Healing Scars Chapter 10, an inuyasha fanfic

I do NOT own Inuyasha! WARNING: Some content may be too harsh for viewers.

I do not own any songs!

A/N: I suggest searching up the songs on youtube (if you can) And listen to them while the lyrics are there. I just gives the full on effect i guess. But if you don't like soft rock then you don't have to! :3 But i suggest you too!

Thank you so much for the condolences, really thank you and with those I just felt even the more need to upload as a 'thank you'.

Songs: Thnks fr th mmrs By: Fall out boys

Bulls in the Bronx By: Pierce the Veil.

Chapter 10:

Kagome's Pov:

"Kagome! Get your ass up!" Next thing I know, I feel like the wind get knocked out of me. "Gah!" I gasped for air. I finally realized what happened.

"You bitch! You pushed me off the bed!" I stood up and fixed my clothes, they decided to do an all around the world detour.

"I don't care! It's 6:15!" She said while pulling on an outfit and heading into the bathroom. She has a nice strapless dress with a white corset top and mixes of pink floral like patterned skirt that reached down to her knees.

"Why didn't you wake me up earlier?" I rubbed my eyes.

"Oh Honey, I tried!" She started flattening her hair.

"Is that by any chance for Miroku?" I shouted while pulling off my clothes. Looking her way she has a flat iron in one hand,her eyes narrowed and with her free hand gave me the finger.

I returned the finger back and shouted,"When?Where?What time? Honey!" I went to her closet and tried to find something decent.

There is a light pink swoopneck tee. Nope! A mint green strapless bra top. Nope! A pink ruffle tee bra top. Nope! There's a black lace teeshirt with a v-neck. Yes!

And then I found some skinny jeans that were losing their blue but it looks so good with the top. I put them both on and walked into the bathroom. I looked at both of us and wondered how we became friends, we clearly are soooo different.

"Holy Shit! Your hair is already done?" I looked at her perfect shoulder length straight hair.

"Yep! Yes now get over here so I can straighten your hair!" She clamped the iron.

"No thats not a good idea!" I tried to run away but she grabbed me by my hair.

"Agh! Ow! Ow!Ow!OW! Bitch!" She sat me on her toilet and began. She didn't do anything to my bangs because they were already straight but the rest of my hair is like beach curls with a hint of waviness. But it takes forever to straighten, at least for me it does. It's been a couple minutes now of me feeling her rip my hair out of my scalp and staring at my toes.

"How long it this going to take?" I 'ughed'.

"Hold your tacos! I'm half way done!" She continued.

"Kami, why did I let you do this?" I slumped over and dreaded the next five minutes.

"Alright! Done! Muah!" She backed up and did an Italian 'kiss the hand and shove it to the sky'.

"I'm doing your make up!"

"Your pushing it Sango!" I pointed at her.

"Oh Shut the fuck up and close your eyes." I felt her apply maybe 500 pounds of make up, well not literally. I felt her apply foundation and concealer everywhere possible on my face, smear liquid eyeliner on my top lid, apply something to my lips. She asked me to look up to line my water line. Then she applied mascara.

I rolled my eyes and got up. Once I saw myself ,My jaw dropped. I look pretty... like actually pretty... something I don't always feel very much lately.

"What did you do to me?!" I looked at her ,wide eyed.

"You don't like it?" She pouted.

"I do! I just don't even recognize myself!" I looked back in the mirror and started to finger comb my hair.

"Shit, you're good.."

"What can I say?" She put her hands on her hips and shrugged with a big grin.

"Alright come on!" She unplugged the iron, turned off the light, and nearly pulled my arm out of it's socket.

"Pick your shoes!"

I grabbed the sandals I wore yesterday. Vola! A black lace tee with blue shaded skinny jeans and black braided strapped sandals. Perfect!

Sango picked some coral colored flats which matched perfectly. We both grabbed our bags and phones and walked out the bedroom door.

"Let's go!" We went down stairs, out the front door, and into her car. She started it up and we were on our way to school.

"FYI Yes I did wear this for him but only to drive him up the wall!" She started steering with her knees and pushed up her boobs.

"Oh Kami..." I shook my head and rested my head against the window and closed my eyes.

"So, what do you want to do after school?" She asked.

"I don't know." I yawned. It's too fucking early to be up.

"How about... Lunch?"

"I thought you had practice today?"

"No, we are done for the season."

"Okay... Lunch it is!"

Getting tired of the silence I turned on the radio. Wreaking Ball. Switch! Say Something. "Fuck that! I always tear up on that song!" Sango said. Then 'Thnks Fr th mmrs' by the Fall Out Boys came on.

"Yes!" I screamed in unison with Sango and we started dancing and singing with the song.

I'm gonna make it bend and break
(It sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

We stopped for a few seconds, looked at each other, and then started bopping our heads to the drum beats. I love doing this with her.

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand oh)

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, (Oh!) yeah, (Oh!) and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter"

One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter" (Oh)
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories (Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories)
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter" (Oh)

"Ahhhhhhhhh... Well done Higurashi!" I looked to her and laughed.

"Well so much for my hard work.." She motioned to our hair which is a mess from us dancing.

"Whoops!" I shrugged.

