I wish I had an Angel
Tenth Encounter
Now, Seto's threat will really come true. Now, everything will lead to an end – One way or another.
Credits go to: A brilliant pic on DA which doesn't want to show here.. _
And Oomph - Labyrinth * Eisbrecher - Schwarze Witwe (Black Widow)
"Klopf, klopf, laß mich rein.. laß mich dein Geheimnis sein.. klopf klopf…"*
„Hi," the CEO just stared into those flickering lavender eyes, being seated comfortably in his big black armchair. "I awaited you."
This somewhat official and emotionless response set Malik bristling again, but this time of an instinctive fear. Something was wrong here!
In this moment, he knew he'd made a severe mistake.
But it was too late.
"Come here," Kaiba demanded, yet not taking the initiative himself. As he saw Malik remaining at that spot on which he'd entered the room, he sighed and got up from his seat. Opening his drawer, his hand searched for something which the Egyptian recognized for a pair of handcuffs.
What the -
"Did you not hear me?" Seto shot an icy glare at the youth, and with some swift steps approached the hesitating classmate. "I said: COME HERE!"
The commanding, cruel tone in his voice finally broke the paralyzing of Malik.
"I've already come to your house.." he tried to contradict, his eyes fixed on the metal shackles Seto held in his hands. "And I'm here."
"Tell me something I don't know yet, Malik," the CEO told him in an icy voice and let the handcuffs dangle in front of him. "And I don't say it a third time."
Reluctantly, the Egyptian let himself be devoured by those cruel cold eyes and made some cautious steps forward until he stopped in front of the CEO, just some centimeters away from his face.
He couldn't help it, his mind was being blocked by the fear of this person.. this was not Kaiba anymore, this was a demon..
"Good," Seto grinned and the sadistic flicker in his eyes widened. With a clicking sound, he adjusted the chains. Then, by a sudden motion, he pushed the youth so that he fell hard to the ground.
"Ouwch!"
Now, Malik had found back to reality.
"Why did you do that, you asshole?!" he scowled at him, trying to get at least into a sitting position.
His instincts were acting strongly now so that his fear changed into aggression..
"I've done nothing to upset you! And why did you bring me to this room again?"
"Don't you worry too much," Seto coolly closed and locked the door, nevertheless casting a scornful glance at the youth on the ground.
Then he went back to his desk and took something out of it which Malik recognized for a kind of ruby colored ribbon. "You will have different problems than this room, I assure you."
"What are you -" Malik could at first not recognize what Kaiba had in mind, but suddenly tensed when his sight got shut down literally. He could feel the cool fabric covering his eyes, blindfolding him so that he couldn't see anything at all.
What was the purpose..? Why had Kaiba changed his mind – if he had, at all?
"Why is that..?!" he kept sitting on the floor, his fear rising more and more. This was somehow not the way it should be.. "What have you got in mind? Answer me!" he tried commanding although his attempt was in vain.
"You have not comprehended at all, my dear friend," Seto whispered into his ear, setting Malik at unease because of the strangely intensified feeling. "Why do you think I've brought you here?"
Slowly unbuttoning the Egyptian's shirt, the CEO delighted in seeing his victim so totally helpless. He didn't move just one inch, exactly like an untamed being would react. He was sitting there perfectly still – except for the slight shiver running over his body which Malik couldn't prevent.
It felt strange.. being deprived of his eyesight, all other senses worked better and more intense than usual. He knew he would be humiliated again, and, somehow, the thought set him anxious as well as scared. Yet.. still he got the feeling of something being.. false.
He could feel the shirt sliding off his shoulders and down to the ground, exposing his torso to Seto who could now see the scars clearly.
"You want me to say nice things to you, don't you.." he snarled an answer, trying to keep calm although his instinctive alarm clock went off with full force. He didn't like Kaiba being so close to his bare back..
And when Seto was touching the signs with his hand, Malik twitched.
"Exactly, Malik," Seto caressed the youth on his neck, receiving a suppressed moan for response. "I want you to surrender completely and tell me your secret. The secret of your very self."
