SingMyLullabySweet666: Welcome back everyone! This is chapter 10 of the seemingly never ending story. Lol Anyway, I really do hope you all enjoy it and I'm really sorry for the wait.
Hiei: Sure you are……
SingMyLullabySweet666: I am, really!
Kurama: Yeah, we believe you.
SingMyLullabySweet666: Sure you do. You guys are so mean to me.
Hiei: Just get on with it, Sing. These people are here to read your stupid ramblings; they're here for the story.
SingMyLullabySweet666: Yeah, yeah, I'm getting to it. Anyway, enjoy the chapter.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Yu Yu Hakusho but I do own Ms. Saiyuki and the baby even though I do not know his or her name. I also do not own the lyrics to the song, Glycerine. They belong to Bush.
Chapter Warning(s): Slight angst, swearing, sexual content, verbal abuse.
Chapter Rating: M
Italic thoughts
Regular actions and story
Bold and Italic Lyrics
Glycerine
(Kurama's POV)
He kissed me and he gave me no indication as to why he did it, but by god he kissed me. It wasn't a meek and shy kiss either; it was full blown, on the lips, tongue action, hot, passionate kiss. If only this meant that he forgives me, even if it is only by a fraction. I could live with that, really, I could. To know that the person that you love, your true soul mate, didn't completely hate your guts is probably the most appealing thing in the world. Yet, my mind tells me that he only kissed me because he didn't want my parents or my stepbrother to get suspicious, or something along those lines. I don't want to believe, but it's screaming so loudly inside my head that it's hard to ignore. I want to, oh god to I want to tell it to fuck off, that it was wrong and that Hiei doesn't hate me anymore and that we are on the road to recovery, but I can't. For some reason, a part of me doesn't want to believe that this will end like a fairy tale, like it's supposed to.
Sometimes, when I lie awake late at night, I get these weird feelings and demented thoughts that run through my head like a stampede of wild horses. I feel fear and anguish seep into my heart and it begins to eat at it until I can feel the tears of despair run down my cheeks. I get the thoughts, like for an example, I was lying awake and just watching Hiei sleep beside me, god did he look like an angel that night. Anyway, a thought popped into my mind that made me fear going to sleep. I thought that if I went to sleep, Hiei would climb out of bed, pack what little is still here at the house, and leave me forever. As the thought ran through my head, it seemed more and more real to me with each passing second that it stayed there. That night I didn't get any sleep for fear that if I did, Hiei, my angel, would disappear into the dark of night forever.
More time I can count, I wake up in the middle of the night, tears leaking from my eyes and sweat dripping from my skin all because of a nightmare that had plagued my thoughts and entered my conscious. My movement would disturb Hiei and bring him back from the land of dreams and into reality. He would look up at me with those hazy crimson eyes and then after a moment sit up and take a long, hard look at my appearance before asking me if I just had a nightmare. I would answer with a nod and he would sigh and pull me into his arms where I would hold onto him tightly, not wanting to let go. After a while, he would pull away and the turn to go back to sleep. As he falls into dreamland once more, I sit and just stare down at him, watching him sleep. It occasionally calms me down enough so that I may fall back a sleep, but I rarely do.
That's how it is tonight; I had awoken from slumber with a troubling thought on my mind. I once more had a nightmare, but this was off another demon taking Hiei hostage and killing him and the child in front of my eyes. Now, I don't want to fall asleep again, I'm too afraid to. As I stare at Hiei's sleeping form, I could feel the sensation of peace creep into my body and I smiled slightly at the feeling for it was always welcomed by my tired and weakening body. He looks like an angel, with his body curled into s fetal position so close to mine. He was so close, so close that I could feel the warmth that radiated off of his small form.
With a sigh, I lift my hand and gently move some of Hiei's bang from his eyes. He moaned and moved closer to my body, all the while pulling the thick blanket tighter around his petty form. A small smile crept onto my lips as I watch his eyes shift under his eyelids, yet he was still lost in oblivion. I lean over a bit and placed a light butterfly kiss onto his plumb cheek before removing my hand from his hair and placing it on his slightly bulging abdomen. He's only a month along in the pregnancy, but you could already feel it growing inside of him. Well, considering that it will only take six months for the child to develop, I'm not surprised at this fact. The thought of becoming a father fascinated me, but the sensation of despair hit me like an ocean wave. I knew that after the child was born and Hiei thought it was old enough, he was going to leave and it hurt to know that this is what it has come to. We walk on egg shells everyday and each time it seems harder and harder to except.
