Nothing belongs to me. Everything belongs to Adam and Eddie :)
(Fri, 30 Oct)
(5.34 am)
I fell asleep. Thank you and sorry about last night.
(5.34 am)
By the way you play the guitar amazingly.
(6.15 am)
Glad I could help you love. How did you sleep?
(6.16 am)
Good considering the fact I was sleeping in a tiny bed with a 9 year old cuddling with me. The drugs helped. A lot.
(6.16 am)
What about the pink elephants?
(6.16 am)
What?
(6.17 am)
Oh god. Can't believe it. I'm so so sorry.
(6.17 am)
Don't worry love. It was the drugs and I'll be calling you love more from now on.
(6.18 am)
What time will you go home?
(6.21 am)
Don't know. Doctor's gonna drop by around 10 and Mary Margaret and David will come at 8. So right now it's just me and a 9 year old still cuddling me. I love him but I'm sweating right now and having my arm immobilized does not help.
(6.21 am)
And me.
(6.22 am)
And you.
(7.23 am)
Who are you?
(7.23 am)
Excuse me, love?
(7.24 am)
Not love (and that's disgusting). Henry.
(7.26 am)
Hello lad. Where's your mom?
(7.26 am)
They took her for some exams and x-rays for her shoulder.
(7.26 am)
So… Who are you?
(7.30 am)
I'm your mom's friend.
(7.30 am)
Nope, wrong answer. My mom doesn't have any friends besides Auntie Marie Margaret and Uncle David. And Ruby, but she is also my babysitter so she doesn't really count.
(7.31 am)
I told you lad, I'm her friend. Why are you using her phone?
(7.31 am)
IF you are her friend, why aren't you here? All her friends came to see her yesterday, and by her friends I'm talking about the people I already told you.
(7.32 am)
Well lad, I'm pretty sure she was (is) tired. If something like that happened to me , I wouldn't like having a lot of people in my room.
(7.32 am)
Point taken. She looked tired, and scared, even though she will never admit it.
(7.38 am)
Lad, let her be. She was shot.
(7.41 am)
But it's true. She won't admit that she was scared, but not for her, for me.
(7.41 am)
Well, they say kids are parent's first priorities.
(7.42 am)
Do you have kids? What is your name?
(7.42 am)
Nope, I don't have kids lad, but I have nieces.
(7.42 am)
And I'm Killian. Killian Jones.
(7.45 am)
I'm sure you already know my name. Don't you?
(7.46 am)
Aye lad. I know your name and you told me before.
(7.46 am)
Technical problems.
(7.47 am)
How did you meet my mother?
(7.48 am)
Lad, I'm pretty sure you need to stop using her phone.
(7.48 am)
But this is fun!
(7.49 am)
Henry, you'll put yourself in trouble if you continue talking to me, lad.
(7.50 am)
You should meet her. My mom.
(7.55 am)
Lad…
(7.56 am)
She's coming! I need to delete this conversation. DON'T TELL HER ANY OF THIS! PROMISE! BYE!
(7.56 am)
But…
(8.23 am)
Why is Henry looking at me with a guilty face every time I use my phone?
(8.24 am)
Don't know.
(8.24 am)
Didn't he talk to you while I was gone?
(8.25 am)
Nope.
(8.25 am)
Are you sure?
(8.25 am)
Of course love.
(8.26 am)
Are you 100% sure?
(8.26 am)
Because you never say "nope"
(8.27 am)
Yes Emma, why are you trying to make me say otherwise.
(8.28 am)
Because I have this superpower and I can tell when someone is lying. And my kid is. Therefore, you are lying too. What did you guys talk about?
(8.29 am)
Big boy talk, love.
(8.29 am)
I made a promise not to say a thing, and talking about it with his mom would be bad form.
(8.35 am)
Just… try to not talk to him again. Please?
(8.35 am)
The fact that you and I talk a lot is one thing, but I really don't want him talking with some stranger (don't take it personally)
(8.36 am)
And now he won't stop talking about it.
(8.37 am)
Copy that, love. I won't talk with him again.
(8.39 am)
Thanks.
(12.07 pm)
Finally free!
(12.07 pm)
We're on our way to Bosie. Tell Elsa!
(12.08 pm)
I already told her love.
(12.08 pm)
But your tea is just yours. I don't know if Elsa is willing to give out more free tea.
(12.08 pm)
I feel privileged.
(12.09 pm)
This one is strawberries with mint. I thought you'd want something sweet after your little accident.
(12.11 pm)
Ok… I'll talk to you later!
(12.12 pm)
See ya!
(1.31 pm)
How did she get shot?
(1.32 pm)
She was working on a case.
