HOpefully my grammar has improved, i had it proofread by knotchan. She's so sweet lol but i know that she just did it so she could be the first to read it. how do i know? she told me so! lmao!btw, i hate both David Bowie and twilight. and i'm sorry that i have a tendency of spelling Matthew with one "t" that's how my boyfriend spells his name so it's a hard habit to kick, you know?

Recap: Arthur sparkles Alfred sucks blood and France wants to eat Arthur. RUN MATTHEW, YOU'RE SURROUNDED BY VAMPIRES!

"Anata no seikō o seikō seikō shi nasai! Anata wa kono yō na o shiri shite i masu. Naze anata wa watashi o matsu koto ga deki mase n deshi ta! Kore wa dono yō na shien no tame no shutoku watashi wa nani desu ka? Seikō shi nasai! Watashi wa eiga ni minasan ni kisu o suru n da! Anata wa watashi ga bideokamera ni irete oku beki!" (an: kiku's pissed so he's not speaking in English. Here is the translation: "fuck you, fuck you, fuck you! You're such an ass. Why couldn't you wait for me? this is what i get for helping? fuck you! i wanted to film you guys kissing! you should have let me put in that video camera!" Of course Alfred only understands: "fuck you, fuck you, fuck you! Dadada ass dadada me dadada fuck you! I wanted to film you guys kissing! You should have let me put in that video camera.)

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Alfred said laughing. Kiku was so funny when he was mad. "It surprised the shit out of me too!" He wiggled on the bed. Kiku's eyes softened. It was hard to stay mad when his friend seemed so happy. He supposed he couldn't be too mad anyway, it's not like he missed it by much.

Right after Matthew had left the room Kiku came in demanding to know why Matthew looked like he was going to fall over. "I told him that I was gay. After he kissed me that is." And with that Japan went over and started to swat America with his hand, shouting profanely in Japanese. Stretching out on his bed, Alfred asked what happened when Matthew hung out with the girls.

"We just sat and had a yaoi fest. You know how those girls are, especially Hungary. You'll never guess what Matthew's favorite is." Kiku said laying next to his friend.

"Hm?" Alfred said with his eyebrows raised. "which?"

"Junjou Romantica."

"NO! Really? Our dear sweet mattie?" Alfred didn't know Matthew was such a pervert and this new found knowledge made him giggle. "I didn't expect him to be so…" Alfred had never attempted to have sex with anyone no matter how much of a pervert he was. He didn't feel like rushing anything and this was reflected in his taste in bl and Yoai. He preferred stories with a lot of action and manliness. He preferred to see the men fall in love gradually not suddenly having sex after their first I love you.

"alright mister now tell me about the kiss!" Japan looked into the eyes of his best friend intently. Arthur started to preface the story with a confession to licking Matthew, but the boy in question walked through the door caring three glasses and a bowl of chips on a tray. "Chikushō!" Japan hissed smacking his palm against his head.

"I brought snacks." Matthew said sheepishly. 'Did I interrupt something? Oh! I wonder if Kiku knows that Alfred is-'. Alfred smiled and thanked his brother, smirking at Kiku.

"So Kiku said that your girlfriend introduced you to the wide world of Yaoi." Alfred said nonchalantly, resting on Kiku's back while he sipped his soda. Canada blushed for several reasons, the first was that he hadn't expected his brother to find out about that so soon, he had wondered just how much Kiku had told him, Ukraine wasn't his girlfriend and of course Alfred and Kiku were too close again.

"She's not my girlfriend." Canada said setting down his glass a little too hard on the tray. Japan winced. A sympathetic pain going through his chest just like it did when he read sad scenes in his manga. "and yes she did, it was…interesting."

"You guys aren't dating?" Alfred asked trying not to look so happy. "Why is that? I mean have you seen her boobs? They're huge!"

"I…well I'm… I mean I'm not…uh…eh?..." Matthew babbled, betting his brother with his eyes to understand.

Alfred's brow furrowed trying to decipher the nonsense. "I don't get it."

Mathew swallowed hard, hoping that his brother would understand. 'I mean he better, he is too!' "I-I'm g-gay." He leaned back. Alfred just smiled.

"I know you are." He said simply. He could feel Kiku's heart beat faster. He rolled his eyes. 'Kiku you're such a pervert.'

"Huh?"

"It doesn't surprise me that you're gay, I mean it's been twenty years and you haven't had a girlfriend." Alfred shrugged with a smug look. Kiku glared at him.

"W-Well neither have you!" Canada didn't want to start fighting but with the way Alfred teased, sometimes it couldn't be helped.