It must be your skin that I'm sinking in
It must be for real cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind, it's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why
Everything gone white, everything's grey
Now you're here, now you're away
I don't want this, remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
As the thought ran through my head, I unconsciously leaned in and kissed Hiei on the mouth and gently coaxed his lips open with my tongue before plunging it into his hot cavern. I heard a sweet moan come from the small demon as he shifted in my arms. Not realizing I had, I ran my right hand up under Hiei's night shirt and gently massaged his back. I felt Hiei stir in my arms but paid no heed to it, for I was so focused on the warmth that Hiei was providing for me. Another moan came from his throat, louder this time. I ran my hand up his smooth back and then back down again. After a moment, I repeated the action once more before resting my hand on the small curve of Hiei's hip. I gently turned Hiei onto his back and then placed my body over his, wanting, no, craving the warmth his small form gave off. I need him, need this, for I felt so empty and cold inside.
I pulled away from the kiss and I felt Hiei's chest rise in a gasp before exhaling with a throaty moan that made me hot on the inside. I felt the blood in my body rush to my nether regions as my shaft began to harden. I paced a gentle kiss on his lips before trailing butterfly kisses from there to his ear where I proceeded to nibble on his earlobe. Hiei unconsciously hissed in what appeared to be pleasure. My lips of pleasurable poison kissed from his earlobe to the junction between his neck and collar bone. A sucked the skin into my mouth and nibble lightly on hit, all the while lifting his nightshirt upwards and exposing his chest and semi-hardened nipples. Hiei groaned in his sleep as I left a nice purplish hickey on his neck. I pulled away from his skin for a moment and smirked at my handiwork before leaning back down and placing a soft butterfly kiss to the middle of his chest. Unconsciously, Hiei turned his head from side to side before resting it facing upward. I chuckled low under my breath, a hint of lust thickening my tone just slightly.
"You taste like sweet, my angel, thought there is a hint of spice to it, like cinnamon and sugar. Delicious." I whispered into his ears, where he responded with a small moan and an arch of the back. I took one of Hiei's nipples into my mouth and sucked it gently, like our child will someday and in-return, I received a groan from those plumb and slightly bruised lips. I moaned in response, letting my angel know that I was enjoying this. My hand gently kneaded Hiei's other nipple, hardening fully.
Sitting back on my legs, I pulled Hiei's shirt, along with my own, off and tossed them to the white, fluffy carpet that lined our bedroom. I placed my body fully atop of his once more and then kissed his wanton lips, moaning in the process. I felt Hiei stir once more under me as his arms lifted upwards and came to rest just a little above his head. A smirk danced on my lips as I pulled away, my angel was really enjoying this, even if he was still asleep. I traced my hand down his chest and to his grey sweat pants. Pulling the string that barely managed to keep the pants on my love's narrow hips, I pushed my hand into them. I traced Hiei's growing erection lightly, causing a shiver and a moan to come from his small frame. As I grasped his erection in my hand and began to slowly move it up and down, I took his left nipple into my mouth. Hiei arched his back and groaned. As I left his nipple I lifted my head and nibble on Hiei's neck, over the hickey that I had left there not long ago.
A gasp and a tug of my hair brought my crashing back down to earth. I lifted my head from Hiei's shoulder and removed my hand from his pants. I turned my now forest green eyes, clouded with lust and need, and stared into Hiei's wide and shocked orbs, though if you looked hard enough, you could see the lust underneath the shock. He stared at me for a moment before glaring and trying to shove me off of him. I sat up over his body so that I was straddling his legs, but I refused to move much further.
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine, Glycerine
"What in the hell do you think you're doing, fox?" questioned Hiei as he tried to once more shove me completely off of him. I sat in silence more a moment, too afraid to speak, but more afraid of what he would do if he knew the truth. After ten minutes of not answering, Hiei sighed and sat up as best as he could, even with me still straddling his legs. He looked up into my eyes, demanding that I answer.