(1.32 pm)
She can barely move her arm. That bullet got to her shoulder pretty bad. At least that's what she told me.
(1.33 pm)
It's funny that you met her in person before I did.
(1.34 pm)
It is. Her son's cool. He was playing with the girls or how he wanted to call it: Keep an eye over them.
(1.34 pm)
Yea the lad is pretty cool.
(1.35 pm)
I told her to be careful and she gets shot. I won't tell her anything again from now on.
(1.36 pm)
You like this girl!
(1.37 pm)
Sure.
(1.37 pm)
It's true little bro, and you know it.
(1.38 pm)
I'm talking with Milah…. We're trying to fix this. And how can I like a girl I haven't even met in person?
(1.43 pm)
WHAT?
(1.43 pm)
Exactly what you read bro.
(1.45 pm)
I thought… I thought you got over her.
(1.45 pm)
I still love her. What can I do?
(1.46 pm)
You'll see.
(Mon, 2 Nov)
(12.45 pm)
Did Henry enjoy Halloween?
(12.48 pm)
He went with Mary Margaret and David and their baby. He came back with a massive bag full of candy.
(12.49 pm)
At least he hasn't thrown up. YET.
(12.50 pm)
Did you nieces throw up?
(12.52 pm)
Maybe…?
(Tues, 5 Nov)
(7.36 am)
Your tea!
(7.37 am)
When will you stop this?
(7.37 am)
NEVER.
(Sat, 7 Nov)
(7.39 pm)
How's your arm? Or shoulder?
(7.41 pm)
Good I guess. I can't have any cases this week so I'm bored… I don't think I've ever watched so much Netflix in my life. I watched 3 series and a whole lot of movies.
(7.43 pm)
But are you up? Or in bed rest?
(7.43 pm)
Up, a little bullet won't stop me.
(7.44 pm)
You're a tough lass.
(7.45 pm)
Of course.
(Tues, 10 Nov)
(6.34 pm)
Why are we talking less these days?
(6.35 pm)
Don't know love, but we are talking now, aren't we?
(6.35 pm)
Yeah, but… I don't know. it's like we just stopped talking.
(6.36 pm)
We're having troubles in our relationship.
(6.36 pm)
Whoa, now we're in a relationship? I mean… this is a relationship?
(6.36 pm)
I think I lost the part where you asked me.
(6.37 pm)
Of course I don't mean that love.
(6.38 pm)
Never knew we had a thing.
(6.39 pm)
We don't.
(6.39 pm)
That's not any better.
(6.39 pm)
I mean we have a thing but…
(6.40 pm)
Maybe we have this weird kind of friendship.
(6.45 pm)
I've been talking with her again.
(6.47 pm)
Really?
(6.47 pm)
How are things going?
(6.47 pm)
We are not together. Yet.
(6.49 pm)
So… Did you forgive her?
(6.51 pm)
I'm on my way to that.
(6.51 pm)
Oh…
(6.51 pm)
Are you sure? I mean… You were really bad last time.
(6.53 pm)
Yeah... But I love her, she is my first real love and she said she really misses me. So we're trying to give us another chance.
(6.54 pm)
Dies she know about us?
(6.54 pm)
You make it sound like we're something.
(6.55 pm)
We are. Ot at least that was what we were saying before.
(6.57 pm)
It's complicated.
(6.57 pm)
Why?
(6.57 pm)
We're friends. And she really doesn't get to be mad about it.
(6.58 pm)
She is quite jealous.
(7.00 pm)
Excuse me? She CHEATED ON YOU. How in hell you can tell me she is jealous? REALLY?
(7.01 pm)
We've been talking…
(7.01 pm)
And I really shouldn't be telling you all of this anyway.
(7.02 pm)
Yeah maybe you shouldn't.
(7.02 pm)
Bye.
(7.02 pm)
Bye.
(Thurs, 12 Nov)
(11.03 am)
I won't be dropping by Bosie today.
(11.05 am)
What happen the other day doesn't mean you can't. It's a gift from me to you.
(11.06 am)
I know but I won't drop by today.
(11.07 am)
Tomorrow?
(11.07 am)
I don't think so.
(11.08 am)
I'll let you know if I can.
(11.08 am)
Ok.
(11.08 am)
Ok.
(Fri 13, Nov)
(5.43 pm)
Is it to bad if I really want to talk someone but I can't because we're kinda in a fight?
(5.44 pm)
What did you do now?
(5.44 pm)
It was both of us! Thank you very much.
(5.44 pm)
Not my fault. At least I'm not the only guilty one here.
(5.45 pm)
Take the first step. Say sorry and fix the problem.
(5.45 pm)
HE'S GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH THE GIRL WHO CHEATED ON HIM.
(5.45 pm)
COME ON!