"True." Alfred said. Matthew was a little taken aback. It wasn't like him to concede in an argument. Alfred's eyes peered into his brother. "So who is it that you like Mattie?" Kiku's mouth hung open. This was so much better than Yaoi. His gaze didn't waver. Matthew tried to deny he had anyone in mind. "Oh? Well that's lucky." Alfred got off of Kiku and turned on the television to play SMB. "I can't get my love interest out of my head."

Matthew's heart sank. "You have someone in mind?" He asked.

"Mm-hmm! He's really cute!" Alfred said with a manly squee. "and he's a big pervert!"

"Who is it?" Alfred shook his head and informed him that he wasn't going to say until the feeling was mutual. Matthew was nervous. He eventually joined in to the SMB game and tried to push it out of his mind. Alfred went to take a shower after a few rounds.

Downstairs, the party had broken up and went home leaving Arthur and Francis downstairs. Francis went to sit on the lap of his lover but was swatted away at first. "No." Arthur said arms crossed. "You made fun of me."

"You're being a baby."

"I am not! A man's home is his castle! And as king I will not tolerate being made fun of in my own castle!"

"Your highness," Francis joked. "I will do anything to but sit on your lap!" Arthur pondered this a moment and then with a smug look made his request. "awn but it looks so much cuter on you my love!"

"I have made my terms."

France went upstairs to change. England felt on top of the world again.

"I can't take it anymore!" Kiku said throwing down the remote. "Go tell him how you feel!" Matthew blushed and tried to protest. "NO! go! If you don't you might lose him to this other guy!" Kiku lied. He knew that there was no one that could steal Alfred away from his brother. "You don't want that to happen do you?" Kiku was right; he really didn't want that to happen. But he didn't want to be hated or rejected either.

"I'm scared. What if he doesn't like me?" Matthew said hanging his head.

"He's your brother. No matter what, he'll always love you." Kiku said smiling and giving the younger boy a reassuring hug. "Go to him."

Matthew ran to the bathroom passing his Papa in sexy waiter…costume…. "Papa!"

Francis waved his hand as he continued walking down the hall. His bare ass scaring Matthew. "Put some clothes on!" After Francis was out of sight Kiku snuck down the stairs with what looked to be Hungary's camcorder. 'Oh lord.' Matthew thought as he turned and walked toward the bathroom again.

He stood outside the bathroom door for what seemed like hours, his heart beating wildly. 'I should just go in there and- god I'm scared. I just have to-'

Alfred turned off the shower and as he was getting out, the door flew open and a blonde boy whizzed in almost knocking him over. He blushed as his brother wrapped his arms around his waist tightly. "Alfred!" Matthew could say no more; instead he buried his face into his brother's wide chest. He was warm and smelled like soap. He loved him. Matthew started to cry.

"Matthew! What's wrong?" Alfred said as he tried to pry his brother off to look at him.

"Please don't leave. Please don't hate me. Please-" Matthew was sobbing now. He wouldn't let go until he knew everything was alright. And if it wasn't he'd simply never let go.

"Matthew, calm down. Tell me what's wrong." Alfred said hugging his brother back, giving up on trying to pull him off. "it's ok. Everything's ok. Just tell me what happened."

"I love you." Matthew said holding on tighter. 'please don't let him let go.' "please don't hate me." To Matthew's surprise, Alfred laughed. This confused the poor venerable country so he looked up, accidentally breaking the embrace. "Al?"

Alfred was doubled over. "Ha-haha-happy! I'm so happy!" The Older Nation was laughing and crying at the same time. He pulled Matthew back into a hug that lifted the shorter boy an inch or two off the ground. He put him down and looked him straight in the eyes. Matthew's heart was about to pop out of his chest or explode or just stop. Alfred hadn't rejected him, he seemed happy maybe… Alfred leaned in and gave Mathew a deep and wet kiss. After a few moments, Matthew needed air. He choked and cried and smiled all at the same time. Alfred took the boy's glasses off and kissed his eyes. "Don't cry mattie, I love you too." His smile was wide. "But you're going to regret it if you don't leave now."

"Why's that?" Matthew asked dumb founded.

"I haven't got any clothes on and you're holding on awful tight Mattie." Alfred laughed as Matthew blushed and left the room. He laughed even harder when he caught him peeping. 'Pervert. I swear.' Alfred was so happy he could dance. So he did.

lol this is by no means the end but a new begining! lol see what happens in the next chapter!

next chapter: Alfred rape?