Jacob p.o.v

Last good bye, silent night Where the sun has taken its rays? It hurts me to know that I must live only of memories

Without more to embrace than my own body, Without more to wait than the passage of time my first and great love

Gray Sky, sea without water, mourning sun, hidden moon, robbed Dreams, Fragile wolf, not able to run with broken legs

Hopeless without knowing, if you ever loved me

Rain of November, tears in December,

Your lips touched mine, smooth and gentle While your eyes were saying; this is a good bye

How was I going to know that it was the last time? I did not know it, but I felt it

They say the most difficult kiss is the last one, In which you give your soul, passion and heart Now I understand, a flower is born, and soon dies with a see you later, we said forever good bye

Not knowing that we might not see one another

For your love is what ask forsomething I can't get but try is something I do

That night when I knocked on your window

Did you get scared? I wanted to tell you

For my life had changed so much, for your love something I wanted not to change.

No the less it did with a bloodsucker. For he is the one you give your love to,

The one you spend all hope on

You said goodbye to me that night a night that turned gray with a shatter of your voice saying, Edward is the one I love but yet you wanted not me to leave

You said you loved me whom am I to say a differ.

Deep inside I know you mean no harm yet somehow I will always and forever love you

My beautiful Bella!!