"What are you talking about?!" the Egyptian tried to distract Seto from his ambitions, his fear slowly rising towards panic. Yet, he felt strangely excited because of the tender touches at his neck and shoulders, creeping along his back too.
He didn't like what his instincts told him. Not at all. He could sense the danger radiating from Kaiba. This was not like the few times before.. this was different!
"You'll see in a minute," Kaiba didn't waste any time, and Malik could hear him taking something from his desk. "Oh, I forgot: You cannot see."
It had to be something small, light.. and it made a strange, scraping sound on the wood..
What was that?
"You know.. I've been thinking a lot for the last time. And I have to admit, my first and foremost intention – which was to get you down – has been distracted quite too much," he let his hand softly trail along Malik's collarbone and chest, granting the youth reassuring touches before things would be getting ugly. "I made a mistake in letting this develop on its own so far."
"So.. what will you do now?" the Egyptian swallowed, already having an idea at what Kaiba was aiming.. Those soft caresses were a lie; their intention were to give him the feeling that everything was still ok. That this was only just another exciting game they played..
But in his heart he knew it wasn't.
"I know there is something you are keeping hidden still," the CEO touched one of the scars with the blunt side of the small dagger, making Malik wanting to repulse at once.
This device! It was a -
"Take it away..!" he shouted at once, and, trembling, a long dismissed feeling came creeping up his back again..
"What do you want from me, anyway? Did you not already made me giving myself up to your mercy?!" he started talking hastily, trying to get himself out of the shit before Kaiba would make his threat come true.
"Ah.. now you're finally talking seriously," Seto smirked devilishly, holding the blade up so that its sharp end pierced on Malik's bronze skin directly. The Egyptian could feel the resolute pricking in his neck, fear eventually overtaking anxiety.
"I was searching a bit in your own personal history, and I finally found the explanation for those scars.." Seto told him, cool and matter-of-fact. It was this totally indifferent voice with which he was speaking that gave Malik the creeps. He felt the hairs on his neck bristling.
"And..?" the Egyptian murmured, not daring to try a flight. What would he achieve by that? Seto would make him sit down again in a matter of seconds. So, all he was left to do was to stay down and wait. Wait for the final, destroying blow.
"You didn't tell me what you felt back then," Kaiba's lips curled to a demonic smile which Malik of course couldn't see with his eyes, but very well sense with his whole body.. "And I want to know the whole tragedy.. how deep this went into your consciousness.."
"No.." the youth whispered fearfully, and he felt how the cool blade was trailing along the scars of his back - with the sharp end. The formerly pricking sensation gave way to a sharp and acute pain when Malik realized that Seto was actually cutting him! He truly wanted to repeat it all!
"Ahh… don't do that! No!!" the pictures of a dark, cold room emerged inside his head and now fear and panic mingled in one.
"No.. please not!!" he felt his wrists being held in a tight grip, unable to escape the procedure. With one hand, Seto was holding him firm while the blade was following the healed scars from his past, lightly re-cutting the lines and curves in the bronze skin..
"Ah come, you've had enough chances to tell me.." the CEO was still smiling, and he enforced the pressure on the dagger, that way cutting deeper into the smooth skin. "You have to cope with it.. so.. be a good boy, you know it's for your own sake."
When he was hearing those words, the Egyptian felt flooded by pictures of the incidents back then. He had been denied everything his character stood for, unable to move away from pain and humiliation they had given him..
"NOOOO!!!!!" he yelled, memory rushing through his mind with full force. He saw pictures he'd wished to never see again, he experienced feelings of agony and shame he'd never wanted to feel again..
"No, leave me, leave me!!" he vehemently tried to rear under Seto's grip who was holding him firmly, surprised by this sudden and violent reaction. He knew those scars were a painful memory, but, as it seemed, not the only ones..
This was different.. This was PANIC in its purest form!
"Is there something you want to tell me?" he asked the youth with a sadistic sneer in his voice, getting more and more absorbed into the ambition of trying to get something out of Malik. He barely recognized the bloody traces he was causing with his knife, blood slowly trickling down the bronze back. "Now would be a good time for easing your conscience.."
