Chapter 10

The drive in movie was amazing, not that we watched much as we were making out like a couple of teenagers.

"so you wanna hit up this party?" I asked

"I'm not bothered babe, I can give or take it" he said watching me touch up my make up.

"Jax asked us to go" I said.

"we can go if you want to, but I'm telling you now it's not pretty" he said.

"what you mean?"

"crow eaters, prostitutes, drugs, everyone gets fucked up and there will be fighting" he laughed.

"sounds like my kind of party" I grinned.

"your call" he replied. We drove back to Charming, Juice got changed and I decided too.

I wore my tight leather mini skirt with a black vest tucked in, with my thigh high leather boots with a killer heel. I wore my big earrings, I went full on biker chick. I hadn't been able to show my figure off for the last few years, but now I could do what I wanted, plus I loved seeing Juice's eyes pop out of his head.

I walked out into the living room, Juice was putting his boots on, so he didn't notice straight away. He clocked my shoes and slowly raised his gaze up till he met my eyes.

"are you serious right now?" he asked with a grin on his face.

"what?" I asked with my hands on my hips.

"you dress like that and I've got to take you in front of all these pissed up bikers and I can't do anything about it because you ain't my old lady" he said standing up.

"I ain't interested in no one else, so lets just say I'm an old lady in training" I winked.

He grinned and grabbed my hand. We rode Juice's bike over to TM which was hard when you had a skin tight leather skirt on and killer heels.

There were 3 times the amount of bikes parked up at TM there were people fighting in the boxing ring, the fire pits were going, people were standing around on the lot drinking and laughing.

I suddenly felt nervous until I saw Jax and Opie walking over. I climbed off the bike with as much grace as possible considering the attire. "Dammmmnnnnn Darlin'" Jax said "where did this fine ass lady come from?"

"Works at TM I heard" I laughed.

"nope, I've never seen no one look this fine who works there, there is a cutie but she never dresses like a smoking hot biker chick" Jax laughed, he handed me his bottle of Jacks and hugged Juice. I took a big swig of Jacks, as I was nervous for what I was about to see.

"you have a good time?" Opie asked.

"Yeah I had an amazing time" I smiled. I had another swig of Jax's drink before handing it back.

Juice grabbed my hand and we all walked over to the club house. We said hello to everyone all the lads commented on how good I looked. Juice and I headed into the club house I saw a few girls I knew and they pulled me to one side.

"are you Juice's old lady now?" the one asked.

"not exactly lets say I'm an old lady in training" I smiled.

I walked over to where Juice was sat at the bar and he handed me a drink, with a shot. "cheers" he said.

I necked the shot and sipped my vodka coke. "you are the ultimate woman you" he said grabbing my hand pulling me to him. I kissed him, and heard they redwood boys cheering and whistling.

We partied well into the night and I was pretty wasted. I went to the bathroom to check my make up, when I came out there was one of the Nevada boys stood leering at me "hey there good looking" he said.

"hey" I smiled.

"what do you say to me smashing the back end out of you?" he asked.

"I'd have to politely decline" I said walking off. I felt him grab my hand and he swung me round and tried to kiss me.

"get off me" I said trying to wriggle out of his grip, using my free hand to push his face away from me. Which didn't set well with him, he dragged me further down the hall and slammed me against the wall.

"I'll ask you again, hows about you let me smash the back end of you?" he kicked my legs apart and put his and under my skirt. I didn't know what to do, I tried to shout out but I couldn't my mouth was too dry. He grabbed at my knickers and something switched in my head. This was not happening to me again. I pushed my head back as far as I could and head butted him clean in the nose, I heard a big cracking sound and he yelled out in pain clutching his hands to his face. I was a little dazed for a few seconds, and then saw my chance and made a run for it I got to the end of the corridor and spotted Juice. I screamed his name, the music was load and he didn't hear me, I went to run towards him and felt some one grab my hair and drag me back. I lost my footing and fell backwards. I let out a scream as I was dragged backwards. The next thing I new he was on top of me and he punched me clean in the face. It burned like hell but after 4 years of being beaten it didn't really faze me. I managed to wriggle my leg from underneath him and kicked him in the crotch with my heel. He collapsed on the floor next to me shouting in pain. As I scrambled up Jax was stood in front of me. "what the hell is going on?" he asked. I burst into tears, he took one look at me and then at the guy on the floor and lunged at him. He picked him up off the floor and threw him out into the main room. Everyone stopped and looked as Jax started stamping on him. Juice came over and then saw me in the corridor, his face turned to pure evil I had never seen him look like that "what did he do to you?" he shouted. I just sobbed and walked off back to the bathroom, I could hear things being smashed and shouting. I couldn't cope all these weeks I had been here I was finally starting to feel happy again and this happens. "Alissa!" I heard Juice burst through the door. He opened the door to the cubicle, bent down and held me as I sobbed in to his shoulder.

"what did he do to you?" he asked softly. I didn't speak for awhile and then I told him exactly what happened. He didn't get mad he just kissed my head, Let me just tell Jax and then we will get you home baby. He left me for a few minutes, and then he came back "come on baby lets get you home" he said "Half sac the prospect is going to take you, and stay with you until I get back"

"what you mean?, I need you to be with me" I said crying again.

"I need to sort this babe I promise I'll be back"

Half sack took me back in the TM truck, and came up to the apartment with me.

"you don't have to stay you know" I said.

"Juice told me I had to stay until he got back" he said.

"there's beers in the fridge, I'm just going to sort myself out". I liked Half Sack he was really sweet and thoughtful but did good by the club.

I went to the bedroom and looked at my face, I was a state. I scraped my hair back, took off my boots and wiped my make up off, my cheek killed, I cried again for ages feeling the world was against me. I eventually composed myself and got in my Pj's, my head was pounding so I went back into the living room. Half sack was watching TV, he stood up when I walked in "don't stand up on my account" I smiled "chill I'm fine honestly" he sat back down. I grabbed a beer and took some painkillers, "so how's things going with Cherry?" I asked plonking myself down next to him on the sofa.

"yeah good, I really like her but please don't tell the guys I said that" he smiled.

"course not" I said nudging his leg.

"Are you Juice's old lady now?" he asked.

"not sure what's going on, but I do really like him he's super sweet to me, really looks after me, but don't tell the guys that either" I laughed. "is there something going on with Brooke and Rat boy?"

"I think so, but not sure where its going to go" he replied.

"are they going to kill that guy?" I asked after along silence.

"I don't know, they can't just kill him, both charters will have to do a vote but they will torcher him though give him a good beating regardless"

It hit me then that yes they were nice people to me, but Samcro had a dark side, and that dark side had just shown its self. Thing was, was could I deal with all this or was I going from one fucked up situation to another?.