Chapter 10

Mark awoke to being shaken. He was disoriented as he realized he wasn't in his room. In the moonlight, he could see Tyanna lying next to him, obviously in the throes of a dream. He started to talk to her, trying to gently wake her up. She sat bolt upright, gasping, saying "he's not in here!" Mark sat up, startling her. She immediately went to defend herself and he wrapped his arms around her to calm her. She calmed and clung to him, trying to calm down. "It's alright! You're safe now!" he said, his voice soft, gruff as he was sleepy. Tyanna raised her head to look at him, her eyes full of wonder and hesitation. Could she trust him?

Looking down into her beautiful blue eyes, Mark was captivated. He slowly leaned forward, gaining more courage when she didn't back away from him. When his lips were just inches from hers, he whispered ever so softly. "Don't be afraid." He then slowly captured her lips in a sensual kiss. It was slow and gentle. He wanted to devour her, but he forced himself to be calm.

Tyanna had never in her life been kissed like that. She never knew love or intimacy. Sex was a painful memory and not something she cherished. Every kiss Mark has given her has been full of passion. This kiss…this kiss was different. Soft, warm, and gentle. She was curious, but also terrified as she didn't know how to react to such a sensation. She relaxed against him as he wrapped his arms around her. She felt him lower her back down to rest her head on the pillow. He hovered over her as he continued to kiss her. "I should stop him," she thought to herself. "But I don't want to," she continued. She felt at war with herself. "What if he's only after sex?" she asked herself.

Mark couldn't believe how good she felt in his arms. He slid his tongue along her lips, begging to have access. Parting slightly as if they had a mind of their own, Mark's tongue took charge and left no crevice of her sensual mouth unsearched. He kissed his way along her jaw and down to her neck. Feeling Tyanna lean into him gave him that permission he was searching for. He reached her collarbone and then her shoulder. Holding himself up with one arm, he took his other arm and began to caress her hips and then very slowly, inching his hand upward. He reached the bottom of her shirt and slowly slipped his hand under it, feeling the softness of her skin beneath his callused hands. He was certainly enjoying how far he had been able to get so far. He moved to settle himself more comfortably as he began to kiss her mouth again.

This was a dream! It had to be. Tyanna had never felt the sensations she was feeling at this moment. Mark was so tender in his kisses and his hands were lighting her body on fire. She could feel his hand under her shirt and as much as she wanted to stop him, she couldn't. He had reached the lace of her bra, but it was as if it wasn't even there as he began to massage her breasts. That elicited a moan of pleasure from her as she wiggled beneath him.

Her eyes popped open at hearing Mark groan deeply. When she looked at him, she didn't see him. She saw Alex and his disgusting friends, moaning and groaning as they had their way with her. She began to panic a little, but Mark took notice. He stopped everything he was doing as he caressed her cheek.

He could tell that her demeanor had changed. Opening his eyes and seeing her fear, he made her focus on him. "Tyanna...I'm Mark. Don't think of this as a repeat of your experience. Give in to the intimacy I'm trying to let you experience," he whispered gruffly. In the back of his mind, his conscience screamed at him about how she had been raped and to take it easy. But then he reminded himself that it was ten years ago and he wasn't Alex and the others. Quieting that voice, he slowly captured her lips in yet another mind-blowing kiss. He didn't think he had spent so much time making a woman feel beautiful. But that's all he seemed to want to do with her, is make her feel special and beautiful. Not just a piece of meat.

Tyanna heard the desire that had covered Mark's voice, bringing out his thick Texan drawl. There was no way she would be able to deny that she loved to be kissed by him. His kisses made her head spin. As he kissed her neck, he hit a spot behind her ear that literally sent shivers up her spine. She gasped in surprise and Mark immediately asked her if he had hurt her. Looking into his emerald green eyes, she whispered, "no." Smiling, he slowly lowered his head and slowly kissed her. She was a little surprised when his head jerked up and he had a pained expression on his face. "Mark?" she asked.