"Now for Bulls In the Bronx from Pierce the Veil!" The person on the radio announced.

"I have a feeling this is going to be a good day!" I shouted while the music started playing. Once Vic started singing me and Sango started along with him.

Do you know
I count your heartbeats before you sleep (you sleep)
I bite my fingernails to bone (to bone)
And then I crawl back under the stairwell
To a place I call my home.

I really hope you enjoy the show,
Because for me, it's just a bad day.
You need people like me to feel.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

You'll never know
I don't know where I'm going to sleep tonight.
She said, "Hotels are cheap,
And there's one down the street."
But, don't you threaten me with a good time.
Murder the moment.
My God, I'm the serpent.
I'm sorry, I can't see that you truly love me.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So maybe if we never wake up, we can see the sky.

Sango and I started clapping to the beat when the Spanish music played in the middle of the song.

Oh, alright.

Please, don't take this out on me,
'Cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive.
And I don't wanna wait for the down-set date
'Cause I would rather end it all tonight.
And if I mean anything to you,
I'm sorry, but I've made up my mind.

Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.

I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So darling, close your eyes.
'Cause you're about to miss everything (about to miss everything)
About to miss everything (about to miss everything)

"Why do all good things have to come to an end?" Sango whined when she pulled into the school parking lot. When you look at Sango you would thing she is a complete girly girl and never even guess she listens to this kind of music. But people surprise you. Looking around, I noticed people staring at our car so, i turned down the music.

"What the fuck you looking at?!" Sango rolled down the window and flicked off a group of girls playing with their gum and scowling at us.

"Isn't that Kikyo?" I asked. She is looking straight at me as if I murdered her pet cat and she wants to set my head on fire. She narrowed her eyes and mouthed the words 'Bitch'. She has long straight black hair just like her 2 other followers. She is wearing the tiniest, pinkest, and most erotic mini skirt ever with a tight ass black tank top (By the looks of it one boob is about just burst outta that thing.) Laying on her head is pink sun glasses with heart shaped frames, again her followers have those too.

"Inuyasha's crazy fucking ex..." Sango shook her head while driving past them and into a spot. His ex... awesome... When I thought the day was going to be good, it turns around and slaps me in the fucking face. The Universe hates me, I swear it. Kikyo Asaki one of the hottest, bitchiest, most popular bitches at this school. She's favorited by all the teachers because her Aunt is the principle and teachers don't want to get fired so they just bowed down to the almighty bitch. One teacher tried to give her a detention for dress code violation and they ended up with a bunch of dead fish in their trunk. Poor Mrs. Asami she had to get a new car and to top that Kikyo spread a rumor about her screwing around campus with a student getting her fired. The bitch bribed other students to confess to seeing her in the janitor's closet with a senior. Guess people told her about me and Inuyasha partnering can a bitch be more jealous? They are over! Done! Show over! The end! Plus why is she jealous? Inuyasha Would never like me...like that.

"Awesome..." I said while putting my bag over my shoulder and getting out. Instantly I saw Miroku coming toward us. Inuyasha following him shortly after. I glance over to Kikyo. She is clearly pissed. Her big red lips are pursed together and her hands are clenched to her sides. Then she and her friends began to walk away all perky. Rolling my eyes, I turn back to Sango and the boys.

"Well don't you ladies look beautiful!" He grabbed Sango's hand and kissed it. She took her free hand and placed it above her chest acting all flattered.

"Kagome I would kiss your hand too but Inuyasha will be all jelly belly.." He laughed until Inuyasha put him in a headlock and punched him in the stomach ,not too hard, repeatedly.

"Shut the fuck up Miroku." He let him go once people started looking and bring out phones. Always looking for a big fight to film. Assholes.

"Well, what a way to start a day!" I smiled and looked at both of them.

"Where are you guys heading?" Sango asked while fixing her hair.

"We are going to Algebra,first." Inuyasha put his hand in his jean pockets and leaned on his back leg.

"Really?" Sango tilted her head to the side, bit her lip and then started twirling a piece of straight hair around her pink polished finer. That bitch should be an actress, I swear. "We're heading over there now!" She perked up purposefully and bounced so her boobs bounced too. If I didn't know her, I would just think she is a fulltime slut! She's good!

I can see the struggle in Miroku's face making me and Inuyasha burst out laughing.

"Oh my God!" I leaned against Inuyasha to give me balance,while I died. But, then I realized what i just did and backed away. But, for a split second it seemed like he also leaned on me too. Ugh! Shut the fuck Kagome! Stop being so fucking girly!

"Miroku are you okay? You need a second, horn-dog..." Inuyasha laughed and patted Miroku on the back.

"Fuck you.." He just pushed Inuyasha back and Inuyasha bumped right into me. I guess how to explain how it felt when he ran into me was like a car hit me... on a highway.. What the fuck is this guy made of? I fell on my ass and I heard Inuyasha say under his breath 'Oh shit!'. He held out his hand and lifted me up. "Kagome, You okay?" I heard Sango say and I nodded.

"So, now you help me up?" I smirked and he smirked and said, "Sorry, about that.." InuYasha got into Miroku's face about me falling while I leaned down to grab my bag that was on the floor. Looking up I see Kikyo at the front door leaning against the wall with her 3 sluts by her side and laughing at me, again you can tell they're laughing at me.

