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Yay!! I made it to double digits!
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Slowing I turned on the bed searching out warmth, but finding nothing but the blankets and pillows; I drowsily cracked open my eyes the new days sunlight crawled over the wood, and fell lazily on the bed, and gracing my face with its warm rays. Slowly I blinked the sleep out of my eyes to find the bed empty and the sun shining brightly though the window. Quickly scanning my eyes around the room, pausing at the night stand when I caught sight of something abnormal; a small tray sat upon the small oak night stand; uncovering my legs from the blankets I quietly made my way towards the night stand to see a note along with a bowl of fruit, and a few books;
Naoki,
I think you should take it easy today I have brought you some breakfast, and a few books to keep you busy; I'll be back around 2 this afternoon. Until then just relax.
Love,
Deidara
"Love huh; how can he love someone like me?" Figuring it better to think of these things later, when I had some fuel in my tummy which at this point felt like it was eating itself; I brought the bowl of fruit back to the bed covering up my legs to keep warm and placing a pillow on my lap as a makeshift table, enjoying my breakfast. Once that was over I got back up thinking I might read one of the books he had brought me, when I thought a shower sounded a lot better.
Turning on the hot water; I listened to the repetitive sound of the water droplets hitting the bottom of the tub; lazily stripping out of my clothes, and stepping into the scolding hot water. Letting the hot droplets run from my hair down to my toes, trying to wash myself clean of everything that went horribly wrong yesterday, I don't know how much time I spent in there just trying to scrub away the memories running rapidly though my head . My skin felt rubbed raw and was pruned from being in the water for too long. Tears started to gather in my eyes as I once more took the wash cloth and soap and tried to scrub off the feeling of him on me, but it never felt like enough. Tears started to roll down my cheeks as I scrubbed harder, and harder; as I leaned myself against the shower wall;
"Why did that happen to me?"
"What did I do to deserve this?"
The same questions ran though my head as I slowly sunk down the shower wall sitting in a ball as the hot water ran down my back; I was too caught up in my own self pity, because I failed to notice when someone walked into the bathroom, until the shower curtain was pulled open, standing there was none other than Deidara, wearing a black mesh top and loose black pants; he didn't say anything but rather climbed in the shower with me clothes and all. Sitting down behind me he wrapped his arms around me and nestled his face into the juncture of my neck and shoulder.
I didn't say anything but rather turned around fully embracing him letting the tears run from my red eyes;
"It's okay, shhh it's alright now, un." I don't know how he dealt with me to be honest, first I was nothing but rude to him and now I'm a mess sitting in his arms while the shower pours now frost cold water down on us, and he doesn't say anything, or doesn't tell me to get my shit together; he's just here for me. Something I hadn't had since my parents died, back then when I would break down and end up crying over the lost of my mother and father everyone would either ignore me or tell me to grow up that I couldn't be a little kid any more, but now I have someone who's just there for me, someone to help me though my worst.
My tears slowed to the point that I didn't know if I was still crying or if it was the freezing water running down my face; I felt his hands rubbing imaginary designs on my bare back as the mouths ran their tongues on my back, leaving a slimy trail, which would be washed away with the water. Shifting my head up to look into his eyes, all I saw was care, and love? Before I could think or say anything my lips came crashing down on his; I guess I caught him off guard, because he tumbled back from his sitting position, falling backwards in the tub. There I was laying on top, kissing, this man who within 7 days, one messily week, has brought up so many emotions within me; but for some reason it felt right. Pulling away from his soft lips;
"Hey" Letting a small smile cross my face; which was soon wiped away by a face of surprise as I was flipped under him; only for his lips to meet mine again; the butterflies in my stomach were flying like crazy it felt like they were covering my whole body as my face heated up, my toes went numb, and my palms were clammy and sweaty. As he pulled away holding his weight on his hand as he lend over me;
"You talk too much, un." As our lips met again; his tongue brushed against my bottom lip, stopping when it reached my lip ring, flicking it with his tongue causing the ball to swivel into my mouth. Slightly I parted my lips, granting him privilege inside; his tongue darted inside, brushing against mine, he tasted sweet, like strawberries, allowing his tongue to memorize every inch of my mouth, I pushed my tongue past his lips craving more of his taste; running my tongue over each of his molars, never wanting this moment to stop.
