ELSA'S POV
Jack and I continue to watch the dream sand spread around us. This is why I love the night. I love watching the streams of sand go to the people of the world. Dreams are so important, especially to children. They are what inspire them. It allows them to imagine things that one day, can be possible. It gives them hope that happiness still exists. Dreams are the places for all to escape to their perfect lives. Places where scenarios that you would think could never be true, are possible. Sometimes dreams show us our memories as well. They show us our happy memories that continue to make us who we are. They also show glimpses of our future. They show us what may happen. Sometimes, the things they show us come true, other times, they merely become a scenario deemed to never come true. Many of my dreams consist of my old life. It consists of my memories. My memories with Anna and Kristoff. My childhood memories. The ones where I would be locked in my room to never see a single soul. I would see my parents. I visit my parents and Anna in my dreams. I miss them so much. I never got to see Anna grow up. I never met my nieces and nephews. I never got to spend my life with my family.
I never even got to start my own family. I never got to experience the feeling of falling in love. And deep down, this makes me sad. I never got to experience what my life could've been. I never got to experience love. Now, there are only so many people who can see me. I don't think I'll ever fall in love. There was someone who loved me, but I can't remember them. I can't remember their feelings or how I felt. I don't know what it's like to love. And I don't want to remember who loved me. I can't risk falling in love and then losing them. Deep down, I am broken. I'm broken because I never got to experience the things I wanted to. I never got to see Anna grow up. I never got to meet her family. I never got to start my own family. I am depressed on the inside. But no one knows. No one knows how I am truly feeling. Not even Luna. No one must ever know.
We sit there watching the dreams until I let out a yawn. "I think it's time we head back and get some sleep," Jack said as he looked at me. When I looked back at him, all I saw were his eyes. I've never looked so closely into them before. They were big and blue. Very blue. Rare to see eyes this blue. I think I've only ever seen eyes this blue once before. However, I can't remember where. It must have been in my past life. I continued staring at them and noticed a small yet beautiful snowflake. Those eyes, I've seen them before. Just where have I seen them? They look so familiar. I lose myself in his eyes until I realize that we are only centimeters apart. I look away as soon as I can and look down. For some reason, I feel warmth fly up to my cheeks. My heart is beating so fast and I feel...warm. Strange, I never feel warm.
I stand up and look to Jack again. He takes my hand and I help him up. "We should go now." I say, trying to break this awkward silence. "Ummmm...yeah," he replies. I take to the air first with him following behind. We walk into North's workshop and head to the rooms. We stopped outside of mine which was right next to Jack's. "Hey ummm Jack," I began. "Yeah," he says. "Thanks for coming with me tonight. It was fun." I said as I looked down again. Why am I blushing so much? "Oh yeah no problem. I had fun as well. Thanks for bringing me with you." He said as he began walking away. I don't know what happened next but it was just out of instinct. It was like I lost all control of my mind and body. As he began walking away I called his name,"Jack!" "Hm?" he looked back and I ran up and kissed him on his cheek. "Goodnight," I said. Then, I walked into my room. When I got in, I leaned on the door and fell to the ground. I was smiling like a fool. I don't know what came over me. It just felt so...right. After sitting there thinking about what had just happened, I got up and jumped into bed. I fell asleep with a smile on my face.
JACK'S POV
Elsa kissed me. She really kissed me. Sure it was on the cheek, but she kissed me. It felt so familiar and right. Does she remember me? I hope she does. After she entered her room I felt my hand reach up and touch the spot where she kissed. I couldn't help but smile. My body once again felt warm. I finally felt the feeling that I have been waiting to feel for over 100 years. This night was absolutely amazing. I can't believe she kissed me. I walk back to my room and lean on the door as soon as I get in. This feeling inside is so amazing. I've missed this feeling. This feeling of true happiness. True joy. True love. Love. Even after all these years, I still love her as much as I used to. Maybe even more.
I finally stand up again and climb into bed. I've missed you Elsa. And I'm so glad to have you back. Thank you for tonight. I close my eyes and fall asleep with a smile on my face.
I'M BACK! Only for like 5 chapters though. Then I'm going to go back to my other story. After I finish 5 chapters on that one, I'll go to this one. I think I find this one a bit more challenging because 1) I don't have many ideas for it and 2)It's not based off of my personal experiences so...yeah. All ideas pretty much come from my head. Well, glad to be back! I'll try to update as soon as I can. Happy Reading!