Lucky the next few months were going along good. Tony and Bucky started getting along and Tony shared his inventions with him. He loved those things. You guys hadn't spent another night together. It wasn't good, but yet every day you saw his beautiful blue eyes you fell harder in love with him.
But Bucky stayed distance from you when you guys were alone. You figured maybe he needed time and you were okay with that. The only thing that hurt was when he didn't take your hand like he used to. That stung, badly.
But you didn't show it. You decided to keep your relationship between you two. And that's what you did. You had only stayed in the tower because of Tony and your brother. But Bucky mostly, you knew no matter what you couldn't leave him. Not with the way you felt or the way you knew he needed you. You just had to remain strong. You did that by getting steve to train you over the past few months. Even though it was nearly Christmas and it would always be cold in the training room that's where you were.
"Steve can we do that one more time. I always had it." You smile innocently before he chuckled and nodded giving in. He holds up his arms as he swings pumps. You had to deflect and block them. You had almost got it until you saw bucky out of the corner of your eye and Steve's fist connected with your cheek.
You feel backwards to the ground and looked up at Steve with a chuckle. He quickly helped you up. "Are you okay! I'm so sorry!" He quickly mumbled looking over your cheek.
"Steve I'm fine." You smile before standing up. "Really I am. Promise." You smile before tightening the wraps on your hands. "Ima just finish on the bag. Why don't you and Bucky train. He's the super solider." You smile to steve before turning and glancing to Bucky before walking over to your towel and grabbing your phone and placing it in your pocket plugging in your headphones playing Stole the Show by KYGO.
You throw a few punches this song really getting you in your feels. You sigh and pump the bag harder and harder as the tempo rises. You throw in a few kicks before glancing back to Steve and Bucky.
You quickly changed to a workout playlist and Kung Fu Fighting started playing and you smiled turning up your music until you were sure everyone could hear. You punched the bag quickly getting lost and pretending to dodge as if you were a ninja. You were smiling for real, the first legit time in months.
Steve would just stare at you as soon Bucky stopped and stared to. Watching you try to Kung Fu the punching bag. You knew you looked stupid, probably worst than Bruce would. But you didn't care. You were getting a workout.
Steve just smiled before patting Bucky's shoulder. "She's amazing isn't she?" Steve spoke before Bucky dodged the question.
"Buck you have to tell her before she get the wrong idea.." he speaks softly before tackling Steve to the ground.
"How can i! There's no way she feels the same! I- I can't even kiss her!" He mumbles before Steve smiled.
"So? I'm sure she won't mind. Just tell her or I will." Steve smiled "she's good for you. I don't want you to lose her like this." All buck did was nod before Steve left the training room.
You had stopped after your knuckles were sore. You rubbed them before removing your and seeing bucky walk up to you.
"Hey" he mumbles before rubbing at the back of his neck softly. You offered a slight smile before unwrapping your hands.
"Hello" You say softly before watching him turn his attention to the ground. You slowly start putting your things into your training bag before feeling him step forward.
"James if you are gonna say something spit it out," you mumbled before turning to look at him.
He quickly digs through his pockets pulling out a crumpled piece of paper and handing it to you before quickly leaving. You watch him nearly run away and frown before opening the paper.
Angel,
I would be honored if you would meet me at 34th and Main street right before sunset.. Well 8:30.. Where whatever. I yeah. We need to talk.. And I rather do it out of the tower... I'm sorry now..
You frowned reading It before shoving it into your pocket. Maybe Bucky was going to finally break it off with you. I mean why else? You couldn't help the pain you felt, you loved this man. But you knew damn well he needed to do what was best for him not you. So you sucked it up for his happiness.
You ran straight to your room before running a bath. But that maybe lasted all of 15 minutes before Natasha, thankfully, ran in and yanking you up. "get dressed! Tony wants to see us all." She had just left and you threw on clothes real fast. Before running to the top of the tower to see everyone smiling.
You look around and sigh "This isn't an emergency meeting is it. " Bruce walks over and hugs you before smiling.
"No, we just wanted you to know how much we love having you here and that we all don't want you to leave." Bruce smiled again taking your hands.
You smile back as best you could rather glad Bucky wasn't there. "I didn't plan on going anywhere don't worry guys. I love you all too much." You hugged Bruce tightly before you all chatted and talked. You noticed Steve and Clint weren't there but Thor was.
You walked over and gave him the biggest hug, you hadn't seen him much recently with everything going on. You all sat until you looked at the sky. The sun was going to set soon as you smiled. Then it hit you like a 12 ton bus. Bucky..