(5.45 pm)
I GAVE HIM THIS AMAZING SPEECH ABOUT LOVING HIMSELF AND ABOUT HOW SHE WAS A BAD WOMAN. AND NOW HE IS GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH HER.
(5.46 pm)
Are you jealous?
(5.46 pm)
Excuse me?
(5.46 pm)
Are you jealous?
(5.47 pm)
Of course not.
(5.47 pm)
I feel bad for him. Pretty sure this girl will cheat on him. AGAIN.
(5.47 pm)
And he's a good guy. He doesn't deserve to go through that pain again. That's what you always told me when I was falling for Neal again, even in long distance.
(5.48 pm)
Emma…
(5.48 pm)
And the worst part is that he doesn't even text me now! I went to the hospital last week for my arm and he didn't even know. I ALMOST DIED!
(5.48 pm)
And the last time we talked (this Tuesday) we just fought and now this is a mess. I'm a mess.
(5.49 pm)
Emma…
(5.49 pm)
WHAT!?
(5.49 pm)
Are you still sure you don't want to meet him?
(5.56 pm)
No.
(Sat 14, Nov)
(12.13 pm)
Are you coming to my place today? Zoey and Mackenzie miss you. And Elsa made a lot of food.
(12.13 pm)
I can't today, Liam. I'm having lunch with Milah, she made a reservation at Daniel, you how difficult is it to make a reservation there.
(12.13 pm)
We haven't seen you since last week Killian, come on! I think she can wait a little bit. Family is first. Always.
(12.14 pm)
Well you don't like her. What am I supposed to do?
(12.14 pm)
Come without her. Simple as that.
(12.15 pm)
What a joke.
(12.17 pm)
What about Emma?
(12.17 pm)
What about her?
(12.17 pm)
I don't hear about her as much now and she doesn't come to Bosie anymore. Elsa kinda misses her.
(12.17 pm)
I don't know. I haven't talked to her in a while. And I told her to take her tea and she wouldn't go.
(12.18 pm)
Really?
(12.19 pm)
Gotta go. Milah's here.
(12.25 pm)
Of course she is, little brother.
(Mon 15, Nov)
(11.16 am)
Can we talk?
(11.17 am)
Sure love. What happened?
(11.18 am)
I'm sorry. Really sorry. I'm no one to tell you what choice is the best for you. It's your life and the fact that you are getting back together with her doesn't mean she'll cheat on you again and I'm really sorry for the way I reacted.
(11.18 am)
And I miss you. Truly.
(11.18 am)
Take a screenshot because I won't repeat it again. If someone asks about it I'll deny it. (Especially Liam)
(11.23 am)
Swan… I miss you too.
(11.23 am)
And I'll take a screenshot of this.
(11.24 am)
Me too buddy.
(11.24 am)
Friends?
(11.24 am)
Mates, love.
(Tues 16, Nov)
(10.31 am)
Swan…
(10.35 am)
Yeah?
(10.35 am)
I saw a cloud castle today.
(6.41 pm)
Told you it wasn't so hard!
(6.41 pm)
It took me almost a month, love.
(6.43 pm)
But you did it. Didn't you?
(6.43 pm)
Aye.
(6.45 pm)
Are you waiting for Henry?
(6.46 pm)
Yeah. I hate this class. Not for him but for me.
(6.47 pm)
I'll keep you company.
(6.47 pm)
And Regina. Even when she is still a little scary.
(6.47 pm)
I think I remember her.
(6.48 pm)
She is scary… Like a lot.
(6.48 pm)
Poor you.
(6.48 pm)
Yes, but now we understand each other. It's a good friendship.
(6.48 pm)
Speaking of friendship… How's your hot brother?
(6.49 pm)
Again?
(6.49 pm)
Hey! Looking doesn't hurt.
(6.50 pm)
And I know and accept that he's married with kids (Lovely girls by the way)
(6.50 pm)
Those are my little girls.
(6.51 pm)
They look so much like Elsa.
(6.51 pm)
Poor Liam's still trying to look if they are like him.
(6.52 pm)
Poor Liam.
(6.53 pm)
Hey! I was looking for the dog!. I found one really cute.
(6.53 pm)
What color is he?
(6.53 pm)
Not breed?
(6.54 pm)
No, color.
(6.54 pm)
White with brown. And SHE.
(6.54 pm)
A little girl… Did you already buy her?
(6.55 pm)
Not yet, I'm gonna adopt her the first week of December.
(6.55 pm)
How old is she?
(6.55 pm)
6 months old, she is a little cute pie.
(6.56 pm)
She sounds cute love.
(6.58 pm)
So… How have you been love?
