Chapter Ten; The Nightmare
Warning; This chapter includes sexual content hence the T rating.
Later that evening after supper Lily took Severus back into her bedroom (she made sure that Harry was really asleep first) before she closed the door and locked it. "Lily," Snape began before backing her up against the wall. "before we do this I just want to let you know that I've always loved you right from the very first moment I saw you." He told her as his body made his way on top of hers.
"I know, I'm not blind Severus." She told him and before she could say anything else he closed his eyes and gave her quick and tender kisses on the lips which she exchanged before he slowly pulled away. "Come on." He told her as he took her hand and pulled her over to the bed.
"Have you ever done this before?" she asked him.
"No." he began. "I've been saving myself for you." He told her before he pulled back the covers and started undressing himself. Once they were both unclothed they climbed into the bed and Lily snuggled inside his chest as he pulled her tighter into his arms. He softly kissed her forehead and allowed her to play with his penis before he inserted it into her vagina. He gently moved it up and down until he got the feel of it and then started going faster and faster but being careful not to harm her in the process of it.
They looked at one another for a moment until they closed their eyes and passionately kissed. "I hope you're on birth control." Snape told her realizing that sperm was now coming out of him and going into her.
"I'm not." She responded. "But I don't care. I love you." She told him before she placed her hand upon his cheek and rested it there.
"I love you too Lily Potter. I always have, and I always will." He told her while he passionately kissed her back and allowed his tongue to enter inside her mouth before he pulled away from her. "Of course, you will always still be known as Lily Evans to me." He said while smiling warmly at her and rubbing her cheek with the back of his hand. She smiled back at him before he rested his hand upon her breast and then exchanged a few more deep and passionate kisses before Lily rested her head upon his chest and listened to the sound of his heartbeat that was now beating very rapidly.
The two of them drifted off to sleep together before a little while later they were awoken to the sound of Harry screaming. "MUMMY!" he hollered on the top of his lungs before he burst into tears and continued to shriek.
"Oh my God, Harry!" Lily exclaimed as she and Severus quickly put on their robes and raced out of the room. Sure enough Harry was sitting up in bed within a flood of tears. Lily quickly turned on the light. "Harry, calm down." She began soothingly. "What's wrong darling?" she asked him while she sat down on the side of his bed and ran her fingers through his hair.
"A bad man kidnapped me, he was trying to kill me." He sobbed as Snape sat down on the other side of his bed while Lily continued hushing him.
"Do you remember what he looked like?" he asked him but Harry quickly shook his head.
"No! All I know is that he looked really scary and hissed like a snake. He wasn't the one who kidnapped me though. It was a man who turned into a rat." He explained breathing heavily.
"Alright now, just calm down. It was only a nightmare." Snape told him before glancing up nervously at Harry.
"Severus is right Harry, you need to go back to sleep." She said exchanging a quick glance with him before looking back down at her son and kissing the top of his head while Snape hurried out of the room and into the hallway. Lily ran after him and realized that he seemed pretty distracted and upset while avoiding eye contact with her.
"I don't believe it. Our worst fear has been realized." He said.
"But Severus, it was only a dream wasn't it? I mean after all, you said_" she began.
"I only told Harry that because I didn't want to terrify the boy. The dark lord is using him and planting those visions inside his head. He's figured out the secret, and it's all my fault. You and Harry are in danger because of me." He told her before he breathed a deep and heavy sigh.
"Oh come on Severus, don't say that. You didn't do anything wrong." She reassured him.
"Yes I have. Alright it's true, I didn't want to admit it before but it's true. Harry might look like his father but he isn't anywhere near like him. I didn't want it to happen but it did. You're not the only one that I fell in love with, for I've come to realize that I fell in love with your son." He explained unaware that Harry had gotten out of bed and was walking towards the door listening to their conversation with his ear pressed against it.
"The only problem is that it's partly my fault that his father is dead. For I was a death eater and in league with Voldemort, and I didn't even try to stop him." He admitted when all of a sudden the door opened and Lily gasped while quickly turning her head and seeing her son standing there before them.
"Harry," Snape began. "what are you doing up?" he asked him worriedly.
"You lied to me! I thought you were my friend!" he yelled as streams of tears started pouring down his cheeks.
"Oh Harry, I'm so sorry. Please listen to me. I've tried to tell you so many times, please forgive me." He pleaded with a shake of his head.
"You liar!" Harry hollered on the top of his lungs before he turned around and ran away.
"No! Harry wait!" Snape cried while feeling his heart starting to pound frantically against his chest.
"Harry come back!" Lily cried as she started to run after him.
"I've got to stop him." Snape said to himself before he chased after them both.