"I….." I began but stopped myself. Do I dare tell him that I was about to make love to him, even though he was still asleep. Doesn't that basically count as rape? What should I tell him? The truth never hurts but then again, a white lie is always better. NO! I can't do that to him. I promised myself that I would never lie to him again. I am a man of my word. Yet, on the other hand, I am a thief and I take what I want and I give nothing back. Then again, that was what I was doing all those years when I was beating him. I should…. I should tell him the truth.
"I what, Kurama? Finish the fucking sentence." Hiei hissed out. I sighed and climbed off him completely. Moving to sit Indian style on the bed facing him, I stared down at the sheets that were darkened from the night. He waited impatiently for my answer, while glaring at my figure the entire time.
"I just….. Well, you see….. I…… I just wanted warmth." I finally answered, my hands shaking and my body trembling in fear, fear of his reaction to my answer. I felt a smooth hand placed on top of my head, entangling in the locks of crimson before it gripped a handful of hair and pulled…. Hard. With a hiss of pain, my head was brought up so that I could see my angel's eyes. I could tell that he was unpleased with the answer.
"Then you should have turn up the fucking heat instead of molesting me in my sleep you fucking asshole." He hissed out, his eyes hard and cold. A sigh escaped my lips before I reached up and removed, with some effort, Hiei's hand from my hair.
Sitting up straight, I took in a deep breath before saying, "You don't understand Hiei. You don't get it do you. I didn't want that kind of warmth, I wanted…. I wanted your warmth, no, I craved it, haven been for a while now. When you kissed me, the other day at my parent's house, I felt…. I felt so… So alive. You have no idea how much that kiss meant to me. To me, it just wasn't a kiss, but it was a pact. To me it meant that you were beginning to not hate me; you were beginning to forgive me for what I had done. Even though it was just a kiss, it was so much more than that," I paused, taking in a few breaths in order to stop the sobs that were rising to the surface. With a shaky breath I continued, "God, do you have any idea what it's like to have someone completely hate your guts?" A small laugh, "Wait, wrong question to ask. Let me rephrase it, do you have any idea what it's like to love someone so much that it hurts and only to have them glare at you and toss insults at you without so much as a sign that they don't mean it? I know I hurt you Hiei, I know it, Yukina knows it, my mother knows it, hell, even Kuwabara knew it and he's dense. I don't know how to get you understand how sorry I am, I really don't, but that kiss. God, I felt like everything was going to end well.
"Then I had my doubts. I have this voice inside of my head, screaming that you just did it for show. Maybe you did, maybe you didn't. I wouldn't know, I'm not a mind reader. I don't want to believe the voice, but it's so loud, like a train whistle, and god…. It's so hard to ignore. It keeps screaming, for hours on end, and the only time it seems to shut up is when I recognize it," I paused, the tightening in my throat making it difficult to continue. I looked up into Hiei's eyes and I can see that he's listening closely to everything that I am saying, and it causes my heart to swell with happiness.
"Kurama, I….." Hiei begins but I silence him with a finger. I raise my stinging emerald eyes to his, and smile weakly.
"I hate recognizing the voice because it means that I do have my doubts and it scares me. I want you by my side forever, but I know that this will not be the case. I….. I don't want it to end, at least not on bad terms. I love you, I really do, but I can't seem to make you understand how much. Hiei, I need the warmth you provide because I feel so cold inside. I feel dead and empty without you and I know I'll feel this way until I die. I know that after the birth of our…. The child, you plan on leaving when you think it's old enough. Well, until then, I plan to show you just how sorry I am, but I still don't want you to leave.
I'm not trying to make you stay, by all means, if you want to leave, then do so, but at least give me a sign if you have forgiven me, even if it's only a little. Just do that for me, okay, that's all I ask of you." I finish with a sob of pain as I lower my eyes into my hands, finally releasing the tears that I had been holding back.
I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time
Are you at one or do you lie?