(6.58 pm)
Good… I guess. I went back to work again this week, but after my little second trip to hospital last week, my boss is a little worried about me having missions. He wanted to give me desk job. And that's not gonna happen buddy.
(6.59 pm)
What happen last week? Are you ok?
(7.00 pm)
I was bleeding and couldn't move my arm. It was bad, but now I'm healthy as a horse.
(7.01 pm)
Were you with someone?
(7.01 pm)
Nope, Henry was at school and Mary Margaret was at work, so I was all by myself at home. It was quite painful.
(7.01 pm)
Why didn't you tell me?
(7.01 pm)
You and I weren't on the best terms the last 2 weeks. I wasn't gonna call you.
(7.01 pm)
Excuses… you should've told me love. I would've made good company for you.
(7.02 pm)
I'm a prideful person!
(7.02 pm)
I'm not the "take the first step" kind of person. That's why I told you to take a screenshot yesterday. That was a first time thing. Usually I just walk away.
(7.03 pm)
Ok, but if something happens to you, please let me know love. At least I can call 911 and tell you to keep breathing.
(7.03 pm)
That sound like something you do when you're gonna have a baby…
(7.03 pm)
And I will keep that in mind next time my arm starts to bleed.
(7.03 pm)
Good.
(7.03 pm)
Good.
(Wed 18, Nov)
(8.15 am)
The Swan is giving me troubles with the sail.
(8.15 am)
Is she alright? Is she sick?
(8.15 am)
Yes, but not working. Someone told me I have a weird fetish with boats, but you, my dear brother, are so much worse than me.
(8.16 am)
Maybe the sea doesn't help you. The Swan is our little jewel!
(8.16 am)
Weather guy said it was gonna be a nice day.
(8.16 am)
Do you still believe in those bloody liars?
(8.16 am)
I trust on my phone's weather app!
(8.16 am)
Worse.
(8.16 am)
If you says so.
(8.16 am)
I don't want to disturb you with our beautiful boat but Elsa is screaming from the kitchen saying I need to ask you about Emma. Again.
(8.17 am)
She's fine. I'll remind her to go tomorrow. Tell Elsa she needs to made a lemon honey tea.
(8.18 am)
How are things with her?
(8.18 am)
We've been talking. Fixing our problems…
(8.19 am)
Do you still not want to meet her?
(8.20 am)
Not sure, but I would love hear her voice. I almost can feel her sarcasm.
(8.21 am)
Didn't you tell me you called her the other time, when was she at hospital?
(8.21 am)
Aye.
(8.21 am)
Well you should call her again.
(8.21 am)
But Milah…
(8.21 am)
What about her? You're just calling a friend.
(8.22 am)
She was drugged. She was seeing pink elephants and we didn't talk, I just played her a song to help her sleep.
(8.23 am)
Are you sure? Because you know what I always say.
(8.23 am)
"A man unwilling to fight for what he wants, deserves what he gets."
(8.24 am)
I already have Milah. I'm happy with her.
(8.24 am)
Only you know that little bro, I can't speak for you.
(4.43 pm)
Can I call you at night?
(4.43 pm)
Like a real call. Where you and I talk about random things like food or movies.
(4.44 pm)
What?
(4.44 pm)
Can I call you tonight?
(4.45 pm)
I'm not sure. I'm good with things this way, Killian.
(4.45 pm)
Swan, have you ever tried to take a leap of faith?
(4.45 pm)
Do I need to take fa leap of faith in you? Because I barely know you and that could definitely be creepy.
(4.45 pm)
Stop being so self-conscious for once and do what you want. Are you gonna tell me you never want to talk to me? Really? Because I can assure you I want to hear your voice, even if it was from drugs like the other time.
(4.46 pm)
Killian… Look it's not that I don't want to hear your voice, but if I listen it… it's gonna be real you know?
(4.46 pm)
Pretty sure I'm bones and muscles love, I'm real. I'm not going anywhere.
(4.46 pm)
I know, you idiot.
(4.47 pm)
What I mean is… when I'll hear your voice for the first time, it will be the moment when I'm gonna realize that you are a real person with real feelings, not like a machine or something… And I don't know if I'm prepared to take that big step Killian, I'm sorry.
(4.47 pm)
Please don't take it personally, but you should know I have trust issues.
(4.48 pm)
Yeah, Mary Margaret told me.
(4.48 pm)
What?
(4.48 pm)
That time when you were in hospital. She said that you don't trust without seeing.
(4.48 pm)
Well she was right.
(4.50 pm)
Think about it?
(4.50 pm)
I will.
(10.34 pm)
*Incoming call*
WOH! I can't wait to that *incoming call* omg omg omg can't wait to you to read it! and hey! It's ONCE day! I think this is the first time I update on sundays let's see how it's go :)
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