"Need something?" I shouted while standing up straight. "Something you want to say,Bit-.." I started to walk to her, but I felt a hand grab my arm. I look and it's Inuyasha, he just shakes his head. Basically telling ,me to not to get involved. I sighed and nodded. He let go and I looked back to the group of skanks, all I want to do is bash her face into the wall and make her just disappear. I never had a problem with her before! But, once she starts this shit, it's like let me take out the trash before it overfills! I take a deep breath and picked up my bag.

"Okay... lets get to class!" Sango clapped and then used both hands to do a little pointing motion to the front of the school.

"Agreed.." Inuyasha said.

We all kinda got into a line formation on accident, like we were a group in a way. It kinda felt good, if that makes sense. Walking to the door got awkward when Kikyo looked at us and scowled with her bitch buddies, but they weren't the only ones. There are jealous ones giving me the dirty look since I was next InuYasha and then there was just confused looks from guys. "Kagome, It's not worth it.." I whispered to myself.

"You're right, it's not..." Shocked I looked up to see Inuyasha smiling at me. I smiled back, somehow that boosted my mood. I just straightened my posture and put a little more 'umph' in my walk. Might as well look confident next to the hottest guy in school! Did I just say that? Oh boy...

Right next to Kikyo now, I smirked and somewhat shrugged. She's pist! She cut me off , by bumping into me (I wanted to just rip her head back and stab her in the eyes with those stupid glasses. Then I would take her face and plant it in the ground with her little fake friends.),with her friends and walked quickly to the door. She yanked it open and walked inside.

"Why did you do that?" Inuyasha looked at me plainly.

"Whoops!" I laughed and opened the door for them all and shrugging, making him half grin and shake his head.

"Kagome don't get involved with that mess," I leaned forward a bit to look at Miroku."She's all types of crazy. I don't even know why this stupid ever dated her.."

"Hahaha.." Inuyasha awkwardly laughed and scratched the back of his neck.

"Just keep your eyes open, she's a jealous type."

"Nah shit?" I grinned.

"Yeah.. and since you're hanging around Yash she is full blown asylum crazy."

I opened the door to Mr. Kaishou and walked inside. I usually sit in the back so I don't get picked on to answer any questions and get noticed but today I feel like sitting closer. So I sit in the middle row next to the window and Sango sits in front of me.

"I'm copying off of you if I get a test." She whispered while looking back at me. Sure enough Inuyasha sits next to me and then Miroku sits next to Sango.

"If I feel one finger on me boy I'll cut it off and feed it to you.." She bit down in a seductive way and leaned back. Miroku's face caused me to laugh so hard I snorted. At that very second I covered my mouth and laughed even more when Inuyasha started laughing at my snort.

"Oh my God!" I moved my hands away from my mouth.

"Did you just snorkle?" Sango whipped around and grinned.

"Snorkle?" Inuyasha raised his brow.

"When I was younger I used to do that a lot and so she always said, 'ha! you just snorkled!' So thats like our little inside joke." She smiled and looked back to the front.

"Awe... That's adorable!" Inuyasha looked back at me and smirked. He just said I was adorable... I? Adorable? Nah...

"Alright everyone we have a quiz in a couple days, so shut your traps and listen!" Mr. Kaishou walked through the door.

*Sango and Kagome are walking in the hall to get to the lunch room.*

"I'm probably not going to even eat the lunch today, that shit is nasty!" I said while putting my note book in my back pack.

"You know what! I know what you are! You're a vampire!" She pointed her finger to the air and we started down the main staircase.

"What?" I squinted my eyes at her and literally had to think about that for a second. She is so random.

She turned around, started walking backwards down the stairs (this idiot), And made a deep voice. "You're pale white and ice cold.. Plus you never eat. You're a vampire! HAhaha!" She turned around and laughed her way down. Shaking my head, I rolled my eyes and made my way to the cafeteria door. Wait? Did she just quote Twilight?

Opening the door I made it to the table we usually sit at.

"I'm going to get me their not-so-healthy salad, be right back!" Sango walked away and I just pulled out my writing notebook and started on homework.

After a few minutes Sango came back with her little plastic container filled with lettuce, carrots and tomatoes.

"This taste like shit... but when does it never?" She made a face and then spit the food into a napkin.

"Gross and two. you know this!" I laughed and she just closed the lid and threw it like a basketball into the trash next to us.

"Sango! Kagome!" I heard a familar voice. I turn towards where the voice was coming from and I saw Miroku waving us towards a table with a group of other guys and girls.

"Might as well." Sango shrugged and picked up her things. I did the same and headed over.

"Glad you finally made it!" Inuyasha grinned and stood up as we arrived. "Koga , Ayame, Bankotzu, Jakotzu, Hiten, Eri, Yumi, this is Kagome and Sango they'll be sitting with us." The three girls smiled and said hi while the guys just starred.

"Um excuse me! I don't remember volunteering for this!" I smirked and pointed at the table.

"Oh, but I did for you!" He patted on my head like I was a puppy who just been potty trained.

"I'll bite you if you do that again!" I grinned and crossed my arms over my chest, slightly tilting my head.

