Lillian's POV

How the hell could they of found us. Why had they come for us. Why where they even trying to find us. We did nothing to them. I mean sure my father wanted me dead but he died instead. I'm still alive. Maybe that is why? I don't know.

His body was cut and blood was leaking from his wounds. I would have helped him patch himself up but I was too sick. If i even came to close to him I would be gagging.

"Lillian... Are you ok." He asked

"Patch. Please stop asking that. Too many people ask that to many times." I whispered

"Lillian you where out for a week. I mean you where hell sick and all of us where hell scared." He whispered

How the hell could I have been asleep for a week. I never sleep that long even if I was in a coma. So something is going on. The pack never found me. Why did Patch lie to me. Why. He has never lied to me before...

A week earlier

Patch's POV

Lillian slowly drifted off into a deep, deep sleep. As soon as she was snoring I carefully lifted her off of me. I made my way to the door, opened it slowly and quietly before slipping out into the hall. I closed the door behind me and slowly made my way down to Ryan's room. I knocked on the door, soon being invited in my Sam. When I walked in I felt sick because of the strong smell of Ryan's blood. Wait why was he bleeding? I finally found Ryan in the bathroom on the floor. I looked to Grace who was sitting in the edge of the bath tub. She looked sick but she was going to stay. But what the hell was happening. Then I remembered. His 15 years where up. He was having the cure. His wolf had been held back but now Sam was going to bit him.

"How many years do you have left?" Grace asked me

"I think three." I said not wanting to face all of this again

Ryan looked up to me and when I saw him I got to be honest... He looked like shit. Not in a mean way but in a bad way. I knew how he felt. When you are going through the cure you are always pissed off and you are trying to fight off a deadly disease that has been put in your body.

Ryan was on the floor leaning on the cold wall. He only had boxers on and had some cold packs on his body. I remember when I had to go through this last. The cold packs helped but I still felt terrible even when my temperature was low. I felt nauseous all the time and my skin felt like it was someone else's.

"Know I understand why you didn't want her in here." I whispered ashamed of myself

"Patch. Don't feel bad. You had no idea." Ryan encouraged

"You sound fine." I laughed

He laughed a little with me before tuning around to spew in the toilet.

The bad thing with the cure is that there is no curtain outcome for you after the cure. You may die or you may live. The cure can take an incredible toll on your body. Sometime the body can't handle it so the body just shuts down.

I sat down beside Ryan and rubbed his back. He was sick this time. Worse then others. It was hard to sit beside him and watch him go through this. I know how it feels and I never want to go through it again but soon I will have to.

"Never tell Lillian about this." He whispered when he finished gagging

"Ryan..." I started but was cut off

"Don't Ryan me! I don't want her to be afraid of what is to come. I want he to live her life as it comes. She doesn't have to know!" He said sternly before turning around and spewing back into the toilet.

"Ryan. You ready?" Sam asked

"As ready as I will ever be." He whispered holding out his arm

Ryan closed his eyes and looked away from his father. Sam took his sons arm into his hands and held it up to his face. Then quickly he took a breath and sunk his teeth into Ryan's flesh. I watched as Ryan closed his eyes tightly and sucked in a breath. Sam pulled away and looked to me.

"Take him to the sanctuary room." Sam said in an urgent manner.

I nodded, picked Ryan up and started to run to the huge room we build in the other end of the house. It was like the outdoors but indoors where we could keep and eye on all the wolves that underwent the cure.

I started to feel Ryan shake and moan as we got closer to the room. He started to growl and his fur started to break through his skin.

"Ryan hold him back!" I ordered

He growled but he started to stop shaking. I finally got to the room and dumped him down on the grass. I closed the see through door and locked all the locks. There where too many types of locks to remember but I somehow remembered them all.

I sat down and listened to Ryan moan and growl, his bones break and his last human yell. The next thing I heard was pure wolf growls. I knew he wouldn't be himself for a while but that is how it had to be.

Over the next couple of days Sam kept Lillian sedated for her own protection and Ryan kept on shifting back and forth, back and forth. We had to have the sanctuary temperature down to 5 degrease at all times. A lot of the time it had to be lower but I wasn't the one who had to watch over Ryan 24/7. Sam had that honour.

Last time I saw Sam he had black circles under his eyes and he looked so pale. I wonder what was going on with Ryan. It wasn't like Sam to avoid a convocation with anyone. So today I decided to go and see Ryan. I need to make sure he was ok.

I slowly walked down the cold hallway and to the sanctuary room. I opened the curtains and looked into the room. And there was Ryan bleeding and crying in his human form.

"Sam!" I yelled

Sam came running and stood beside me.

"Look." I said pointing to Ryan

"Holy shit!" Sam yelled running into the room

"Sam." I yelled but he didn't listen

Then before I knew what was happening Ryan had shifted and his claws had sunken into Sam's stomach.

"Ryan!" I growled

He looked up at me. His eyes burning into mine. I turned around and ran. When I got to the lounge room he pounced on me. I growled at him as he scratched at my skin and bit me. The rest of the pack ran in and pulled him off me. I looked to Ryan and he was easily besting them. They where screaming and yelling form them pain. Then I heard it. She was awake.

"Patch." She whispered in my head

Ryan stopped straight away and he was forced to shift back. When he was back to normal I ran to Lillian's room.

Straight away I was at her door looking at her. I could feel teas running down my face and I could feel all my wounds leaking blood and the pain radiating off them.

"What happened!" She screamed

I watched as she tried to get out of bed but I ran over to her and pushed her back down onto her back.

"Don't move." I begged

I sat down next to her on the bed. I knew I had to lie. I couldn't tell her what had happened to Ryan.

"They found us." I whispered

He looked up to me with concern.

"Who?" He barley whispered

There was a small silence then I replied with...

"Your fathers pack..." I whispered

I fixed myself up and I watch as she tried not to gag and throw up all over the place.

"Lillian... Are you ok." I asked

"Patch. Please stop asking that. Too many people ask that too many times." She whispered

"Lillian you where out for a week. I mean you where hell sick and all of us where hell scared." I whispered

She looked like she didn't believe it. I frowned and looked into her eyes.

"What really happened?" She asked

"What I told you." I said to back myself up

She shook her head and looked away.

"If you are going to lie to me you can get out!" She whispered harshly

I looked at her dumbfounded. She looked back at me and rolled her eyes.

"Look, I don't want this to ruin our friendship. OK. But might because I have been lied to my whole life and it hurts so much to know that." She said looking away with tears running down her face

"I will see what I can do." I whispered walking towards the door

I was then surprised who I was met by. It was Ryan. He was breathing heavily.

"Ryan?" I growled warningly

"I'll tell her ok. And I'm sorry about that." He said pointing towards my body

"Ok." I said slowly

I walked out of the room and closed the door. I heard them talking and Lillian crying. I just hope that Ryan was under control...

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