Hearing the worry in her voice, he shook his head, "its okay. Just don't..." his words were cut short by a deep groan as she moved beneath him. "Tyanna, sweetheart, can you please stay still?" he asked through gritted teeth. Thinking she had angered him, she stayed as still as possible. Her body however was not listening to her head as it was if it moved involuntarily. "That's it!" Mark growled, rolling off of her and standing up. He immediately walked to his room and shut the door. Once inside, he took a deep breath and looked down. He was about to burst out of his pants and worse, he about came everywhere. He stripped down on his way to his bathroom. His erection was obviously happy to be free as his cock sprang forward. He sighed as he knew he would have to take care of that on his own. He figured that was probably a good thing because then he could better control himself around Tyanna. He glanced at his bedroom door and then shut the bathroom door. He grabbed the lotion off the counter and got to work. At first he began to stroke himself slowly. He groaned as it had been awhile. His excessive drinking had put his sex drive on the back burner. He then thought of Tyanna, lying underneath him, her smooth legs wrapped around him. He pumped his hand faster as he tried to be quiet in case she came looking for him. "Mmmm" he moaned, as he began to stroke himself faster and faster. His breathing became slightly labored as he could feel his release building. He quickly grabbed a towel just in time as he growled out his release. "Shit!" he said, as his cock spasmed. He quickly cleaned up, threw on some boxers and decided to go check on Tyanna. He felt bad at just leaving her like that.

She stood there for a moment as he disappeared into his bedroom across the hall. "What did she do?" She had to admit that she had no idea what to do when it came to sex or anything close to it and she was a little apprehensive. She couldn't worry herself. She had come so far and though she didn't like that her walls were a pile of dust at her feet, she felt better at being able to tell Mark her story. She had just gotten her nightgown on when Mark appeared in her doorway.

He stopped in his tracks when he saw her standing there. Her nightgown left very little to the imagination. Her breasts were perfect and he could see her erect nipples caused from the cool breeze coming in from the window. The silky green shown in the moonlight and he groaned inwardly at how short it was and how he could make very short work of it. He thought that jacking off in the bathroom might help, but he felt himself harden at the sight of her. He didn't want to scare her, but he found himself stalking toward her. She gasped as he wrapped her in his strong arms and kissed her senseless. He slowly backed her to the wall as he began to run his hands down her arms. He reached around and squeezed her ass and then reached the hem of her nightgown and began to run his hand underneath it. Feeling her bare breast beneath his hand he groaned again. "Mmmm, I want you Ty!" he said, his voice deep and husky.

Feeling his hand on her bare breast was a sensation unlike any other. She found herself pressing further into his hand. Hearing him confess that he wanted her actually scared her. But it excited her as well. She gasped as her eyes popped open when she felt his erection against her stomach. She looked at him in disbelief and he smirked. He lifted her up and held her against the wall as she instinctively wrapped her legs around him. She could feel his erection pressing against her center, begging for entry. This was too fast. She couldn't do this now. Gasping in pleasure as Mark kissed her neck and completely utilizing his newfound knowledge of her sweet spot behind her ear. "M...Mar...Mark!" she moaned as he pressed himself against her, fully making her aware of just how badly he wanted her. "Too...fast...we...oohhhh!" she sighed as he pressed himself against her again. She had to put a stop to this before it got out of hand. She unwrapped her legs from his waist, and began to gently push against his shoulders.

Reluctantly, Mark set her on her feet. They were both breathing heavily as desire coursed through their veins. He touched his forehead to hers as he looked into her eyes. He gently took her hand placed it on his cock. She tried to pull away, but he held her hand in place. She could feel it pulsating beneath her hand. She looked up at him. "Do you see...how badly...I want you!" he said gruffly. Not having any clue as to why or how, but her hand instinctively squeezed him. It was a gentle, almost barely noticeable movement, but Mark felt it as if she had used all of her strength. He sucked in a breath and shut his eyes tightly. "I swear Ty, if you do that again, I will cum all over the place," he gritted out, but at the same time pressed himself into her hand. Realizing that he was holding her hand against him, he let go. He sighed with pleasure when she didn't immediately pull her hand away. He stood completely still, afraid to move.