We live in a wheel where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
I treated you bad, you bruised my face
Couldn't love you more, you've got a beautiful taste
I can hear you sigh and the bed shifting under your weight as you move in my direction captures my attention. I look up from my hands and stare you in the eyes. I can see pity, but under it all, I can see a light of forgiveness. A small smile dances on the corner of my lips as I pull you into a hug. You sit there for a moment, just letting me hold you before you, too, placed you arms around my neck as I do the same to you, only around you back. A sigh of content escapes my lips along with a sob of loneliness.
"You're so beautiful, Hiei." I whisper into his ear. He pulls away slightly and searches my eyes for any sign that I am lying before his face breaks out into a wide grin.
"Well," He begins, "I try." Laughter erupts from both of us, mine weak and yours lightly. I lean in and place a butterfly kiss to your forehead, over the jagan eye that hides behind the bandana that you constantly wear. Shortly after, I placed a lingering kiss on Hiei's full and still bruised lips, which he responded to within a matter of seconds. The once seemingly innocent peck to the lips was now a hot, emotion fill, passionate kiss. Hiei pushed our bodies closer together, wanting more of the contact. After sometime, I pulled away with a moan at the loss of heat.
"I don't want you to do anything you don't want to." My voice was serious and my stare was hard. Hiei seemed to be thinking for a while before he nod and pulled his body away with a small 'thank you'. It hurt to let him go but I did anyway, after all, I was a man of my word.
"You're too good for me Hiei; you deserve so much more than I can give you." I whispered, ashamed of the truth. Hiei smiled at me before beckoning me to him with a small wave of his finger. When I was lying beside him, my arms wrapped protectively around him, he answered.
"I know, but then again, you do pamper me." I knew it was a lie, of course I don't pamper him, I don't know how to. Though, I was thankful of the offering.
"Liar, but I'll take it." Was my response. Hiei chuckled and then looked up into my eyes for what seemed like the umpteenth time this night.
"You're such an asshole, you know that Kurama?" Hiei stated, placing a hand on my still bear chest.
"I try. You're a prick, but I love you anyway." I answered, smiling in delight. I lifted one of my hands and moved some of his bangs out of his face. Even though it was dark, I could still see the blush that rose to his cheeks, with some help from the moonlight.
"You need a haircut, you know that?" I asked, twisting a stand of hair around my index finger. He frowned in thought for a moment before answering.
"I plan on growing it out. What do you think?"
"You trying to steal my style?" I answered with a question of my own. He smirked playfully before leaning in slightly.
"Maybe."
I leaned as well as he, our lips mere centimeters apart. "Oh really?"
Lean….
"Yeah."
Lean…
"Really?"
"Yeah." Finally, our lips connected in another passionate kiss. I pushed my tongue into his mouth, which he accepted without any hassle. Our tongues danced to a rhythm unheard, each on coaxing the other. My hand cupped Hiei's face cheek, while the other pulled his body closer to mine. Hiei moaned into the kiss, and before I knew it, he had rolled us over so that he was straddling my thighs, though, we never broke the kiss. He pulled away, smiling down at me as he slowly, playfully, rocked his hips back onto mine. As he moaned quietly, I gasp in want and lust. My hands moved themselves to his hips, gripping them and guiding their motion. Hiei leaned down and we proceed to make out, our tongues battling for dominance. I won in the long run and Hiei had showed no sign of complaint. I lifted my hand and placed it on his chest, before gently gliding it over to Hiei's right nipple, tweaking it until it was as hard as it was before. Hiei pulled away and groaned, arching his back while pushing his hips into mine. I answered with a hiss of pleasure and lust, my eyes darkening once more into forest green. My hand stilled and Hiei looked down at me with a frown of disapproval etched onto his beautiful features.
"I'm not going to do this if you're going to regret it. I need to know if you're going to regret this." I asked my voice rich and thick. Hiei smiled at me before kissing me passionately once more.
Moving to my ear, he nibbled on it for a moment before breathlessly whispering, "I won't regret a thing."
Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine, Glycerine
Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
Don't let the days go by
"That makes two of us." I replied before thrusting my hips upwards into Hiei's, a groan escaping those wonderful lips. I repeat the action once more, before rolling us both over so that I was once more on top. Hiei looked up at me with those gorgeous crimson eyes, now darkened from the building lust within him. I leaned my head down and sucked on his nibble, gently biting down every now and then. Hiei gasped and then moaned in pleasure, his back arching in my touch. My eyes looked up at his face, loving his expression as my other hand reached into his pants and began to slowly pump his erection, hardening it more than it already was.
(Normal POV)
Kurama lifted his head, staring into Hiei's cloudy eyes that were filled with want, a smirk on his lips. Kurama's smirked darkened as he coaxed out his claws from his youkai form. Placing them on Hiei's chest, Kurama dragged them along his skin, hard enough to draw thin lines of blood to the surface, but not hard enough to cause pain. Afterwards, Kurama leaned down and licked the blood off, the saliva stinging the wound, causing Hiei to moan. Kurama licked his way down Hiei's abdomen until he reached Hiei's navel. The fox pushed his tongue in and out of the navel, mimicking what was to come. Hiei moaned and shivered in anticipation.
Sitting on the balls of his feet, Kurama made haste with the fire demon's sweatpants, tossing them somewhere in the room to join the shirts on the floor. Hiei lay exposed completely to the fox's gleaming eyes, his erection standing proud. Kurama smirked, before kissing Hiei's abdomen, just above the patch of pubic hair. Kurama sat back once more, reaching out with his long arms and grasping Hiei's strong thighs, gently spreading them wider. Kurama places Hiei's right thigh on his shoulder, nibbling at the exposed flesh, causing Hiei to moan in wanton need.
"Damn it, Kurama! Stop teasing!" Hiei hissed out, his breath hitching in his throat as Kurama took his lengthy erection into his hot mouth. The sensation was mind blowing and it short circuited Hiei's brain, so that all he could do was lay in a compromising position, begging for more.
Kurama moaned in the back of his throat as he took the fire demon all the way to the base. While bobbing his head, Kurama moved a hand up to Hiei's nipple, tweaking and pinching it. Moving his mouth slowly up the shaft, Kurama ran his tongue under the hardened member, licking along the vein that was there, which caused Hiei to wither in pure pleasure, long throaty moans escaping his luscious lips.
"K-Kura….ma….. More…. Oh, god…. Please……" Hiei groaned out, his hips rising off the mattress to meet the hot suction around his shaft. Kurama gently gripped Hiei's hips, holding them to the mattress as he moved up the shaft once more, licking the slit, before lowering his head agonizingly slowly to the base before repeating the action again.
Hiei's left hand entangled itself in the long crimson hair, pulling at the stands, begging the owner to more, but all he got in reply was a moan and an even slower pace. Hiei wined out, his abdomen tightening unbelievable, wanting to snap but not giving way. Kurama smirked around the member in his mouth before he gently ran his teeth over the member. Licking the slit on the head of the shaft once more, Kurama pulled away with a wet 'pop'. Moving up his lover's body, Kurama began to kiss Hiei with all the love and lust that had been kept inside him for so long. After several minutes of the passionate kiss, Kurama pulled away, allowing Hiei's small body to gasp for air greedily.
"Tell me, my angel. Tell me what it is that you want." Kurama purred into Hiei's ear. Hiei shivered, his small body withered in want and need.
"I….." Hiei began, but moaned as Kurama circled his entrance with a pre-come cover finger.
"Go on," Kurama said, "Tell me what you want." Kurama pushed his finger against Hiei's puckered entrance but refused to push it passed the tight ring. Hiei groaned and thrust his hips downwards, hoping to take the appendage in but Kurama moved his hand away in order to prevent it from doing so.
Finally, Hiei snapped, "GOD, WILL YOU FUCK ME ALREADY!"
Kurama's face light up with a wicked smirk before he ruthlessly shoved his finger into Hiei's accepting body. Hiei arched his back and cried out from the sting of the finger forcing its way into his body, but the pleasure he receive made the small pain worth it. Kurama slowly, experimentally, wiggled his finger inside of Hiei's tight entrance, loosening it further and finding what it was looking for. Hiei's mouth opened in a breathless moan, his back rising as far as it could go. The smirk never left Kurama's face as he relentlessly forced his finger against Hiei's sweet spot, making the small demon moan in lust, his body thrashing from the assault. When Kurama thought Hiei was loose enough, he entered a second finger, followed by the third.
