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She went to him despite herself, tears streaming down her face. He had intended to bitch her out but he couldn't when he saw what a miserable mess she was.

"Just hold me" she sobbed into his chest. After a few minutes he guided her into the house and they sat on the couch.

"Ok" he said firmly "you're going to tell me everything, no more secrets. Then we will be getting a hotel for the evening and we will fly back to DC tomorrow."

Spencer decided since he flew all the way out here she could at least tell him the truth about her past.

"When I was fifteen, I had a drug problem. It got really bad and so my parents called Dean. He is a sober coach. I was the first client he ever had. I played him, convinced him I was ready to get clean and that my addiction scared me. I told him everything he wanted to hear. Finally he decided his work was done. I was clean and planning to stay that way. It was all a lie I just said what I had to, to make him go away so I could go back to my same drug filled life. I had a twin sister, Samantha. She did drugs too but she had it so well under control my parents didn't believe me when I said she was using too. The night Dean left Samantha and I did drugs. Samantha wanted to see this guy she liked that was having a party. So we went. The next thing I remember was the paramedics pulling me out of the car."

She took a deep breath trying to steady herself before continuing. Tears streamed out of her eyes.

"I kept telling them 'I'm fine, I'm fine, get my sister, she is worse off than me, she's covered in blood she needs help' and I didn't understand, until they laid her on the ground and covered her with a sheet, that she was dead. I killed my sister" she sobbed and Toby pulled her into his arms. He rocked her back and forth until her sobs had subsided.

"I have been clean since, but it's something I have to work at every day." she said.

Toby held her in his arms. "I can take care of you" he said.

"That's what I'm trying to tell you" she said sobbing. "You can't take care of this. I have to. I am an addict Toby, I am always going to be an addict. The most you can do is support me, and know that I am going to have good days, and not so good days, and you love me no matter what."

"You know I kind of had something like that in mind when I asked you to marry me." Toby said with half a smile. She smiled back weakly. She wished she had known Toby would take her dark secret so well. She had made quite a mess of things what with blackmailing his dad and all. She had two choices. She could either push Toby out of her life again, or she could tell him the truth and lose him for blackmailing his dad with their baby. She should tell him, she thought to herself. He would want to know about their child even if he never looked at her the same loving way again.

"Get your things baby" he said nuzzling her neck.

"Ok" she said quietly.

Dean was standing in the doorway as Toby's driver loaded her things into the car.

"I'm proud of you, Spence" he said hugging her.

"You'll find someone, someday Dean, You'll find the one you're meant to be with."

"You're not mad?" she asked hesitantly.

"I could only be mad if you didn't invite me to the wedding." He said. He handed a card to Toby

"Feel free to call me if you ever need anything" he said.

"Thanks" Toby replied.

Spencer and Toby cuddled in the car on the way to the motel. She kept going through the various ways she could tell him about the baby. He led her up to the suite and began kissing her. At first she kissed him back but then pulled away.

"I'm going to make love to you like I've never made love to you before." he said pulling her back into his arms for another kiss.

He brought her to the bedroom of the suite. They slowly began undressing each other. Spencer wondered if Toby would figure out she was pregnant just by seeing her naked body.

"Wait here" he said when they were both naked. He climbed onto the bed and sat up against the pillows.

"Come to me" he ordered and she climbed onto the king size bed and crawled over to him. He held up the engagement ring.

"I want you to put this on and never take it off" he said. She put her finger out and he slipped the ring back on. She kissed him a few times before she started trailing kisses down his chest. He moaned at the feel of her kisses. He scooped up all her hair as she started to give him a blowjob. She sucked on his tip before pushing more of him into her mouth. He started moaning and breathing heavily as she bobbed her head up and down. Finally he couldn't take it anymore and he pulled her into his lap.

"Oh yes" she said as she sunk down on him. She started riding him slowly. They both wanted to go slowly so they could go all night.

"Oh yeah, baby" Toby moaned as he held her in his arms. Spencer whimpered and kissed his neck as Toby worked her body against his. After a while of slow love making they sped up and Spencer quickly achieved an orgasm.

"Uhhhhhhh, oh yeah, oh yeah, mmmmm" she moaned as she came gushing around him. Toby was panting. Spencer sat up on him grinding their bodies together. She bit her lip because she knew it drove him crazy. He ran his hands up and down her back.

"You feel so good" he panted and pulled her back into his arms. She humped him, circling her hips. She was still in his arms and the two of them were moving as one. She pulled away moaning an almost growl.

"Oh I'm gonna cum again" she panted. He worked her hips up and down and around. Her toes were curling her legs were shaking.

"Uhhhhhhh" she strained.

"Don't fight it" he said thrusting up into her and pushing her over the edge. She collapsed on top of him, squirting all over, sliding up and down as she rode out her orgasm.

"I'm being selfish" she whined. She'd had two orgasms and Toby hadn't cum yet.

"You're allowed to be selfish baby, I'm going to be selfish with you later" Toby said.

Toby rolled them over and he kissed her and massaged her body. Finally he took her legs and pushed them upward so the backs of her thighs were on his abs and her ankles rested on his shoulders. He pushed into her slowly a few times to gauge her comfortableness with the position. When he was sure it was still good for her in this position he started humping her fast. After a minute Spencer's legs clenched and shook as her feet curled, and she gave into her own orgasm.

"Unnnnnnnggghhh, uhhhhhhhhh" she moaned. Toby grunted as he shoved his dick into her and came, as her orgasming body shook against his. He collapsed kissing her, letting her legs slide down his body.

Toby put Spencer on the bed and kneeled behind her. This is where he was going to get his, this is where he's going to be selfish. He humped into her from behind quickly as she lay there. She moaned but was pretty sure she couldn't cum again. She found out she was wrong as the building started again.

"Uhhhhhhh, unnnnnnngggghhh" she growled loudly as she clawed at the sheets and pillows. She whimpered as Toby pounded into her. Toby realizing it was time for both of them wrapped his arms around her shoulders, as he slammed into her. He pressed her body into the mattress. She screamed uncontrollably as he convulsed and came wildly on top of her.

"Fuck Spencer, Fuck" he screamed as he exploded inside her. He slowly humped her as their hot sweaty bodies rode out the massive orgasm they had shared.

"I have something to tell you" she said when she caught her breath. She got out of the bed and walked to her suitcase. She pulled out a little wrapped gift and brought it to him.

He opened it and saw that it was a coffee cup that said

You are the love of my life

For some reason it had a stuffed elephant in it. "See what is under the elephant" she said clasping her hands excitedly.

You're going to be a dad!

"You're pregnant?" He said smiling "Honey, that's fantastic" he added before kissing her.

"I am so happy" he reassured her.

"Yeah, hold on to that feeling" she said and he began frowning.

"I was alone and scared, facing a life time of single motherhood and…"

"What is it baby, no more secrets"

"I found out your dad had an illegitimate daughter and he paid the mom off to never tell anyone." She began. "So I blackmailed him for 10 million, saying if I didn't get it I would ruin his company, his life and yours"

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