Tyanna was so curious. Her mind screamed at her. "What the hell are you doing?" But then her body screamed, "ten years! And he's so gentle!" She timidly began to run her hand against his rock hard erection. Mark grabbed her hand and she immediately thought that she had done wrong.

"I'm serious Tyanna. If you keep doing that, I will explode!" he said, his eyes closed. She didn't know a lot about sex. She had her horrible experience with Alex and his goons. Then there was Kevin, who she was never able to get close to because of her fear that stemmed from Alex. But Mark...Mark made her feel safe and confident in her actions. She was surprised as hell at how fast things were going. She liked the sensations that he made her feel and she found herself wanting to learn more. She wanted to get past this fear of hers.

"Mark?" she asked. She looked up to find him staring at her, waiting for her to continue. "Will...will you...ummm...will you teach me?" she whispered.

Mark closed his eyes. Of all the time to have doubts, now was not the time. He took a deep breath and said, "if you want me to." At seeing Tyanna nod, he gently pushed her away from him. Then he dropped his boxers and his cock sprang to life. He watched as Tyanna's eyes widened in surprise and her mouth dropped open. She looked up at him and he smirked. He knew he was big and he had never had any complaints. But he had never stood there and had a woman stare at him either, so he was beginning to get a little self conscious.

Tyanna stepped forward and hesitantly reached out her hand. Her hand shook as she wrapped her fingers around him. She felt him jump when she touched him. "Mark? Does it hurt?" she asked. "It's beginning to," he said through gritted teeth. "Do you want me to stop?" she asked.

He nodded his head yes, but heard himself say, "no."

Feeling brave, she gently squeezed. She found wonderment when she heard him suck in sharp breath. She had no idea what she was supposed to do, but whatever she was doing, was causing a reaction. "I don't know what I'm supposed to do, Mark," she said shyly. She felt him grab her hand and guide it along his shaft. It was her turn to gasp as she had no idea men and woman did stuff like this.

"Mmmm" she heard him moan.

"Does...does that feel good Mark?" she asked, completely perplexed as to how.

"Oh yeah!" he moaned. He then quickly pulled her hand away from him.

"What's wrong? What did I do?" she asked, worried.

Mark held up a hand, trying to catch his breath. "Ya didn't do anythin' darlin'. But if I don't stop ya, my cock is going to explode. And ya don't want that?" he explained.

"I don't?"she asked. Mark shook his head no. "I'm so confused Mark. I've never done anything like this before. I feel embarrassed," she confessed.

"Don't feel embarrassed," he said. "It's completely natural. Ya want me to teach ya? I will. But it just may take a couple times...or three...or four. That's beside the point. It's not gonna happen all in one night is what I'm tryin' to say," he said.

Tyanna smiled. This is why she felt safe with him. She moved closer to him and leaned up to kiss him. The kiss deepened when Tyanna voluntarily opened her mouth to invite his tongue inside to dance with hers.

Mark picked her up and laid her on the bed and laid on top of her. He pushed her nightgown up to expose her breasts. She tried to cover herself, but he gently moved her hands to her sides. He then lowered his head and took a nipple into his mouth. He heard her gasp and he smiled inwardly. He sucked and swirled his tongue around it, teasing it until it became as rock hard as his cock. He then gave the same treatment to the other one. He then snaked his hand down to that special place between her legs. He could feel the heat as he knew she was aroused. He slowly slid her panties down and then ran his hand up her smooth legs. He flicked at her vagina quickly. One little flick and Tyanna gasped in surprise. "Mark?" she asked, a little afraid.

"Shhh...don't worry. I won't hurt ya," he whispered as he leaned down to kiss her. He rubbed his fingers against her, trying to prep her a little bit. Feeling how wet she was, he slipped one finger inside. If he hadn't been laying on top of her, she would've hit the ceiling. She whimpered, part in fear and part in pleasure. "It's okay," he said, reassuring her. This was the hardest part for her. The only person that had ever been inside her was Alex and his cohorts and that was not a pleasurable experience at all.

