself to stay strong I won't look weak while I'm dying,
"Goodbye." I whisper my last word, and I close my eyes for the last time...
A/N OMG that was freaking intense... Lol okay so there is still one more chapter left, and I promise you, you won't be expectign the twist :D Thank you to everyone that reviewed, I'm not doing individual shout outs but thanks guy, I love the support. Well PlEaSe ReViEw and I will post within the next two days! Come on guys you can do it :D Well one more chapter left... Thanks!
