A hundred lives I've lived
Chapter 10
It is my Life
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha in fact I don't want him…I want Sesshomaru and Naraku! But mainly Sesshy
Pairing: Sesshomaru/Kagome, Sango/Miroku, Inuyasha/ Kikyo
Rating: Ummm I think T for now, wow its hard to believe I can still write them
Author: Neko/Inu demoness Princess of darkness. Call ME RINI
Summary: Kagome has come to terms that she is just not good enough, Sesshomaru gets into a fight with a demoness with gipsy magic and has his memory totally erased as in he needs someone to tell him he's even a demon. When Kagome finds out she wants to help, but will the others be so forgiving. Apparently yes but why is Sesshomaru afraid of the dark and what are these recurring dreams?
Sesshomaru, Kagome and Rin spent the rest of the day playing. They also set up their beds in their dens, Kagome laid to go to bed later then the others, Kagome had just finished putting Rin to sleep.
Kagome also had a big argument with Jaken, because Jaken was convinced that Kagome had possessed Sesshomaru since Sesshomaru had yelled at Jaken for calling Kagome a wench and hit him on the head, knocking him unconscious. At that Point Rin started to clap and jump up and down. Sesshomaru than crouched beside the flat Jaken, Sesshomaru was upset he had gotten so angry with the small demon and hurt him. Kagome gave him a hug and told him that Jaken was going to be fine. It took ages to get Sesshomaru to stop apologizing to the small toad demon, then he had sat by the cold spring for about twenty minutes before Rin decided she was bored and started to pick flowers for Sesshomaru, when he had seen them Sesshomaru got really excited and they picked A LOT of flowers.
Kagome sighed It had been a long day and she wanted to sleep. Kagome closed her eyes and sleep overtook her.
Kagome felt like she had only just shut her eyes when she felt movement beside her. Her eyes shot open to meet golden ones.
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you" Sesshomaru said apologetically, Kagome blinked to clear her vision; yes it was Sesshomaru, sneaking into her sleeping bag, lucky she had a double.
"That's ok…What are you doing?" Kagome asked
"I got lonely" Sesshomaru said childishly.
"Fine" Kagome said opening her arms to him; Sesshomaru put an arm around her tummy and his head on her chest as she stroked his hair soothingly. Sesshomaru yawned sleepily and closed his eyes. Kagome continued to stroke his hair, soothing her as much as him, and they both fell to sleep.
Kagome woke up first in the morning and she opened her eyes to see the top of Sesshomaru's head a he rested on her chest, Kagome blushed He doesn't know he is doing anything wrong, don't blush there's nothing to be embarrassed about Kagome continued to tell herself that as she waited for Sesshomaru to wake up, Its really weird to be like this with Sesshomaru, especially when he doesn't know he is doing anything embarrassing. Sesshomaru stretched and looked at his fingers for a minute before he moved his head to bury his face in her chest. Kagome glowed blood red
"This isn't my pillow, is it?" came Sesshomaru's muffled voice,
"Umm…no" Kagome said and Sesshomaru quickly sat up blushing like crazy,
"Sorry Kagome" Sesshomaru said still blushing, Kagome still had a light stain on her cheeks but it was nothing to Sesshomaru's full out embarrassed blush.
"Uh that's ok fluffy you didn't know" Kagome said, she gave him a peck on the cheek and got up.
"DADDY!" Rin yelled as she ran into the room "You went poof" Rin said childishly
"Oh no I went poof, I'm sorry Rin, but magic works in unexpected ways" Sesshomaru said very very childishly
"Oh, is that why Jaken-sama and Aun went poof too?" Rin asked cutely
"No they left to check on fluffy's castle and we have to get ready if we are going to go get your swords" Kagome said directing the last part to Sesshomaru,
"Hai" Sesshomaru and Rin chimed together and Kagome giggled
"Ok up and to the spring" Kagome said shooing them out of her den to the spring
"Ok in" Kagome said and quickly turned her back as Sesshomaru started to undress. Sesshomaru jumped in and ended up splashing Kagome with the water, Kagome glared at Sesshomaru when he surfaces. Sesshomaru swam to the side and grabbed a towel to wrap around him, and he sat by the side and watched Rin swim around, he suddenly felt a small rock collide with his head. He rubbed his had and looked over at the wet Kagome, something pink peaking through her white shirt. She had an annoyed look on her face and stomped over to him, he moved back slightly scared.