I had forgotten that I was lacking in the clothes department; only to be reminded as his hands grazed my upper inner thigh; I froze. He must have noticed because Deidara pulled away;
"Sorry, un." I shook my head 'no' but sat up turning off the shower;
"I think I should get dressed." No longer being able to look him in the eyes I got up grabbed my towel, and headed into our shared room.
Slowly walking over to my filled closet I pulled out grey shorts that ended right above my knee, and a white tee shirt. After dressing I rubbed the towel over my damp hair, letting it fall into my natural curls; sitting on the bed was Deidara;
"I'm sorry about that." I meekly spoke first; knowing someone had to break the silence.
"It's my fault, it's too soon, un?" It wasn't really a question more of a statement. Down casting my eyes, it all brought it back up, everything I just wanted to forget;
"Yeah…." My voice came out a lot weaker then I had planned. It was quiet for a few moments; when a low grumble was let out from my stomach;
"Hehe, I guess I'm hungry again."
-3 months later-
The seasons had started to change the once warm summer air has now changed to a cool crisp autumn breeze, the leaves on trees are in the mitts of change from their vibrant green to shades of red, yellow, and orange.
The cool fall breeze blew the smoke from my cigarette in delicate little swirls;
"You know smoking's not a very good turn on, un."
"Hmmm, did you say something?" I had been distracted all day, something didn't feel right today; it almost felt like someone was calling me, only I had no idea why I was feeling like this.
"No, nothing."
"Sorry I wasn't really listening." Letting out a sigh Deidara continued his training as I sat leaned up against a tree; the last three months had been pretty nice, nothing big happened, but it was nice to finally have someone who genuinely cared about me, and over this period of time I'd really began to care about him; I guess one could say we were a real couple now. Only I really wanted to take it slowly but time felt like it was slipping away from me; Deidara and Sasori spent most of their time training for a big mission coming up in a few months; and me and Kaede have spent most of our time outside watching them, fully knowing that once they leave they may not come back. Recently Kaede has been acting kind of weird, she's been really moody.
"Did you hear that?"
"Hear what?"
"I swear I heard something." Standing up I brushed the dirt off my butt and looked around, taking another inhale of my burning cigarette. Then I heard it again, it sounded like a small whimper; furrowing my brow; I headed off in the direction I heard it; Kaede just stared at me as I walked away, well running was more like what I was doing. I could hear the small whimper again and also someone following me.
The small whimpers were getting louder, as I stood in front of a small pitch black cave; slowing I stepped inside after swallowing the growing lump in my throat. I took a few more steps inside, before I tripped over something; after pulling myself off the floor of the dirty cave I looked back to see what it was I tripped over. What I saw was a huge grey wolf, dead, she looked like she had been in a fight; then I once again heard the small whimper, and continued to follow the small sound. When I finally got to the back of the cave I found what I had heard, there was a small pile of wolf pups; it looked like they were all dead, probably starved without their mom. I was about to leave when I caught one out of the corner of my eye move, turning back and bent down to pick the little guy up, it felt he was all skin and bones. Cuddling her in my arms I walked out of the cave.
"What is that, un?" As Deidara pointed to the grey, black, and white bundle in my arms;
"I found her; I think she was calling me."
"What do you think you're doing with her, un?"
"Well her moms dead in there and so are her siblings, so I'm going to raise her; I mean I can't just leave her." Sadly looking down at the now sleeping pup in my arms, she melted my heart no way I would leave her. Deidara came and picked her up but the scarf of her neck;
"Don't, you'll hurt her!" I shouted as I tried to grab her back;
"Well then, I guess she'll need a name, un?" He shoved her back into my hands as a huge smile crept on my face;
"Hmmm, what about Saki?"
"Blossom hope, huh? Whatever she's your responsibility, un."
"Saki it is then! Now let's go get you some food, little Saki." Rushing back inside to the kitchen I grabbed a bowl of water and some leftover chicken from the other night, along with some fresh rice. Then carried everything back outside carefully balancing all her food in one hand and Saki in the other; she was still sound asleep once I got back outside.
