A/N: The trouble I go through to make time to write these chapters haha exams suck! I hate 'em… then again I hate school all together

Disclaimer: I don't own marry me nicky… I mean mirai nikki :P

Last time:
That was in the past. Yukiteru may not even remember it, so does he feel anything for me?
I see a flash of pink again and then standing in front of me is Gasai.
This is stupid, I look stupid.
I'm surprised; man, Deus, this game must be really interesting for that thing to get involved!
Well Amano-kun you're a legend here!
School's hero?

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Dreams and screams

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Yukiteru's (Yuki) Pov.

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I walk home with Akise, a smug grin on my face. Yes, this is the first time I've been popular and I love it. People aren't tripping me up, no, instead they're patting me on the back calling me a hero. It's strange really to be wanted when you're used to being unwanted all the time. Not a bad feeling, just a new feeling and one I can get used to. I laugh aloud and Akise looks at me, his silver eyebrow raising and a smirk placed on his lips. "I'm going to be bold and say you enjoyed your first day" a slight hum in his voice as he says that. I nod and look away blushing when he chuckles at the act, his deep voice making my stomach go wild. Arg! Come on Yukiteru, stop acting like a little girly with a little crush!

We reach my house and I turn towards it, a slight skip in my step. I raise my hand to my head "see ya Akise!" His eyes shut as he smiles "good bye, Yukiteru." I watch as he walks away waving and then turn towards my door slipping the key into it. I'm greeted by a dark house and my mood plummets to the ground. I feel an urge to run back out my door and grab Akise to drag him back. I don't want to be alone; I want him to be with me. Forever… I blush at the thought. God, I really like Akise. No. I love Akise and well, I guess it is fine because he loves me too. I grin and walk into my dark kitchen, the light from the window barely reaching the middle of the room. I then pull out some bread and ham, slamming it onto it not bothering to butter it. I take a bite into it and as the taste hits my mouth, I notice a figure smiling at me. I choke on the bread in my mouth and slam on my chest. I grab the knife quickly from the marble worktop and point it towards the figure.

I then hear a crackly laugh. At first I suspect Yuno, but the figure is too different to be her.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to see the 'hero of the school' some more. I didn't know you were so protecting of yourself, that's so hot." The figure moves closer, the light now showing me the person's features. It is Hinata, why is she here? I had a memory not too long ago of her. What was it? Oh I remember, she was dead! No, wait… she was dead twice? That can't be-
Before my train of thought ends, I notice she's right in front of me. A smile places insincerely on her face, her eyes fluttering. Then she throws herself onto my chest. "Amano-kun, I wanted to tell you something in private so I came here. Your door was open, so I let myself in. Now can you please put down the knife?" This is very out of character. Even though my past life's memories come and go and can be fussy, just from spending a day with her I can tell something isn't right.

I put the knife back onto the worktop but still in reach if I need it. I remember that this game means anyone, anyone could be after me. Even my friend as hard as that is to believe. "Phone" I say aloud, my subconscious taking over my dry lips. She glares at me "what was that? I didn't quite catch that" it was obvious she did and had not thought through her plans very well. I don't want to be enemies with Hinata. "I think you should go home. You're acting very strange. I'm also tired, please leave." She moves away from me, her eyes widening. Actions speak words and the look on her face says she knows and she also knows that I know. I'm begging for her to leave and forget her idea. Please I don't want you dead, not again. She looks at me and nods. She turns and walks towards the door, a dark glare hits me like an icicle sending shivers down my spine. I hear a soft slam and sigh to myself, and to think I was in such a good mood before I got home. I walk into my room and wrap myself up in my blankets, Deus told me I have to attend this meeting or he'll erase me from the game. You'd think that was a good thing, but no. It means that he'll kill me if I don't attend; well it is a life or death game.

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Akise's Pov.

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I walk in the house to notice a note on the fridge. My mother will be at work till '12:00am'. I throw my things on the hall's floor and turn towards the door, I got to go before he realises I'm here. I begin to speed walk towards the door, my steps as light as possible. Please don't hear me. Please, please, please. Creek! "Aru?" My eyes widen as a shadow shows on the floor. It's an adult man's shadow. I can't do it again today, mother's been at work more often and he's been at it more often. I hate him, I don't want to. "Please don't" I whimper, my shoulders straightening when the floor makes a thud. He storms towards me grabbing my hair and a shot of pain screaming from the top of my head. "What did you say!?" He bawls, his voice screeching throughout the hall of our family home. He then throws me against a wall. "How dare you! Do you think you're worth something!? You are my tool to use! No one wants you in the world, so you don't get a fucking break, you filthy piece of shit!"