"Please.. stop it..!!" the Egyptian's earlier demand changed to a desperate begging for mercy. He was falling prey to his memory, feeling the pain of the cutting and reminding him of his shameful past. Everything which had happened and changed him that much was happening again..
"Don't do this, please.. no..!" he tried to get himself under control again but panic had taken over his whole thinking and when Malik felt his own, warm blood trickling down his back, the person whom he had to pay tribute for his trauma visualized in front of his inner eye.
"Father, why..? Make it stop, please!! " he shouted, absolutely panicked. "It hurts so much..! Uh.. why are you doing this to me..?!"
"You are under my command, and I have the control over your life!" he heard the hissing, cruel voice near his ear, encouraging his trauma to become more powerful over him. "So tell me the right thing this time..!" Seto demanded icily, and continued cutting the scars until they bled stronger, intensifying the feeling of pain and shame for Malik. Missing the fact, however, that he had gotten him at the verge of existence.
The Egyptian was breaking.
"Y..You won.. I surrender.." the voice of the youth suddenly collapsed to something like a sobbing, first tears slowly emerging on his cheeks. "I.. I will do as you like it, but please stop it.."
This was just too much for his mind to bear. Malik very well knew why he had buried those experiences deeply behind thick mental walls. It had cost all his strength to not let himself be taken over by his agony when he was a child.. but now it had come back with terrible force..
"So?" the CEO tried to keep his cool attitude, nevertheless feeling strangely touched by what he saw. This was nothing he had ever seen in his entire life. And who knew what had happened BESIDES of what he'd heard..
"Do you acknowledge the power I have over you? Do you finally accept your inferiority?"
"Yes.. I do.." the voice of the youth had clearly gotten down to a sobbing, and Malik was released of the knife on his back as well as of the blindfold and the handcuffs. Seeing the figure of the crouching youth there, Seto couldn't believe his eyes.
The Egyptian was still trembling like aspen-leaf, hiding his face ashamed in his hands.
And only now became the CEO aware of the fact that Malik was really crying.
Yet, Seto felt that a mixture of compassion and avarice had seized his mind. He truly was a sadistic person if he delighted in destroying people's mind and breaking them. And with Malik, he had to confess, it was a really special occasion..
He didn't understand it himself, but he felt a strong objection to the idea of letting Malik go. Because he had finally learnt how to obey..?
"Hey.." he tried to look the Egyptian into his eyes, but Malik turned his face away, curling himself together like a cat and not ceasing crying for about ten minutes.
Those were the most humiliating minutes in his entire life, but he couldn't help it. Everything he had buried behind mental walls was flooding out at once now..
It was only when he slowly stopped crying that he felt someone grabbing his wrist and pull him forward. The CEO had cowered himself on the floor and was now examining the youth with his cold, blue eyes, searching for something.
"Hey, don't cry.." Seto's voice had taken on a tone which Malik very quickly recognized for barely hidden triumph and a kind of.. desire? "Don't cry or I forget myself."
Honestly, what the hell was going on here?!
"Is this not what you wanted to see so badly?" he hissed back at the CEO, but let himself being engaged in a sudden, passionate kiss. Further contradiction being shut off, he could only try to back away from the iron grip in which his wrist was held.
However, he couldn't help but respond to the kiss.. it was.. as if this was exactly the thing he was needing most now. Although the mere thought was ridiculous.. He felt the pain and blood on his back, yet the fiery kissing almost negotiated the feeling of agony, strangely enough.
"Hmm.. why are you.." the lavender eyes had slightly darkened and were looking at Kaiba with an expression of submission and desire. The CEO, in turn, finally grasped the truth that he had truly won over Malik. Victory gleamed in his eyes, only manifesting the wish to keep the Egyptian at his side.
And what Seto became aware of was that Malik would do exactly that by himself..
"You are mine.." he smirked devilishly, touching the Egyptian between his legs who twitched because of the new sensation. A soft moan escaped his throat, feeling the massaging hand through the fabrics of his trousers. "And no one will do this to you from now on except me.. do you understand that?"