"I'll just bite ya back, but in a different place than you're expecting." He looked down my body and while looking back up, he held a sexy grin plastered on his face. His friends howled and hooted while the girls looked at each other with wide eyes.

Two can play at this game Inuyasha... I got closer to him to where my chest was touching his. Going onto my tippy toes (he's fucking huge!), I made sure my body rubbed against him slowly and teasingly, I firmly placed my hands on his shoulders. Cheek to cheek now I whispered in his ear, "I'd like to see you try..." Just loud enough for his demon friends to hear. I giggled when I stepped back and saw him bite his lip,shake his head,and run his hand through his hair. I won. The table went quiet for a few seconds , but then I heard a bunch of 'Uww's from the boys and laughs from the girls.

"I like her she seems fiesty!" Kouga did a little cat claw thing , I don't know what to call it.

"You seem like a girl who likes to have fun..." Hiten winked at me while leaning his body onto one elbow. Holy shit , He's gorgeous! Looking at him now he as big blue beach-water eyes, amazing tan skin, and a long nicely done braid running down his back.

"Back off, Hiten..." Did..Did Inuyasha just send him a warning growl?

"I wouldn't do that if I were you ,Hiten..." Miroku smirked and nudged him. Hiten totally startled, jerked back as if hit in the face.

"Woah, dude, I didn't know she was your property..." Hiten put up his hands.

"Wait, What?! Property!? What the fuck do you mean by that, buddy?!" I clenched my fist and grinded my teeth. I fucking hate that word with a passion. Onigumo always talks about how I'm 'his property' like I'm in his fucking name which I know fucking well I'm not!

"What? Nothing, Kagome... He meant nothing by that.." Inuyasha looked at me and placed a hand on my shoulder in a reassuring way. "What the fuck are you talking about!?" He turned around to face him.

Hiten gave a weird confused look and then said, 'Nevermind.'

"Not, to be rude or anything but can I sit down?" Sango kind of poked her head into the conversation.

"Uh... yeah, sure sit next to Roku..." Obviously referring to Miroku. She rolled her eyes and shook her head.

"You can sit next to me if you want..." Inuyasha didn't even look at me. He just sat down and was all awkward. Sitting down, I got comfortable and placed my bag on floor.

"Wow... awk'!" Yumi said.

"Right?..." Eri agreed.

"So, Kagome, Are you new? We don't see you in classes or the halls." Ayame took a bite out of an apple.

"No, I'm just quiet... I try to avoid as much assholes as possible. Like Inuyasha but that didn't seem to work out. Huh?" I nudged his propped up knee and laughed. That got the whole table to laugh, including Inuyasha.

"True!" Eri smiled at me. Is this what its like to be welcomed into something? Like people actually including you?

"Are you in Yasha's class?" Ayame leaned against kouga and ate her apple.

"Yeah...Some" I glanced back at him ,but he was just leaning against the chair and staring at nothing. Is he frozen? What's up with him?

"So... Give me the dets on why Kikyo is on a bitch fit with you?" Yumi asked while taking a bite out of a homemade salad. Well, that seems to have gotten his attention. At the corner of my eye, I see his head jerk up. Really? Are you fucking serious. 'Note to self: To get the asshole of a hanyou's attention bring up his crazy fucking ex-girlfriend!' I said ,in my mind, with a sarcastic tone.

Ignoring him, I decided to answer anyways. "I honestly don't know." I leaned back and shrugged. "She just acted like her bitchy self to me this morning. I don't put up with that, so I was about to just kick her ass and rip off every single little acrylic nail off of her hand and shove them down her throat , but someone stopped me..." Referring to Inuyasha.

"Well, If I was Kikyo, I would be jealous too..." Eri paused to take a sip of tea. " I mean, you're like super duper pretty! And you're hanging with Yasha for crying out loud!" She jokingly gawked while fanning her self.

I stared at her for a few seconds. "BAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!" I started dying! Seriously she has got to be a comedian! "I'm... Not pretty, sweet heart!" I caught my breath and wiped a way a few stray tears.

"Shut up!" Eri,Yumi, and Ayame said at the same time.

"Girls, there is no use trying to complement her. She just rejects them..." Sango shook her head.

"Are you guys done with the chit-chat?" Jakotzu yawned. "Ya'll are boring!"

"And 'Ya'll' are retarded." Ayame retorted.

"Ouch!" He snapped his fingers. "Kitty got an attitude.. Mhmm.."

"Shut up! We're talking to the new girls!"

"Ugh! Whatever... I'm going to get me food. Bankotzu want to join?" He got up from the table and Bankotzu followed.

The rest of lunch was just everyone getting to know each other and chatting. For me? I just sat in silence with Inuyasha.

I asked him what's wrong but he just mumbled 'nothing' and being all shady. So, I just stayed quiet.

"You know who would look cuuuute together!?" Eri scooted in closer.

I thought she was going to say me and Inuyasha's name for a second. I kinda wanted her to say our names...

"Miroku and Sango!" She squealed.

Miroku head shot up. He grinned and put and arm around Sango's shoulder.

"Agreed!" He was beaming.

"You wish, cowboy..." She moved his arm and tapped the side of his thigh and smirked. He just took a deep breathe and slouched in his chair.

