Hello Everybody. I am so sorry that I didn't update for weeks but my laptop died in a terribly tragic way and I got no chance. This is an extremely short chapter but I promise there'll be more this week. Thank You for your patience. Enjoy, Dareia

CHAPTER 10
BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR

Jo watched the sleeping man next to her breathing in and out, his chest moving calmly. She chose not only a man, but a whole life style. Only time would tell if she made the right decision or the biggest mistake of her life.

She wasn't sure which one was it. Her possibilities couldn't be more different. She could live the real 'American dream' with Peter, marrying him, working as a successful lawyer, then having kids with him, having a great life in a perfect world. On the other hand, there was Jax, a screwed up, emotionally instable man with no actual stability to count on for the future.

Choosing the easy way out and living the perfect suburban life with Peter or choosing Jax and with him a lifestyle where the most you could hope for that he wouldn't get into jail or get shot. A decision what would effect the rest of her life.

Jo didn't think about it much. The decision was made in a blink of a time. Or if she wanted to be honest, she thought about it in her whole life but only this time she could decide.

„I can practically hear the wheels turning in your head," the man said in a sleepy voice, pulling her closer to his body.

She sighed, letting her head rest on his shoulder and vowed that she would live with her decision, nothing would change her mind.

Jax started to wake up slowly, feeling somebody watched him.

„I can practically hear the wheels turning in your head," he said in a sleepy voice, reaching for the woman next to him, pulling her closer to his body.

She sighed, letting her head rest on his shoulder. He knew his life changed for good. There was no going back this time. He lost something but got another thing for it. He realized he never got any other possibilities, it was always Jo or Tara. Only time would tell if he got what he wanted or made a huge mistake.

He was on and off with Tara since high school years. He always thought she would be the perfect woman for him. But he also knew she hated the life he lived, hated the club and everything what came with it. Still, he cottoned to her because he thought he loved her and wished she could accept him the way Jo did.

Jo... Never before he thought about her as a woman. She was 'just Jo'. He didn't even know when he started to think about her as somebody who could replace Tara. She wasn't only better than Tara, she was the best he could ever hoped for. She understood him in a way nobody else could.

But the decision wasn't made by him this time. Almost for the first time in his life, Jax had to give the right to Jo's hands. It was all up to her to choose. She was a smart girl, always knew what to do and if she made up her mind there was no man or god who could change her mind, not even him. He should trust in her decision, only he wasn't sure if it was the best for everybody.

„I love you," the woman kissed him softly, her hand caressing his face softly.

„I know, Tara," Jax sighed, glancing away.