After some seconds, Malik nodded.
"I do.." his voice quivered slightly with a touch of fear, yet his imagination set everything inside him on fire again. Although the pain was still present, a rush of excitement was running through his body which made him shiver.
"You know your place now, don't you.." the CEO had released his grip and sneaked behind the Egyptian who was still sitting on the cool floor, puzzled because of fear and excitement. Malik could feel Seto's warm breath on his neck.. making him the more uneasy.
"Yes.." the youth felt the belt of his trousers being loosened, followed by eager hands which were pulling down said clothes so that the more private parts of his body were now fully exposed to the person at his back. He still didn't know what to do.. should he yield to what Kaiba very probably had in mind?
"But.. this is.. wrong.. I'm not a toy.." he mumbled, the last part of his pride trying to tell him that he had to get out of here. If he wouldn't go now, it was over - Yet, he couldn't persuade his body to move. It was like being paralyzed.. paralyzed by his own masochistic desire.
"It surprises me, Malik, that I hear you saying this.." he could hear Seto's chilling, triumphant voice next to his ear. Biting the rim of his ear, the CEO closed his hand around the Egyptian's best piece to give it a steady massage. After all, he was a guy like himself..
"Uh.. what.." Malik couldn't suppress a moan, and his cheeks flushed with red. Still he hadn't said anything positive or negative on the whole scene, it was.. it was..
"It seems you need some help to decide," the smirk on Seto's lips widened and he enforced his grip on the Egyptian's arousal while tracing the bloody scars on Malik's back with his other, free hand. The youth shuddered and gave a muffled groan, this time of mental pain.
When he saw the blood covering his fingers, a rush of excitement and power rushed through Kaiba's mind and body and set himself on fire as well. He finally had Malik brought to where he'd wanted him to be – at his feet.
It was like playing with a special and precious pet..
"Scared?" Seto whispered into the ear of the Egyptian and let his fingers glide in between the legs of the youth, using the blood on his fingers to make it easier to enter him. "You have no reason to be scared if you do what I tell you.."
"No.. don't do this..hnn.." Malik trembled when he felt the other moving his fingers inside him, getting towards his most vulnerable spot. With a muffled cry, the youth instinctively bend over.
"Ah.. not there.. uh.." he moaned in response to the inward strokes, leaving himself to his bodily desire and craving. He felt helpless, yielding to his passion and longing for those touches to go on although he hadn't admitted it. Not yet.
"No?" Seto frowned, a grin appearing in his face. He knew that Malik just told this in a vain attempt to console his own pride. It was totally useless - but it was another thing to make that clear to him.
"I can just stop here and leave you with that.." the CEO let go of his victim, and for some seconds just watched the trembling Egyptian. It was obvious that he enjoyed the treatment he was receiving - and quite visible.
Of course he was horny.. Malik confessed to himself, but only because he wasn't given any chances to opt for alternatives. Kaiba was teasing him until he would forget who he was.. Until his sensual reception got too blurred to keep up his mental resistance. If ever there was one still..
"You wouldn't do that.." Malik's voice had taken on a helpless undertone, it sounded as if he was almost.. begging. But begging.. for what?
He tried to get his body under control again and calm down, but only shivered the more when he felt touched by those cool, determined hands which were trailing along his silhouette and touching him again at his most private parts.
"Hah.. no.." the youth felt that he lost his control.. the sensation made him crave for more although pain and humiliation mingled into it, creating a more intense atmosphere than before.
"Oh, if you're so objected to the idea, I stop and you can do it yourself," Seto just stated coolly, and awaited Malik's answer. "Or; you're finally honest to yourself and telling me the truth."
"Ok.." the Egyptian eventually admitted after some seconds. "Ok.. I WANT this to go on, dammit.." his voice had become almost silent, an almost desperate pitch in it. "Do it.."