I don't speak. I say nothing. I learned the hard way that putting up a fight makes things worse. When I'm the world's greatest detective, I'll put an end to him and his evil. He's not even a man, he's a monster and I shall never consider him family of mine. If only mother knew what he was really like, I would be too ashamed to tell. Even if I did, it would achieve what? Nothing. I feel my arm being yanked and my feet dragged up the stairs because of the strength, I couldn't even try to fight. I'm then being thrown onto the double bed in the main bedroom. His fingers on my belt, tears prick my eyes. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. I'm not.

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Yukiteru's (Yuki) Pov.

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I re-open my eyes.
Akise's suspicions are confirmed, second was on her podium. Fourth wasn't, Keigo Kurusu is dead. I feel moisture on my cheeks, I didn't even know. How long has he been dead? How long was I oblivious to his death!? Now only tenth, eighth, eleventh, second aka Yuno and me, first, are alive. So many people have died so quick. What did I expect!? I really don't know, what did I expect? I bury my head in my pillow and weep.

I then suddenly pull it off the pillow and grab my phone, ignoring the diary entries and go into contacts. I click 'Akise Aru' and press the phone against my ear.
"Beep. Beep… Beep. Beep… Beep. Beep. The person you are trying to call is currently not available. Please leave a message after the beep."
That's strange; he's the type to always answer. Maybe he's doing some detective work. "Hello Akise, it's me Yukiteru, do you mind phoning me as soon as you get this? It's important." I then press the end call button and sigh, falling back onto my bed. I stare at the ceiling and try to imagine what Akise could be doing now. I bet he's having fun looking around for clues or reading a crime novel. I can only wonder… Ok I should go for a shower, I stink. I hop up and walk towards my bathroom. Switching on the light and scanning the room, which has become a bad habit of mine. Or maybe it's a good habit considering my situation, it would be terrible beyond terrible if I was attacked in a shower. The last thing people would remember is my deformed naked body in the corner of my shower… eww.

I press the button so the water heats up and slide off my clothes, locking the bathroom door first of course. I put the knife from earlier on the sink and look into the mirror puffing out my cheeks. I then slap them causing a raspberry tone and laugh. Then I stop and stare hard into the mirror, only my shoulders up showing within it. If Yuno's alive, does that mean that she knows what I'm doing right now? Yeah, she probably does, knowing my luck. I feel like crying into my pillow has lifted a large weight off my shoulders, not all of it, but a large part of it. I smile at the thought before turning from the mirror towards the shower putting my toe in first. I sigh as the warm water sweeps over my body and my mind goes blank.

Who is that?
Is… is that me?
I watch as someone who looks like me walks towards me. He grabs my shoulders and pulls me into an embrace.
"I'm so sorry. You're going to die. Gasai Yuno, even though in this world she has no godly powers, she still had a secret. I don't want to know it in any loop so me, you and her can all go to the afterlife together." My look-a-like whispers and an unbelievable amount of emotions overwhelm me as I feel a painful sting in my chest. Well not a sting, more of a screaming agony, but it's gone as quick as it came. I fade into darkness. I'm dead, or so I thought. My eyes slowly open, a purple light stinging them. I see a girl in front of me, her eyes peering into mine. I soon realise it's Murmur and close them again, hearing Deus complain about past gods killing people and he wasting energy stopping the souls from leaving the body. I don't pay attention to him as I fade back to sleep.

I wake up in a cold sweat. Strange dream that was, I mentally laugh.
As the day passes, you forget the dream and live on with your life.
Then the accident happens. Well, no, it was never an accident.
I sit in the car singing to the radio as the family car drives on. Yuno's eyes burning on my skin as she refuses to look away. I don't feel completely comfortable, or safe for that matter, with her stares. She stares a lot, but this time it feels weird. There is a blood thirst to them, almost? That's when she laughs crazily as we go down a steep hill, making me flinch in fright. What is she doing!? "We'll be together forever. An eternity together! Hahaha! Yuki, when you meet my parents be polite, ok?" A smileon her face, but it's not her usual sweet and innocent smile, no, it's something bitter and frightening. Then it hits me, Yuno told me her parents died a while ago. My eyes widen "Y-Yuno?" She looks at me and says "oh Yuki, I love you." I nod "I love you too, but w-what did you do?" Then the radio plays a song so fitting to the moment. Yuno doesn't reply, the song sings "'cause you and I, we were born to die." I shake her shoulders, her laughs grow then she moves her face closer stealing a kiss before the breaks fail to slow the car down. The car keeps rolling, and rolling full speed into a building, I know I'm not going to make a crash like that! She then says "I fixed the breaks".

