Thank you to those who reviewed. Sorry I haven't been updating, I've been moaned at to continue Sonny With A Chance Of Christmas. I keep telling them that it's OVER! Once again, thanx for the plots but I have the storyline.
Disclaimer: Call me crazy, but I don't think they'll give Sonny With A Chance to 12 year old girls. (My sister is 16. I asked her to check the box saying I was over 13, so I didn't lie!)
Chapter 10: Life back on the right track?
TPOV
I miss Sonny, I miss my pretty, I even miss Chad coming round here a bugging the hell out of us! And when I say I miss Chad, you know I've got a problem!
"OW!" People should really watch where they're going when Tawni Hart is walking through the halls thinking!
"Sorry, sorry." The boy who crashed into me apologized. Is it me or when he said sorry, it sounded like the name Sonny?
"Wait, your Tawni Hart, right? I'm a huge fan! Shame about Sonny though. I'm Jason." If he really was a Tawni fan, he would know to never say Sonny's name in front of me. I could already feel tears building up.
"Hi Jason, sorry but I have to go." Well, if I got mad at him I would definatley cry! I started to walk towards my dressing room.
"Wait, I know this is sudden but...do you wanna go out with me tonight?" I turned to look at him properly for the first time, his hair was messy and blonde/brown. Quite tall, Looks like an open book, I could read him easily. Maybe I could try and get Sonny off my mind for a night, try and get my life back on the right track.
"Sure," I backed up to my dressing room. "Meet me here at 6.45. I REALLY have to go now." I opened the door and ran in.
I've been looking through Sonny's song book, I can't be Sonny. I can't take credit for her creations. So I've written a song about her, 4 months ago. I need to remind myself of it. Even though it hurts.
(A/N: Teardrops on my guitar. by Taylor Swift. Tawni's version.)
Fan's look at me, I fake a smile so they won't see,
That I want and I'm needing, Things the way that they should be,
I bet she's beautiful, That girl I used to know,
And she had everyhting I had to live without.
She talked to me, I laughed cause it was so funny,
Now I can't even see, Anyone when she's with me,
She says this is what's best, She's finally got it right,
I wonder if she knows she's all I think about at night.
She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
She's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
Sonny, packed her things, Could she tell I couldn't breath,
And then she went, So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be.
I wish I'd held her tight, Never let her go.
Look in her beautiful eyes, And know I'm lucky cause,
She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
She's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
So I drive home alone, As I turn out the light,
I put her picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight,
Cause she's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
She's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do,
She's the time taken up, But it's never enough,
And she's all that I need to fall into,
Fan's look at me, I fake a smile so they won't,
See.
My voice cracked at the last line, I always end up crying after that song. So basically everyday. Oh SHIT! I arranged to go to Zora's tonight! But I can't back out of my date. Zora will understand won't she?
Making my way to the Prop House, I saw Chad sitting on the floor, staring into space, as usual. I just stepped over his legs which were spread out in front of him.
"HEY! Do you mind?! I'm having a flashback here!" I rolled my eyes. No doubt his flashback is about Sonny.
In the Prop House I found them all on the right side of the room, talking. I went over. Once again, they were talking about Sonny.
"Guys, I miss Sonny as much as you do. But maybe we should try to get over it. Not forget her, just try to get back to normal."
"What bought this on?" Nico asked.
"Um, I have um...a date tonight. Sorry Zora." Then my palms started sweating. Heart racing. Signs of caring. Caring reminds me of Sonny, Sonny means crying, crying means run away from everyone else so no-one can see me. So I ran to get ready for my date.
6:45
I waited for Jason, he arrived a few seconds late.
"Wow, you look great!"
"Thanks, I'm recyling this outfit. I've worn it before!"
He laughed. "Ready to go?"
"As I'll ever be."
He led me to his car, opened the door for me and then ran to his side to start driving.
"This place probably won't be to your liking but, I'm not exactly rich." He laughed again. We arrived at...Arcadia?! So much for forgetting about Sonny.
We were seated in the same booth that me and James were in about a year ago. I couldn't help looking at the booth Sonny and Chad were. Oh god! I'm hallucinating, I see us, Me, Sonny, Chad and James. Just when Chad arrived and Sonny and James tried to leave.
The rest of the night was filled with me having flashbacks of the night we dumped James. Occasionally nodding at what Jason was saying.
Probably one of the worst dates of my life!
He dropped me off at the studio without a word. I ran to my dressing room to change, but the second I was in the door I had another flashback. Of Sonny practicing for her (fake) audition as Fashionita. ( I finally learned the name!) I picked up SonShine (My name for Puddy-Two-Shoes two) and held her close to me as I watched the flashback. Suddenly, my door opened, pushing me forward and onto the ground.
I looked up, but not at the door, into the air. Which SonShine was flying through. She's headed towards the shredder. No, NO, NO! I got up as quickly as I could and ran to catch her. But I tripped over the animal print couch thing and was too late.
SonShine had been shredded. I looked at the door, Chad was standing there, I glared at him.
"GET OUT YOU MONSTER! GET OUT!" I screamed. He ran.
I turned my head again and plunged my head onto the floor, into SonShine's remains. While sobbing.
I had another flashback, when Sonny won musical chairs by pulling Chad onto the floor.
I wish he'd gone into a coma that night.
I wish he'd died!
So Tawni's being harsh! But she was obviously upset. No flames saying 'HOW IS THIS CHAD'S FAULT!' please.
So, how many have watched the When Sonny's gone video on youtube?
Adios amigos (Sorry, I have a weird craze about different languages recently, Mostly Spanish)