Right well here is the tenth chapter. Celebration to the max. Got it out early because I'm amazing... not really. Thankfully I did not get as white girl wasted this weekend as I did the previous one. No memory lose this time. I should hopefully have a new chapter up at some point at the end of the weekend. And I should have a new chapter out for He Took My Heart in the next two days. Fingers crossed!
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Warning: lots of smut, swearing, possible drug use, violence, boy on boy, possible girl on girl, OOC-ness and all the wonderful bad things in life.
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My Fate Re-Written
Chapter Ten
Thompson stands and walks around the room taking each persons slip before making his way full circle back to the front. "The good news is there is twenty-three of us here so there is no chance of a stalemate occurring." He starts to open the slips, putting them into two piles. I watched as he works his way through the pile before checking them both two times. "Well it seems we have come to a decision as to if Peeta and Katniss are to become the star-crossed lovers once again. Ten to thirteen votes was the margin falling in favour with..."
I'm happy overly happy, the war is over and Panem is safe and free. We killed Snow and Devlin and now I can live my life with Cato, free from any danger and harm. We would have a house together, close to Marvel, Clove, Maddie, Lance and Quinn. Cato and I would get married and have kids and grow old together it was the perfect life, the perfect dream. That's when I realise that's what it was, I was dreaming. I wake from my pleasant dream to hear a soft knock on the door. I open my eyes as I watch it open and Quinn step in. He closes the door behind him and walks towards me. He looked as though he had not gotten much sleep last night. He looked worn-out and had dark circles under his eyes. I perch myself up on my elbow and smile at him.
"Morning, I didn't mean to wake you or anything." He says with a whisper.
"It's fine Quinn, is every thing alright? It looks like you didn't get much sleep last night." As I talk I feel Cato shift behind me but he doesn't seem to wake, just holds me tight against his chest.
Luckily I was in the middle of the bed so there was room for Quinn to sit. Quinn sits next to me up against the headboard and sighs. He crosses his legs and starts fiddling with the bottom of his top. "The first night alone is always the hardest. When he comes back I get so used to sharing our bed with him, being in constant contact while we sleep. And then when he is gone the bed feels so empty and I get lonely and worried about him out there. I have constant nightmares about losing him. Every night I watch him die so I can't sleep properly."
I place my hand on his knee and rub it in a comforting manor. "Hey he is going to be alright and come back to you okay. He knows he's not allowed to get hurt because Maddie and myself would kick his ass for doing that to you."
He half smiles and looks at me. "Thanks Peet. I know he's only in District Ten and he's only there to clean out the last of Devlin's troupes but for some reason all I seem to do is worry when he is gone."
"That's a normal thing to do when you love someone and I'm sure he worries about you as well when you are out there on a mission or even here by youself." I smile and feel Cato start to wake. He nuzzles his face into my back and takes a deep breathe.
"I know, it just sucks not having him here with me. I already miss him and not knowing how long he is going to be out there sucks so much." Quinn replies to wrapped up in his thoughts to notice Cato waking up.
"I can't imagine how much it would suck. I think I'd go crazy if Peeta was out there in a war zone while I was waiting around here." Cato finally speaks, his voice muffled against my back.
Quinn looks at Cato surprised to hear his voice but smiles at him. "How long have you been laying there listening?"
"Long enough to know what you were talking about. Lance is going to be fine Quinn. You can't not sleep for the next week while he is gone. You know he asked Peeta and I to keep an eye on you. He knows you don't sleep or eat properly when he is gone and he worries about you." Cato says in all honesty. Lance had talked to the both of us yesterday before he left to make sure we did watch over Quinn and make sure he was doing alright. He told us Maddie tries her best to take care of him but Quinn doesn't always listen to her.
"He did?" Quinn rolls his eyes now slightly annoyed. "He knows I can take care of myself, I don't need to be babysat while he is gone."
"He didn't say that, he just wants to take care of you and while he is gone and can't do that he asked us to make sure you are fine. And that means sleeping and eating. You have to stay healthy so you to can actually make it down the isle and get married some day." I say sitting up properly now.