"So…. So good….. Oh…… Fuck me!" cried Hiei as he thrust his body on to the three appendages. Kurama leaned down pulled Hiei into a kiss. While he distracted the fire demon, Kurama removed his three fingers from the still tight pucker, causing Hiei to moan at the loss. Quickly, and without hesitation, Kurama push the head of his thick member past the fire demons tight ring of muscle. Hiei threw his head back into the stain covered pillow, his mouth releasing a long moan. Kurama, in return, answered with a groan of his own as he placed his head on Hiei's shoulder.
"Take all or slowly?" questioned Kurama, the words broken by shaky breaths and throaty moans. Hiei wrapped his legs around the fox's waist before pulling Kurama to him, which forced Kurama's member into him until he met the base. The entrance was swift, which cause Hiei to tear slightly, the stinging pain mixed with the searing pleasure, causing a perfect balance between the two.
Kurama pulled Hiei up into his lap as he sat back onto the bed. Cautiously, Kurama trusted his hips upwards, causing Hiei to bow his head and moan. This carried on for three more trusts, before Hiei began to meet Kurama's trusts half-way. They began to move faster, one trusting upwards while the other trusted down. Soon, their paced began to pick up speed until Hiei was basically bouncing on Kurama's lap.
"Fuck….. Kurama…." Hiei cried, the pain and pleasure began to drive him wild. The tightening in his stomach pulled tighter until it felt as if he would exploded soon if he didn't release. Kurama smirked, before he firmly planted his feet on the plush carpet. Standing on his feet, Kurama continued to trust vigorously into his partner, all the while backing Hiei into the closest wall. As Hiei's back slammed against the wall, my shaft was pulled in as deep as it could go. Kurama and Hiei both moaned in sync with one another, the union of their bodies was sending them deeper into the void of pleasure. Pushing Hiei's legs up against his chest, Kurama began to use his full weight to trust into his lover's tight heat.
The feeling of the shaft growing inside of him made Hiei open his eyes that he had unconsciously closed. Nearly black lustful eyes met cat-like golden-yellow. Long silver hair cascaded over broad shoulder, tickling the outsides of Hiei's thighs. Two fox-like ears sat upon the head, signifying the change that had just accord.
"Y-Youko!" Hiei howled as the force of the trust caused his hips to snap back against the wall and forward again.
"You….. are so….. tight…. Firefly….." hissed Youko as he pounded into his mate's body with remorse or concern of injury. Leaning in, Youko kisses Hiei passionately, stealing away his breath, which cause the demon to see stars. Youko braced one hand against the wall and the other drifted lower until it circled the fire demon's hard shaft. Matching his hand to his trust, Youko had Hiei crying out in release within the matter of two trusts. Hiei's cum splattered onto Youko's chest, as well as Hiei's Youko came within his mate's body a millimeter of a second after Hiei, howling out in his own release. Trusting twice more into Hiei's body, Youko collapsed against Hiei and the wall, using it as a support to hold both of them up. Small kisses were planted on the other's lips during the afterglow.
Glycerine, Glycerine
Glycerine, Glycerine
Lifting his head from his mate's shoulder, Youko's eyes stared long and hard into Hiei's crimson orbs. A small smile came to his face as he found the strength to stand on his own two feet. Walking the back towards the bed, his softened member still embedded within Hiei's tight heat, Youko laid them down on the soft mattress, Hiei on top. Hiei groaned as Youko pulled his member from his body. Hiei sat up with little strength and looked down at Kurama's youkai form.
"It's been awhile, fox." Hiei stated as he sat up straight, using the fox's stomach as a seat. A low rumble came from the fox's chest as he chuckled, his golden eyes glimmering in mischievous.
"It has, firefly. You don't mind, do you? I only wanted to come out and….. play." Youko purred, running his hands up and down Hiei's sides.
"I wasn't expecting it. You haven't come out to play, as you call it, in a while." Hiei retorted, a small smile on his lips.
"I like to make an entrance." Youko purred again, the hidden meaning behind the statement causing the fire demon to blush slightly.