"Seriously! You two would be tots adorbs!" Yumi nodded. After she said that Jakotzu and Bankotzu came back with sodas and stacks of bags of chips. He threw a bag and a soda to Miroku, Hiten, And Kouga. He asked Yasha , but he stuck up hand as a 'no'.

"I got it! Yasha would look cute with Kagsie over here!" Ayame made a heart shape with her hands, closed one eye, and moved it to where me and inuyasha head was in the middle.

The girls all squinted their eyes and then violently nodded, agreeing with each other.

My cheeks probably looked like tomatoes. Looking at Inuyasha, it kinda looked as if he was blushing a bit too.

"Dude! Look they're totally blushing! They like each other!" Jakotzu pointed to the both of us with a cheeto and then shoved it into his mouth. What? Wait! No!

"I...uh...I...I'm...er... Gotta go to the bathroom." I went to get up ,but when I did all hell broke loose. First, rushing to get up my arm bumped the tray causing Miroku's soda to spill. "Sorry..." Second, Trying to get away from the mess I made, my sandal hooked onto to something sharp (I felt it scratch my foot) causing me to trip. Luckily, I caught myself on Miroku's chair. "Ah, fuck!". 'Does this really have to happen right now?' I thought to myself. "Kagome! Are you alright?" I heard Ayame say. "Why did you guys do that!? You embarrassed her!" Yumi shouted at them. . . . Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity. Fuck. fuck. FUCK A DUCK! Now they know I'm a total Idiot! Just when I thought I was going to have friends , I screw up! My only chance! I embarrass myself! I'm done! I'm Dead! Screw all hope! I'm such a fucking loser! Now third time around, I turn to them to see the whole table staring at me with worried expressions. I trip on my own foot. Somehow, I did a full 180 and land on my stomach. Pits of laughter were heard from all over. I didn't bother looking up at anyone, I already know they're staring directly at me. "Inuyasha, let me handle it..." I heard a chair screech against the tile floor indicating that Sango was coming. And Inuyasha wanted to help.. I don't deserve his help.. I don't even deserve to breathe in his direction... Or at all for that matter. Getting up, I brushed off the dirt and told myself to hold in the tears a little longer. Just a little. I make no eye contact while heading towards the bathroom. Walking through the crowded place I heard people say things from "Clumsy much, slut?" to "Wow,the bitch can't even walk, how sad.." and it got meaner and meaner by the minute. I forced myself to not listen to them. To block their stinging words out. I bust through the bathroom door and head to the first open stall. I lock it as soon as I'm in. I feel myself shaking as I slowly step back until the back of my knee hits the toilet. "Shit!" I kick the door fire-fighter style and all the stalls start to rattle. From that point, I drop to the ground and start crying in my hands. Ignoring the pain in my foot. 'Stupid... Why do you even try?.. You're worthless and a burden to everyone..., you should just give up. Better yet, maybe you should just die... You are nothing anyway. No one would care. Sango probably would forget about you before your funeral is even planned. Onigumo would be pleased! Finally to see you worthless piece of shit gone! I would finally see my daddy... and he would probably tell me how much I disappoint him. How much he hates me for me being such a coward. He would grab my wrist and scream at me "This is not how I raised my baby girl to act! You are a disgrace!" I can even make the dead shake their heads... how sad.." My thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the door. "Kags, are you alright?" Sango gently spoke. I sniffled. "Baby girl come out..." All I could hear was our breath. "If I have to I'll crawl under this door..." Slowly I get up from the cold ground and unlock it. Sango slowly pushes the door open and looks at me as if I was a lost little girl. But, in some way I am. She opens her arms and silently whispers 'Come here'. I take her hug and let it all out. We just sat there and I let her brush my hair with her hands.

"Now, How about you tell me what's wrong..." She pulls a away and wipes a few tears with the back of her finger.

"I don't know..." I sigh knowing I don't make any sense.

"So you tripped,spilled and fell on your ass because you panicked for only Kami knows why?" She smiled.

"I don't know!" I shrugged and jumped up onto the counter. "I guess I freaked out when... that Jakotzu guy said what he said... I don't like to be put on the spot like that. I panicked and wanted to run away. And as I made more of a mess, I wanted to hide, disappear. I'm tired of being made fun of and that right there is a perfect opportunity..." I motioned to the cafeteria.

"Sweetheart, It's okay to be embarrassed from time to time... you didn't have to freak out though!" She sat right next to me.

"Well, what do you expect with a person that has anxiety!"

"Alright.. you won this round.." She put her hands up.

"What's wrong with me?" I leaned down and buried my face into my hands.

"Nothing is wrong with you... You just have a lot on your mind... Plus a lot to deal with, kags..." I felt her hand start to rub my back.

I couldn't reply to her, so I just sat there and stared into my knees.

"Okay?..." From the corner of my eye I can see that she ,too, leaned down to her knees and tried to look at me.

I slowly nodded and sat back up again.

"Now, are you ready to go back outside?"

I shook my head. "I'll wait until the bell rings.. everyone is probably talking about me and my stupid freak attack..." I looked to my toes.

"I'll make up something okay?" She gave me another hug and left the bathroom. Kami..