"YOU SPLASHED ME" Kagome snapped and Sesshomaru did the puppy dog eyes
"Sorry Kagome" Sesshomaru said in a poor-poor-pitiful-me voice, suddenly Kagome's anger died.
"Forget it" Kagome said and sat behind him and grabbed the hair cleaning products and started to do his hair. They had taken to leaving the bathing products in here so they could keep using them. Kagome smiled as she heard him purring lightly, Suddenly Rin popped out of nowhere and scared Kagome. Kagome fell over backwards, Sesshomaru looked back at her and got quite an eye full up her skirt, and Sesshomaru blushed and faced the front again as Kagome got up.
"Can Kagome-Chan wash Rin's hair?" Rin asked
"Sure Rin I would Love too" Kagome said and Rin smiled.
"Thank you Kagome-Chan" Rin said and sat down to watch Kagome wash Sesshomaru hair and wait.
Kagome finished washing Sesshomaru's hair faster then he would have liked but he didn't mind, although he missed the short time it was just him and Kagome, but all good things must end.
Kagome finished washing Rin's hair then helped Rin wash up as Sesshomaru swam around on the other side of the spring. Kagome couldn't help but glance at Sesshomaru as he swam around, I mean who wouldn't if you had a hot Tai youkai swimming around naked not ten meters away. Kagome blushed and looked away from him before she embarrassed herself more. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Sesshomaru getting out of the spring, 'Nice butt' Kagome thought then started to blush a deep crimson.
"Kagome-Chan is all red are you hot?" Rin asked
"Yes Rin we better hurry" Kagome said, yes she was hot but not in a good way, she now knew for sure she was crushing on Sesshomaru, but far more maturely then she would let on. Kagome saw Sesshomaru fully dressed and walking towards her, she smiled at him and he smiled as he sat beside her. Rin was sitting in bubbles as she played with a bath toy Kagome had for Shippo and Sesshomaru to play with in the spring. Rin was giggling as Kagome watched over her.
"You will make a great mum you know" Sesshomaru said putting an arm around her shoulder.
"Thanks, you are going to make a great dad" Kagome said and Rin's eyes lit up
"Kagome-Chan, will you be Rin's new mummy?" Rin asked and Kagome blushed
"No I can't but what do you say, you can call me mummy until Sesshomaru finds a mate" Kagome said and Sesshomaru pulled a sour face.
"What wrong?" Kagome asked
"I don't like that idea" Sesshomaru said secretly not wanting to be away from Kagome, and have Rin call someone else mum. Although he didn't know what being mates means or how you do it.
"Why not?" Kagome asked silently hoping
"Girls are Icky" Sesshomaru said with a pout, Kagome hit his chest playfully
"Hey then what am I?" Kagome asked
"My best friend" Sesshomaru said
"And Rin?" Kagome asked
"My little girl" Sesshomaru said and pat Rin on the head, Rin giggled
"You look like a mummy and daddy" Rin said looking at them, both blushed and looked down, Sesshomaru moved his arm from her shoulder and stood up, he hefted Rin out of the water,
"Weee" The young 5 year old said happily, Sesshomaru dried her off and helped her into her Kimono again.
Later in the day
Sesshomaru, Kagome and Rin were walking at a slow pace towards the forest where Sesshomaru was found, and as you can guess Kagome was leading the way. Sesshomaru was carrying Rin at the moment because Rin was used to riding Aun. Sesshomaru suddenly stopped,
"What wrong Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked
"I smell a cow" He said simply
"Don't you mean Cattle?" Kagome asked again
"No cow, singular" Sesshomaru said and Kagome could see dust cloud coming this way. Totosai with his three eyed cow, Sesshomaru obviously not knowing who it was pushed Kagome and Rin behind him and started to growl threateningly. Kagome thought it was cute but he couldn't do that to Totosai.
"Wait Sesshomaru he's a friend" Kagome said and Sesshomaru relaxed a bit but was still tense, he was becoming more protective and cautious.
Totosai stopped not far away and looked curiously at Sesshomaru.