"You're a pervert." Hiei snorted, the blush darkening.
"I do believe you're blushing, firefly."
"I am not." Hiei protested.
"Then what do you call the reddening over your cheeks?" Youko questioned, causing the said demons cheeks to darken once more.
"I'm overheated!"
"Right, firefly. And here I thought you were a fire demon. How stupid of me." Youko chuckled, his eyes shining brilliantly with the little game he had started.
"Shut up, stupid fox. And stop calling me that!" Hiei whined in protest, lightly hitting the fox's chest with his fist.
"What?" countered Youko.
"Don't play stupid with me, you perverted fox!" Hiei growled, not liking that he had fallin' right into the fox's little trap.
"What ever do you mean….. firefly?" purred Youko, the sound thick and sensational.
"That! Don't call me that!" hissed Hiei, his frustration mounting.
"What? Firefly?"
"YES!"
"And why not?" questioned Youko.
"Because it's stupid and I resemble nothing of a fly." Hiei stated, glaring down at the demon underneath him as he heard and felt the demon's chuckle. "What, may I ask, is so funny?"
"You, firefly. Your answers amuse me to no end. I could sit here and listen to you talk for all eternity." Laughed Youko as he sat up, Hiei still in his lap. The fire demon's face lit up like a Christmas tree. "I love it when you blush, baby. It makes you look so innocent and fuckable."
"1) I don't think fuckable is a word; 2) I am not, I repeat, NOT blushing, you stupid fox; and 3) Don't ever call me baby again or I'll gut you like a fish, am I understood?" Hiei growled, his eyes narrowing in false anger. Youko howled with laughter, hugging the smaller demon to his rather large, as in tall, frame.
"You are too good for me, you know that? Too good." Youko said, his eyes glimmering in the pale moonlight. Hiei's eyes widen at the words, for they were the same words used by Shuichi when he was apologizing to him. As Youko's laughter died off, the fox could sense that something was off with his mate. Looking deep into the demon's eyes, he could see the sadness and anger in them, but the emotion that clearly stood out among the others was uncertainty. Under the pale moonlight, it looked as if the fire demon was ready to cry, which caused Youko's heart to well with concern and pity as a thought came to him.
Bad moon white again
Bad moon white again
As she falls around me
"He means what he says, firefly, so do not doubt his words anymore. I know that that is what you are thinking about. Trust me, he means every word he speaks to you. You should hear him some of the times, beating himself up because he is worried of what you might do when he wants to tell you something. This fear holds him back from telling you what he really wants to say, so in a way, he twists the truth sometimes, but none-the-less, it is still the truth he speaks to you. Shuichi loves you, Hiei, and do not doubt it when he tells you. He's trying to change, believe me, he is." Youko stated, holding Hiei close to his body the entire time. He could feel the demon's form shake in repressed sobs.
"I," Hiei began, "I want to believe him, I really do, Youko, but I can't. I'm too afraid to. I don't want him to hurt me anymore. I mean, I have a baby to worry about now, I have no time to worry about if this relationship is going to work out. I love him…. By god, I love him with all my heart, but it's too hard. I don't my child to be in harms way, I don't. Youko, you have to understand where I am coming from! I have been let down by everyone and I'm quite sick of it! For the love of god, I'm sick of being beaten, of being let down, of…. Of being ignored. I just wanted affection, but after he came back from juvy, he was a total ass! I'm sorry Youko, I can't! I just can't!" cried Hiei, tears now leaking from his eyes. Youko sighed, his own golden orbs mirroring the sadness that the other felt.
"You know, firefly, that, in demon terms, we are bonded." Youko stated, his voice dry.
Hiei's eyes caught his, crimson glaring into emotionless gold. A moment of silence went by before Hiei answered with "Yes."
"For life." Youko said, his voice the same dry tone he had used before. Hiei glared, hate rising to the surface.
"Yes…." The word was hissed out with such hate laced to it that you would one would was never capable of that strong of emotion.
"You do know that the child within you is a part of Shuichi and if you break the bond, the child is, by demon terms, legally his to take." Youko asked, his voice dry with a cold edge to it.
