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Chapter nine: Only You

"Syaoran, do you not love me anymore?"

Sitting on the living room sofa Syaoran turn to stare at her incredulously.

"Why would you ask me something so crazy Wai?" His voice felt strained with panic, his blood was pounding through his veins and his palms were getting clammy.

She looked back at him in dismay, her insecurities resurfacing about her relationship with Syaoran. Bringing her knees to her chest she hugged them attempting to find comfort there. In a soft whisper she spoke, " You haven't kissed me in two da-"

"Wai Pi-"

"No please let me finish. You don't even touch me anymore. I see in the way you look at me it isn't the same as before. I feel like you don't want me anymore. Do you Syaoran? Not want me anymore?" She looked at him straight in the eyes, determined to find the answer in them. Their relationship has changed so much since she arrived to the little Japanese town. Her and Syaoran were inseparable in Hong Kong. What was it about Tomoeda that was changing him? He was starring back at her at lost for words.

"Should I be worried about our wedding? Will there be a future Li Wai Ping?"

He still sat there panic clear on his face. A beat passed and the silence became unbearable. Standing up abruptly she started to walk away. Something held her back though. Syaoran took hold of her hand and kept her there.

"Please Wai, give me time to figure things out." His voice was hoarse and the uncertainty evident in his eyes.

"Where have you been for the past two nights Syaoran? Were you… were you with another woman?"

"I can't- I don't…-"

"We're going back home in three days Syaoran. Have things figured out by then." Pulling her hand from his she headed to her temporary bedroom where she could be to cry without anyone witnessing the mess she was becoming.

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We're going back home in three days Syaoran. Have things figured out by then. Three days? Three days left to figure out whether or not to marry his fiancée? Sitting on the couch alone now Syaoran buried his head in his hands. Sakura. Damnit! Why did things have to be so complicated right now? He had the two most amazing nights with Sakura. They told each other stories of the past, shared kisses, made love. His skin heated up remembering the gentle way she caressed his back when he kissed her neck and the way she always threw her head back in ecstasy when he brought her to completion.

Shaken from his memory Syaoran stood up in frustration. The only thing keeping him away from her tonight was the return of the bastard Kano. Was she going to break it off with him? And if she did could he ever leave Wai Ping? Taking a moment to recollect himself he found himself in front of his bedroom door. If he listened hard enough he could hear the muffled cries of his fiancée. Torn, confused and frustrated Syaoran rested his head on the cool wood of the door.

"Syaoran! What are you doing?"

Snapping his head up he came face to face with his cousin. She had just come home from work and she looked tired to the bone.

"Nothing." He told MeiLing who didn't look quite so convinced. Shaking her head as if disappointed with him. Does she know? MeiLing always had this freakish way of knowing everything he was thinking.

"Well I won't be home for long. I just came home to freshen up and then I'm off to Sakura-san's house."

His ears perked up hearing Sakura's name.

"What's at Sakura's house?"

"Nothing." she looked at him unerringly, "Actually, Tomoyo-san says she's been a wreck lately. I think something happened between her and Toshiro-kun."

Feeling his heart sink he looked to the ground ashamed. He was the cause of the pain for both Sakura and Wai Ping.

"Can you tell her I'm sorry for me?"

MeiLing arched her eyebrow questioningly.

"Really Syaoran, what's wrong. You seem distraught."

"I –I don't know. Can you just let her know please?"

"Hai."

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Earlier in the day.

The knocking on the door made her heart beat pick up as she was dreading for this moment. Cautiously Sakura opened the door to reveal a tired looking Toshiro.

"Hi" she greeted him softly.

"Hi." He replied with a crooked grin on his face. Dropping his bags he grabbed her around the waist and gave her a tight hug.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you." He said into her ear planting kisses along her jaw and neck. The tears threaten to fall from her eyes. She had been unfaithful to this wonderful man who happened to love her.

Noticing the lack of response from her Toshiro released her to find her on the verge of tears. Cupping her face in his palms and his thumbs stroking her cheeks he leant down to kiss her trembling lips.

"Are you okay, love? Why are you so upset?"

"Toshiro I –I ", try as she might, the words fail to come out. He was looking at her with such gentle care and love that it was breaking her heart.

"You can tell me. Please Sakura? It's tearing me apart watching you like this."

A strangled sob broke through her lips. "Toshiro I – I c-ca-. I'm not good enough for you." She was beginning to hyperventilate and the words ere getting harder to say. Toshiro's eye's turned downcast as he listened to her carefully. Realizing they were still at the front entrance he slowly led her inside her apartment while she struggled with her words.

"Sakura you are all that I want in a woman. Of course you're good enough for me. If anything I'm not good enough for you." He told her trying to reassure her yet not really knowing what he was trying to calm her down for.

"Toshiro I – There's someone else." She was saying each word with each breath she took trying to calm down her hyperventilation. Toshiro stood still in his spot, his eyes took on a glassy coat.

"You were with someone else while I was away?" he spoke slowly as if such a thing were impossible.

Sakura nodded her head too scared to open her mouth for fear she would burst into cries.

"Do you love him?" he asked solemnly. Somehow he knew this could never last, how could he have been so lucky to get a girl like her. Eventually someone was bound to take her away.

"I do.. don't… I don't know. Toshiro I – I'm so sorry. I didn't want to hurt you." She had calmed down but was still hiccupping while she spoke. "Please don't hate me."

"I could never hate you Sakura. You're amazing. It was bound to happen, for someone to take you away."

"No please. Toshiro that's not-"

"Sakura I have this weird feeling, that not what, I will always love you. It sounds crazy but I can't picture myself loving anyone but you. You may not feel the same but I'll always be here for you. Whenever you need me I'll be here." He sounded so resolute that broke her even more.