-OXO-

I didn't see InuYasha until last period because that's like the only other class he's with me in. But the rest of the day I tried to avoid everyone as much as possible. I overheard people talking about what happened at lunch, with me. And it wasn't just like two girls chatting amongst themselves, it was everyone. when ever I walked by they would stare and whisper and laugh. I wanted to just go up to them and rip their throats out but I can't. I need to have self control. My weakness.

I had to play out the whole day like it all didn't bother me but it did. I wanted to just go in the bathrooms and slash at my wrists again, bleed to death for all I fucking care! They would never even notice I'm dead! Janitors would probably find me a week from now laying on the toliet and wouldn't call the cops. They'll just throw my body in a dumpster and brush the dirt off their hands. No. One. Cares..

But even though how bad I wanted to disappear, walking into that room and seeing him smile at me made all of that go away. And I smiled back.

"Hey" I sheepishly said while walking to the desk next to his.

"Hey.. There you are, I was wondering where you went.." He still kept smiling at me. Oh how that smile could melt me in a second. Wait he was wondering where I went.

"Haha Good one!" I sat down and laughed.

"Really.. I got worried when you stormed off like that.. I almost beat up Jakotzu. He can be a dick sometimes." He looked at me in the eyes and I can tell he was serious. He really was worried for a second. Ha.. who would have thought. For a few seconds we were just staring at each other but it got awkward.. And we both felt it. He shifted uncomfortably in his chair and I saw his ears flinch. His ears... How fucking cute are they?! How did I just notice them before? I wanted to go over there and rub em' 'KAGOME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT'S GETTING INTO YOUR HEAD?' I mentally punch myself in the gut 50 times.

I turn away embarrassed and I can feel my cheeks burning.

"Okay class I have a movie on the Feudal Era we will be watching for the rest of the period." Mrs. Sakura said while turning off the lights "Better take some notes!". Yes! Finally One thing is working with me! If we had to work on our projects I don't think I could take it. Too embarrassed to do anything, I'll fuck up again and I can't do that. Not now..

I saw Inuyasha take out his notebook and start writing down what ever he heard. I usually remember most of what's said but I don't want to look like a douche bag and make him think he's doing all the work. So, I pulled mine out and started.

After an hour passed the bell rang and everyone hurried out like a bunch of prisoners being freed for the very first time.

I put everything in my bag and headed to the door. Sango was there waiting for me as usual.

"Hey Kagome!" Inuyasha called and I turned around.

"Yeah?" I pulled the bag over my shoulder and let most of my weight rest on my left leg.

"I um.. I.." He closed his mouth for a few seconds and then insecurely sighed. "I'll see you tomorrow.." His smile was flat.

"Oh alright, See you tomorrow" I waved goodbye and Sango and me left. What was that about?

"You two need to go out like seriously." She opened her car door and I waited for her to unlock the door.

"Okay yeah I'll get right on it!" I tried my best to sound sarcastic but with my face flushing red, yeah not going to happen. But I wouldn't mind going out with him! Kami knows I wouldn't!

"Good! You need to! You like him and he likes you! Even if it's like a 'little' crush."

"He knows nothing about me and I know nothing about him!" I buckled, leaned back, shook off my sandals and put my feet on the dashboard.

"Well fine! I'll convince Miroku to make him go on a date with you! And you can talk and kiss and do what ever the hell you want to!" She started the car and headed out. Even though I did like most of that idea, I had to decline.

"No! I would like him to ask me on his own will!"

"Aha! So you do want to go on a date with him!" She pointed at me.

"Ugh! Listen bitch you know what I mean!" She's being a pain in my ass on purpose!

"Fine! Fine. Fine... we'll let Kagome do things on her own terms!" She raised her arms up in a 'I give up' manner.

"Hands on the wheel!" I crossed my arms. I suddenly noticed that we aren't heading to her house.

"Um... where are we going?" I narrowed my eyes and glared at her.

"Um late lunch remember?"

"Oh yeah." I shifted in my seat to a more comfortable position.

"Where?" I looked out the window knowing where we are but not where we are heading to. Not hearing an answer, I looked at her.

All she did was perk up and give a huge toothy smile.

"Bitch.." I mumbled.

"Shut up and be happy bitch.." She grinned and put her attention back on the road. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. It didn't take that long to where we were heading and when we pulled up in the parking lot, I shot her a look.

"No, not Panera Bread..." I crossed my arms over my chest and stayed still while she was getting out.

"Listen, turd get your ass out now and lets eat because if we don't, we are not leaving..Hm!" While standing in between the car and the door, she crossed her arms and stuck her nose to the sky.

"Fine I guess we are staying here! Hm!" I turned away from her.

"Get your ass out now!" I heard her slam her door.

"Ugh..." I unbuckled and rolled my eyes while getting out.

"Why are we eating here?" I whined.

"Because! I want to!" She stuck her tongue out.

"But it's a lot!" I hate it when people buy things for me let alone when they cost a lot and Panera seems like a really expensive place!

"Oh get over it!" She grabbed my arm and pulled me inside. Pain in my ass...

"What do you want?" She asked while we headed to the cashier with the menu above them.

"Just get me a sandwich or something.." I crossed my arms and grumbled.