Mark began to slowly move his finger in and out, mirroring the movement with his tongue in her mouth. Hearing her moan in his mouth, he added another finger. She tore her mouth away from his as she was beginning to become afraid. "I'm not sure I like this anymore," she exclaimed. Mark knew what was happening because as she said that, she was pressing herself against his hand. He knew she was about to cum and if he had to guess, he'd bet she had never had an orgasm in her life.

"I want to stop now!" she said fearfully. "Mark stop!" she said, trying to push him away.

Mark sighed as he dropped his head and rolled off of her. He pulled his boxers on and sat on the side of the bed as Tyanna quickly covered herself. She looked over at him as he ran his hand over his face. She lowered her head and whispered, "I'm sorry Mark."

Sighing again, he looked over at her. "Ya don't gotta be sorry darlin'. I told ya it may take a few times," he said. When she didn't respond, he took hold of her hands and she looked up at him. "I can't imagine what you went through. The thought of what they did makes my blood boil. But sex isn't like that. It can be so much more and at some point you should be able to experience that. But maybe now just isn't that time," he explained.

Tyanna was somewhat speechless, but she felt the tears brimming. The amount of understanding that he was showing her was overwhelming. She stood up to stand in front of him, still holding his hands. "Thank you Mark! Your understanding means so much to me. I don't know if I will ever be ready to…you know. I blamed you for so long, thinking you knew about what they had done. Knowing otherwise and knowing that you care is enough for now," she confessed. She then leaned forward to give him a sweet kiss as a thank you.

The quick kiss that she had intended to give him lasted longer than she has expected. In a split second, it went from completely innocent to full of passion and desire. It was as if her body was in a trance as she didn't protest at all when Mark pulled her closer to sit on his lap.

Mark couldn't help himself. It was if he just couldn't get enough of her. He took the first opportunity to deepen the kiss the very second that her lips touched his. His hands immediately went to her hips as he pulled her to sit on his lap. She was sitting as a child would sit on one knee and Mark scooped her up in one quick motion and positioned her so that she was straddling him.

It happened so fast that Tyanna wasn't sure what exactly had just happened, but she didn't argue. She couldn't argue with Mark capturing her mouth with his. She could feel his erection under her and as if on cue, she rocked against him. She felt Mark grip her hips tightly as he broke the kiss. She looked down at him and couldn't help but feel excited at how in control she seemed to be at the moment. She rocked her hips again, even with Mark holding her tightly. She couldn't help but grin when she heard him groan.

Trying to calm himself, Mark looked up at her and could see the sparkle in her eyes. "If you're not careful Tyanna, I can't be responsible for what happens in this bedroom tonight!" he warned. His tone was stern and he was gripping her hips almost painfully. He didn't want to scare her, but he didn't want her to start another round of this when he knew she wasn't ready. He closed his eyes and held completely still for at least a minute or two. And then she spoke, breaking the silence.

"Mark? Is there such a thing as sex with your clothes on?" she asked. Looking out the window above his head. Her expression said that she was pondering something.

Having a feeling as to why she was asking, he wasn't sure if he wanted to answer or not. After only a minute or so, he closed his eyes and said, "yes." His tone gave the impression that he was not happy. But his erection said otherwise.

Smiling, Tyanna looked down at him and lifted his face to hers. She kissed him and then said, "so if I did this…" and she rocked against him causing him to groan, "…would that be considered sex?" she asked.

Taking a deep breath, Mark answered with "somewhat" through gritted teeth.

Kissing him again, she rocked against him, this time a little more forcefully. She couldn't figure out how it still felt good with your clothes on. But she had to admit that her body was starting to tingle all over with excitement.

Mark grabbed her hips hard this time to still her movements. It actually startled her. He looked at her and she inwardly cringed at the look on his face. Maybe she had gone too far this time.

"Tyanna! I'm gonna say this one more time…" he was cut off by a slow sweet kiss. When he looked into her eyes, he lost all train of thought as he could see how much she wanted to do this. He knew she was curious. But he also knew that she wasn't ready. But then that voice spoke up. "It's not intercourse. Both of you are fully clothed." That seemed justification enough as he gripped her hips and jerked her against him roughly.