"Don't you think that's a lot of food for such a small pup?" I looked back at Kaede and winkled my nose;
"Yeah but she's so tiny I want her to eat a lot, and get big and strong." I set little Saki on the ground and put the chicken in front of her hoping she would eat. She sniffed the meat and turned away; so I chased her mouth with said chicken;
"That piece is too big, un?" I hadn't noticed the crowd around me as I tried to feed the pup. Deidara then took away the chicken and tore it into a little tiny piece and dipped it into the water and tried to feed her, and she ate it; my ego was a little more than hurt; but I followed his example and continued to feed her.
It wasn't long after that the sun went down, as the new fall moon hung high in the sky;
"Don't you think we should be heading in, un?" Letting out a yawn I sleepily rubbed my eyes
"I guess so." So we packed up and headed inside to get some food for ourselves.
After eating we headed up to bed, I crawled in first, after making Saki a small bed on the floor, not too long after Deidara climbed in next to me;
"You should stay here."
"What are you talking about, un?"
"I don't want you to go on this mission." I pouted as I buried my face into his chest;
"I have to, un."
"But I don't know what I'll do without you." Lifting my head up he planted a soft kiss on my lips.
"You'll figure something out, un." I kissed him back;
"But (kiss) I'll (kiss) miss (kiss) you (kiss)."
"And I'll miss you, un."
Then our lips meet once again in a heated battle for dominance; one that I was quickly losing as I was flipped over on my back; his hands were ravishing my body as his mouth slowly made its way down to neck, as he sucked and gently nipped at my skin, his hands creeping past the hem of my shirt and continuing their journey north leaving a moist trail up my abdomen. Arching my back up against him as his hands made their way up to my delicately sensitive breast, the mouths taking in my hardened nipples, causing me to moan out in an ecstasy like pleasure. I clawed my hands at his shirt trying to remove the unwanted article from him; while he was now pulling mine over me, as my breast were now exposed to the cool air small goose bumps popped up all over my body. After removing both of our shirts, he lend over me most of his weight on his hands;
"If we go any further I don't know if I'll be able to stop, un." His voice husky and laced with lust. My answer to his statement; I nodded my head and slowly ran my hands down his exposed, slightly toned chest; slightly tugging at his boxers hem; letting out a husky growl he bent down and attacked my left breast with his mouth and the right with his hand, I arched my back pushing even more in his mouth, letting out a rather loud moan causing a small blush to show on my face. Running my figures though his thick, blond hair digging my nails into his scalp, my heart beat rising and my breathing increased ten-fold. My heart nearly stopped as I felt his finger brush up against my pink panties, letting a gasp escape my mouth, I panted for him;
"Dei..dara." I wrapped my legs around him, as his mouth left my nipple and began traveling up to my neck light racking his teeth over my skin, as his hand pushed my panties to one side and gently rubbing his fingers against my opening, another gasp left my mouth, as he push in two fingers. Pumping in and out, I threw my head back in immense pleasure, as I felt his hot breath on my ear;
"Are you sure, un?" I silently responded with a node of my head. Pulling his fingers out, and pulling down my panties, he reached for his boxers, reveling his throbbing hard cock, letting out a small hiss as the cool air hit it.
"This might hurt at first, un." Nodding my head; I pushing back the painful memory of 3 months ago, and I readied myself for him.
I felt his head push against my opening, swallowing the lump in my throat; I thrust my hips up taking in more of him, ignoring the pain. He took notice of the small look of pain on her face and pushed himself in the rest of the way, but waited for her walls to accommodate for his size before pulling out. Slowly at first he set the pace;
"Dei…faster.." not having to be told twice he started thrust in and out fast and harder, loving the way she was moaning and panting under him; feeling her walls clamping down around him he knew she would cum soon, and began to feel his own release on its way;
"Na..oki.. I.. I'm going.. to..cum." Nodding her head she felt her climax hit full force, rapping her legs around him, holding him inside her as he spilled his warm, sticky seed inside her.
Panting and covered in sweat he flipped them over so she was laying on top of him; both were exhausted as he wrapped his arms around her, she looked up at him;
"Deidara..I.. I.. Love you." He wrapped his arms tighter around her;
"I love you more then you'll ever know, un." Rolling her on her side he pulled out as they lay there, both allowing sleep to come and take them away.
Well sorry it took so long, and thanks for the reviews they made me soooo happy! But yeah this is my first full lemon, hope it was good! Thanks for reading!