"Just what the hell are you getting at fox?" hissed Hiei, his voice as cold as a glacier.
"I'm saying that you can't escape Hiei. I know you don't want to be here, but the child will bind you here. There is no escaping this," Youko sneered, "Firefly." Hiei shivered, the word was spoken with such malice that it chilled the fire demon to the bone.
"You're wrong! You're fucking wrong, you god damn bastard! Shuichi would never hold me here against my will. He wouldn't hold the child against me, either. You're a fucking liar fox!" Hiei hissed, struggling to get out of the fox's grasp. They struggled more a moment before Hiei was finally able to pull himself free. Pushing away from the fox, Hiei now stood on the carpet with the thick blanket wrapped around his body.
"Oh really? Who said he wouldn't do it?" hissed Youko, his eyes narrowed in rage. He, too, stood up from the bed, eyes glaring down at the fire demon.
"Shuichi gave his consent for me to leave. You fucking, good for nothing, bas-…" Hiei was stopped mid-sentence when he felt the stinging sensation of a slap against his cheek. Wide, shocked eyes stared into satisfied gold.
"You will learn to hold you tongue around me, least I rip it out," Youko paused, waiting for a sign of protest but got none. He continued, "Good. Now get this through your head, you little whore, I am your master, your mate. You will treat me with the up most respect. I own you, god damn it!"
"You own nothing, you fucking bastard!" Hiei howled, his eyes narrowed in pure rage.
I needed you more when we wanted us less
I could not kiss, just regress
It might just be clear simple and plain
Well that's just fine, that's just one of my names
Youko's eyes narrowed further in anger, if that was even possible. He raised a clawed hand to strike Hiei's cheek once more but was stopped when a sudden wave of pain coursed through his body. Clutching his chest, Youko fell to his knees before Hiei. The feeling of being ripped into two caused the fox demon to howl in pure pain.
"SHUICHI, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? STOP! STOP THIS AT ONCE!" Youko screamed at the top of his lungs. Hiei's eyes widen in surprise as his eyes met one golden and one emerald green. Youko's hair was turning from the mesmerizing silver to the unruly crimson of his human counter part.
"S-Shuichi…. You're saving me? Wh-why?" Hiei asked himself more than anyone else. He stared at the other demons body, which was now covered in a thin sheet of sweat. Groans and hisses of pain were coming from the withering body before him. Hiei covered his ears as a particularly excruciating scream was torn from the pale lips before all was heard was panting. Kneeing before him, weak and in pain, was Shuichi, the Shuichi he knew and loved.
"Shuichi?" came Hiei's questioning voice, wanting know if it was really Kurama…. The true Kurama.
"Are…. Are… you…. Are you injured?" questioned a tired and weak Kurama, his voice laced with pain. Hiei sobbed in relief before rushing to the kneeling form in front of him. Kneeling next to the fox, Hiei placed a hand lightly on his shoulder.
"No," Hiei began, "He only slapped me. You stopped him before he could do anything else."
"You mean…. I slapped…. You." Kurama stated, raising his tired and empty emerald eyes to Hiei's. Hiei shook his head, smiling weakly.
"No. That wasn't you…" Hiei started but was stopped by a strong glare from Kurama.
"NO! It was me, regardless of what you say!" Kurama growled, his voice as cold as it was when he was Youko. Shaking Hiei's hand from his shoulder, Kurama stood up and stumbled towards the bed. As he reach the mattress, Kurama threw himself onto it where he proceeded to pass out. Hiei looked worriedly at the form lying on the bed, before heaving a sigh and un-wrapping the blanket from his small form. Walking over to the bed, he placed the thick cover over the other's body, before climbing in next to him. As Hiei lied down, he stared hard into the other's back.
"No…. Kurama…. It wasn't you." Hiei mumbled before he, too, passed out from exhaustion.
Don't let the days go by
It could've been easier on you, you, you
Glycerine, Glycerine
Glycerine, Glycerine
SingMyLullabySweet666: Well, that's it for now. I really hoped you enjoyed this. It took me two days, 15 pages, and lots of thinking to write. It was all worth it, I think. Not what you were expecting at the end, huh? Anyway, R&R please!