"Hello Lord Sesshomaru" Totosai said, he saw Kagome behind him and the young Child Rin. His Attention returned to the lord as he growled
"Sesshomaru I said he was a friend, he forged Tetsusaiga and Tensaiga, This Is Totosai" Kagome said
"If it is truly what you want Inutaishou I will allow it but only if it is what you truly want" The silver haired Inu youkai said to his son
"It is father" Inutaishou said confidently
"Very well tell Totosai to forge you these two swards you see fit to weald" Baguraut said putting his hand on his sons shoulder,
"I won't forget this father, thank you" Inutaishou said with a smile
Sesshomaru shook his head,
"You forged my fathers' sword by my say" Sesshomaru said as he realized that Baguraut had his soul
"By your grandfathers say, yes" Totosai said as Kagome watched Sesshomaru with interest.
"What do you mean Sess?" Kagome asked and Totosai raised his eyebrows
"I have my grandfathers' soul, I recognize it from the glimpse I had" Sesshomaru said with tears in his golden eyes, Totosai stared bemused at the sight of the lord of the west crying.
"Lord Sesshomaru is something wrong?" Totosai asked and saw Sesshomaru flinch
"Its just Sesshomaru for now" Kagome said and gave Sesshomaru a hug.
"I see" Totosai said as Kagome Shhh Sesshomaru, stroking his hair as his face was nuzzled into her neck. Rin looked at Totosai's cow curiously.
"Do all cows have three eyes?" Rin asked not having seen one before,
"No Rin they have two" Kagome said as Sesshomaru stopped crying
"Then why does your cow have three eyes Totosai-sama?" Rin asked
"It's a demon" Totosai said and Rin squealed and ran back to Kagome and Sesshomaru and hid behind Sesshomaru's Hakamo leg.
"Now Totosai was that really necessary?" Kagome asked with her hands on her hips standing infront of Sesshomaru and Rin.
"Yes, yes it was" Totosai said and Kagome glared at him
"Why are you here?" Kagome asked
"I sense Tokijin's aura growling and that would only happen if Tokijin is not with his rightful owner" Totosai said knowingly
"We are just going to find it" Kagome said
"Why is it not with Sesshomaru now?" Totosai asked
"Ummm…he misplaced it" Kagome said sheepishly
"MISPLACED IT!" Totosai yelled scaring Rin and making Sesshomaru growl as his ears throbbed.
"Don't yell Totosai" Kagome snapped
"Fine, I have better things to do anyway" Totosai said and turned his cow away and bolted. Sesshomaru stood with the little girl on his hip and walked over to Kagome.
"Nice friend" Sesshomaru said sarcastically
"Ya he's a really bundle of laughs" Kagome said just as sarcastically and turned back in the direction they were walking in.
They arrived at the forest that Tokijin was located and they could feel Tensaiga and Tokijin's Aura's confliction, one being the fang of healing, and the other a fang of evil. Kagome stopped as she saw the forest split in half as one half was alive and one was being sucked dry. Kagome looked over at Sesshomaru who again staring at a butterfly. He has changed, he is not evil, can he still control Tokijin's aura and bend it to his will, or will Tokijin take over his body. Kagome looked back at the forest and took a deep breath and started to walk towards the living half of the forest.
Sesshomaru walked behind her with the napping Rin in his arms. They came to a clearing, on one side was Tokijin who was lodged in a tree, and the other side was Tensaiga who was sticking from the ground.
"Sesshomaru, take up Tensaiga" Kagome said and Sesshomaru past Rin to her and walked over to the fang of his father. Sesshomaru wrapped his hand around the hilt and slid it clean out of the ground. The fang pulsed once and brightened,
"Now Tokijin" Kagome said and held her breath as Sesshomaru took up the sword. Tensaiga sparked and its aura enlarged, Inutaishou being a more powerful demon then Jonshinki, Tokijin's aura was forced back into the sword.
Kagome watched in disbelief, it had never been Sesshomaru's power it had been his father's protection of him through the fang of life.
Sesshomaru smiled and put both in the sash around his waist. He walked over to Kagome and she pulled him into a hug
"What's wrong Kagome?" Sesshomaru asked oblivious to the danger he was in
"I'm glad you're ok" Kagome said with a sniffle as she pulled back
"I promised I would always be there for you, not even death would stop me" Sesshomaru said whipping her tears away and planting a soft kiss on her forehead. Kagome snuggled into his arms, wanting to be close to him right now, but with Rin in her arms she wasn't able to get as close as she wanted. Sesshomaru rapped his arms securely around her and Rin to keep them safe.
He's so friggen adorable
Lol
Love ya all
CJ RINI