A/N: Alright! I'm back! I loved the Paily scenes there were in the show last night! I had a huge smile on! Anyways! I'm not going to talk to much in this Authors Note as you probably want to start reading the story! So here you go!
Previously on: Why do you do this to me
Emily is in the hospital waiting patiently in order to have surgery on her hand that she damaged in a strange outrage. Emily has spent countless hours and minutes thinking about what could have happened if she didn't punch the mirror, would she have hurt Paige?
Everything Should Be Fine – Chapter 10
EMILY'S POV
I am slowly stirring from my sleep, as I slowly open my eyes I feel a whole lot of anger over take me. Not again, it's the same feeling I have as when I punched the mirror yesterday. I don't want to relive this strangeness. I need to calm down or I'm going to do another thing that I will regret.
I get up off of the bed and start walking to try and find the bathroom to splash my face with water to see if that will calm me down.
As I start walking into the corridor of the hospital there are so many people around, I feel claustrophobic and the anger is starting to break out. As I reach the bathroom door I basically slam the door open, when I enter the bathroom I see Paige just about to exit.
As I look at Paige I can see the worried expression on her face. With that I feel even more anger channel into my body, I don't know how much more anger I can take before I explode and do something bad.
I try to step around Paige but she doesn't let me. I need to try and calm myself down and Paige doing this really isn't helping my cause or her cause. If she doesn't let me calm down I might do something to myself or to her and that defiantly won't be good.
"Emily…Are you okay." Paige says. As soon as she says it I reach my limit, I feel all of my anger over take me.
I'm not exactly sure what happen next as I completely blacked out but I am still standing in the bathroom, but I look down at my injured right hand and I see a huge knife in my hand. With blood on the blade of it.
I look down to the floor and see Paige on the floor with a blood pool around her.
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO!
I get on my knees and start balling having tears dripping down my cheeks in seconds. I try to find a pulse on Paige's neck but I don't feel anything. I pull myself away from Paige and look at her, she has cuts all over her shirt, and her shirt is covered in blood.
It looks like Paige has been attacked by a bear or an animal. But she wasn't I did this to her.
NO! NO! NO! I need Paige! She's meant to take care of me! She's meant to say 'It'd be okay Emily. I'm here for you.' She's meant to be here for me. She's meant to hold my hand while I go into the OR, and she's meant to be there when I come out of the OR.
I am now lying on the floor, lying my head on Paige's unmoving chest. When the bathroom door opens and I see a hooded figure in a black jacket, holding a pistol with a silencer on it. The hooded figure is pointing the gun at me.
The way the person moves; the way they walk, the way they hold their un-armed hand, and the way they hold the pistol. This figure seems like a guy. As the hooded figure steps into the light of the bathroom I see a glance of his face.
I gasp because I know that face. I was talking to him earlier on the phone!
The next thing I hear is a "pssh" noise from the gun that the hooded figure was holding.
I open my eyes and start screaming. I realize now that I open my eyes and I am in the hospital room.
I look around still screaming and I see Paige still in the chair, but she isn't sleeping anymore. She is making her way over to me to comfort me.
I get up out of the hospital bed and start walking towards the exit of the hospital room. I start crying as I basically run out into the corridor.
I can hear Paige running after me. I don't want to hurt her. I can't do what I did in my dream. It was so real! I don't ever want to see that image in my mind again, but just thinking about it I do.
"Emily!" I hear Paige call as I run down the corridor into an empty hospital room. I run into the corner and I just pull myself into a ball with my back against the wall and my knees against the adjacent wall.
I still have tears falling down my cheeks, I put my head on my knees and just try to think about something else.
It doesn't help when I hear Paige slowly walking up to me, from where I entered the room a few seconds ago.
"Paige, please go away…" I muffle though the sounds of me crying. I can't see Paige's face but I know that a hurt expression will be plastered on her face. But I hear her take another step toward me so I move over so I am further away from her. I don't want to hurt her! I don't want to hurt her! I keep telling myself.
"Emily…I'm not going anywhere." Paige replies as she takes a seat where I was previously. I am now about 10 feet away from her. I don't want her to come any closer, because then I might hurt her.
"Talk when you're ready, I'll be here." Paige states as I am trying to make myself calm down and stop crying.
I tilt my head up towards the ceiling of the hospital room and I close my eyes.
After about 10 minutes of silence I finally decide to speak. "I had a… drr…dream were I..I ki…lled… yo…you." My voice starts breaking as I start remembering the dream just like it happened a few seconds ago and it was so real!
I start crying again as I relive that nightmare in my head.
Paige comes closer to me and hugs me and says "Hey…No need to cry I'm right here." I wrap my arms around Paige's neck and my face is up against Paige's neck as I calm down a little bit.
I inhale Paige's scent she smells like strawberries… I feel Paige's arms move down towards my lower back.
We stay in this embrace for about 5 minutes before I reluctantly pull away and immediately miss her scent and her touch.
"How about we go back to your room and try get some sleep?" She says as she stands up. Paige holds her hand out for her to help me to stand up. I gladly take her hand and stand up.
While we are walking back to my room I link my arm with hers and rest my head on her shoulder. With her touch and being able to smell her scent I feel safe and I forget everything that I've been worried about.
I just focus on this moment and having Paige right next to me.
When we arrive back to my hospital room I get onto the hospital bed and try to get as comfortable as I can on the hard mattress.
I see Paige about to sit back in her chair, personally I don't think it would be very good for her back and I really want to stay in her arms.
"Paige can you please sleep with me?" I ask her as she is about to get into the chair again. I blush at the use of words I used but it doesn't seem Paige notices.
"Sure." Paige says and starts walking towards me. Since it's such a small bed we have to spoon. Paige is the big spoon and she wraps her hand around my waist and pulls me closer to her.
I fall asleep easily inhaling the scent of strawberries from Paige and just her persistence.
After a few hours of sleep I wake up and open my eyes slowly. I am still in Paige's embrace and I can hear her heartbeat. It's so calming I just lay in the bed listening to her heartbeat with each Lub-Dub her heart makes it sort of sounds like 'love you' I smile as I hear Paige's heart saying 'love you'.
After being awake for about 3 hours, Paige woke up about an hour ago and we just starting about random things, Paige is now sitting back in her chair.
Doctor Buckler comes into my room and says "It's time. Are you ready?"
"Yep." I say. Nurses then come and start rolling my bed to the OR, Paige is walking next to me holding my hand the whole time. I smile as in my dream all I wanted was for Paige to be able to hold my hand while I go into the OR.
The Nurses stop my bed outside the OR and leave me to say my goodbye to Paige.
"Thank you for everything. It meant a lot. Will you be here when I wake up?"
"You're most welcome. Of course I'll be here!" Paige says and adds a smile at the end of her sweet words.
I get rolled into the OR and I get needles put into my arm then everything goes black.
A/N: I'm sorry there aren't any other POV's, I am nearly finished chapter 11 and it's a long one. It's at 3192 words and I haven't finished yet!
Also please don't hate me for what I did in the beginning of this chapter! I really wanted Emily to realize how much she needs Paige.
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