ASHLEY'S P.O.V

"Chelsea you really need to start taking your..."

She stops talking when she realises it's me.

"Keys"

I'm guessing I'm the last person she expected to see behind the door.

"Hey"

There's a bag on her bed.

"Are you going somewhere?"

When I say that she looks over at the bag.

"Home"

I could barely hear her but I'm pretty sure she said home.

"For the weekend?"

We have a game on Sunday.

"For several weekends"

"You're leaving for good?"

"Ash I can't be here anymore"

She can't just leave.

"Can I come in?"

I really don't want to have this conversation in the hallway.

"Sorry"

When she pulls the door back I walk over to her bed.

"So you're just giving up?"

"I thought you wanted me to give up?"

When she says that I look over at her.

"Ash you told me you didn't want me in your life anymore and then you went and..."

She can't be serious.

"Look I just can't stay here and watch you hook up with other people"

"Spence if you leave that's it for us..."

She needs to hear this.

"I'm not just going to stay here and wait for you"

I'm annoyed.

Because if I hadn't of come looking for her she would have left.

"Spence I never would have hooked up with anyone else if I knew the truth..."

I thought they slept together.

"You told me you slept with Monica..."

"Ashley nothing happened"

"I know I spoke to Chelsea"

"You spoke to Chelsea?"

"Spencer talking to Chelsea's the only way I find out anything these days"

When she's upset she crawls inside her shell and shuts everyone out.

"Ash I spent all afternoon trying to find you..."

"SPENCER I'M HERE NOW"

I shouldn't have snapped.

But she's so frustrating.

"I know and I'm a little surprised because half an hour ago you had your tongue shoved down someone elses throat"

"Did that bother you?"

I'm not expecting her to answer me.

"You should try being me Spencer?"

I thought the girl I loved fucked someone else.

"The girl I'm crazy about walked into my dorm room and told me she fucked someone else"

"I thought..."

"You thought?"

I didn't come here to fight with her.

But she needs to know how I feel.

"For two weeks I've been walking around thinking you fucked someone else"

These last two weeks have been horrible.

"Do you have any idea how that feels?"

I couldn't sleep.

"I kept picturing it in my head and no matter what I did I couldn't escape it"

It's all I thought about.

"But everything I've been through these last two weeks was for nothing and it bugs me because we could of avoided all of this if you had of just listened to me"

"I know"

"Spence we never used to fight..."

I hate fighting with her.

"All this fighting started when you started hanging out with Monica"

I can't stand that bitch.

"I fucking told you that she wanted to sleep with you but you kept telling me I was being ridiculous"

"I didn't think..."

"How could you not think that she wanted more from you?"

It was so obvious.

"You're gorgeous Spencer and that bitch is very gay..."

I could have probably worded that better.

But I'm not going to pretend I like her when I don't.

"As if she wouldn't want to sleep with someone like you"

Spencer's the complete package.

"Spencer you only see the good in people and I love that about you, but Monica's not trying to be your friend and if you can't see that after everything that's happened, we're never going to work"

"Ash you're right and you've been right this whole time"

I wasn't expecting her to agree so easily.

"When I spoke to her this afternoon she told me she wanted something to happen that night..."

I've always known Monica wanted more from Spencer.

But hearing Spencer say that she admitted it.

Really pisses me off.

"But Ashley it doesn't matter what she wants..."

She moves so she's standing in front of me.

"Because I want you..."

I want her as well.

"All I've ever wanted is you"

I think it's pretty obvious I feel the same way.

"Spencer this won't work if you stay friends with her"

"I won't see her anymore I promise"

I don't want to tell her who she can and can't hang around with.

But I don't trust Monica.

"And I'm not okay with you getting drunk and passing out in another girls bed"

"I know"

"Okay"

I reach down and grab the envelope out of my back pocket.

"Here"

She's smiling.

"What's this?"

"Open it"

I didn't think this through very well.

She only has one arm.

"Remind me to kick Madison's ass for you"

I quickly help her undo the envelope.

"Thanks"

When she starts reading it a big smile breaks out on her face.

"Turn it over"

I start laughing when she turns it over.

"Read it out loud"

"Ashley Davies you're a hotty..."

I couldn't help myself I had to write something ridiculous on the back.

"And I really think we should take our tops off and start making out"

Now she's laughing as well.

"You forgot something"

"Spencer that's your note not mine"

I can't help myself.

"Okay well I forgot something"

I watch her as she walks over to her desk and starts writing.

"I'm right handed so you might need someone to translate this"

"Okay"

When she passes me the note I start reading it straight away.

"I'm going to need some help getting this shirt off, but I think us making out's a brilliant idea... PS-I love you to"

I quickly scrunch the note up and throw it across the room.

"Ashley I'm so sorry that I hurt you"

I gently press two fingers against her lips.

"I love you Spence..."

I reach down grabbing the bottom of her shirt.

"No more fighting?"

I slowly pull her shirt up and over her head.

"No more fighting"

The second my lips touch hers I know it's right.

I'm meant to be with her.

I love her and right now that's all that matters.