"I will okay." He smiles at me and the thought of that happening. "So I guess you to must be relieved after yesterday's meeting."
"You have no idea how much so. I probably would have lost it if Peeta would have actually be forced to start a fake relationship with Katniss." Cato says laying his head on my thigh I start stroking his hair mindlessly. It had become a habit on mine since I knew Cato loved it.
"Yeah Haymitch was being completely unreasonable about needing the star-crossed lovers to be a symbol of hope. I just don't get what angle he is playing at the moment. I mean like doesn't it feel as if he has some ulterior motive behind what he is doing?" Quinn asks with a frown.
"I'm not sure. He was always been there for Katniss and made her his first priority so I mean he could of been pushing the symbol thing in an attempt to help her get close to me and get us for fall for each other again." I say actually having no clue what was going on in his mind and very aware Quinn was right he did seem to have some other motive then the good on Panem. What was so important that he would want Katniss and myself to have a fake relationship, if any relationship at all. This wasn't the rebellion anymore this was a new war, a new challenge and with it a new love for me.
"Okay well let's get up and get some food into this one." Cato says as he pokes Quinn's leg.
Quinn smiles in amusement and nods. "Fine let's go eat something so you can tell Lance I've been eating when he comes back."
We get out of bed and make our way to the kitchen. Cato gets out two bowls for cereal while I make some toast. Once Cato had put the cereal and milk in Quinn added blueberries to his and they both head towards the dinning room. My toast comes out and I spread some peanut paste onto it before following them. As soon as I sit down I take a mouthful of toast.
"So while Lance is gone who's training us?" Cato asks Quinn between spoonfuls.
"Um well Maddie's going to oversee the fire arms training, I'm going to cover the hand to hand combat and all that stuff but I'm not sure who will be doing your tactical stuff." Quinn answers.
"Alright well hopefully Haymitch is no where in sight at all or he is going to be in a world of pain." Cato growls.
At the moment Clove walks in. "Yeah you and me both want a piece of him." She says as she sits down. "So Quinn it looks like you didn't sleep all that well. If you need a snuggle buddy I'm always available." She smirks as she takes a drink of her juice.
Quinn laughs. "Yeah thanks I'll keep that in mind. Its also nice to know everyone thinks I look like shit today."
"Not like shit just a washed out, aged, hungover looking version of youself." Maddie says appearing in the doorway. "Morning brother, good to see you're eating atleast."
Quinn rolls his eyes at her and stands. "I can take care of myself." He says as he storms into the kitchen.
"I didn't say you can't. We just want you to do a better job of it while Lance isn't around." She says following close behind him.I hear the fighting amongst each other for a few more minutes before their voice fade down the hall.
The rest of the day goes by quickly. Training was pretty normal, a soldier I can't remember the name of filled in for our tactical classes. Quinn was amazing teaching us different fighting techniques. It seemed like he was more lethal without the use of a gun then with. Katniss seemed to avoid me like I had the plague or something. I guess she was upset that I didn't want to fake a relationship with her or something. She wasn't alone though Johanna was by her side the whole day and Finnick seemed to stay in close proximity of Johanna. Enobaria stuck to herself which gladly left me with the people I was comfortable being around. Marvel, Clove and Cato being the careers they were brought up to be made everything a competition to see who was the best between them. I happily stayed out of their pissing contests and focused on actually sharpening my skills. I knew if I was going to be sent out into a war I had to take every opportunity I had at increasing the odds of my survival. I needed to survive this war and make something of my second life with the boy I loved.
At the end of training us four with Maddie and Quinn ate dinner in the cafeteria, enjoying each others company. Cato stuck close by me the entire time, constantly needing physical affection which led me to think that he obviously was craving more. The thought made me anxious, I did want to go further with him physically but we still hadn't talked about all that yet. I decided once we were back in our room I would have to bring it up no matter how uncomfortable it would be.
Once we are back in our room we shower together and I get into a sleep tee and sweats. Once I'm dressed I sit on the bed and watch Cato pull on a pair of boxer-briefs. "Cato, I um, I think we should have a talk about well sex."
He laughs at my awkwardness. "Okay sure, what would you like to discuss." He walks over to where I was and sits behind me. He pulls me back to his chest and kisses my shoulder.