"I love you too." She said softly.

"I know, it's just not enough is it?" lifting his hand he tilted her chin up. Without waiting for an answer he bent over to give her one last sweet kiss.

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"Sakura open the door."

"What are you doing here?" she said through the door reluctant to let her visitor in.

"I need to see you, are you alright"

"Yes, I'm fine. Tomoyo-san and MeiLing-san were already here. Go home Syaoran. Please. I can't see you now." Her voice was cracking and he could hear her crying through the door.

Banging his head slightly on the door he continued to speak through the door. "I can't leave till I see your face. I know your hurting right now Sakura. Can you just let me in please?" the desperation was strong in his voice. He wanted, no, needed to see her. To hold her in his arms and feel whole again.

Hearing her unlock the door he step back so he wouldn't fall through. She opened the door just enough for him to see her. There she stood his beautiful disaster. Seeing the grief on her face he pulled her into the security of his arms and held her tight. Breaking into sobs again Syaoran let her wet his shirt. Stroking her hair and leading them inside the apartment he sat down on the couch allowing her to sit on his lap and cry out all her misery.

Softly he would whisper in her ears apologies and declarations of love. Gradually her tears subsided and she kissed his chest, neck, jaw and finally his lips. Holding her face to his Syaoran deepened the kiss. He never wanted to let her go, not ever.

Pulling herself away from the drugging kiss she looked back into his dark chocolaty eyes. The love she saw in them sent shivers down her spine.

"Sakura I think we should ta-"

"No, not now. I just need you right now. Please Syaoran. Please…" she softly begged him and he nodded in response.

"I need you too." With that said he lifted her from the couch and carried her to the bedroom.

Laying her down on the soft sheets he crawled on top of her capturing her lips in a possessive kiss. Placing his hands on her hips Syaoran lifted her shirt up slightly to stroke the skin on her soft rounded belly. Though it wasn't toned or hard with muscles it was one of his favorite parts of her body. Lifting her shirt off over her head he was presented with a pink lace bra. No matter how many times they made love, uncovering her body was always a new discovery for him. Kissing her collarbone he felt her cool fingers make their way under his shirt stroking his intensely hot skin. Impatient he drew back and lifted his shirt off. Sakura stared at him with misty eyes clouded with passion. Lifting herself to her knees she leaned over to Syaoran placing her hands on his chest and planting butterfly kisses on his face, neck and shoulder she whispered against his skin.

"I love you Syaoran. I always have."

Feeling his heart swell he looked at the amazing woman who said she loved him. Her eyes were still red from crying and her lips swollen from his kisses. He didn't ever want her to experience pain again but yet couldn't find a way to avoid it and for that he hated himself. Groaning he felt her hands trail from his chest to his abdomen which visibly flexed under her ministration. Trying not to concentrate on her hands he busied himself with kissing and sucking the sweet spots on her neck. She moaned in delight when he hit her sensitive spot which stilled her hands from moving. Taking advantage Syaoran move to take her bra off and quickly cup her breast with his hands. Sakura tilted her head back in pleasure and let out a soft gasp as Syaoran bent his head down to leisurely suck on her nipple. Feeling her legs shaking she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled them down to lie on the bed. Trailing his hands down from her breast stroking her sides and resting at the top of her pants Syaoran cupped her sex through the material drawing a desperate cry from his lover's lips.

"Syaoran please. I can't wait much longer." Her eyes were shut tight and she was bitting her lip in an attempt to restrain her cries from his rubbing down below.

"I wan't you too." He looked down at his strained pants and mended, "Very badly."

"Take me now then. Take me." She said breathlessly. Growling lowly he undid her pants and slid them off along with her panties. He could smell her musk and see her wetness and his passion deepened. Touching her softly with one finger, her hips bucked up in want and cried out not caring to be heard anymore. Placing her thigh on his broad shoulder he dove in with his tongue.

"Oh! Syaoran!" She lifted her hips to her face and grabbed for the sheets. In and out she felt his tongue bringing her to the brink. Grabbing her butt to support her he delved his tongue in deeper causing her moan loader. He knew she was close and sped up the in and out motion of his tongue. Giving out a strangle cry of release Syaoran set her hips back down gently. Quickly he made a move to remove his pants when Sakura stopped him.

Slowly she undid the button and slid down the zipper. Placing her hands on either side of his hips she gently pulled down his pants along with his boxers. Syaoran groaned out loud when her mouth came in contact with his lower abdomen and her breast brushed up against his heavy erection causing it to twitch with anticipation.

Pushing her back down on the bed he moved over her. He wanted to feel all of her tonight. Wanted to feel so deep within her that the melded. Lifting her leg onto his shoulder her place the broad head of his penis at her opening. Trembling she lifted her hips in an effort to get him inside her.

"Sakura look at me." Her eyes flew open to meet his smoldering ones and he pushed in with one long stroke. Gasping she threw her head back and relished the feeling of him inside her. Slowly he began to rock his hips back in forth into her. She was tight, hot, and wet, it took all his control not to just take her fast. With each pump into her she made a gasping sound which was slowly but surely tear down his self control.

"Syao- ran faster." Sweat was covering their bodies as he sped up the movement of his thrusts. Leaning over with her leg still on his shoulder he sucked her nipple into his mouth making her shriek. Pumping faster and deeper into her he felt her muscles tighten around his stiff member. After a few more deep fast thrust he felt her climax. Crying out his name she threw her head back with unmistakable bliss. Thrusting in one last time he groaned and released his hot liquid into her.

Falling down next to her, he had enough energy to cover themselves with the blanket and kiss her on the forehead.

Tomorrow they would face their problem. Tonight they will dream in hopes of a less complicated time.

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