"Those are the words I've been waiting for.." Kaiba pulled the youth at his chest all of a sudden, making Malik feel his warmth and agitation as well. The Egyptian was well aware of the obviously quite aroused youth at his back, sending shivers down his spine because of anticipation.
It was to totally untypical for him to let himself be dominated by another man, yet the mere memory of this kind of sex made him forget everything else..
With some fast moves the CEO had opened his own trousers, and without waiting much longer closed the space between them with some forceful thrusts, making the Egyptian tremble of pain.
"Uh.. ouwch.." Malik found himself on his knees again, hands piled on the floor. It still remained strange, being nailed to the ground like a dog.. "Hah.. this hurts.." he bit his hand, and tried to relax through the moves which were dragging him back and forth.
"Try to relax.." Kaiba enjoyed in pinning the youth to the ground, making him not any better than a helpless victim of his lust. Yet, he knew that the Egyptian wanted exactly that. He wanted to be humiliated in order to experience the most of pleasure..
Grabbing him around his waist, the CEO pulled the youth nearer to him while making him bend his back more in order to meet the thrusts. And after some instants, he had found the sensible spot again and delighted in stimulating the youth until he started to beg for more..
"Uh.. yes.." the lavender eyes had become dark tinted like amethysts and Malik finally gave up whatever was left of his own will. "This is.. good.. ah..?" his desire swept him away, leaving him utterly dependent on his instincts. Little electric currents were slowly creeping up from inwards, his breathing got harder each second..
"Ah.. this sounds much more better.." Seto noticed himself being engaged in his own passion more and more, a strange, yet craving desire crawling through his body. He increased the speed and intensity of his moves, burying himself deep inside the slender body. "Do you still want me to stop now?"
"No.." Malik winced, literally begging for more. It felt so great.. he had the feeling of being taken away by this mix of brutality, shame and passion.. This was better than anything else.. "Go on.. don't stop it, please!" he heard himself plead and buried his face ashamed in his hands. God.. this was so embarrassing, yet so arousing! He didn't know what he was saying anymore..!
For response, he felt himself pressed upon the floor and strong arms which were holding him in a close embrace. He felt the other one thrusting hard and almost brutal into the slender, shivering body beneath him, hitting the sensible spot to stimulate the youth further.
"Ah.. hn.." the Egyptian let go of his self-esteem, totally yielding to the reactions of his body. Meeting the moves by his own as far as possible, he enjoyed being taken by the body of the person he'd hated and feared so much, giving him a pleasure never dreamt of.
"Good enough..hn..?" the CEO felt himself being taken over by his own desire likewise. He had never experienced this kind of total union, even if it was just for the physical factors. It felt so much different.. and suddenly so much better to sleep with a guy instead of a girl.. He knew he was nailing the Egyptian with rough brutality, yet his reaction told him there was nothing wrong with that.
On the contrary, it seemed he liked the violent treatment.. hate and fear for Seto had turned into the totally opposite somehow.. And deep inside, the CEO knew this had hit a string in himself too..
"Whatever happens, your place is here.. I won't let you go, you'll have to stay.." his breathing had quickened, too, and he noticed his body was slowly getting towards climax. Why was he shivering so much?.. he asked himself, yet disposed the thought when he heard Malik's reply.
"Yes, I will.. uh.." Malik moaned because of excitement, and shuddered because of the violent moves he experienced. Now he'd truly defined himself a masochist, giving in to Kaiba's order and denying himself in order to be given pleasure.. Why hadn't he noticed earlier?
„I give in.. so just fuck me.. uhn.." he panted, feeling the electric current inside him getting stronger, almost making him reach climax. He desperately longed for this to end, noticing that his strength was leaving him. Although his hands were piled on the floor, he wouldn't be able to hold up his body and consciousness much longer.. be it only for the psychic torment he'd experienced today.
"With pleasure..ah.." the CEO gave the youth some last, forceful thrusts inside his body, enclosing his arousal to quicken the pace. In a matter of seconds, he noticed a shudder running through the Egyptian's whole body, coming almost simultaneously with himself.
It was almost in the middle of the night when Malik awoke again. He felt strangely numbed in every aspect, as if he was still living a dream.. or was it all just a dream?