Gasping in shock, she started down at him and saw him smirk. He then leaned forward and began to kiss her neck. She closed her eyes, gripped his shoulders and began to slowly rock against him. It was if she had no control of her movements. She moaned once and that seemed to cause Mark's erection to grow even more. She didn't think it was possible. Without even thinking, she ground her hips in a circle and Mark couldn't contain the deep growl that emitted from his throat. Tyanna didn't know why, but that made her want to do it again. So she did and he made the same sound. By this point, he had buried his face in her neck and was gripping her hips so tightly, she was sure she would have marks.

"Damn!" Mark growled. He had had enough. He couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed her by the hips, and began to move her back and forth on him. He needed to cum and he would be damned if he didn't get to after all this. He looked up at her to see her eyes closed and she was whimpering. That just made him want it more and felt her grip his shoulders tightly. He worked hard to hold back as he had a feeling that she was really close. He wanted to laugh as he knew that she had no idea that this was possible with clothes on. And if he was correct about her never experiencing an orgasm before, he would be damned if he didn't get her there. They stopped earlier as they were clearly naked and with her being so inexperienced, he knew it was scary for her. But this would be a good learning experience for her without her having to be naked. His suspicions of her being close were confirmed when her body involuntarily moved faster, yet at the same time she was trying to stop. "Not this time," Mark mumbled, grinding her hips down onto him. He growled, wishing that he could be inside of her. He closed his eyes as he struggled to hold it together as he heard Tyanna cry out in pleasure. Oh yeah, she was very close!

What the hell is happening? she thought to herself. She wanted to stop, but she couldn't. She didn't know what was happening, but it was starting to scare her a little bit. She felt it first in the pit of her stomach. Then it moved lower between her legs. She wanted to close her legs, but she couldn't has she was straddling Mark and he was rocking her against him. She wanted to push away from him, but found herself holding onto him. "Oh my god Mark! What's…happ…I can't," she couldn't form a sentence as she shut her eyes tightly. "Ooohhhh! Mmmmm!" she whimpered. She was trying so hard to stifle her sounds.

Mark moved her faster over him. He was determined to get her to cum. He could feel her start to shake, and then he felt her legs tighten against him and she cried out. He could hear the fear in her cries of pleasure as she came apart. He then let himself go and he literally became breathless as he had worked so hard to hold back until she had gotten her release.

As they both tried to catch their breath, Tyanna couldn't let go of Mark. She was clinging to him so tightly that he had to pry her arms from around his neck. He caressed the side of her face and coaxed her to open her eyes. He felt her relax as he smiled at her. He saw her blush and he swallowed and then asked, "Are ya alright?" He searched her eyes and then relaxed when he saw her nod. "Are ya sure?" he asked, sensing that something was wrong. Then it dawned on him. He had momentarily forgotten that this was basically her first time. "Everything went the way it was supposed to," he said. He chuckled when the look of disbelief appeared on her face. He nodded as reassurance.

Blushing again, Tyanna couldn't meet his eyes. "Was…was I supposed…I didn't mean…" her rambling was silenced by a soft kiss.

"Listen to me," he began. "Ya did everything right. All the noises and cries, they are all normal when experiencing such pleasure. And orgasms are usually what the goal is," he explained, kissing her again.

"Is that what that was? I couldn't stop it, even though I wanted to," she said.

He shook his head as he chuckled. "You're not supposed to stop it. The goal is to reach orgasm. Aren't ya glad you weren't able to stop it?" he asked. Hearing her giggle and seeing her blush yet again, he had his answer. "Well…we should get cleaned up," he said.

Tyanna looked at him confused. He leaned forward and whispered, "I'm sure you could use a clean pair of panties." Seeing her nod, he gently lifted her off of him and she couldn't help but be amazed at how wet his shorts were. It was if he had gone swimming. He smirked again, kissed the top of her head and then went to his room. She watched him disappear into his room before she went into her bathroom to clean up.