"Ugh.." She rolled her eyes at me then turned to the cashier. "She would like the.. Bacon Turkey Bravo Sandwich and can I have the Pesto Sacchettini"

When we received our food, we went to a nice 2 seater table by the window.

"I can't believe you bought me this.. My clothes don't even look as good as this let alone cost as much.." I motion to my sandwich.

"Oh shut up and eat your bacon. It wasn't even that much and I thought you deserve it with all the stuff you're going through lately." She started on her pasta.

"I don't deserve this rich people food." I took a hesitant bite. She just sighed.

"Kami, you're impossible... I didn't even get a thank you.." She glared while flipping her hair out of the way of her food.

"Thank you Princess Sango!" I did a pretend bow.

"Shut up.." She smirked and threw a crumbled tissue at me.

Sango's phone went off indicating someone texted her. I watched her carefully as she checked her phone. She started blushing and smiling as she read it and my eyes went wide.

"Who is it Sango?" I grinned while she looked at me, this time she was bug-eyed. She quickly spat out a 'nobody'.

"Liar..." I narrowed my eyes and lunged at her phone, nearly jumping over the table.

"AH! Kagome! sit down! People are looking!"

"Do I look like I care?" I finally got the phone out of her grip and looked at her messages.

"Ohhhh... Miroku huh?" I grinned and read what he said. "Hey there beautiful winky face! Sango! Awe! SANGO'S GOT A BOYFRIEND EVERY-...!" I stood up and shouted until she covered my mouth and pushed me down.

"Shut up bitch!" She loudly whispered.

"Gah.. Your hand taste weird.." I made a face and she just stuck her tongue out.

"So... When did he get your number and how'd he do it?" I propped my chin up with my hand.

"I gave it to him earlier. No big deal.." She played with her food with her fork.

"No big deal my ass!" I finished the last few bites of my sandwich. "Are you guys gonna date?"

"Maybe.." She smiled.

"Ah! Sango isn't my little Sango anymore!"

"Shut up.."

We finished eating and headed to her house. But I got a text from my mom telling me she got off of work early and wanted to hang out with me because she doesn't really see me often. I didn't mind hanging out with her, I just don't want to leave Sango by herself. I insisted she came but she 'didn't want to interfere'. Ugh, buttmunch. We went to her house to pick up my soiled clothes and other things. When we got there, I did a double take to make sure she was there and Onigumo wasn't. Thank goodness she was! I hugged Sango goodbye and told her to text me later.

"Mom?" I walked through the door making sure there wasn't no booby-traps. Assshole..

"Kagome!" She walked out of the door of her bedroom. Looking like her tired self. My mom wasn't bad looking but she wasn't like the hottest mom in the world. She had big brown eyes that used to sparkle but now are dull and with no life. I obviously got my blue eyes from my dad. She had a button nose and tiny cute lips. Usually when she sees me she puts on the best smile she possibly can. She has long hair that she usually puts it in a pony tail. She opened her arms welcoming me in a hug and I couldn't help but let the smile take over my face.

"I missed you.." I nearly choked on my words. I wish I saw her earlier or even before Onigumo did what he did... It's hard. I had Sango comforting me, but I wish my mom was the one who did it first. It sucks... It sucks that I have to deal with this and not be able to have my mom be there. But, it happened and there's no point focusing on something I can't change.

"I missed you too, sweetie" She pulled away and placed both hands on the side of my face, looking in my eyes. I can see that her eyes are watery. Does she know what I'm feeling? Does she know how much I need her?

"No need to cry dear.. I'm here.." She gave a sad smile and moved my hair out of my eyes. I was confused for a second until I reached up and touched my face. It was wet. Well there goes holding back. I quickly tried to wipe them with my sleeve but she pulled my arm down and shook her head.

"It's okay, you can let it out.." As soon as she said those words, I collapsed in her arms and began crying. Oh how I longed for a moment like this. After a few seconds we were both on the floor leaning against the back of the couch in each others arms. She played with my hair and I just hugged her for dear life.

"Sh... It's okay..." She whispered in my ear and I slowly began to stop crying. I sat up and positioned my body so that way I was in front of her. I wiped the excess tears away and smiled.

"Better now?" She smiled and I nodded. She stood up and helped me up.

"Do you want to help me cook dinner?" She walked into the kitchen and I followed. Even though I just got back from eating with Sango, I don't want to miss this. I don't know when I'm going to have another home cooked meal, again.

I watched as my mom dug through the fridge. She likes to look at what we have (which isn't much)and think of the dishes that contain the ingredients we have..

"Frontega chicken Panini? Tortellini Alfredo? Hmmm. maybe. Tuna salad Sandwich?" She turned around to face me.

"Frontega Chicken Panini.." I smiled while going to the sink to wash my hands. If I don't she'll get mad at me.

She told me to get the ingredients while she got the equipment. She told me to wash and cut up the tomatoes, red onions, and basil while she cooked the chicken. When I finished that I watched her put all of it together. We were having a lot of fun to the point that I almost forgot about how horrible my life really was.

Almost.

"Well what is this we have here." A deep dark husky voice spoke. But not the sexy kind in fictional books and movies. No,this was far from it. His voice gave both me and my mom goosebumps.