"Well as you know this is all very new to me and I have no experience in this at all and I thought maybe if we just talked about it and every thing was out in the open I wouldn't feel so anxious and could stop over thinking it all."
"Sure. So what then do you want to know what exactly?" Cato asks as he kisses my neck.
I let out a deep breathe. "Well firstly I'm assuming when we go all the way you except to be on top right?"
"Peeta I wouldn't make you do anything you aren't ready or comfortable with. That being said I'd love to fuck you. I think about it all the time, what it would feel like to finally have you, be inside of you."
I bite my lip as I feel myself getting turned on by his words. "I want you to I really do want you to. I just don't want there to be this pressure because it's our first time, I want it to be spontaneous and natural."
"I'm fine with that. Are you saying you ready now? Like not at this moment but you are open to it happening at some point soon?" Cato asks never stopping his attack on my neck.
"Um well I think so. Cato what um turns you on?" I felt so stupid for being so awkward and shy about all this.
"You." He replies.
"Seriously though, what turns you on? What are the secret kinks you have?"
"Um well I'm not completely sure. What are you into babe?" He smirks against my neck and slips his hands under my tee.
"Um well same I'm not that sure what I am into." I reply my hormones now taking over my mind.
"So you're telling me I get to try all that kinky shit out with you to find out what we are both into. That's going to be a lot of fun."
"Basically yes." I reply before I couldn't take it anymore. I turn around and sit in Cato's lap. We start to make out and he lifts my tee up over and off me before he discards it on the grown next to us.
"So tonight, no actual sex just anything else yeah?" Cato asks as he feverishly kisses down my jawline.
I'm to worked up for words to come out of my mouth so I just nod and wrap my arms around his neck. He leans forward getting onto his knees and lays me back into the bed. He nips his way down my chest towards my waist. Once he make it there is starts to pulls off my sweat shorts. I lift my hips so they come off with ease and Cato throws them out of sight. He places kisses around my crotch and slowly licks it's length.
"Cato." I moan as he starts to suck me off. In what feels like a matter of minutes he's worked his way down my entire length and starts to deep throat me. I continually moan with pleasure before he suddenly stops and sits up.
"Turn over." He commands, lust in his eyes.
"What?" I ask confused, we weren't doing that yet I thought.
"Trust me and turn over." He says more pleading this time.
I hesitantly do as he asks and roll onto my stomach. I feel him spread my ass checks before I feel a odd sensation down there. At first I was confused but if felt so good. I realise he was licking me out, his tongue working at my hole. I was loving it and I start to back my ass into his face. It caused my hard member to rub against the sheets, giving me some friction I was so desperately craving at this moment.
"Oh my god Cato." I say as I try to get slip my arm under me to jerk myself off.
Cato notices this and slaps my hand away. "Mine. Turn over." He commands.
This time I do it without a second thought. He kisses up my chest back up to my lips. We kiss passionately had he bring his body down on top of mine. Our throbbing members now trapped between us, rubbing together. Cato starts to grind his hips into mine and it feels amazing. I spread my legs more so he is even closer to me and I buck my hips up to meet his movements. I wrap my arms around his neck and our pace starts to quicken and his starts to get more forceful. I couldn't describe how amazing if felt having his cock up against mine, rubbing against my skin. It felt perfect and while in the back of my head a voice was saying I'd enjoy it better if his cock was actually inside me I was content in the moment.
He starts to bite that spot on my neck again and soon enough we both reach climax, exploding between the two of us. Cato lays there on top of me for a few minute before reaching between us and running a finger up my covered stomach. He bring it to his mouth and sucks it clean.
"We taste so good together babe." He says before bringing his finger back down to my stomach and covering it with more of our essence. I giggle at him and he brings his finger to my mouth. I suck it dry tasting the bitter warm substance. "Shall we wash off and then I cuddle you."
"Sounds like a plan" I smile at him. As I get up I kiss him on the check. "I love you."
After our shower we crawl into bed and a sleep with My head on Cato's chest. The beating of his heart sending me to sleep in a matter of minutes.