He could feel a neat white bandage around his torso, the faint pulsing of the cuts on his back, and something warm and breathing next to him..
With a cry of astonishment, he noticed that he had been lying half curled together next to a sitting person on a warm and soft bed, that person being no one else than Seto Kaiba. The CEO was wearing his white shirt, and blue trousers again, and had been occupied reading.
"What are you screaming that loud?" he shot Malik a sharp look, yet couldn't suppress a smirk when he let his gaze wander over the slender, bronze body. And only now became the Egyptian aware of the fact that he was lying there totally naked, except the bandaging.
All of a sudden, his cheeks reddened because of embarrassment.
Yet, he didn't try to back away, too warm and soothing was that tall body against which he was lying.
"What.. what am I doing here?" he stammered, his memory failing in his service. "What.. happened? Did I pass out?"
"Yes, foolishly enough," Seto sighed scornfully, but in an instant his face softened again when he saw the slightly scared flicker in Malik's eyes. He still remained a haunting image for the Egyptian's mind..
"But I thought you might be better off here instead on the cold floor down there," the CEO explained and grinned. Now the youth really resembled a tamed Wildcat, his fangs and claws were broken at last.
"I am not your pet," the Egyptian's bright eyes sparkled at the CEO, somehow furious as well as relieved. At least, he wouldn't have to fear anything from Kaiba now.. He was sure this was over. And he was not scared, on the contrary, he felt safe here..
"Ah, and what if I make you one?" Kaiba just spoke curiously, and caressed the youth on his neck. "You belong to me. That means: You'll follow my orders and I'm taking care of you. The deal that's easy."
"If you don't hurt me anymore," the Egyptian murmured, snuggling at the tall body. A sudden shiver of cold flooded through him. But he felt as if a long twisted cord had been cut through, in one or other respects. His mind had acknowledged that he had found his master, so to speak.
"I'll stay here as long as you like it.."
"So, you finally got it," Seto couldn't help than to caress the youth behind his ears,receiving a kind of purring for an answer. Funny, how tame Malik could be, once you broke his fighting spirits..
"Hmm.." the Egyptian mumbled, tired of the day and the things he'd experienced. Were it not for the constant pain on several parts of his body, he still had believed this was a dream.. But it was none. And so much had happened today.. All he wanted to do now was to sleep.
"Good Night, little Wildcat," he heard the CEO whisper into his ear, and Malik couldn't help but to purr because of the tender caresses on his neck. "You're safe her, and you don't have anything to fear. Just sleep," he heard Seto's soothing voice, and was slowly dozing off.
Everything else before had fled from Kaiba's mind likewise. Instead of quitting this whole affair by one last action he had done the exact opposite. He had finally found someone who truly accepted his dominance, nevertheless didn't want to leave him because of that..
Seeing the asleep youth at his side, he unconsciously pulled Malik closer to him.
"Remember that you are mine.. Now and forever."
~ THE END ~
Songtext: Oomph – Labyrinth
"Klopf klopf.. laß mich rein, laß mich dein Geheimnis sein.. klopf klopf.."
Translation: „Knock knock.. let me in, let me be your secret.. knock knock.."
Some last words: Soooooooooooooo, after I had written the ending, I was very disappointed with myself and it kinda sucked, so I tried to rewrite it. I tried various times, until I finally came up with this. ^^ It took me some weeks and I'm now more or less satisfied with the result I produced. But in the end, you readers tell me if this was a fail or not. *bows*
This is the end, because I don't know what I should write more about this. I reached the goal I had in mind, and there's nothing else to tell here. The ultimate aim, which was to break Malik's fighting spirits, is done. I'm not quite satisfied with how Kaiba turned out, but that's because it's actually the first try to write about him.. I simply don't know him that much, so forgive me if I might object the common sense in a way.
Anyway, I hope you liked it and I hope there will be more readers than just my two dedicated fans mystralwind and TenshiShaNai. xD Thank you for your help and pushing me forward!
Greetz from Saxony.