A buzzing fills my ears as less than a second of unbelievable pain howls in my entire body. Then everything disappears and I finally realize. Yuno was crazy beyond help. That's what I didn't want to know about her.

I gasp for air and pull my head off the wall. I'm remembering more than the second world!?
I softly bang my fist on the wall, dammit! I then sink to my knees sitting in the shower. The droplets softly brush my skin like silk, considerably colder than it was whilst standing up. My hair sticks to my scull and I just sit there for a while. That is until I realize I'm sitting in a shower crying. I grab my mom's razer and, no. I won't do it, I shouldn't do it. I have too much pain to face without me causing more. I just stare at my feet as droplets splash off them, the cool yet warm feel, the feeling of emptiness in my stomach, the feeling of helplessness and pain in reliving my death. After god knows how long, I stand up and grab some 2 in 1 shampoo, slapping it on my hair and ruffling it in. Blobs of white soap slide down my face so I tilt my head up so it slides down my back instead. The feeling of it sliding down is cold on my back. I stare emptily in front of me. "Why would I remember that now?" I finally ask aloud, but of course there is no one to answer it and even if someone where here, I doubt they could. I sigh, this is stupid.

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Akise's Pov.

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I walk into my bedroom in my boxers with my towel around my hair. The bruises because of earlier are already appearing on my pale skin. I sigh and crack my shoulder as I slide into my single bed. The fresh covers greet my skin and I snuggle into their fresh warmth. The smells of lavender filling my senses as I slowly breathe it in. My painful body relaxing as I do so. I then notice that I have a miss call. I grumble at the thought of moving and decide if it was extremely important the person would have called back. I go back to breathing in the smells before drifting off into a deep slumber.

I stare at Gasai Yuno as she hums a tune. She is walking around with Yukiteru again and this brings a huge bitterness to my mouth. I quickly turn my head away, there is no point in staring at them through a computer screen. Yukiteru is fine so that's all that matters. I look at police documents again when suddenly a hand creeps onto mine causing me to look up. I notice that it is Yukiteru… but I thought he was with Yuno outside just a second ago. He puts his hands on my cheeks his face moving closer to mine, his bright blue eyes full of lust. He kisses me softly at first, but then it becomes naughtier. Our tongues glide slowly off each other's, both of us exploring every part of the others mouth. Yukiteru's mouth tasted sweet and fresh like a soft mint. I want more of it, I need more. I softly lower him so he's lying on the table. My mouth exploring everywhere it possibly can of his, then slowly moving to his neck sucking ever so gently on the boys neck. I don't go further in case Yukiteru isn't ready, but he takes lead moving my hand towards his lower region. Everything is perfect. I love this boy, for once I get to choose this.

"Gahahaha!" I turn to see Gasai walking towards us in her black underwear licking blood off of a swiss army knife. Her eyes glowing that insane red-pink glow and her smile growing. "Thanks for preparing Yuki for me. Don't worry I'll make sure he'll enjoy himself once I've killed you."

My eyes snap open, the air is thick and a cold sweat covers my body. I push myself up and check the time. It's 04:32am, I sigh. My eyes slightly painful from the lack of sleep, but I know that I won't sleep now so I don't even bother trying. Even in my dreams she ruins everything, then again I was violating Yukiteru in the dream, so maybe it was karma of some sort. I look across my room and remember I had a missed call. I crawl over it to check it. It was Yukiteru? I click it and listen to the message, a rush of panic when hearing the words "it's important". Yukiteru is alright, isn't he!? I gasp in panic at the thought of Yukiteru being hurt, but now would be an unreasonable time to go check on him so I will restrain myself till at least 9:00am. I sigh staring at the screen of my phone. I think I'm going to take a walk and calm down from both yesterday and my nightmare. I shove on an ironed shirt and a pair of jeans, and of course socks and shoes, not bothering to change the boxers I slept in. I then quietly slide out of my door, look onward at the pink clouded sky. It is such a beautiful sight. I walk for about an hour until I decide to return home. That is when I suddenly hear a heart wrenching scream.

"Daddy!? Help! Help! My daddy's dead!"

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TBC

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Oooohhhhhh who could it be. Ok so I just like to say thank you all for your nice PM's and reviews on the story I love you all just for reading this crap haha and thank you to Bonny for betaing it, your nice and don't worry I will steal that akisexyuki pin *crazy yuno laugh* I will try and update as fast as I can sorry for all the long waits I know you guys find it a pain in the ass because Ive been there haha Im always there your lying if you say it isn't lol I should shhh now (/^w^)/ R&R and visit our beautiful onee-chans profile!