I looked up from the plate I was making and into those dark eyes. The only lights that were on were in the kitchen so it was hard to see him until he walked up closer and leaned against the wall that my bedroom was in.

"Oh don't get all excited that I'm here! And what do you know you both are here." He gave a low chuckle.

"Tell me.. Kagome.. did you have fun yesterday?" He tilted his head and grinned. When he said my name chills went up my spine.

"When you didn't come home.." He switched his weight. I looked to my left when my mom came to my side.

"Dear, she was at he-." She began.

"SHUT UP!" He yelled which made my mom flinch. 'You don't have to fucking yell at her when you're angry at me! Asshole!'

"I was talking to your sweet Kagome here." He walked in front of me and I could of sworn I stopped breathing. He grabbed my chin forcibly and I whimpered.

"Onigumo you do-." He abruptly looked to her and spoke through gritted teeth, "I said shut up already don't make me say it again, Mayumi.." He turned his attention back to me.

"Why didn't you come home?" He stared into my eyes and I swear I saw hell through those crimson eyes. He could be the devil himself and I wouldn't object to it.

"I...I.." I looked to my mom in my peripheral vision. She looked frightened as much as I did.

"Answer me!" She jerked my head and threw me into the sink. Because of the force, I was turned and the sink went straight for my stomach. I gasped for air while trying to brace my self on the counter.

"Look, look, look.. Honey..." I saw my mom go in front of him and place both hands on his face. But all he did was stare straight into my eyes. "You don't have to do this... She just wanted to stay at her friends house." He finally looked at her and for a split second I thought he was just going to calm down. Wrong. He grabbed my mom by her hair and shoved her against the wall behind him.

"Hey! Leave her the fuck alone!" I grabbed enough strength and put my self in between the both of them.

"You can hit me! You can kick! Punch! Throw! What the fuck it is! Do it to me! Not my mother!" He looked at me and grinned then looked back at my mom.

Then he took his right hand and slapped her so hard she fell to the floor. She held her face in her hand and watched both of us in horror.

"Mom!" Before I could be by her side he grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to the sink. He put the plug in and turned on the water. My breathing pick up when my brain finally registered what he was going to do. I tried squirming away as the water got higher and higher but he yanked my hair every time.

"You're a sick Bastard!" Was the only words I got out until he shoved my face into the freezing water. I squirmed and pushed as hard as I could to get out of his grip. The more I squirmed the more oxygen I lost. I can't... hold.. my breathe...any.

"Gah!" He lifted my head up and I gasped for air. He pushed me up against the fridge with his chest. From all his weight on top of me,I couldn't breathe.

"St...o...p...please.." I tried to grab his face and push, but I was seconds away from passing out.

He stepped back and I fell to the floor once again gasping for air. My vision was blurry for a few seconds and I was left alone for a minute or two until he came back. I looked for my mom but quickly realized that she was gone. He locked her in the room.

"Now that the bitch was out of my way, I can focus on the more important things..." I crawled as far back as I could until I hit the bottom cabinet with my head. In one swift motion he grabbed my ankle and dragged me to the center of the floor. I turned on my stomach and tried to crawl but he picked me up and slammed me on my back sending a cry of pain through my throat. He leaned over me with both legs on the side of my body. I stared at him with wide eyes.

He lifted my head up by holding the back of neck with one hand and whispered in my ear, "Fear. Me."

I was paralyzed. I couldn't move. I couldn't think.

Shoved me back down ,too in shock to feel the pain. He put his slimy hand over my mouth. My eyes followed his. He was looking at my body. I thought I was going to throw up. I watched as his eyes scanned my breast and my lower area. 'NO! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS! PLEASE! DADDY! HELP ME!' I felt the tear stream down to my ear.

At this point he was basically on top of me. That's when he started to grope my breast. I didn't think that my eyes could grow any wider but they did. I heard him chuckle lowly. I can't believe he finds humor in this! What the fuck is wrong with him! I shut my eyes as tightly as I could.

I felt his rough hand slide to the rim of my shirt and sneak under it. The feeling of his fingers touching my stomach literally sucked the life out of me. I cringed under his touch. Slowly he glided his finger to the edge of my bar and undid it. I wanted to move. I want to push him off me and kill him with my bare hands. But It was like my body froze. His hand snuck under the bra cup and played with me. My screams were muffled and when I squirmed he just would grab me harder to where it hurt. Tears just kept coming and coming.

All of a sudden he let go of my breast and I opened my eyes. Did he change his mind? What is he going to do?

He sat up, still holding my mouth, and did what I was praying for him not to do. He started unbuckling his belt and unzipped his pants.

'This is it. He's going to rape me...'

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Chapter 10 everyone! This was difficult to write definitely. Sexual abuse and stuff like that is something that always gets to me. I don't know if it's because of some of my dearest friends were sexually abused or because I watch too much criminal minds/ncis/ law&order and I'm paraniod. I don't know. But it was difficult. But I feel that this story needed it to happen. So I stepped out of my comfort zone and wrote it for you guys!

I hope you guys enjoyed this eventful chapter (and that cliffhanger doe!) But it's 12:11 a.m and I don't know if Im taking fcat tomorrow or not. Lol #fuckthepopo (okay I'll stop that XD)

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